Later that day, there was also a small celebration party after the signing, and there were not many people in attendance, that is, some senior leaders of PAI and Shuangma Video, several signed artists, and Cen Ye Cen Zhi and the two brothers.

However, the people who attended the drinking party this night all felt that Cen Ye was a little the same as what they thought, but also a little different. People often say that most men who play rock and roll are bohemian, but in all kinds of communication this night, the boy who is now a smash hit seems polite and decent, following Li Yue, he should toast and toast, and he will say a word or two when he is reminded by his brother. Most of the time, the boy smiled freely and beautifully, with a little pride. So everyone who sees his face this night will feel that he is the appearance of an imaginary star with unlimited prospects.

But some people also found that in the interval between many drinking parties, Ono often left alone, ignored the female artists, and did not stay with the agent's brother. He either sat alone on the sofa and drank a sullen drink, or went to the balcony and lay on the railing, his face so silent that you didn't dare to approach.

There is something called loneliness in this boy. Even if all the bright lights are bright tonight because of him, you can still feel that others are here, but they are not completely here.

At this time, Cen Zhi stood by the curtain, through the glass door, looking at his younger brother's tall and thin figure. He was none other than him, and he could feel the aura of despair all over this kid's body. This made Cen Zhi puzzled, but he could vaguely feel what it was for. He was just about to push the door out and say a few words to his brother, when someone suddenly tapped him on the shoulder. Cen Zhi turned his head and saw Li Yue's thoughtful face. Li Yue also stared at Cen Ye, shook his head, and said, "If you want to hurry, you can't reach it, I believe that with Ono's understanding, I will figure it out." He signed the contract today, and he has already made a very rational decision. Now it's better to let him stay on his own for a while, and don't put pressure on him. ”

Cen Zhi stared at his younger brother for a while, but did not move after all.

And at this moment, in Cen Ye's eyes, what is this night scene? He stood on this high-rise building in the center of Beijing, and in front of him was a city of dreams with bustling lights that he had never seen before. A lot of cars are shuttling on the road, many upstairs are densely lit, and so many people are struggling. He thought that there were a few more people who could reach their current height, and they had a bright future and starry stars.

But I always feel empty in my heart, like the sea of flowers that was originally stored in my heart, and disappeared unconsciously, disappearing completely. What is left? What is left now? What is left is called idealism, desire, reason and coldness. They are fiery, but they are also cold. When the day came when he could actually touch them, he found that they didn't actually have a little temperature. They're just there, forever there. If you are lucky enough to get it, then pay the corresponding price, the price is fair, and the child is not deceived.

Cen Ye's eyes suddenly became a little hot, he didn't want to face himself like this, but he felt pity for himself at the moment. And that person, he has never felt like at this moment, he feels that he may not be able to hold it. He was always swaggering in front of her, always acting as if he was enthusiastic and self-sacrificing. But now, some things were inadvertently broken by the outsider Li Yue, and that night, she said to him almost contemptuously: In the final analysis, you made such a choice for your own future.

He's finally looked down on her, isn't he?

Cen Ye took a breath slowly, and that breath felt as heavy as half the night sky, overlapping in his heart, and he couldn't disperse it anymore. He raised his glass and wiped it out.

And when he walked into the reception hall again, the five-colored lights shining on the handsome face that could make tens of thousands of people crazy, he had already revealed his usual cold, uninhibited smile.

Lao Tzu doesn't care about anything, he said to himself.

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This night, Xu Xunsheng always didn't want to sleep.

During the day, the band was originally scheduled to rehearse, but Cen Ye didn't know where to go, and Zhao Tan didn't know either. No one answered the phone. This made several of the boys a little vaguely irritable. At that time, Xu Xunsheng thought, when did their band become like this? She still remembers going to the Northeast to participate in the regional competition together, and remembers that when she first came to Beijing to participate in the national competition, everyone forgot to sleep and eat together, forgot to die together, and felt very tired but happy every day. But when did it become what it is now?

Zhang Tianyao sneered at Cen Ye for a few words, then sat in his seat and looked at his mobile phone, and soon the corners of his mouth brought a mysterious smile again. Keiko was a little depressed, and he also looked at his mobile phone, probably reading the messages of his fans, and after a while, he seemed to forget all about their rehearsals and resentment towards Cen Ye. Or, is it not as concerned as before?And Xu Xunsheng's eyes inadvertently met Zhao Tan, and they both understood each other's gazes, because she saw the same forbearance and pain in his eyes.

Then Zhao Tan's expression quickly became calm and silent, without resentment or ridicule, only a little helpless. He quickly told everyone that Cen Ye may have been called away by Zheng Qiulin and couldn't answer the phone. "Otherwise, Ono wouldn't have been so unaccountable. He said, and then reluctantly organized everyone to rehearse for a while, and simply dispersed.

So Xu Xunsheng immediately understood that Zhao Tan had already made a decision. He decided to stay with Cen Ye.

He had figured it out, understood what he wanted, what he could gain, and what he was going to lose. He has accepted everything, and perhaps has been tolerant. This is Zhao Tan, Cen Ye's most loyal brother.

But what about her?

If Ono's band no longer has a place for her in the future, then she has no intention of developing in the entertainment industry and has no intention of going into the public eye, just for the simple friendship born in the cold and snow of the winter night, and she joined the band with high spirits, what reason does she have to stay here?

Will he really become Ono's invisible girlfriend in the future, gathering less and leaving more, waiting for this uncertain love to blossom and bear fruit one day, or will he be attached to him as one of the on-site accompanists, and take it as his life's work?

No, that's not the life she wants. She couldn't live like that. She never wanted to be subordinate to any man's existence.

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The night was deep like a big dream of autumn that was always coming, Xu Xunsheng was lying on the bed, the curtains were not closed, which could cover half of the moonlight, and there was nothing over the base, only a silent dark blue, and a few faint starlight. Xu Xunsheng looked at it infatuatedly, and some answers had already surfaced in his mind, but he didn't want to see it. For the first time in my life, I was in a trance, stubborn, but I didn't know where to go.

Those few words, I am reluctant to let it appear in my mind.

So the troubles are even more, like a deep and shallow stream, entwining the heart. In the depths of the stream, there was a man's name beating. It is as bright and clear as the stars, and it is reflected in my heart.

Ono, Ono.

I thought I could do nothing but care about you. She said to herself, I thought it was sincere, this love was pure, from every day and night we were together, so slowly and so gently seeping into my flesh and soul.

I thought nothing could change it.