Pansan Qiu Tang II
"After this winter, on the warm day of spring next year, we will be married. ”
I watched him obediently drink the medicinal soup and instructed him.
After hearing this, he put down the bowl and replied angrily.
"Since you have made up your mind, it doesn't matter if I know it or not......"
I stopped telling him the details of the wedding, and he was already ashamed that I had forced him to marry me.
For a long time to come, the two of us will hate each other like this.
But it's good that I'm no longer alone, even if I go to hell, I have to let him accompany me.
The carved window lintels bring the soft light of the fine morning dew.
The scent of sandalwood faintly entered my nose and woke me up.
The tassel streamer above his head swayed slightly, and the veil fell to the ground, silent.
I lifted my cheeks and looked at the person lying next to me, his eyes closed, he should have dreamed of finally running away from me, he curled the corners of his lips and showed a smile that he had not seen in a long time.
I couldn't help but touch his eyes, and they followed the undulating arc to the corners of his pale lips.
He was woken up by me.
He couldn't see my playful eyes, and his eyes opened without concentration or gathering. I reached out again, and he hurriedly waved it away.
I chuckled, took his hands in my palms, and wrapped them in my arms. He was so angry at my move that he wanted to get up and flee.
At this time, I pulled him back halfway up, stepped on his waist, and shackled him to the bed......
"You...... What do you do......"
He gasped, and if I were a delicate woman, I would have been hung up and beaten by him. But he doesn't have as much strength as me, so he can only let me bully.
"What else can a woman do with a man pressed against her?"
I leaned close to his cheek and whispered into his ear. He was stunned, and tried his best to break free.
The more restless he was, the more angry I became. I bit him on the neck, neither lightly nor severely, but it made him feel pain.
He frowned and pursed his lips, his face full of anger, but helpless.
I didn't pay much attention to it, and continued to gnaw at his neck in a thin and lingering manner, and there was a slight increase in the force with a sense of revenge.
After a while, his white and delicate neck was inlaid with countless red marks, and the placket of his clothes was torn by me.
The playfulness in my heart prompted me to kiss down, and without saying a word, I tore the shirt covering his chest. He became more and more uneasy.
I kissed his open chest indiscriminately, and the soft touch made me sink deeper and deeper. The more he resisted, the more I put more force. He gasped heavily, his reddened chest heaving.
When I got past it, I found it interesting to see him with such a shameful look. At this time, he touched the weirdness of his body again, and he couldn't help laughing.
"What is this?" I pressed to his ear. The side of his leg rubbed against him slightly, which made him very unhappy.
He turned his face sideways with his eyes closed, avoiding my close face.
Brass candlesticks, the lamp oil burned out, and with a bang, the flames went out to the extreme.
I stopped bullying him, and I knew my own proportions, and I was firmly attached to his broad chest, caressing its delicate and delicate texture.
"Do you know the human skin fan and the human bone harp?"
"It is to cut off the human skin to make the fan surface of the fan, shave the human bones and grind it into the body of the piano......"
As soon as the words fell, he was stunned, he should have been frightened by me. I didn't rush to caress his frowning brow.
"A few years ago, I was caught by the enemy and almost had my skin cut and my bones shaved......"
"The fan surface will decay after a few years, but a piano can be passed down for a long time. ”
......
I talked for a long time like a story, and as I spoke, I slept on his chest.
I looked at him with hatred, and I passed this season's extremely cold winter.
I don't know if the spring is warm or not, but the wedding I have been looking forward to with him will come as scheduled.
He also changed into a wedding dress, his face was as rosy as a peach blossom, and when he opened the red veil on my head, his eyes flashed.
Then he sighed.
"It's a pity I haven't fully seen ...... clearly"
"The way you look. ”
The flowers bloom and stalk, and the Luan Sheng is together.
The eyes are full of red candles and tents, and the big red lanterns outside the house are fluttering like the snow moon in the future.
In the middle of the night, I took off the phoenix crown that had strained my bones and a cumbersome wedding dress.
In front of the makeup mirror, I look like my makeup is still unremoved.
She has long eyebrows, pearlescent eyes, and her lips are dyed with Danzhu. This should be my best look.
It's a pity he can't see it.
At this time, he combed my hair, gently and carefully with each brush. I told him.
