Jiang Xiaoning helped me when he walked, for fear that I would fall, I sighed in my heart, although I haven't gotten a definite answer yet, but judging from Jiang Xiaoning's tone and movements, the situation should not be optimistic.

"I'm not an old man, why are you supporting me like this?" I looked at Jiang Xiaoning beside me, feeling that she seemed to be more nervous and scared than me.

"There are a lot of people in the hospital, what if they accidentally bump into you? I'll hold you, I'm familiar with this place, and I'll take you with me. Jiang Xiaoning found a very far-fetched reason.

When I arrived at the department, I showed the latest results to Dr. Wang, who sighed and said to me, "It's lung cancer." ”

Although I had been prepared and expected this result to be the result, when I heard that Dr. Wang had personally confirmed this result with me, my heart was still cold, and I felt that my whole life was covered with a layer of gray haze, and I couldn't see any color.

The original colorful life fell into the abyss at once, and there was darkness all around.

"Don't be too nervous, although it is cancer, but there are many kinds of cancer, your situation is not very bad, it is an early symptom, timely treatment, and the possibility of recovery is very high. Dr. Wang said to me, "Think about it differently, you should feel lucky, fortunately you came to the hospital in time to check, otherwise you don't know when you will be able to find out about this problem, which is also a good thing, don't think about it." ”

"How could this happen? So many people smoke, why are others fine, just Chen Jin has something to do, he is still so young, he is not very fierce in smoking, some people smoke, they can smoke one pack a day, and there is nothing wrong, why did Chen Jin get lung cancer?" Jiang Xiaoning asked these words for me.

Jiang Xiaoning's words are also what I feel strange, why is it that I have this disease, although it is not a terminal disease, and the possibility of cure is very high, but I still feel incomprehensible, why is it so unlucky?

I just said that these days are my bad luck days, and a bunch of bad things have happened one after another, but I didn't expect that there would be such a serious situation waiting for me behind, and I actually had lung cancer.

No matter what I thought, I didn't expect this to be the case and I would get such a sickness.

"It's different for everyone, and it's true that people who smoke are much more likely to get lung cancer than people who don't smoke, and people who smoke a lot are much more likely to get lung cancer than those who smoke occasionally. However, it does not mean that people who smoke will always get lung cancer, and it does not mean that people who do not smoke or smoke less will not get lung cancer. Doctor Wang glanced at Jiang Xiaoning, and then looked at me, "There will always be some exceptions, there are no absolutes in everything, this is a matter of probability, and bad luck will happen." But it's still right to quit smoking, and you can't smoke this cigarette in the future. ”

"Okay. I nodded, there was nothing I could say at this time, I had to do that.

"Your situation is not the worst at present, you can go back and discuss it with your family, let your mood adjust first, and then come to the hospital, and then I will arrange the operation according to the actual situation. Dr. Wang told me, "You are Xiao Ning's friend, Xiao Ning's mother and I are colleagues and classmates for many years. Don't worry, if you have any questions, just come to me. ”

"Uncle Wang is an expert in this area, and even my mother praised him, saying that he holds the scalpel very well, and he will leave the operation to Uncle Wang, and he will definitely cure you for the disease. Jiang Xiaoning said to me.

"Let me think about it first. "I don't have a good attitude to deal with the treatment now, I am a little confused, and even think that I am not dreaming, whether this is a dream.

But obviously not, things don't change because I don't want to, for better or worse, and they don't change because of my will.

Those who should have come and those who shouldn't have come are coming for me.

"You can't put off this situation, let's be hospitalized now. "Jiang Xiaoning is more anxious than me.

"I'm not ready yet, so I'll go back and stay for two days, and I'll decide after two days. "I shook my head, I really wasn't in the mood to live in the hospital now, and I didn't have the mentality to face this situation yet, I needed to take a break.

"He is right, the operation is postponed for a day or two, or a week, there is no problem, but it can't be delayed for too long, it is best to decide within half a month, the time is delayed, for fear of accidents. In addition, the need for surgery is determined only after more detailed confirmation, and some lung cancer surgeries do not require surgery. Doctor Wang persuaded Jiang Xiaoning on the side, "You don't have to worry, this is the case."