Chapter Twenty-Nine: Xiaoyan, Let's Get Married

Zhang Yan didn't think about it anymore, he buried his head between his knees, and didn't want to face it until he felt unwell.

The high fever for several days made it worse for him, and he just went to the pharmacy to buy some fever reducers, and everything he ate was stimulated by the medicine mixed in his stomach to vomit out.

The pressure accumulated in these days made him have a premonition that his body seemed to be sending out a red alert, and he had to go to the hospital for a full body checkup, and this time he went to the hospital and he deliberately spared a few laps before getting rid of Mu Yao, he thought in his heart, it should be that he hasn't rested enough in the past few days, so he has such a premonition, and he should be fine.

A series of examinations had passed for most of the day, and then he was sitting and waiting to get the report, and he was sitting in the lobby of the hospital and felt a cold air blowing towards him in this hospital, and Zhang Yan couldn't help but tremble.

This place is the beginning of life and the end of life, some people are born here, some people say goodbye here, and some people are still sick and walking to the various passages, he secretly said in his heart, he will never lie on the cold bed in the hospital.

He sat in line at the door of the clinic waiting to see the results of the doctor's examination, and when the people in line in front of him went in to get the results, they felt a look of satisfaction on their faces, perhaps because their condition had improved, or their condition had recovered.

"A01286 Zhang Yan ......"

"Here...."Zhang Yan got up and walked to the consultation room, sitting in front of the office desk was a middle-aged man, about the same age as his father, but when he saw Zhang Yan, the doctor in front of him in a white coat was still smiling and talking to a patient just now, but the next second he was frowning and his face suddenly changed.

"You are Zhang Yan?"

"Yes doctor, I'm Zhang Yan" May I ask the doctor, is my examination report out? I'm fine, right? I always feel weak these days, sometimes I break out in a cold sweat in the middle of the night, I have a high fever for several days in a row, I have taken medicine, but I always feel that it still doesn't work.

"Very old man, it's a pity, you sit down first, and I'll tell you about your test results, "You came to the hospital for a check-up today, didn't your family come with you?"

"I'm alone, my parents are no longer Bose, you just tell me to be a doctor. Zhang Yan seemed to feel that the doctor in front of him had something to say, as if he didn't want to tell him the results of the examination.

The doctor asked, "Have you only noticed that you are not feeling well in the past few days? Or have you had this situation before?"

"When I was in high school, I had a fever for a few days in a row, and then I started to vomit and diarrhea, and I was tired," but I didn't care much at that time, I just went to the pharmacy and bought a fever reducer, and I didn't gradually recover after a few days of rest, but this time the situation was a little more serious than last time.

"That means you've been in high school for a few years now!"

"Well, if school starts, it's going to be a sophomore. ”

"Doctor, are my results out?" asked Zhang Yan a little impatiently.

The doctor looked at the report in his hand, his frowning eyes seemed to look at him with a little sympathy, and said lightly, "Cancer, it's almost terminal." ”

"Cancerous ........."

It's a pity, young man, the doctor let out a long sigh, your future is bright, a young man of very age, maybe you have already suffered from it when you were in high school, if you can go to the hospital in time to control it with drugs, maybe you can control the spread of cancer cells.

He took the report in the doctor's hand, looked at every word written in the report, and the first two words of the report were written "Zhang Yan" followed by a 20-year-old man.........

This piece of paper was like a final verdict for the rest of his life, announcing that he was suspended from execution.

When he heard the words of the doctor, "Cancer." He was momentarily desperate, and the doctor tried to explain something to him, but he was nowhere to be seen.

He walked out of the hospital door with the report in his hand, the last second and the next no one knows what will happen, this morning he was still sitting in the main hall of the hospital watching the patients in the hall come and go, and now he may be part of their crowd.

He crumpled the report and threw it in the trash, and when he walked out of the door, he seemed to hear the doctor behind him say, "I'm recommending that you be hospitalized right now, or else..."

He didn't want anyone to know about this, he didn't want anyone to be sad for him, and he didn't want to see his mother crying sadly, he was born with nothing and alone, and he should be alone after death like Grandma.

No, he doesn't want to be like Grandma, he will still be seen after death, and in the end, he will not let his family cry to death, Zhang Yan may have thought about his future in his heart. He loves rainy days, and he hopes that his last day will be raining.

