Gu Miaomiao had just walked on her front foot, and the things she ordered happened to come up.

Looking at the table full of things, I suddenly lost my appetite.

"What a daze, just now it looks like I abused you, and now I'm sitting still. Xia Yanmo picked up the knife and fork in his hand and elegantly cut a piece of steak in his mouth: "Or are you full just by looking at it now?"

Xia Yanmo glanced at me.

I picked up the knife and fork in front of me weakly and mechanically put the food in my mouth.

I looked at the opposite position with a dull gaze, I didn't listen to what Gu Miaomiao said just now,

It's just that my task just now was to get her away, and I didn't let myself think about it that much.

Now those words are back in my head.

If my parents knew what I was like now, I was afraid that they would be ashamed of my situation.

I turned my head to hide the pain in my eyes.

The Bai family has always been a scholarly family, and his father has been well received for more than 20 years since he founded the Bai Group.

I'm probably the biggest stain on the Bai family.

I couldn't help but feel pain in my heart, and what my parents taught me in the past was still in my mind. Why didn't I think about how much harm my actions would bring to my family and parents?

Teacher Yan Yu has been telling me that parents do not hold grudges because of their children's behavior, but I have no way to forget the mistakes I have made.

After I left home, the Bai family suffered a lot of turmoil and strange eyes from others.

Parents who have always paid attention to family style and family image have suffered a big blow.

I didn't dare to imagine that even if Teacher Yan Yu told me about my parents' recent situation, I didn't dare to think deeply about it at that time.

Because I understand that my parents attach great importance to the face of the family, but in the end, they are ashamed because of themselves.

So I didn't have the courage to step into the house.

But Gu Miaomiao's words made me truly realize how much influence I have made my family. From her disdain, from her superiority.

It is true that my actions should be spurned, but my family should also bear the consequences of my actions.

My heart has mixed tastes, Xia Yanmo saw that I didn't speak, and he didn't pay attention to me.

After eating a few bites, Xia Yanmo saw my listless action and put down the fork in his hand: "If you don't want to eat, don't eat, eating like this will affect my appetite." ”

I lowered my head and ate to myself, but the movements of my hands sped up a little.

Xia Yanmo suddenly turned his head to look at me, I was startled by his sudden movements, and gave him a strange look.

His eyes seemed to be smiling: "Are you thinking about Gu Miaomiao's attitude towards you just now, and the attitude of mentioning the Bai family." ”

I tightened my hand holding the fork, was my emotion so obvious?

Xia Yanmo is really annoying, does it make him feel happy to see through other people's thoughts so easily.

"Actually, there's nothing to be sad about, you should get used to it. Xia Yanmo wiped his lips and continued: "Because whether it is Gu Miaomiao, it should be said that everyone in this circle sees it this way, so you don't need to think too much about her words." ”

I turned my head sideways and looked at Xia Yanmo, what he wanted to express, even if I didn't think that Xia Yanmo would comfort me, but there was no need to say these words to hit me.

"Why are you looking at me like that? I'm not exaggerating, I'm not deliberately hitting you, I'm just stating a fact objectively to you. Xia Yanmo shrugged.

yes, he's just saying one exact thing, but it's because it's the truth that makes me even sadder.

"Then what are you telling me this for? "My voice was unconsciously a little hoarse, or rather weak.

I put down the knife and fork in my hand, and I don't even feel like I have to mechanically stuff my stomach now.

"There's no why. Xia Yanmo looked at me strangely: "Or you can take it as a thank you gift for helping me solve a trouble today." ”

Xia Yanmo took it for granted, as if he had done something good.

"And I should thank you for the suggestion?"

I couldn't help but stab my words.

"No, it's not a point. Xia Yanmo smiled extraordinarily brightly: "I just want to improve your self-correction consciousness and understand your own identity well." But if you still have a little shame, you should know that no matter what, you still have a white surname on your head, so that you will correct your behavior and will not mess around again. ”

Xia Yanmo meant something.

My heart was like being immersed in ice water, and Xia Yanmo told me again and again about the disaster I brought to the Bai family because of me.

"Your purpose is to hope that I will give you a good job, there is no need to talk to me so much. "I'm in a daze.

"Of course not, what are you thinking. Did I let you stay in the company just to work hard?" Xia Yanmo's gaze at me changed, but at this moment, it only made me feel humiliated.

Because what he said last night was just to liberate his desires.

On the one hand, you can also toss me and make me pay the price for her escape from marriage in the first place.

Even though I keep reminding myself not to think too much, it's still a little sad or sad at this time.

"Also, I can remind you again. If you want to reverse the negative impact you have brought to the Bai family, there is a very convenient way. ”

Xia Yanmo suddenly smiled.

I just thought he wouldn't be that kind, maybe what was going on in his mind right now, so I just watched him and didn't speak.

"You made the image of the Bai family plummet because you ran away from marriage, so everyone is saying that the Bai family has no way to teach their daughters. Then the only way is for you to marry me, and then no one will mention the past again, and naturally the image of the Bai family can be saved. ”

I was stunned, this is the rescue method that Xia Yanmo wants to say? What does he mean....... Getting married again?

Maybe it's because I'm being starved and unresponsive, so I don't really know how to respond.

"Huh. Maybe it was my stunned appearance that greatly pleased Xia Yanmo, and he laughed, but still with his characteristic mockery.

"But alas, I won't marry you. ”

Xia Yanmo's voice was slow, and every word and sentence hit my heart.

He had already made me realize the reality last night, do I need to emphasize it again today? Or when did I, Bai Yiya, behave like him, or did I have to marry him with words written on my face?

I wonder where Xia Yanmo's self-confidence comes from.

"I don't think you should think too much, after all, the relationship between us, just play, it's impossible. Xia Yanmo didn't look at me and continued.