Text Chapter 5: Zhang Yan is helpless
Xu Li carefully stopped the bleeding of the crying child, looked at the deep corner of her eyebrows, and kissed her lovingly.
She called Yang Ru'e in Baise to complain, and the first thing she said after the phone was connected was to cry: "Is it Sister Yang?"
Xu Li was a telephone customer service before she resigned, she was very good at talking and fooling people, he said: "After giving birth to a daughter with Zhang Zhongxing for a few years, I found out that he was married and had a wife." When Zhang Yan came to Nanning, she thought it was Zhang Zhongxing's distant relative in Baise, taking him to play every day, visiting shopping malls, coaxing her to be happy, and buying tablets.
"Reversing black and white. She Xu Li didn't blink her eyes, and when Xu Li asked, "What should I do, what should I do, Sister Yang?" My daughter is only more than two years old, she can't be like this without a father, others will look down on her in the future." ”
Yang Ru'e collapsed on the spot, after she simply hung up the phone, she lost consciousness completely, her mind was blank, she only knew that the man she had loved for more than ten years cheated on him and gave birth to a daughter with Xiao San!
"And my son has been in Nanning for so long, and he also hid it from me with the pair of dog men and women. ”
When the gossip was confirmed one by one, all the evidence was in front of him, and the ironic topic drilled into her ears, and Yang Ru'e wanted to die.
Her youth, her love, her hard work and dedication for more than ten years, and her expectations and trust in her husband were gone overnight.
"Zhang Zhongxing! Since you are so ruthless!"
The people who chased her back then had hundreds of better conditions than him, but she still chose the poorest Zhang Zhongxing.
She loves him, in the past ten years, she gave birth to two brothers, Zhang Nuo and Zhang Yan, and she has not survived the same hardships, but firewood, rice, oil and salt have not defeated her strong and unyielding mentality, but precipitated her most deadly love. She doesn't feel bitter after being separated for a long time, because her strong and unyielding heart believes that giving everything will always yield a day.
"They will definitely have a happy family and a happy life. ”
"But now he has a daughter with the junior................"
Yang Ru'e sat on the sofa for a night, dumbfounded, trembling.
Until the doorbell rang outside the door: "She thought Zhang Zhongxing was back", and as soon as she opened the door, she said: "Zhongxing ......."
The son was locked out of the door and was already shaking coldly, his teeth were fighting, Zhang Yan was so cold that he couldn't speak, his hands were crossed and tightly constricted in front of his chest, Yang Ru'e instinctively turned around and wanted to get a coat for his son.
Xu Li's words flashed out of her brain: "She said that they had nothing to say." Zhang Yan was very obedient and politely called her aunt.
Yang Ru'e held back: "She wanted to see Zhang Yan's answer, but her son made her sad again." ”
"Zhang Yan, like Zhang Zhongxing, is a liar, and the liars who lie a lot "all think of her as a fool."
At this moment, the backboards of her husband and son were superimposed: "Yang Ru'e, who had been silent for a night, finally broke out" She blasted Zhang Yan out like crazy, and she pretended not to hear her son no matter how she banged on the door outside. She hated Zhang Zhongxing, and even her son resented her.
Zhang Yan knocked on the door for a long time but still didn't see his mother open the door for him, he learned to give up, slid down the door and sat on the ground, curled up and desperate. Even my mother has changed, and now the door won't let me in. Now he is hungry and cold, and he has not had a grain of rice in his stomach since he returned to Baise from Nanning.
In the rainy season of November, it was drizzling outside the door, and he shivered with cold, and the air exuded a lonely atmosphere. Zhang Yan likes rainy days very much, and a drop falls from the sky, like the sound of a string of beads with broken threads falling down and ticking.
"Usually when it rains, he walks in the rain with an umbrella. ”
But this time, Zhang Yan didn't even have the strength to stand up, he looked up at the raindrops stupidly, feeling that he was about to die, dying on this rainy night.
It's so lively outside, thousands of lights are on, and every family is full of joyful laughter, but I can't even enter my own door.
Zhang Yan clenched his arms, his eyelids were very tired and slowly closed, he also understood that he had done something wrong, angered everyone, even his mother didn't want him anymore.
"He felt so helpless and pitiful. ”
"It's cold........... It's really cold..........."
Zhang Yan's vision gradually became blurred, and he vaguely saw a figure, as if he was holding a black down jacket in his hand, holding an old-fashioned hook umbrella, and his shoulders were a little wet: "Zhang Yan really wants to go over and help her pat the rain on her shoulder." ”
Then he fell into a dark world. ”
After a while, he felt himself being carried into a warm embrace, someone helped him put on a thick coat, very warm, rough palms, and he heard her scolding.
"Are you crazy? This is your own son, do you really want to freeze him to death?"
Zhang Yan woke up in the shaking and saw that the old man had more white hair than black hair, it was really a long time, and the old man was pedaling the tricycle very hard.
The relentless rain seemed to have no intention of stopping, it seemed to be getting bigger and bigger, and the tears in his nose were sour and the tears in his eyes swirled in his eyes, and they fell down in an instant. Sadly called: "Ah Po"
The old man turned his head and smiled slightly, gasped and said, "Let's go, Grandma will take you home." ”
When he grew up, Zhang Yan also thought about why he became withdrawn, as long as someone approached, like an embankment thief, for fear that others would steal his feelings. But he was not born withdrawn, if this is a blow to the deception of others again and again, then the first time was given by his dearest "parents".
