One "Actually, there was a time when I thought I was a monster too. Ravenclaw said calmly.

Evan didn't make eye contact with her, he never thought that Lady Ravenclaw would endure so much.

He knew that all the reactions of the other party were simulated by high intelligence, and that Lady Ravenclaw was the smartest wizard in the world, a title that was still recognized by all wizards until a thousand years later, and no one could surpass it.

But Evan didn't know what kind of pain and torment was plaguing Ravenclaw behind all this.

Perhaps in the eyes of other wizards, such a Ravenclaw was a monster, and even she described herself as such.

The absolute wisdom of abandoning all feelings is truly a terrible magical gift.

"Maybe there are wizards who want to get this talent, it will make them stronger, more cold and inhuman, as long as they can achieve their ambitions, they don't care what they give, but I hate it, and speaking of which, this is probably the first time in my life that I can feel feelings, and that is to hate my own talent, even to hate myself. Ravenclaw said slowly, shaking his head again, "No, I don't know if it's an emotion, but it might be better to describe it as disgust that wisdom has transformed." My people want me to use this talent to lead the Ravenclaw family, but all my sanity tells me to give up this talent, I don't want to be the most powerful or intelligent wizard, I just want to be a normal normal person, is that too much?"

Evan Moran, yes, is this an excessive request?!

It was probably the most humble and ordinary wish he had ever heard, but it was incomparably difficult for Lady Ravenclaw.

"When I was younger, I used to be crazy about finding a way to give up this gift, and even thought about dying, ending my life, so that I could end my ...... as a terrible monster"

"Professor, you're not a monster!" said Aven, "you're—you're the greatest wizard of all. ”

Is Lady Ravenclaw a monster? She's certainly not, she's one of the greatest wizards in the world.

Whether it's the creation of Hogwarts or the efforts she has made to fight against the evil gods, these are enough to make everyone remember her credit.

Dark wizards like Lord Voldemort are monsters, and he uses demagogy as a means to bring pain to the world.

Ms. Ravenclaw is not, even though she is smart enough to see through people's hearts, but she chooses to use it as a way to make herself more like a normal person, to become an ordinary person, maybe this is what Ms. Ravenclaw has pursued for most of her life.

"Thank you, Aven, for being kind and able to bring warmth to others. Like Godric, Helga, and Salazar, I'm glad I met you, perhaps because your presence makes me feel more like a whole person. Ravenclaw smiled and said, "Since you've been to the Time Titans, you should have seen the memories I left on the crown, right?"

Evan nodded, he remembered very well that at the end of that memory, Ravenclaw, in order to find a way to give up his talent, resolutely jumped into the maelstrom of Calybdis, where the sea was so crazy that the sea was tumbling, the waves were splashing, the torrent was raging, and the tearing force in the center of the vortex was strong enough to tear everything inside apart.

Despite this, after Ravenclaw jumped into the maelstrom, Gryffindor did not hesitate to jump in.

He gripped Ravenclaw's hands tightly in the tumbling whirlpool, never letting go, no matter what danger lay ahead.

Even if it was death, Gryffindor would be with Ravenclaw.

In that memory, Aven, as a bystander, felt Gryffindor's thoughts unmistakably.

He believed that these thoughts must have been conveyed to Ms. Ravenclaw unmistakable, even if she had no feelings......

"The moment the great vortex sucked me and Godric together, I felt something all of a sudden. Ravenclaw closed his eyes, as if to recall, "It was a strange feeling of warmth, and they came from Godric's body, and as my blood flowed slowly, it eventually flowed here." ”

Her right hand rests on her chest, where her heart is.

"I think that's love, it's happiness, it's the feeling I've always wanted. At that moment, my wish was finally granted!" Ravenclaw said, "even though these feelings were so faint, they did appear in me, I felt warmth, I became a normal person, and my soul really became part of the world." ”

"Professor, have you finally found a way to give up this talent from the Time Titan?"

"No, I didn't ask him for that. Ravenclaw smiled, "The moment Godric and I jumped into the vortex together, I had found affection, and having it made me satisfied, and there was no need or need to look for it." ”

Is that enough? Really......

"After that adventure, Godric and I found Salazar and Helga, and the four of us founded Hogwarts, and I felt like I had finally found something I should pursue, a dream that was more meaningful than getting a relationship. "Later, I gave birth to Helena, and I thought I would be like a normal mother...... But I didn't do it, I didn't understand what motherly love was, I just repeated what I did when I was four years old, to imitate other mothers, and I never thought about whether what I did was suitable for Helena. Hey, even if I feel feelings, I'm still not a normal person!"

Helena's tragedy is indeed related to Ravenclaw, but Evan feels that she is not to blame after knowing everything.

It's not that Ms. Ravenclaw doesn't want to do well, but she really can't do it, in the sense that she is a poor person in her own right, more than anyone else to blame fate, to blame the world, and not to blame her by others.

But there was one question, which Evan still didn't understand, and he asked, "Then why didn't you stop Barrow just now?"

"Everything you see in the forest is a soul level magic. Neither you nor I actually left Hogwarts, so it was impossible to do anything. Ravenclaw whispered, "Our souls follow the magic of the crown to find another magic that exists in this world, and this connection only exists at the soul level. ”

"If you use apparition ......"

"There's no magic that can instantly make me appear in the depths of that primeval forest. "I don't want to explain anything, Aven, but I want you to believe that I don't want the tragedy of Helena and Barrow to happen, and that desire is far greater than anyone else's." Probably because I don't feel grief, the death of the two of them hit me harder, and where you can't see, my soul and that insignificant affection are being tortured by wisdom......"

Her voice was still so calm, but there was a sadness that bordered on despair.

Instead of hearing with his ears, Evan felt it with his soul.