I took a hot shower and changed into clothes, and the rain was still falling outside without stopping.

Looking down from the balcony, Su Ran's car was parked downstairs.

"Come and eat. Su Ran put the supper he bought on the table.

"You're done with your work?" I asked her, and it was only then that I noticed that she seemed to be wet, "why didn't you bring an umbrella, go change your clothes first." ”

"You go wash your mouth. Su Ran said suddenly.

"Why? I washed my mouth in the morning. "I was a little embarrassed, Su Ran seemed to mean that I had a taste in my mouth.

"Your mouth is full of smoke, go wash it quickly, or you won't be allowed to eat." Su Ran ordered.

"I've rinsed my mouth just now, so it shouldn't be that strong. Su Ran's words made me a little embarrassed, I sighed and sniffed, "The smell is not heavy, do you have a habit of cleanliness?"

"Are you going?" Su Ran looked at me.

"Okay, okay, I'll go. I surrendered and entered the bathroom, only to arrive at the door of the bathroom and suddenly reacted, my toiletries seemed to be taken back, turned around and walked out the door.

"What are you doing out there?" Su Ran called out to me.

"I washed the mouth with a cup and a toothbrush in the house, and went to wash. I said, "I'll come back later." ”

"I have a new toothbrush in the bathroom, in the cabinet behind the mirror. Su Ran said.

"When did you buy it, why don't I know?" When I entered the bathroom, I found a newly bought toothbrush in the small cabinet behind the mirror.

Su Ran didn't reply to me, and when I washed out, Su Ran had already changed into pajamas and sat at the dining table, and she had already set the dishes and chopsticks for me.

"Can't you take the college entrance examination next year?" asked me.

"Yes. I said.

"Then why are you like this, you didn't do well in the exam this year, you can take the exam again next year, there is no need to be so depressed. Su Ran said.

"Not for this reason. I shook my head, not knowing how to explain to Su Ran.

"What's that, is there any secret you can't tell?" Su Ran looked at me with a curious look.

I bowed my head to eat, was silent for a while, and then said, "I didn't go to one of the exams. ”

"Why? Uncle and aunt are okay, nothing is wrong, right?" asked Su Ran.

I know what Su Ran meant, she should have thought that I didn't go to the college entrance examination, maybe there was something wrong with the family, but in fact it had nothing to do with the family: "My parents are fine, there is no problem, this matter has nothing to do with them, it is Tang Wan, she called me out before the English test, so I missed the English test." ”

Su Ran ate two bites of food, as if thinking about the connection, and after a while, she looked at me and asked, "Tang Wan did this on purpose? She deliberately called you out and didn't let you take the English test?"

I nodded.

"Did you do something sorry for her, that's why she did this to you? Su Ran asked, "She seems to be your high school classmate, and her relationship with you doesn't seem to be ordinary, how could she deliberately make you unable to take the English test?"

Tang Wan's existence, as well as Tong Wangjun's existence, Su Ran is clear, and they have all met, she would have such a guess, and it is not surprising that she thinks that the relationship between me and Tang Wan is very deep.

Su Ran has always been smart.

I told Su Ran what happened in the car accident, there were some places I didn't tell Su Ran, and I definitely wouldn't say it in front of Su Ran if I had sex with Tang Wan.

Including the fact that Tang Wan's uterus was injured and couldn't have children, I also concealed it and didn't explain it to Su Ran. There are some secrets to tell, but there are some secrets that I will definitely not tell.

"She must like you very much, but if you left her to save your ex-wife and children, Tang Wan must be angry, from love to hate, she hates you. Su Ran concluded.

I sighed, I didn't know what to say, I was hiding things in my heart, I was more comfortable telling Su Ran about it, I wasn't as bored as before, and I didn't expect Su Ran to show me a clear way, so that I could do it and how to choose. No one can help me with such a thing, and I don't know how to do it myself.

I've always wanted to be worthy of my heart, worthy of the people who love me, who like me, and worthy of the people I care about, but it always backfires.

