While meditating, it began to rain outside the meditation room. The drizzle is continuous, moistening the ground and all souls.

The sound of the wooden fish is in the ears, and the fragrance of Buddha sandalwood is as light as a cloud.

I stopped and looked out the window, thinking of how many people had suffered in this changing dynasty.

All sentient beings are exhausted, and Bodhi is proven.

To save the innocent souls to die, this is the most important thing at the moment, but I am a little monk, a piece of wooden fish, a circle of Buddha beads, can not save so many souls.

Thinking of this, I am also a particle of mundane dust.

When the rain stopped, I opened the door, and when the wind and rain came, the leaves under the trees were littered. In the mud ground next to the steps, leaning on two bluestones, a red peony with a chlorophyte stamen grows.

This time, I was rarely shocked, and the red peony suddenly appeared here, perhaps it was fate.

I don't care too much about it.

"Senior brother, a peony suddenly grew in front of your door. ”

Senior Brother Jingshi was also surprised by this when he came, I only smiled, and only said to him, the flowers bloom and die, it is fate.

He doesn't seem to understand.

Not long ago, King Jiang Min killed himself in prison, and when my junior brother told me, he asked me what I thought, and I was silent and shook my head.

Because I knew that she would die in the court and on the battlefield, and I thought that she would die under the enemy's sword one day, and the horse leather shroud was not a bad thing.

I am not surprised that she killed herself and did not submit to the enemy, I know a thing or two about her temperament.

I was busy reciting the Jizo Sutra for ten days for the souls of those who died in vain in this incident, and nearly 100 souls were freed from the suffering of hell and the suffering of scattered souls.

Later, I was a little uneasy, and before going to bed, I had to recite the whole meditation mantra to calm my mind.

The souls of thirst, killing, and evil must not be reborn beyond the rebirth and must not enter the path of reincarnation......

There are countless human souls and demons who have died under her hands, and she can also be regarded as a murderous soul, I'm afraid it is......

I've lived hundreds of souls, but none of them are hers. Maybe she has already been reincarnated, or maybe she has been relegated to the eight heats and eight cold hells to suffer forever.

Senior Brother Jingshi can see that I have been a little restless recently, and I know that this is not like me, it should be that I have been overworked recently and my physical condition is not good.

My body became more and more exhausted, so that I fell into a terrible cold, and I was bedridden to recuperate, and I drank potions every day. And the red peony tree in front of the door is blooming more and more delicately.

Later, the presiding officer of the temple, my master came to see me.

"Master...... "I couldn't get up, so I had to call him so weakly."

He shook his head, Master had always had high hopes for me, and he was extremely disappointed to see me like this. I'm ashamed.

"The knot in my heart is hard to heal. ”

"Your transcendent soul day and night, is it really for the sake of saving people, or for the sake of ......"

"Love ......"

Master's words surprised me, I didn't think about this level myself, I just wanted to transcend the human soul.

I just want to transcend the human soul......

"The love thread can be cut off before it can be healed. He reassured me.

Fortunately, he didn't notice the red peony in front of the door when he left, and I don't know why I was so happy.

Slash love. People are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless, family, friendship and love...... I once worked tirelessly day and night to save my fellow relatives, and the entire Yuwen clan died under the emperor's order, and I spent their life as plain as water in the next life.

If I have cut off even this little love, what is the difference between me and the grass and trees?

There is a Buddhist saying that all beings are equal, and the plants and trees are also among the living beings, so in this way, there is really no difference between me and the plants and trees.

In my dream, I recalled what I had said to her back then: "Not everyone has the ambition to look down on the world like you, and some people work hard all their lives, but all they want is stability." ”

I have spent half my life, walking on thin ice, but I want to be stable, and I still have a life and a trace of comfort, but I don't want to lose my favor and be alone.

She once preached to me.

"If you can fight, maybe not this situation today!"

I was noncommittal, and my conviction was firm. The passage of time and the changes in personnel make me wonder if she is right......

I pinched the Buddha beads and recited the Jizo Sutra.

Ji Shou is naturally quiet, and the Buddha has great compassion......

May the lonely souls of the dead in the world be able to attain the bliss of rebirth.

The Buddha's incense is fixed, the body is like a rock, and the heart is like glass. However, at this time, I suddenly felt unwell, and I opened my eyes slightly, and it turned out that the red peony had evil thoughts.

It grew vines and spread through my meditation room, and the place was full of climbing red peonies, and now it had climbed on me, circling and circling.

I was still determined, this demon vine could not do anything, but when it rubbed against my heart, the sharp thorn on the vine made me feel a little painful, and I began to feel uneasy.

If it pierces my heart, I'm afraid I won't be able to go back.

I began to tear off these demon vines out of control, and I was afraid that one person would not be able to break the vines in the room, and I shouted to my brothers.

My brother woke me up, I was sweating profusely, my heart was beating chaotically, and I said to him tremblingly, "Senior brother, ...... quickly Cut down these vines......"

My brother looked at me worriedly, and after I calmed down, I realized that it was a dream.

Where there will be demon vines, where there will be red peony around me, I look at the red peony outside the door, delicate and beautiful as the beginning, my heart settled.

But later, I slowly discovered the strangeness of this red peony, but it is not defeated in the snowy winter season, if it is too far-fetched to say that it is a chance.

Before I was going to transplant this red peony, sure enough, the soul attached to it finally appeared. It's her!

When I saw that it was her, I actually felt a wave in my heart, but I was used to being settled.

"Master Jiang, reincarnation is the right way...... I don't know what I'm talking about, it's like reciting Buddhist scriptures.

"Naturally, I can't bear you, so I want to be with you every day. ”