Zhang Yan and Mu Yao made an appointment at the place where they first met before, Zhang Yan sat and waited for Mu Yao's appointment, and Mu Yao appeared in front of Zhang Yan after about a while. ”

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, and the person in front of them looked familiar and unfamiliar, and when he looked at Mu Yao's appearance, he would think of the previous bits and pieces.

"Why did you hurt me like this?", have you forgotten our vows? What hardships we have experienced in the past, why did you choose to leave me in the end?

"What did I do wrong? I give you nothing without reservation, everyone around me looks down on me, even my relatives, my family, it doesn't matter, I don't care. But why are you lying to my feelings like this," Zhang Yan said.

"At the beginning, I gave up my best time for you, and I struggled with you and shared weal and woe, have you forgotten all this?

Mu Yao lowered his head, the tears in his eyes kept rolling, and I remembered that all this was in my heart. ”

"Yes: Zhang Yan I have changed, everyone is an adult, don't you want to be like this, okay? ”

Mu Yao shook off Zhang Yan's hand vigorously, I didn't tell you because you were afraid that you wouldn't be able to accept this reality after you knew it, "Actually, I've been with others for a while, now that you know, we'll go our separate ways in the future." ”

"I haven't been to Nanning since you went home after you were discharged from the hospital last year, but I lied to you that I went to Nanning, and the purpose was not to let you find me. ”

At that time, I was already in a relationship with someone else, who is now my boyfriend. Right: We've been together for almost a year. I've been talking to you about a year of panic.

After hearing these words, Zhang Yan's body shook for a while, feeling that he couldn't stand steadily, took a step back, leaned against the wall behind him, and leaned against the wall at this moment, his heart was beating very hard, he put his hand on his chest and pressed a burst of pain, and his face was full of painful expressions.

This is the place where they first met, it was very popular at that time, the ice rink was also the place where he first met, the sound of explosive music, everyone flashed like a light swallow, very free and happy, one of the girls was the most attractive, she was wearing a denim and a T-shirt, tied with a ponytail, her eyebrows were clear, the corners of her mouth were slightly curved, and she was lazily rowing, everyone made way for her, she was wearing a ring earring in her left ear, and the light flashed in front of Zhang Yan.

The girl seemed to enjoy the feeling of being in the limelight, constantly changing tricks and gliding round and round.

Zhang Yan clutched the iron net of the skating rink and stared at her blankly, she temporarily diverted his attention. Later, when the girl left, he noticed that it was getting darker, as if it was going to rain.

"Memories are always good, but good times don't last long. ”

Zhang Yan looked at the kiss marks on Mu Yao's neck, and had already told him that she had slept in the same bed with another man last night, and was no longer the Mu Yao who was by his side before.

"At this time, Mu Yao's mobile phone rang, someone called her," Zhang Yan instinctively glanced at it, the mobile phone screen showed "husband", Zhang Yan was completely heartbroken, and noted the name of the phone as husband, presumably their development was not as simple as they thought in their hearts.

Mu Yao should be afraid that Zhang Yan would affect her by the side, so she didn't dare to answer the phone, so she didn't answer the phone, and before Zhang Yan could speak, the phone rang again, Mu Yao got up and wanted to leave, saying, "Let's contact us on WeChat if there is anything." ”

At that moment, he suddenly realized that Mu Yao was leaving, they were going to break up, and they had nothing to do with each other in the future. Obviously they used to be so good, obviously they used to be together for a few years, and in this year, he thought to himself that everything was like her, how could she leave like this.

Like a drowning man, he grabbed Mu Yao's words, "Don't go Mu Yao, let's not separate." Let's start from the heart, okay. ”

He even pleaded in a low voice: "I forgive you, we should have nothing happening, and we will live together well in the future, okay." ”

Really, when he thought that his next life had nothing to do with this woman, he felt that he was about to die, he couldn't live, and he couldn't live a minute or a second.

Mu Yao looked disgusted and desperately shook him off, "Let go of me", you wake up, okay! We can't be together, we are all adults, don't be so naïve, I'm with others now, it's not good for him, don't make such a fuss!"

Zhang Yan Mu Yao noticed the disgust in her eyes, and still begged bitterly: "Please, Mu Yao, don't be angry, I'll kneel down for you, don't go." ”

Saying that, he really knelt down, he hugged Mu Yao's feet, and just begged her not to go.

He was so strong, so stubborn, strong in his bones, couldn't tolerate a grain of sand in his eyes, and loved Mu Yao with all his heart, he knelt on the ground and begged her not to go. What did he do wrong? She was the one who cheated on him!

No, it's not enough, she will step on you, even if your dignity can't be saved, she will only feel tired and annoyed.

Mu Yao was still trying his best to get rid of Zhang Yan, Zhang Yan was pushed to the ground by her, and as soon as Zhang Yan's hand, which was already weak, let go, Mu Yao walked a few steps as if he had been freed from his imprisonment, turned around and said: "I still have something to do, I'll go first, Mu Yao just wants to get rid of this embarrassing predicament, and after speaking, Mu Yao shook off Zhang Yan's hand and left." ”

When Mu Yao walked a few meters away, Zhang Yan wanted to chase after him as if he had just woken up from a dream. Together, their legs were so numb that they didn't feel at all.