"But you're not wrong. Su Ran said, "If it were me, I would definitely be the same choice as you, to save your ex-wife and children first, but this does not necessarily mean that Tong Wangjun has a heavier weight in your heart than Tang Wan, but in that case, it must be the most dangerous to save first, and Tong Wangjun and the child are the most dangerous, and there is no problem for the two of them to run first." ”

"So there's nothing wrong with everyone?" I said.

"There is nothing wrong with that, but it is not without mistakes that the result is necessarily good. Don't think about it too much, maybe Tang Wan will forgive you after a while. Su Ran asked me, "If you take the English test, how many points can you score?"

"There should be no big problem in entering Tsinghua University and Peking University. "I said, I still have this confidence, and I know what I've done.

"That's a pity, maybe Tang Wan may forgive you after knowing this result. If you can't take the exam this year and take the exam next year, you are not short of money for the time being, you take the college entrance examination just to complete your long-cherished wish, you don't have to go to university if you want to study, you can also study in private, not to mention that losing a chance does not mean that you will not have the opportunity to enter the university in the future, and you may be able to get a provincial champion after a year of review. Su Ran said with a smile.

I smiled, there are some things I didn't explain to Su Ran, she thinks Tang Wan will forgive me, but I think Tang Wan shouldn't be, as for next year's college entrance examination, I don't have a clue yet, I haven't made a decision yet.

can only take one step at a time, something like this has happened, and the idea of taking the college entrance examination to enter the university has faded a lot, there is no passion, and some are just hesitating.

"Didn't you say you wanted to buy a car some time ago, how did you think about it, if you want to buy it, I can find a time to take a look with you and help you refer to it. Su Ran said.

"Buy it, but wait. I said.

I have long wanted to buy a car, and it is really inconvenient to not have a car, but I have another layer of scruples before, I am worried that if I go to Tsinghua University or Peking University after buying a car, the car is not easy to bring, and it will be too wasteful to put it at home, so I have not made up my mind. Now that something like this has happened, Tsinghua Peking University will definitely be out of play, even if you take the college entrance examination next year, there will still be a year to go, in this case, you must still have to buy a car.

But I'm not in the mood right now, so I'll take a moment and take a look when I have that thought.

"You can sleep in my room at night, don't go back, your house is full of smoke. Su Ran said, "Smoke less in the future, this matter is not a big deal, there is no need to make it seem like you can't live." I'll take a shower, and you clean up the dishes and chopsticks. ”

After cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, I sat on the sofa and watched TV, and Su Ran took a shower in the bathroom.

I occasionally glance at the shadow in the bathroom glass.

"Why are you still sitting on the sofa, it's not early, hurry up and go to sleep. Su Ran came out and saw that I was still watching TV on the sofa and urged me.

"Shall I sleep in your room, with you?" I asked tentatively.

"Otherwise, you want to sleep on the sofa?" Su Ran asked me rhetorically, "If you really want to, I don't object to it." ”

"Okay, then I'll wait for you in the room. "I turned off the TV, I sat on the sofa and watched TV just to ask Su Ran this passage and ask for her opinion, the futon in the room where I was sleeping has been moved out, and I haven't bought a new one, Su Ran has a bed in her room in the house.

But sleeping with Su Ran must be with her consent.

After getting into bed, I took off my clothes and got into the quilt, and after a while, Su Ran also came in and got into the quilt.

Although it was not the first time that we had been lying in the same bed like this, it was still a little embarrassing.

He didn't speak for a long time.

"Xiaomo didn't come to you again, did she?" Su Ran told me.

"She called me and texted me, and I ignored her. I said, "The last time Qi Jun came to me, I slapped him, there shouldn't be any problem, right?"

"Try to hold back, don't do anything with him, I'm not afraid that you won't be able to beat him, but I'm afraid that he will suddenly do something unpredictable, which is not cost-effective. Su Ran said.

"I know, you too, guard him a little. I nodded.