They all said he loved her, but in the end it hurt so much that she couldn't speak. ”
Zhang Yan became withdrawn and indifferent, and from that night, in November, it rained at home after returning from Nanning.
"He almost froze to death in front of his house. Fortunately, Grandma saved him. ”
Zhang Yan loves his mother-in-law very much, and his grandparents have been close since he was a child.
Grandma Yang Xiujuan is an honest farmer, who usually sells fruits, drinks and the like, and she gave birth to Yang Ru'e. My wife left early, and she didn't have any relatives around her, so she felt very sorry for this grandson. In the past, when Yang Ru'e was busy with work, Zhang Zhongxing started a business in Nanning during the extraordinary period, Zhang Yan had no one to take care of, and Yang Xiujuan often took him over to take care of him.
Zhang Yan likes to carry her grandmother's back the most, grabbing her hair, playing with her grandmother, and sometimes like a kitten, she shrinks into her grandmother's arms and sleeps, if she wakes up and sees that she is at home, she will cry.
Zhang Yan frowned when he saw that his grandmother was sad, he told her about his grievances, his father had an affair, and his mother threw himself out of the door, these grandmothers all knew.
It was Zhang Zhongxing who called her and said: "Zhang Yan is missing in Nanning" and no one answered when he called home, so he asked me if you were here with me.
After the grandmother received Zhang Zhongxing's call, she didn't have time to scold this son-in-law, so she hurried over on a tricycle overnight no matter how late it was.
Fortunately, she came, and as soon as she came, she saw Zhang Yan being blasted out of the door by her mother, and when she saw Zhang Yan huddled on the floor, her heart also sank. "This parent is really ruthless. ”
She took Zhang Yan home, accompanied Zhang Yan all the way to scold them, saying: "As soon as I get home, give him money to buy toys and snacks." ”
Zhang Yan finally got some spiritual comfort, and his mood was no longer lost.
The wind whistled to the face, the raindrops kept falling, everyone shrunk in the house to keep warm, the car drove in the streets and alleys, Zhang Yan looked at the lights cast in other people's homes, and every family was a family around a big round table, harmonious Rongrong.
Zhang Yan thought that he would never go back to that sad home in the future, anyway, his mother had already knocked herself out of the door, and she wouldn't even let him in the door, but she was a little uneasy in her heart, and asked in a sinister voice: "What about my mother?
Yang Ru'e came over on New Year's Day.
As soon as she came over, she hugged Zhang Yan and cried bitterly, she looked very haggard and terrible, although she used to look very simple and virtuous, but her foundation was not bad, and now she is like ten years old in just over a month, she said in a hoarse voice: "Zhang Zhongxing is back, he said he wants to divorce me." ”
"Divorce! Don't even think about it, Yang Ru'e sneered, looking vicious. ”
"He's sorry for me, and he wants me to do their good deeds, it's impossible, even if I die, I'll have to pull a cushion. ”
When it comes to Dad, Mom completely loses her mind, and her eyes are full of hatred, resentment, and hatred that ends up together.
Zhang Yan, such a mother, saw it for the first time, he hid behind Grandma in fear, Grandma took her hand, sighed and said, "Don't scare the child." ”
Yang Ru'e remembered Zhang Yan at this time, shifted her gaze to her son, and said, "Xiao Yan, will you follow your mother, right?" she asked with red eyes.
It was up to him to choose his brother, after all, he was still studying abroad.
Zhang Yan was stunned, at such a young age, there should not be such a negative impact, but it was the first time he faced such a problem: "Among the classmates who used to go to school together, there was also a classmate whose parents divorced. Every time, people made fun of them, saying, "If your mom and dad divorced, who would you choose to go with? ”
Zhang Yan didn't expect this kind of thing to happen to him. This time he really had to make a choice.
The war of divorce of parents is ongoing. Both sides are stronger than the other.
Zhang Yan felt that his father's attitude towards going home this time was different from before, and he was not as amiable to his mother and himself as before.
At first, his father still missed his relationship with Yang Ru'e for many years and wanted her to apologize, but these feelings of guilt quickly disappeared in the tone of the quarrel, but the other side of Zhang Zhongxing was only revealed at this moment.
"Cold-hearted, businessman's style, he used his wife, who shared the weal and woe with him, as a business rival. ”
"Tell me, how much money do you want before you want a divorce?"
Yang Ru'e was completely desperate for him, grabbed the remote control next to him and smashed it angrily at him: "I want you to die right now." ”
The contents of the house were thrown in a mess, and it was a mess.
Zhang Zhongxing turned his head and was about to raise his feet and leave, Zhang Yan, who was hiding in the corner, hugged his head and cried wow, seeing that his father was about to leave this house and go to Nanning, maybe he would not return to Baise in the future, Zhang Yan instinctively pulled his father's index finger and cried and said: "Dad, don't go, you don't want to divorce, my mother needs you, and I need you too." ”
Zhang Zhongxing looked at him and his heart softened: "Touching his son's head, is it okay for Xiaoyan to go with his father?"
"Take your dirty hands away, don't try to touch my son. Yang Ru'e jumped up and grabbed Zhang Yan's hand.
It may be that Yang Ru'e was too excited and angry, and scratched Zhang Yan's hand painfully, and regardless of the painful expressions on his face, she pulled him over.
"Crazy woman!" Zhang Zhongxing snorted coldly and slammed the door: "Bang ........." and left.