As soon as he came out of the door, he met Mu Yao who had just come out of the chain pharmacy opposite, holding a small box of rectangular things in his hand, he didn't want Mu Yao to see him coming out of the gate of the hospital, Zhang Yan quietly went around and stopped a taxi from the side door and went home.

As soon as she returned home and sat down, her butt was still hot, and she saw a call from Mu Yao, could it be that she saw herself just now? No, if she saw herself coming out of the hospital, she would ask again, whether to answer or not, he was still hesitating or not answering.

As soon as the phone hung up, it rang again, did she encounter something, she didn't know anyone in Baise.

"What?"

Zhang Yan thought that she was just constantly harassing herself in order to admit her mistakes to herself, but he still said to her in that unreasonable tone.

"I'm pregnant. ”

"Oh. ”

"What...... Are you pregnant??"

"Yes, I just found out, you have your baby in my arms, and you will become a father in the future. ”

This is a big surprise for Mu Yao, she can use this matter to suppress Zhang Yan when she is pregnant this time, the other end of the phone seems to feel very happy about this pregnancy, but all this is like a thunderous thunderbolt for Zhang Yan now, more like a knife stabbing his heart into a blur.

No wonder she appeared in the chain pharmacy opposite the hospital just now, the word dad may not be possible to achieve in this life, he also feels that he is not worthy, he doesn't want to give this little life as soon as he lands and take a road like when he was a child, this road is very hard and lonely, he doesn't want such a result.

"Could it be that the little box you just bought at the pharmacy is ........?"

"Pharmacy?" You just ran into me?" Mu Yao asked suspiciously.

"yes, I just went to the hospital to visit a friend. "I just happened to see you on the way back, when I was already in a taxi on my way home.

Zhang Yan has any friends in Baise, and some of them are also classmates, but he hasn't been in touch with his classmates for a long time, he just doesn't want to tell her the truth, in fact, he went to the hospital to check his body, and the doctor also told him that he had cancer.

Cancer, these two words will appear on the mobile phone web news every day, he has also understood, this disease is a bottomless pit, in the end it will only affect the people around him, it doesn't matter if he dies, but also affects the people who are alive around him, he used to be afraid that these two words will fall on his head, but now he seems to feel that everything in front of him is very bright.

Even the air in the courtyard of his home felt very clear and pleasant, and he brushed his hair, as if he saw the road for the rest of his life and knew very well how he should go.

"Xiaoyan, let's get married. ”

"We got married, we gave birth to a baby, we went to study abroad together, and no one left anyone from then on,"

When Mu Yao said these words with great interest, she seemed to have planned everything for the future, and now she was waiting for Zhang Yan to open her mouth to answer her.

Zhang Yan "........."

"Mu Yao, you better beat the child" I can't marry you, I hate you, I hate you since the day Grandma died, I hope you give up on me from now on, no matter how you appear in front of my eyes, I won't be moved by you again, I have already told you, we can't go back."

Zhang Yan held back the tears in his eyes when he said these words, and when he heard the "future" that Mu Yao said just now, he may have been a little moved in his heart, all this is a dream for him, and he will come back to reality after waking up from the dream, but he can't be so selfish, he can't drag her down, can't

"Why? It's a day's life, and this is our child, how can you say that. ”

His words made Mu Yao a little disappointed, she hung up the phone in a hurry, and within a while, Mu Yao came to the door and shouted.

"Zhang Yan, you come out for me. ”

It was the first time she had called him by his full name, and that was only the case when she was angry, and she angrily called him at the door to open the door, as if she had eaten a few bombs before going out, and was about to explode when she got there.

At this time, Mu Yao stood at the door and shouted, and the neighbors around him all went out to watch the scene in front of him, and he had to choose to open the door in order to avoid embarrassment.

"What are you doing, everybody is watching. After Zhang Yan opened the door, he quickly took her hand and came home, and Mu Yao entered the small courtyard and angrily shook off Zhang Yan's hand.

"What did you just say on the phone? You're telling me one time now. ”

Mu Yao's accusation made Zhang Yan's face instantly embarrassed, why are you men like this, the other party wants to clear up the relationship after she is pregnant, let me tell you, don't even think about it, a manly man dares to do it, and you don't want to shirk responsibility.

I have a girlfriend like this, when she wasn't pregnant before, her boyfriend didn't know how good he was to her, but when she was pregnant, her boyfriend was like you, shirking responsibility, you will only make me look down on you.

"Say whatever you want, I've already made it clear to you anyway, I will never have anything to do with you now, and I will do it now. ”