I put the clay figurines on his bookcase.

The sky and the earth are white, wisps of cold incense enter from the window, and the fir and pine trees that can be touched by the eye have become Qiongzhi Yuke. It turned out to be so cold, and I remember that when I was a child, I was most afraid of such a cold day.

At that time, I was fortunate to meet a kind young man who protected me through the winter.

I never saw him again, and I forgot what he looked like, only the clear fragrance on his body.

There are too few good people in this world, and when I met Junyu, I knew that he was one of the few good people.

When it comes, it is dusty, and when it falls, it is not shocked.

He is as flawless as this snow.

It's a pity that he can't see, he can't see me. In order to heal his eyes, I returned to the Liuyu Pavilion and ordered the doctors in the Pavilion to spare no effort.

The killers and doctors in the cabinet are all top-notch, and the doctors are good at treating poison and poison, and their abilities are on par with those of us killers, who can save and kill.

Junyu and I have torn our faces, and I don't know who they are really loyal to, whether they will stab me in the back, no one can believe it.

They have made a lot of medicines, and they respectfully entrust them to me. Any medicine that they say will cure the disease or even live long, I will find someone to test the medicine and confirm that it is non-toxic and harmless before considering it for Junyu.

Junyu could see more clearly, and at first he was ecstatic, thinking that his eyes were healing.

I told him that I was careful to get the medicine......

He looked at me coldly and smirked sarcastically.

"Do you think I'm going to be grateful to you?

I shook my head, I didn't ask him for anything in return.

"Sure enough, in order to get what you want, you killed countless people. ”

"I thought you were forced to be helpless, but I didn't expect that you would be hard to change your heart......"

When I heard this, I shed two lines of tears, silently, and he could not see or hear. At this time, I comforted him and wanted to redeem some of my impression in his heart.

But he doesn't care about anything, I took his freedom, and he should hate me.

His younger brother Junyu not only wants my life, but also wants to kill him to prevent future troubles. He is ridiculously kind, and he still thinks about the so-called blood and family, and he doesn't believe it anyway.

Before I touched his brother, my relationship with him eased a bit, and he gradually accepted the fact that I had been a killer, and I was a little moved by his kindness.

The coolness was even worse, the trees were verdant, the breeze swayed the green veil, and the afterglow stained half of the sky.

Dusk was also panting for breath.

I brought the medicinal soup but couldn't find any trace of Junyu.

The shadows of the flowers were heavy, the bamboo forest covered his eyes, and when I found him, he landed in a flower pond.

He had fainted for a long time, and was bitten by a poisonous snake on his left leg, and the poison was already spreading all over his body.

According to my experience, if I were to be poisoned by such a snake, I would have to cut it down in order to save my life, and I would not want this leg.

It's just that I am reluctant to cut off his legs, he can't see with his eyes, and if he loses his legs, wouldn't it be too pitiful.

I carried him back, and it was after midnight that he woke up a little.

Carefully following the medical theory, I sucked out the poisonous blood on his leg little by little, and although I sucked a lot of blood, the dirty blue color on my leg faded slightly. However, the toxicity has not been completely cleaned up.

"What are you doing......" I saw him open his eyelids and his face darkened.

I quickly wiped the blood stains off my body, for fear of scaring him.

He fell into a deep sleep, very quiet.

A rough man like me has never pondered a medical book so much, and in order to heal his eyes, I have read a few medical books more or less, and now I have gnawed on the book again in order to clean up the poison from his leg.

By the time he woke up, the poison on his leg was gone.

"If you want to collect paint for painting in the future, just tell me. ”

"You can't see it, it's inevitable that a person will be in danger. ”

I instructed him.

He nodded.

This time he didn't look at me coldly, and I was overjoyed. Today he listened to me obediently and drank the medicinal soup.

I've been looking forward to the time when he regains his sight.

Later, he felt guilty about me, and rarely did anything with me, choking on my words and swallowing them in his stomach. I was kind to him, he could feel it, and if it was cold and hard, I would be covered with heat.

