Chapter 1423: Ordinary People and Abnormal Humans

Ms. Ravenclaw was there when things happened in the Albanian forests just now, right?

She must have been there, but why didn't she stop Barrow and watch Helena get killed?

Also, what about the feeling that Evan felt on the crown, and what happened to entering that emotionless state?

Is it really because she doesn't have any emotions that she will calmly accept her daughter's death......

Lady Ravenclaw didn't seem to want to say more, figuring out that this had nothing to do with how to defeat the evil god and what Evan was going to do when he came back this time, but he couldn't accept it emotionally, even though he already knew that Lady Ravenclaw had no "feelings" and knew that all her thoughts were absolutely rational, but Evan just felt very uncomfortable and couldn't accept it, just like he insisted on risking his life to save Malfoy, redeem Ron with friendship, give Peter Pettigrew a chance to repent, etc.

Evan felt that he was the opposite of the Ravenclaw lady with "absolute wisdom", he was too sentimental!

Especially when it was critical to do so, his IQ quickly went offline.

Instead, he is more dominated by some chaotic thoughts and feelings in his heart, and is even willing to take great risks to do something to verify a certain idea in his mind or practice a certain belief that he has always believed in.

Intellectually, it would be completely naïve to have these thoughts and actions, but Evan just can't let them go.

He's done a lot of "stupid things" because of this, and may never be able to become a powerful wizard like Miss Ravenclaw or Professor Dumbledore, but Evan feels like he is who he really is, not what others think he should be......

He never thought that he was any different from others, just an ordinary person who was full of all kinds of contradictions and willing to believe in beauty, but Evan never felt anything bad about himself like this, anyway, this is who he is.

Whether it's good or bad, what Evan needs to do is accept himself, not dislike and change himself.

So, he was now very stubborn in trying to figure out what Miss Ravenclaw really thought.

Even if these things are meaningless.

"Professor!" Evan looked up at Ravenclaw with a determined expression, "You just got out of that forest, didn......'t you? Why don't you stop it?!"

"Why don't you think I'm going to stop it?" Ravenclaw asked rhetorically, his voice still calm.

"Because ......," Evan paused for a moment, and then said his thoughts in one fell swoop, even though he knew that these words were rude and would offend Lady Ravenclaw, "because you have no emotion, you can't feel emotion, and you only think about the gains and losses with that cold absolute wisdom, so Helena's death will not make you feel sad and sad, even if she is your daughter." To put it bluntly, you don't care if she lives or dies, that's why she wants to escape from Hogwarts in every possible way. I heard her talk to Barrow, Hogwarts made her feel stressed and miserable, she hated this place, I felt, I didn't think it was right. ”

Miss Ravenclaw stared at Evan quietly, seemingly unresponsive.

"You're right, Aven, I don't think that's right too!" she whispered for a long time.

Evan was stunned for a moment, not expecting that Miss Ravenclaw would answer like this.

He thought that the other party would avoid talking about the unpleasant subject, or explain to him, such as that there must be sacrifices in order to achieve something greater, Professor Dumbledore would normally say that, but Evan did not expect that Miss Ravenclaw would admit it.

"I'm not a good mother, not even a normal person. Helena's exodus and death are all related to me, I single-handedly caused this result, and I am sorry for her. Ravenclaw continued, without the slightest ripple in her ethereal voice, as if it wasn't her own business, "I've always been used to thinking about things in terms of how to get the best results, and I've always thought that what to do will be good for Helena, but I've never thought about the pressure it puts on him, I haven't thought about her feelings, and because I don't have feelings, so I've never thought that many things are not the best to make the wisest decisions and choices. ”

"Everything in the world, there are gains and losses, I have gained absolute wisdom, and the price I paid is my feelings. Growing up, I have never felt feelings, no happiness, no pain, no love, no evil, not even the normal ups and downs or hot and cold pains and itching, I am like a spectator watching the world, a soul in the body named Rowena Ravenclaw, no matter what happens in this world, it has nothing to do with me......"

Don't even have a sense of taste and touch?

Evan didn't expect it to be so serious, he had thought that Lady Ravenclaw was just emotionless.

Now it seems that there is more than that, but all feelings, including feelings in a broader sense.

"Unlike those who lose their sense of self, I don't feel feelings, but I gain absolute intelligence, which is a terrible combination, because without feelings, I can use my wisdom without restrictions and influences, not only in the study and study of magic, but also in the world, I can easily understand other people's thoughts, know why they react, without deliberate training, this is an innate talent, I can easily understand people's hearts, and know how to control them, even if those feelings are something I have never felt。 "I remember very well that it was when I was four years old, and after a short period of observation, I began to learn to imitate other people, to remember how to react correctly when confronted with different things, to make myself appear less special, more like an ordinary person......"

"I tried to imitate other people, tried to fit into the world in my own way, and although my soul was always on the sidelines, I knew that no matter what happened, it didn't touch my heart, because I didn't have a heart at all. Ravenclaw said," The bloodline magic of the Ravenclaw family is the powerful root of this ancient pure-blood wizard family, it is both a gift and a curse, every member who inherits this talent will be trained to be the patriarch heir, everyone in the family thinks that this talent will make the Ravenclaw family more and more prosperous, but they are afraid of the family members who have inherited this talent in their hearts, even if they are so concerned and happy on the surface, but these emotions and my eyes can be performed, these people including my parents, they are actually afraid of me, thinking that I am a monster......”