Chapter 134: My Shengsheng (Part II)

"Knock knock—" There was a quick, fierce, and no room for a knock at the door. Xu Xunsheng was startled, almost immediately jumped out of bed, ran a few steps, but stopped, and didn't dare to open the door for a while.

But the man didn't let go of the beating, and after a while, the rhythm slowed down a bit, as if he was beating a little pitifully.

"He~knocks you in the middle of the night~Mom-" someone scolded in the hallway.

"Go back to Lao Tzu!" Cen Ye scolded, and his anger and coldness could be heard through the door. I don't know if it's because I'm afraid of his fierceness or his reputation, but the other party immediately lost his voice at all.

Xu Xunsheng heard his voice, but his heart was even more sour. She took a deep breath and straightened her hair and clothes again, she wore a cotton loungewear that was neither ugly nor revealing. She walked over and opened the door.

The man stood in the doorway, his arms propped up against the wall as before. Those eyes looked at her deeply. His hair was slightly messy, and he had the delicate makeup he had just made up after attending an event. He didn't wear a coat, but inside was a low-key but absolutely big-name T-shirt inlaid with gold sheets, which set off his face, handsome. But there was still a strong smell of alcohol on his body, and he was coming to his nose a few steps away. And in his eyes, quiet, deep, confused, and gloomy.

This is the second time Xu Xunsheng has met him and is drunk. And last time, she felt very bad. This made her faintly uneasy. She blocked the door, did not let him in, and said, "Have you drunk too much? ”

Cen Ye smiled coldly, pushed open the door, put his hand on her waist, closed the door and walked in.

Xu Xunsheng broke free of his hand at once, and took a few steps forward, but he didn't dwell on it anymore, walked to the side of the bed, and fell down directly, looking extremely tired and tired. He covered his face with the back of his hand and breathed slowly.

Xu Xunsheng stood a meter or two away from him, looked at him for a while, and heard him say sullenly: "Shengsheng, I'm so thirsty, pour me a glass of water." ”

Xu Xunsheng never expected him to break in so viciously and out of control, but the first sentence was this. She was stunned for a moment, then turned to the pantry and slowly poured him a glass of warm water. The eye socket suddenly became hot, and the sourness kept drilling into the depths of the eye. She breathed slowly, slowly a few times before she could suppress it.

"Why is it so slow?" he whispered behind his back.

"It's coming. Xu Xunsheng heard his voice dry, took the teacup, walked to him, and handed it to him. He took the glass, sat up, drank it dry, and looked up at her. Xu Xunsheng almost only touched the afterglow of his eyes, then looked away and looked at the ground.

The two faced each other quietly for a while, and there was a hand that slowly and secretly held hers. The tip of that finger is slightly calloused, the palm is soft, always skinny, always gentle. Xu Xunsheng lowered his head, tears slid down and fell to the ground. He looked at her tears and didn't speak, just held her hand tightly.

After a while, he pulled her into his arms and hugged her hard. Xu Xunsheng wanted to break free, but he couldn't, and after being entangled like this for a while, he suddenly roared: "......Earn you~? Don't you just want Lao Tzu to hug me?"

Xu Xunsheng never expected him to say this, obviously he may be drunk to do this, but is this not his heart when he is drunk? Before she could react, he was already holding her on the bed, pressing her body, pressing her hands, looking down at her directly.

Xu Xunsheng didn't move, just straightened up, looking at him without a little warmth in his eyes. Her eyes were still red, and tears were still on her face. Cen Ye looked at her appearance, only feeling distressed, and there was nothing he could do. She had that expression again, cold, as if she would never really let anyone into her heart, except for Xu Zhi.

"Look at me......" Cen Ye said in a dumb voice, "Look at me, I'm your boyfriend, I'm Ono'......"

Xu Xunsheng's expression seemed to collapse at this moment, her sad expression at the moment was so vivid, she bit her lip, her eyes were red, and tears were rolling down. But Cen Ye's heart at this moment was extremely sad and joyful. He took her into his arms, so that her face was on his chest as usual. He looked at her with pity like a wounded little animal. He touched her face lightly and said, "You love me, don't you? You said you would always like me, and never change." You promised, you won't go back. Xu Xunsheng is different from others, and she will never regret it. ”

These half-idiot and half-drunk words made Xu Xunsheng's eyes even more sour, she sobbed softly, and she was almost out of breath when she was hugged tightly by him. Her hands were free, his waist was within reach, and she felt a strong urge to hug his waist back. But the deep and muddy sadness and hopelessness of the waterhole are still buried in my heart. She couldn't move, she couldn't hold back. She felt her fingers tremble slightly, as if they had stiffened a few stones when they touched his waist. Then she mourned even more, and she buried her face deeper and deeper in his chest, listening to his throbbing heartbeat. The chest of the most familiar and yet strangest man in the world to her.

Her Ono, the one who smiled at her and cried behind her back, smoked, decadent, hot-blooded, and bullish, the boy who was always looking for a way back in this life, he has finally become a real man now. He is no longer the same person he used to be, but she is still standing in the same place.

hugged it quietly for a long time, so long that the hearts of both seemed to fall silent again. There seems to be a point where neither of them dares to touch it easily, but the hope and warmth that they secretly longed for re-emerged around the two of them.

Cen Ye gently touched her long hair, her face, and her delicate neck. He felt that he couldn't find a more suitable time than this moment, so he said in as calm a tone as possible: "I signed a contract with PAI today. I'll talk to Waist and Keiko another day. ”

Xu Xunsheng didn't move, nor did he speak, just lowered his head.

Cen Ye touched her face, it was a little cold, so there was a faint uneasiness in his heart. This uneasiness made him anxious and vaguely annoyed. He endured it and asked in as calm a tone as possible, "Are you still going to blame me for this?"

Xu Xunsheng smelled the faint light smell and familiar smell hidden in the thick wine smell on his body, and a thought inexplicably rushed out of her mind: she really wanted to smell this breath for a longer time, a little longer. But there are always gatherings and dispersions in the world, there are always changes, and what is there that can really be kept by her? She whispered, "Ah, no wonder, that doesn't matter anymore." People always have to choose their own path, in fact, I can understand. Ono, in the future, when you make your debut alone, I heard that in their circle, there are many opportunities and a lot of dirty methods. Protect yourself from injury. Don't be impulsive, your character is too willful, don't suffer any more. ”

Cen Ye listened to her tone, as if he was parting with him, he was stunned, he felt impossible, how could Xu Xunsheng think about leaving him......? What was he thinking, his confused mind hadn't figured out anything yet, and the words had already come out: "Lao Tzu knows, don't worry so much." Besides, aren't you all watching and accompanying Lao Tzu?" his tone seemed very relaxed, but Xu Xunsheng did not raise his head, nor did he say anything.