Even if he is so moved and guilty, I am willing to drink it.

Every night I slept lightly. I could feel his hand sneaking over my face, very delicate, and touching his lips between his eyebrows.

I remembered the portrait he had drawn for me, but he still hadn't drawn the outline of my face to this day, and he said he didn't know what I looked like. He stroked it so delicately that he didn't know that the outline could be visible in his mind.

The wood sandalwood is mellow, and the birds and birds in the window lattice are occasionally heard.

I twisted my body.

I pretended to be awake, but he was startled, withdrew his hand and turned around.

When I opened my eyes, I saw him sleeping peacefully with his eyes closed, his long eyebrows warm, the bridge of his nose like a daisy distant mountain straight, and his thin lips light......

Then I hugged him from behind and pressed it against his neck.

"If I suddenly disappear from your world, will you not get used to ......"

I gasped and choked my own voice, staining his shirt with a little tears.

Another autumn year is coming.

It was last autumn that he peeked through all my unbearable. I look back and remember that time, I was trembling with fear, covered in blood, and still glad that he was blind and could not see my horrible appearance.

He stroked the rice paper, calm and indifferent, as if in another world, and he was extremely calm every time he painted.

His fingertips were stained with these paints, and he didn't know it.

After making this picture of the landscape, his cheeks turned into another landscape color.

I laughed softly at him. He didn't know why, and he touched his rice paper in confusion.

In desperation, I pinched a wet handkerchief to wipe his fingers and face clean. Glancing at his face, a thin snort sprayed on his face, and he blushed very quickly.

I lifted the corners of my mouth and laughed at him again. I couldn't help but kiss him on the lips, just a gentle touch.

"Shall we get married?"

"Hmm. He said lightly, the pink glow stained his ears and never went away.

He promised to marry me, I think I can be regarded as keeping the clouds open and seeing the moon, he has me in his heart, and he wants to be with me for the rest of his life......

In addition to rejoicing, I, who have never believed in gods and Buddhas, feel a little uneasy about the evil that the world often says that evil will be repaid and reincarnated. I've killed so many people, and I've long since lost my life.

In the days leading up to the wedding, I also went to the Buddhist temple a few times to offer incense and ask for peace of mind. I, a villain who has long washed my hands of gold, do not know if I can be forgiven.

"I just want to have a happy ending with Junyu in my life. Accompany him, get along with each other, and go to the twilight of life. ”

"All the evil retribution, I will pay it back in the next life. ”

I used to think that human nature is difficult to change, and no one will give up on self to change themselves because of anyone, and once there is a weakness and becomes fragile and fragile, how ridiculous it is.

Years of hard work have been in vain.

It was when I was high-spirited and young and proud, and now, I just want to live my life in peace.

I wanted to be safe, but Junyu's pursuit did not stop. The grudge is not endless, and I can't feel at ease.

Having eliminated the only evil source that threatens the stability of me and Junyu, I thought that things would get better and better in the future.

The Liuju Pavilion collapsed and the Jun family was in turmoil.

I disposed of Junyu's body, but Junyu still found out that I had killed his brother, and he gave up on me completely.

I don't know which one did to destroy me, if it weren't for that, the two of us would have become relatives.

He ruined the wedding card that had been prepared.

The dragon and phoenix lamps and candles failed to ignite after all.

Thinking that he would not accept me anymore, the person I killed who was asking for his life all the time was his dearest.

But I can't lose him anymore, it's good that he resents me, at least he doesn't have no feelings for me.

I controlled his freedom and threatened the lives of others, and he was peaceful on the surface and did not dare to make mistakes, but in fact he hated me in his heart.

I hated everybody, I was born with nothing, no parents, no relatives, and I was beaten like a mustard.

The painful experience did not hone my empathy and compassion for others.

Instead, I became a killer who climbed through the mud in pursuit of fame and fortune. With killing people as a profession and killing people as a hobby, he gradually lost his original nature.

After meeting Junyu, I began to hate myself like this.