When you get Bodhi, you can't

She was dressed in prison clothes, with long hair reaching to her waist, and a charming face, which did not seem to be an ordinary ghost. I thought about it for a while, and a terrible reason came to mind.

"You...... Who are you?"

When she saw that my face was moved, she couldn't help but laugh out loud, and her voice was coquettish.

"I, I'm her demon. ”

At this time, my heart was frightened, "What about her......"

"She has been sent to the eight cold and eight hot hells, and she will never be able to live again. ”

"She should still be suffering now, right now. ”

"I am a part of her, and the more bitter she is, the more tenacious I become......"

I closed my eyes and struggled to digest the fact.

In the days and nights that followed, I was pestered by her, disturbing my peace of mind all the time.

The red peony was blooming beautifully, and I was a little sad that she was suffering at this time. I don't know how long this sad feeling will last.

She saw my sadness and said.

"Why is she like this...... Actually, it's all because of you. ”

I just thought she was talking gibberish and disturbing me to meditate. Her words poured into my ears again and again.

"Why there is such a demon in my heart, you know, it is because of you. ”

"Also, why am I still alive, thanks to you, the grace of not killing in the illusion that day......"

The more she spoke, the more it brought back memories that I didn't want to touch.

But so what, I relented that day and let her go, making a big mistake.

"Later, I killed a lot of people and devoured a lot of soul blood, and I put everything on her. ”

"In fact, although she has a penchant for killing, she is not guilty of going to hell, and I hurt her...... No, you hurt her. ”

I clenched the bead in my hand, and the round bead was about to be crushed by me.

"Do you know why she fell into the trap of the enemy, who spread rumors that your life is in danger in their hands. ”

"She believed it, thinking that in order to save you, she lost her sense of proportion and fell into a trap......"

She saw that my expression was becoming more and more uneasy, and it was not my style to be so frightened, and she looked very interested, and her face leaked with a look of revenge.

Because of her entanglement, I was like falling into an evil spirit, my heart couldn't help myself, my body couldn't help myself, and I was in fear every day. I'm afraid I'm nearing my limit.

I couldn't let her linger like this, so I consulted with Master, and he promised to join me in giving the soul of hell a way to destroy the demon that haunted me.

With Master's help, it is tiring to override the soul of hell, but there is hope for success. After three months of working day and night, the soul of hell has been surpassed.

I felt a peace of mind that I hadn't felt in a long time.

The soul of the demons around him is getting weaker and weaker, and it has reached the moment of extinction at this time.

I set up a formation in the courtyard, intending to give her the final fatal blow.

When she came, she looked at me with resentment, like an evil spirit trying to devour souls and bloodthirsty.

But I am not afraid, and I have nothing to worry about.

But in an instant, the wind howled, and all the plants and trees around her were destroyed by her, and all the flourishing pear blossoms turned into dead branches and broken leaves.

Only me and the grass under my feet are unharmed.

She seemed to be threatening.

"Actually, I'm also her obsession to stay here. ”

"You know what kind of person she is, stubborn...... Stubborn ......"

"Obsession is hard to get rid of, and it will never be recovered. ”

She sighed, choked up.

"I just wanted to ask you. ”

"Have you ever been tempted by me?"

After she finished speaking, she waited for me to answer, and at this time everything was silent, and the wind stopped.

"No, I didn't. ”

"Let's go back. ”

I lowered my head, closed my eyes and gently twisted the Buddha beads, and the breeze passed over the palm of my hand, like the softness of fine sand, like the entanglement of rain, but it still couldn't stir my heart for half a minute.

There was no sound again.

The peony is no longer delicate and like fire, like ordinary flowers and plants, it is dying when it rains and snow, and it blooms when the sun is clear.

It's just that as the years go by, it becomes more and more degraded, and it should not live long. Anyway, the flowers bloom and die, it is fate.

I was used to living with this peony, and I thought that one person and one flower would spend the rest of my life like this. However, woe to Xiao Wall, my fate is endless.

I never expected that the war between the two races would come so quickly. Wars broke out everywhere, and the soldiers were in chaos......

Prosperity, the people suffer, death, the people suffer.

I don't know how many souls I'm going to have to spare.

Later, because the temple had taken in many fleeing demons, when the demon clan tore face, the government burned down the temple and drove us monks.

The brothers who resisted and did not obey have all become dead souls.

I also want to surpass them, but I can't protect myself, and sometimes when I'm alone, I think that when I die in the war, who will give me over.

Fortunately, before the temple was destroyed, I transplanted this red peony in a pot and took it with me, and at this time, I am not alone. I was a little relieved.

When I fled, I experienced everything I couldn't help myself.

I used to think of myself as high, and I could say that my mind was free of distractions and my body was flawless.

Later, the entanglement on my body was exhausted, and in the war-torn city, everyone avoided and doubted each other, and I couldn't get married, and I was hungry for several days and sleepy for several days.

It turns out that there is nothing high and unworldly, and I am just a layman who can be hungry and hurt.

Later, I stole the leftover vegetarian cakes from a family, and I had dirt, and I panicked, but people came and went, horses' hooves followed, and I ran away one after another, and I couldn't care about panicking.

Next to me was the same child who had fled, looking at me with a blank eye, I sighed helplessly and gave him all the vegetarian cakes.

When will it stop, if she is still here, it will not be like this.

When I was young, I used to train her to be irritable and impatient, and it was difficult to find a good way out, and she said that she would change well. Under my persuasion, she was no longer impatient when things happened, and she gradually became a general, leading the troops to deploy the formation with the style of a sage.

I don't know that she is still against the enemy's tricks, and it is too late to regret it, I often say think twice before acting, and you can't use it. Mediocre person......

It's too late to regret, and if I had been with her, everything would have been different.

Another sound of horses' hooves woke me up, and I walked into the crowd of fleeing.

Later, I stole a lot of things so that I could fill my stomach, I saved a lot of children, and I also survived a lot of souls.

No matter how much I did, I knew I was already flawed and couldn't settle down.

Under the waning sun, heaven and earth pretend to be peaceful. The soldiers rode on their horses and whipped them to drive away us guilty prisoners.

I thought that maybe their people, their relatives, I had lived their lives. They don't know.

I had bruises and mottled on my arms, and I couldn't even pick up the beads.

The soldier told me to go faster, and he couldn't stop shouting, and I knew that my death was coming.

I rubbed the red peony in my arms, but I couldn't find it.

I recited the sutras to put myself at ease.

If I attain Bodhi in the next life, my body will be like glass, clear inside and out, pure and unblemished.

I thought about it for a while, and then I remembered that a long time ago, the red peony tree was trampled to pieces by anxious horses' hooves.

I buried it in my heart.