Zhang Yan was almost desperate, I don't know if it was because of Mu Yao's ruthlessness or his own humility. ”

After walking a few steps, he answered the phone and said, "Honey, I was doing beauty with my girlfriend just now, and my phone was in my bag, so I'm sorry if I didn't pay attention." ”

"It all seems to be predestined, starting here and ending here. ”

Zhang Yan's eyes were dark, and he was about to fall, looking at Mu Yao's back gradually disappearing into the crowd, he muttered to himself, incredulous, "Impossible, but no." ”

Zhang Yan clenched his fists tightly and slammed it against the wall. ”

"One punch····· One Punch ········ The walls were covered in blood from fists. ”

Zhang Yan had red eyes and said with a little choked up: "Why do you want me to bear all this, why do all the bad things happen to me." ”

A light rain fell in the sky again, gradually spilling all over the earth, and drops slapped Zhang Yan's cheeks, and tears also fell. Zhang Yan was asking himself, "What are you for, what is love?"

Several passers-by pointed at him: Look, is that person crazy, a big man is sitting on the ground crying. He must be a fool when he looks sloppy, and if he doesn't go near him, maybe he has some kind of infection. "Let's go······ Hurry up and ······. ”

"This is the so-called real society. ”

"Just now it was still a blue sky and white clouds, and the sky says it will change, just like the human heart says it will change. ”

I don't know how long it took, the rain gradually stopped, and Zhang Yan settled down for a moment before stumbling out.

"The person who makes you feel the most hurt for the first time is often the person you love the most, Zhang Yan will never forget all the hurts and lies that Mu Yao brought him on this day. ”

This is the first time Zhang Yan understands that when a person makes up his mind to leave you, it is useless for you to keep it: "When a person does not love you, you are affectionate and will only attract her disgust" Your humility will only make her more self-righteous.

This year, Zhang Yan was 23 years old and first realized the cruelty of love.

After returning home. Zhang Yan, who collapsed, walked to the room and smashed all the things she gave him against the wall, he took the water cup that Mu Yao gave him and punched it, Zhang Yan covered the back of his hand, it was wet, it was very hot, he looked at it, and there was blood in his palm.

Zhang Yan's mother heard the movement in the room and came in to take a look. ”

The mess in the house, the glass ballast, and the broken photo frame not far away are photos of Zhang Yan and her, they used to live well, they were always tired of being together, there were many group photos, and they wanted to lean together sweetly like many couples. Mom looked at the photo, the two snuggled up and smiled at the camera, and the broken glass shattered the smile.

Mom heard Zhang Yan sobbing in a low voice: "Why do you want to break my heart, break my heart············"

Mother is also very uncomfortable, Mu Yao is really ruthless, she can start a new life with others when she returns to Baise, and Zhang Yan can only watch all this and sob.

But my mother couldn't help Zhang Yan, so she could only comfort Zhang Yan and said: "Don't be sad, your body is still weak, you only need to think about taking care of your body now." ”

Zhang Yan, who was already crazy, couldn't hold it anymore and collapsed to the ground.

With tears in her eyes, the mother took the gauze while helping Zhang Yan bandage the wounds on her hands, and looked at the red blood stains on the floor, why bother with this, son! You have to understand that you are sick now, and it is impossible for people to wait for a patient and a person who has no future, so you let it go. Let her go. I used to remind you when I was in the hospital that if you had listened to me, how would you have gotten to the way you are today?

After speaking, Zhang Yan lowered his head and ran all the way to a nearby small park. ”

In the middle of the bench lies a small yellow golden retriever, looking lazy. Zhang Yan looked at it and thought to himself, how good it is to be a pet dog, as long as it looks cute, it can get the love of its owner. He slowly approached the little golden retriever and reached out to touch it, the little golden retriever did not hide, but tilted his head to look at him, his agate-like eyes did not have a trace of impurities, clear and clear.

Clearer than water, Zhang Yan's heart softened, and he asked softly, "Do you have a home?"

He hugged the little golden retriever and chattered, saying that his ups and downs would make him a lonely person in the future, with no care and no love, and no one would understand him········ Until a chuckle came from beside him, Zhang Yan looked up, he was a handsome guy, and he didn't know how long he had been listening, he was wearing slippers, his hands were in his trouser pockets, and he looked at Zhang Yan complacently: "My little golden retriever." ”

Zhang Yan let go of the little golden retriever a little embarrassed, and the little golden retriever slowly walked to his master's side and rubbed his legs, Yaoyao's tail.

You guys are so good, Zhang Yan looked at him enviously, the man nodded, sat on the other side of the bench, the two of them sat on one side, and they were safe, only the little golden retriever dangled in the middle of the bench, Zhang Yan couldn't help but touch its head from time to time,

The man scratched the chin of the little golden retriever carelessly: "It's called Mao Mao." ”

"It's such a cute little guy, it's fluffy, can I hug it?" Zhang Yan said.

"Yes, you can hug it, and when you're sad, you can find something warm to hug. The man said:

Zhang Yan was stunned, and the male owner smiled at Zhang Yan: "Like a cat." ”

This year, Zhang Yan couldn't stop Mu Yao's departure, but met a caring and sincere good friend.