"Since you are so resolute, then I will start my life now and it will have nothing to do with you, but I may be about to disappoint you, and I will give birth to the baby in my belly. "It will never make it difficult for you, and it will not make you responsible.

Mu Yao stood in front of him and said a little emotionally, but Zhang Yan's attitude really made her sad, and now Zhang Yan looked like a stranger, ignored her at all, just turned his face away and didn't look at her.

Zhang Yan didn't want her to see her ashen face, the continuous high fever in the past few days had made his own resistance much worse than before, not to mention that there was a bomb in his body now, this bomb would explode at any time, he didn't want to see her crying, Zhang Yan's purpose was to let Mu Yao leave him.

"You ........."

"Why are you so stubborn? I'm not with you anymore, why do I give birth to a child? Isn't this a deliberate attempt to make a child suffer?"

"If you feel distressed, you promise me that we will go back to Nanning now, and we will get married immediately, otherwise ....."

Mu Yao seems to be using the method of agitation, stimulating him to make him soft, his only shortcoming is soft-heartedness, and this happened to be Mu Yao's shortcoming that caught him.

"Otherwise, what will you do?" Zhang Yan said coldly.

"I know you hate me, but the child is innocent, he has a reason to live in the world, if you don't want to, I can only find someone to marry him, I don't know if the person who marries me after the child in the womb is born will abuse him or something...."

Since she fell in love with him, how could she fall in love with someone else, it was just to stimulate him to talk casually.

"Marry whom? marry your little Fat Po Sen?" I think he's pretty nice to you, and with a man's instinct, he definitely doesn't just treat you as a good friend.

"Pan Sen...... "For me, I just want to marry him, although he is very attentive, but it is better than having no children and no father."

Mu Yao will always have the same relationship with Pan Sen as a child, even if he has grown up now, he still maintains this relationship, but in the eyes of outsiders, they are like a little couple, they talk about their respective moods everywhere, and the reason why Mu Yao said this is just to be angry.

"Look, I think you're more than just friends. "Then I bless you, if I can, I will attend your wedding and bless you personally.

Although he hated her, when he said these words, Zhang Yan's heart suddenly ached, as if his heart was shattered by someone beating him hard.

"It turns out that all this is my wishful thinking," I really didn't expect you to say this, I chased you all the way from Nanning to Baise, all my friends called me stupid, they all scolded me and said that you and I are fundamentally different people in the same world, I didn't pay attention to them, I believe that my own vision will not be wrong, I believe that you will not let me down, but this time you really let me down.

After Mu Yao was rejected by the man in front of her, she cried out the grievances and tears accumulated over the past few days, she cried very sadly, she was waiting for the man in front of her to comfort herself, he was still indifferent, he didn't look at her from the moment she stepped into the door.

"Okay, Zhang Yan, in the future, you will go yours, I will go mine, and everyone will not owe each other. Mu Yao turned his head in disappointment and ran out of the door.

Zhang Yan's heart was dripping blood, the second Mu Yao turned around, he could feel that she was leaving, he looked at Mu Yao's back disappearing in front of him, this was the last time he saw her, and this result was exactly what he wanted, he clenched his fists tightly, his nails were inserted into the flesh, and he fell to the ground drop by drop.

The world seemed to have become quiet, and he seemed to be able to hear the sound of every drop of blood falling on the ground, and then a picture flashed in his mind, it was Brother Xuan who had said to him, "Get used to the unaccustomed things that this world brings you." "Mu Yao may be the catastrophe in his life, and the illness in his body is the luck of his life.

The next day, my mother called very early, he didn't sleep all night, he was looking at the night sky all night, some people said that after people die, they will become stars in the Tianshan Mountains, if they die in the future, will they become stars in the sky as others say, so that they can see the people they want to see every night.

Zhang Yan answered her mother's phone, and her mother didn't notice his faint voice on the phone, and she just wanted to blame him because her business with the Mu family in Nanning was rejected.

"Hey, mom it's you, call me so early, did you have breakfast?"

"Where am I still in the mood to eat breakfast now, I'm full of gas, you tell me honestly, is Mu Yao, the daughter of your Mu family, together, and Mu Yao is pregnant now. "You don't know how powerful the Mu family is in Nanning, her father has wiped everything I have struggled for many years into zero, you know? Yang Ru'e was anxious on the phone, and every sentence emphasized her business.

