Chapter 655: Stay Perfectly on the Wedding Night
Xiao Ling's tenderness made Xiao Yao completely let go of the entanglement in his heart. He no longer thinks about what will happen in the future, after all, Xiaoling is the first time to come to his house for the holiday, and it is reasonable that he will do his duty as a master. That is to make Xiaoling happy at his house and have a happy Dragon Boat Festival.
The Dragon Boat Festival, the Spring Festival, the Qingming Festival, and the Mid-Autumn Festival are known as the four traditional festivals of Chinese folk, and the Dragon Boat Festival can be said to be the least valued festival.
At that time, basically the school did not have holidays, the factory did not stop, and it was better in the countryside, but most of them were just eating a zongzi for a scene.
There are many customs of the Dragon Boat Festival, because of different regions and there are differences in the content of customs or details of customs, although the laws are not the same, but rowing dragon boats, eating zongzi is a common custom.
Father Xiao came back for the festival and brought a few boxes of mung bean cakes. The crystal clear, jasper-like square pastry made Xiao Yao unbearable to eat it. Xiao Ling picked up a piece of mung bean cake in her hand, sent it to Xiao Yao's mouth, and said with affection in her eyes:
"I made these boxes, how about you taste them. If you like it, I'll make it for you later. ”
Xiao Yao stretched out his hand to take it, but was let by Xiao Ling, Xiao Yao had to open his mouth and swallow the whole piece. A piece of mung bean cake that was soft and greasy made Xiao Yao roll his eyes.
"You can't bite half of it, and I won't rush to eat it with you. Hee-hee-hee. ”
Xiao Ling complained as she took the teacup on the table and handed it to Xiao Yao. Xiao Yao took a sip of water, took the mung bean cake down, reached out and wiped his mouth and said:
"It's so sweet, it's delicious. Xiaoling, don't be too nice to me, I ....... ”
Xiao Yao was telling the truth, he was afraid that Xiao Ling would be too good to him, and he was afraid that the harm that would bring Xiao Ling in the future would be a pain that she couldn't bear. But before he finished speaking, Xiaoling didn't let him continue.
"Xiao Yao, I'm willing. I don't want to listen to any explanation from you, as long as you don't dislike me, I'm happy to do anything for you. ”
Hearing the word "disgust" in Xiao Ling's mouth, Xiao Yao's heart tightened, and he recalled the scene of the last time he met Huang Li in his mind.
"If you don't dislike me, I'll be satisfied. Don't say that I won't treat you like that, in my current situation, what right do I have to dislike others? I already know that I will never be as confused as I was when I was in school. ”
"Xiao Yao, I said it wrong, don't think about it, no one dislikes you. Actually, I'm glad you were ....... ”
Xiao Ling said this, she didn't dare to say any more, she looked at Xiao Yao, and saw that he didn't react, so she continued:
"If it weren't for that, I'm afraid I wouldn't have had a chance to come to your house for the holidays. ”
Xiao Yao didn't answer noncommittally, just thinking of Huang Li's piercing pain, which made him unwilling. He really wanted to go to Wang Jiajia now and ask her what she was thinking, was it just to comfort him and take care of his face, so he said that?
People are afraid of face-to-face, and trees are afraid of peeling their skins. Xiao Yao didn't believe that Wang Jiajia would treat him in front of him and behind his back. But how can Xiao Yao be relieved of not showing up for several days?
The negative emotions that were forcibly suppressed by Xiao Yao slowly climbed into his heart. Xiao Ling noticed the change in Xiao Yao's face in time, she approached Xiao Yao gently, snuggled up to his side, and whispered:
"Xiao Yao, I know you have a lot of things in your heart, but I won't ask, and don't tell me, I don't want to know. I just hope that you will slowly forget about those unpleasant things, and as long as I see you happy, I will be happy. ”
Xiao Ling's words made Xiao Yao's heart warm. He secretly decided that as long as Wang Jiajia ignored him, he would never let down Xiaoling's heart again. In fact, at this time, Xiao Yao still has a very vague concept of marriage and love.
Xiao Yao can't bear to hurt every girl who is good to him, although his can't bear it is also an injury invisibly, but now he is not choosing, but being eliminated one by one.
Since returning from Momoe Middle School, he has become completely independent of love and marriage. Whoever treats him well, he can marry any girl.
"Xiaoling, don't you dislike my past?"
Xiao Yao slowed down his mood and reached out to stroke Xiao Ling's hair. There are several meanings in his words. But these connotations are known only to him.
"What do I dislike about you? I just ask for one thing, if you are with me...... , you are not allowed to touch Sister He again. I don't ask you what you had before, but in the future, you can only be sisters and brothers. ”
In the latter paragraph, Xiao Ling said sourly, and her face was full of grievances. In fact, she had only seen He Bixiang's eyes on Xiao Yao wrong, and she was just guessing, and she didn't know the truth. But Xiao Yao was touched in the short spot, and immediately asked in a panic:
"Sister He, okay, why did you mention her, what do you mean you don't allow me to touch her?"
"I don't mean anything, Sister He is so beautiful, I'm afraid you're nonsense. ”
Xiao Lingjiao smiled and joked to Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao realized that she didn't know about herself and He Bixiang, and she felt a little at ease. Reaching out and scratching her small Joan's nose, she said half-truthfully:
"You don't look worse than Sister He at all, aren't you afraid that I will do nonsense to you?"