"Hundred combs for hair. ”
"Comb it a hundred times. ”
He nodded, and really combed it a hundred times at once.
I was already very tired, so I hugged him and wanted to go to bed early.
He patted his head and remembered that the two of us hadn't drunk the wine yet. When we think about it, we are really too careless.
The red candle burned a large part of it, and it will burn until tomorrow, and it really dazzles me when it bursts into flames.
He tried to cut off the candle, but I restrained him.
Sleepy, I pillowed on his shoulder and watched as he poured two glasses of wine.
He was so good to me this day, he should have let go of his previous mustard and wanted to live a good life with me.
When I think of this, I feel relieved.
He was afraid of the bitterness of the medicine, and because he refused to drink the medicine, I tasted the medicinal soup I boiled a few days ago, and it was really bitter.
No wonder he resisted it to the extreme, drinking this medicine every day was a lot of torture.
I don't want him to drink it in the future, even if he can't regain his sight for the rest of his life, no matter what, I have to accompany him, and he can't see me.
After drinking, I lay down in his arms delicately, and he comforted me and let me sleep well. The sleepiness that swept over me soothed any of my thoughts.
At this time, countless red ribbons bloomed like random flowers, and the bewitching red begonias bloomed like a glow that burned half of the sky.
They grew on their own silk, and the blood that flowed out soaked the other side of the silk.
Pink delicacy is overwhelming, and it is indispensable to be accompanied by red silk candles.
The red satin he lifted from my head landed on the dressing table, and my increasingly drowsy eyes reluctantly touched it.
The red begonia above me was like fire, stinging my eyes, and I could only see such a red fire color in my eyes. At this time, it burned into my lungs, and for a time it made me miserable.
But my sleepiness was thick and soothed me to sleep without making a sound.
He seemed to have spilled the wine, and the sound of water dripping continued.
I have never slept so peacefully, and I can't take care of any thoughts, but I feel comfortable when I wake up.
But I slept so hard that I got carried away from my sleep, and I woke up in a daze and forgot who I was thinking about, and even then I didn't care about it.
Then I saw a man sitting on a couch with a woman in his arms.
His face was pale, the shadow of the flame was imprinted in his eyes, and the woman was asleep in his arms. This scene is like a beautiful portrait.
Later, I was attracted by the faint spark and led me to the path full of flowers.
At first, I was alone with these beautiful flowers, but then I saw more and more people on the road.
Some of them are also interested in flowers, and in the name of flower appreciation, they have not moved forward for a long time.
Some were sick and weak, looking like light smoke about to drift away, panting in agony, and were blown away by the wind before they could finish the road.
Some of them were missing arms and legs, and they looked terrible, so frightened that I quickly hid aside, and he lowered his head and felt very inferior.
......
The flowers were embarrassed to be trampled and climbed, and at the end of the road, there were no more flowers.
It's a long river, looking deep and bottomless, it makes people feel chills.
A few lanterns hanging at the head of the bridge attract fireflies to flutter.
None of us knew where we came from, and we couldn't find our way back, so we walked like these fireflies towards the firelight.
That's when I heard someone reading in the distance.
One thought of bliss, one thought of hell.
Reincarnation, the appearance of all beings, karma, and repayment of past debts.
Those who commit the most evil sins will enter the path of hell, and those who are greedy, angry, and resentful will enter the path of evil spirits......
I listened with fear, and I didn't dare to go forward for a long time, staying on the bank of the long river, looking at the people who crossed the bridge back and forth.
The river is muddy and shimmering.
Then I saw a man's face reflected in the river, pale and untouched.
He drank every day to kill his sorrows, was decadent, and dragged a skin to and from various wine shops.
It didn't take long for him to collapse.
He was in a daze, either in or out of his dreams, drunk and lying drunk on the canvas all over the floor.
The people who came to see him were full of sarcasm. Laugh and say to him like a madman.
"It's just her retribution. ”
"If you have retribution, then in the next life you will taste my bitterness. ”
......
He didn't take the man's words to heart.
There was a painting paper all over the floor, and the same girl was drawn on the paper, but I couldn't tell what she looked like.
At this time, I seemed to remember something, and my mouth was full of bitterness, and I didn't wait for me to think about it. A voice urged me to move forward.
When I remembered it, I realized that all along, I was just trapped in the dream of marrying him and staying with him.