"Mom, actually, I'm ....... now"

"I don't care how you are now, you'd better give me a satisfactory answer today, otherwise there is no room for negotiation even in the relationship between our mother and son. ”

Zhang Yan now only has his mother as the closest person around, he wants to tell her that he is sick, the doctor told him that there is not much time left in the terminal cancer, he really wants to get the care of motherly love like others, and wants to make himself feel warm, but in his mother's eyes, she only has her business in Nanning, and she can no longer tolerate his existence.

"Yes, Mu Yao is pregnant, but I have broken up with her. "It was she who killed Grandma, if it weren't for her, Grandma wouldn't have left us alone on the cold floor, if it wasn't for her, I could have bought medicine for Grandma that night, she was to blame for everything, and now I want to be with her, so how can I be worthy of the dead Grandma.

"What..... Did she kill Grandma?"You put it more clearly, how did she hurt Grandma? But what I heard in other people's mouths is different from you, that is, on the day Grandma left, someone saw you get on a Volkswagen CC in the afternoon and go to the city, I wondered, I asked you to go to the hospital to get medicine, you actually took the car to the opposite direction of the hospital, Zhang Yan, when did you start to learn to deceive now.

"Don't listen to their nonsense, I'm forced, I ......"

Why does my mother choose to believe others and don't want to believe in herself, he doesn't need to deceive or lie about this kind of thing, he won't be sorry for grandma, and Zhang Yan's grievances are only known to him, and he has to swallow all the pain in his stomach one bite at a time.

"But now that Grandma has passed away, what else do you can't let go?" "Grandma is always going to leave us, do you know how much influence the Mu family has on us?

But in Zhang Yan's eyes, he doesn't like these at all, he just wants to be loved, some things are like this, the more you want to get it, the more you can't get it, the more you don't want to get it, the more it is revealed in front of your eyes.

"Mom, how can you say that, have you forgotten? Grandma is our only relative, what is more precious than family affection? I didn't expect you to be humble to such a point for the sake of business interests, even if you spend the money you earned from the Mu family?"

"Xiao Yan, you ........" Yang Ru'e said it badly, but it couldn't change Zhang Yan's mind.

"Anyway, I'm almost done talking, if you think that my behavior will affect your business with the Mu family, then you can do what you like, that's it, Mu Yao and I won't look back. ”

After saying that, he hung up the phone casually, he looked at himself in the mirror and looked a little pitiful, if there were really immortals in real life, he wanted to ask the person who controlled his fate, why did he suffer some of the suffering, and these sufferings did not come together, they came to him one by one.

And when Yang Ru'e called Zhang Yan just now, Mu Yao was by her mother's side, and she wanted to wash away the grievances between them through her mother.

Zhang Yan thought to herself, this time his attitude towards Mu Yao felt that she had made her desperate, and she only hoped that he could really let go of himself and find her new life, if it was really like what she said, it would be good for her to marry Pan Sen, and the two of them would be more compatible.

He remembered that the doctor had told him that patients should stay happy so that they could help their illness, because when they are happy, they stimulate the cells, and the momentum of the cells as soon as they are active is stronger than that of cancer cells, so that people will naturally recover faster.

But he wants to face all this nakedly, watching the people around him leave one by one, how can he still be in a beautiful mood,

I am only in my early twenties, I haven't finished college, I still have a lot of things I want to learn, how can I leave this world willingly, and there are many tourist attractions that I haven't been to, such as Lijiang in Yunnan, Yulong Snow Mountain, Tianmen Mountain in Zhangjiajie, Phuket in Thailand, Maldives and so on........

These beautiful scenery have not arrived, if there is still a chance in the next life, we must appreciate the beauty of nature brought to us by the world.

Since Mu Yao left Baise and returned to Nanning, he didn't go home, he just went to nightclubs or bars all day long to play until dawn, he saw every WeChat circle of friends she sent, Zhang Yan understood that she was taking revenge on him, and a character like Mu Yao could only be anesthetized in this way.

He can't sit still, I have to go to work, a halfway college student has no experience in peacemaking, where can he go to work? No matter how much, as long as he can get a salary, only work will make money, only money, can buy painkillers.

Zhang Yan seemed to think of someone, but he didn't know if his situation was suitable for him now, and he said that if he graduated, the society could go to him.