"I'm not afraid, you and I...... You didn't touch me, I thought you thought I was ugly. ”
Xiaoling wanted to say that she slept with her, but it was too explicit, so she was embarrassed to say it, and by the way, she said what she had been worried about. Her self-effacing demeanor is definitely not contrived.
The more Xiao Ling was like this, the more Xiao Yao felt that he couldn't stand her. The guilt in his heart became more and more unbearable, he stared at Xiao Ling for a long time before he said slowly:
"Xiaoling, you are a good girl, whoever can marry you in this life is his blessing. Don't despise yourself, I don't think you're ugly and don't touch you, I don't dare. ”
Xiao Yao crooked his mouth at Xiao Ling mischievously, he didn't dare to say it, but he was also sincere. Xiaoling has been working beside his father, and if Xiao Yao dares to move her indiscriminately, it will be the rhythm of looking for her.
He still doesn't dare, because he doesn't know where his path is, and he is even more ignorant about the future. In Xiao Yao's heart, she is different from Wang Jiajia, for her, Xiao Yao still lacks a little bit of casualness and willfulness.
"Xiao Yao, when the two of us get married, if you really want to go to the provincial capital to find a job, I will accompany you. ”
Xiao Ling raised her head, with a pair of beautiful big eyes, and looked at Xiao Yao without blinking. Although this matter was impossible in Xiao Yao's mind, Xiao Ling's words were equivalent to giving him a reassurance.
Xiao Ling's beauty made Xiao Yao's heart tremble, and Xiao Ling's love made it even more difficult for him to give up. Although Xiao Yao has just reached adulthood, every adult man will have a desire buried in his heart.
Although Xiao Yao is often frivolous and impulsive, he is still more self-controlling and will treat girls as others. He couldn't let go of Wang Jiajia in his heart at this time, so he didn't dare to be too close to Xiaoling.
But Xiaoling didn't know what he was thinking, the two had intimate contact, and her strictness to Xiao Yao today boiled down to his bad mood. Therefore, after some small talk, she took the initiative to give Xiao Yao more warmth.
That night, Xiao's father and Xiao's mother did not come to disturb the young couple, probably because the old couple wanted to promote Xiao Yao and Xiaoling to get married as soon as possible, and did it deliberately. Xiao Ling didn't go to Xiao Yu's room to sleep that night, and this night, she shared the same bed with Xiao Yao. It's just that Xiao Yao still did Yanagi Megumi.
In fact, in front of beautiful women, every mature man has no absolute resistance. In a sense, every mature man has the evil idea of forcibly taking over beautiful women.
In every era, beauties are like leeks in spring, cutting stubble and coming out again, and various goddesses continue to appear. But a rational man does not pursue blindly, but uses fantasies and illusions to counteract the desire to do evil.
And such fantasies and hallucinations are sometimes clear, sometimes vague, and sometimes even buried deep in the subconscious. As people's reason is constantly adjusted and repaired, more often it is deeply buried, and gradually tends to nothing.
My Fair Lady and Gentleman are good, since ancient times, food, sex, and sex are also, and men's lust is caused by nature. Food and drink are necessary for life, and between men and women is not only a matter of reproduction, but also a matter of well-being.
Hunger and cold make a thief's heart, and poverty thinks about keeping warm. Keep warm and think of lust, people are not short of poverty. Life is inseparable from these two things.
In real life, if you can resist and control this desire, you will become a real man, otherwise you will become a scumbag like a demon. Such a man, under the clear reason, will not die well in the end.
At noon, Gu Ling spent time in tension and fear. At first, when Xiao Yao made a move on her, she just said that she wanted to leave the most perfect moment for the wedding night. Xiao Yao didn't pester her anymore, but quickly fell asleep.
As soon as the morning dawned, Xiao's father was in a hurry to return to the factory, and Xiaoling also wanted to follow, thinking that Xiao Yao would definitely go along. But Xiao Yao said that he didn't want to go to the factory yet, and he had to stay at home for a day or two before going.
Although Xiao's mother kept Xiaoling and asked her to accompany Xiao Yao at home for two days. But Xiao's father didn't speak, Xiao Ling wondered if she refused Xiao Yao's affection last night, which made him unhappy, and she really wanted to stay and explain to Xiao Yao.
But she knew that the factory was too busy to say that she wouldn't go. It's not that the factory must be inseparable from her, but the things at hand will be done by herself, and it will be more smooth than replacing them with others.
After Xiao Yao and her father left, Xiao Yao could no longer hold back his desire to see Wang Jiajia. He hid from his mother, took a book in his hand, and as usual, found an excuse to see Wang Jiajia.
Xiao Yao came to Wang Jiajia's house, and only her little sister was at home in the house. To this young girl, Xiao Yao also wanted to call her "little cousin". She also knew that Xiao Yao came to find her sister.
So, without waiting for Xiao Yao to speak, the little sister told Xiao Yao that her sister went to the provincial capital to learn tailoring a few days ago, and she didn't come back for the Dragon Boat Festival yesterday.
Xiao Yao was stunned by what this "little cousin" said, feeling that he had been waiting at home for so many days, Wang Jiajia actually said goodbye. Just as Xiao Yao turned around angrily to leave, Wang Jiajia's mother walked in the door.
As soon as she saw Xiao Yao, Wang Jiajia's mother was very unhappy. Xiao Yao didn't dare to stay for a long time, and wanted to leave after calling "cousin grandma" in a proper manner.