"You can call me about anything, my phone is open 24 hours a day, and you can call me at any time. Jiang Xiaoning instructed me.

"I know. I nodded.

The dishes soon came up with three dishes, all of which were very light.

Not to mention delicious, Jiang Xiaoning took care of me, so she specially ordered these three dishes, I looked at her: "Do you like to eat these three dishes?

"There's no problem, I often eat greasy things, and occasionally eat light things is good for my stomach. Jiang Xiaoning took a dish with chopsticks, put it in his mouth, and swore that it was delicious. ”

When Jiang Xiaoning was eating, her expression was not as happy as she said, I didn't say it.

She's holding on.

My appetite was not very good, and at the end of the three dishes, I only ate a little bit, and Jiang Xiaoning and I left the restaurant.

"I'll go back with you. "Jiang Xiaoning doesn't worry about me.

"It's okay, don't mess with it, I feel like I'm terminally ill. It's a common condition, and I'm not doing well right now, I can eat, drink, run, jump, and I don't have any problems. I looked at Jiang Xiaoning and said with a smile, "I didn't eat enough just now, you can go get some delicious food yourself." ”

"I'm full. Jiang Xiaoning seemed worried that I wouldn't believe it, so he patted his stomach, "Did you see it, my stomach is full." ”

"Don't lie, there are still so many dishes left in the three dishes, and I have only eaten a few small bites of the rice, which looks like I am full, I really don't have to look like this, I don't have to suffer with me. I'm fine, don't worry about me. "Jiang Xiaoning treated me like this, which touched me a little, but I actually felt quite guilty.

I don't want the people around me to suffer because they care about me and care about me.

"I'm really full, I'll touch my stomach for you. Jiang Xiaoning grabbed my hand and pressed it on her stomach, "Did you see it, it's bulging." ”

"If you have a bulging stomach, it doesn't have to be that you've eaten enough, but maybe something else. I smiled and said, "Okay, I'm leaving." ”

I got into the car, waved my hand at Jiang Xiaoning, and drove away.

I didn't go back to the villa, but drove to the river, where the wind blew for a while, it was cold and cold, but I didn't care at all.

No matter how cold and bitter these winds are, can they compare to my lungs now? Are not my lungs colder and more miserable than this wind?

In that case, what is it for me to blow some wind?

There is a class in the afternoon, and there will be two or three hours before the class, and I don't want to go back to the villa now, go back, in case Su Ran finds the medicine I am carrying, it is difficult to explain.

I didn't want the people around me to know that I had lung cancer, and I specially told Jiang Xiaoning not to tell anyone during the meal.

It's not that I'm worried about people discriminating against me, it's that I don't want them to worry, I don't want them to be sad about it.

It can be seen from Jiang Xiaoning's reaction that she is still a doctor, and after knowing that I have this disease, she immediately treats me as a terminally ill patient.

If Su Ran knew, Su Ran would probably fall into this state as well.

Of course, there are happy things to share, so that the people around them feel happy and happy together, but when you encounter painful things, there is no need to let the people around you know, just bear it silently by yourself, there is no need to affect their mood, let everyone suffer together.

I stayed by the river for two hours, staring at the muddy river, watching the boats coming and going, thinking about nothing, just looking at the scenery on the river.

It's a good feeling, it's been a long time since I've felt it.

This state seems to be like returning to childhood, with only the river in my eyes, only the boat, no things around, and no thoughts about the things next to me.

Man is really a very sad creature.

As we get older, we get closer to death, and not only that, but as we get older, the mental burden also increases.

The soul is originally very pure, whether it is good or evil, but it is actually very pure. But because of the increasing number of people and things that come into contact with it, it is contaminated with a lot of filthy things, and the soul has become less pure.

It's really not easy to sit quietly and look at the scenery like this, and only have the scenery in your eyes and nothing else to do.

After looking at the time, I stood up, went back to the car, warmed up a little, and drove to the school, but I only entered the classroom and found a familiar figure in the classroom.

Shao Siqi, she is also in the classroom.

This class is a public class, in a large lecture hall, class