Chapter 20: Playing with the Mud
"Xia Yanmo. β
I couldn't bear it anymore: "Who do you think you are? It's not that if you have money, you can just think about others and impose your imagination on others! I don't like you, I have no interest in you, and I don't want to play with you, so please put away your high-minded charity." β
I glared viciously at the man in front of me.
"What's the matter, I'm going to rebel after eating?" Xia Yanmo obviously didn't realize my anger now, and continued to say unhurriedly.
"Xia Yanmo, other people's thoughts are insignificant in your eyes, don't you? Do you think that others have to listen to you? You play with mud by yourself, I don't want to see a self-righteous person like you, boring and naΓ―ve. β
I glanced at Xia Yanmo coldly, picked up the bag on the side and turned to leave.
Xia Yanmo was indifferent, just watched me shout out of control and get up angrily, as if I was a stranger passing by.
At this moment, I finally had a trace of backbone in front of Xia Yanmo, but at this moment when I stood at the door of the restaurant. I suddenly realized that I didn't seem to have the strength to support my backbone.
I divorced Ye Fei, I was betrayed by Cheng Xiaoxiao, I have no savings and am homeless.
I know why Xia Yanmo is so calm, because he probably feels like my current situation, and the final result is to bow to him.
I won't go back and listen to this stinky man's humiliation of me again.
When the rain fell on my face, the cold wind once again made me realize my sorrow.
I walked into the wind and rain with a little low voice.
Gu Miaomiao proudly mentioned her identity because she had a family that made her proud.
When I was young, I would listen to my parents always pamper me and say that you are our little princess.
And now, I have become a disgrace to them.
No one loves me anymore.
The pride and loftiness I once had, now I have lost all of it. I hate myself like this, who can look at me like this.
Every day in his life with Ye Fei, he thinks about how to please him, and how to make his husband look at him more. and the endless humiliation that the family brought to me, even if I was beaten and disgusted again and again, I still thought optimistically, this is for my love, I am not afraid of anything.
Oh, love.
I can't find the old Bai Yiya anymore.
I don't know when I started living so humble and cheap in Bai Yiya.
I wiped the water off my face, and I didn't know if it was rain or tears.
I can't continue like this anymore, I will definitely be like Bai Yiya back then!
As soon as I made up my mind, I met someone who made me want to ask her why in my dreams.
"Cheng Xiaoxiao!"
I brushed the drops of water in front of me, staring hatefully at this "good girlfriend" who looked like me.
"Yo, I thought it was you. I thought you didn't have the face to live, but I didn't expect to be in the mood to hang out on such a rainy day. Why, abandoned again?"
Cheng Xiaoxiao's smiling face was unusually dazzling in the rain.
I've never heard her tone like this, probably because she has already sold me anyway, Cheng Xiaoxiao is no longer pretending.
"Why?"
I ignored her unpleasant words and stared straight at her.
Even if she sees it thoroughly, I have to ask her to give me a reason. The person I really believe in, the person I think is my best friend, why did she betray me.
In all the years we've been together, I can ask myself that I've never been sorry for her.
"What's why. β
Cheng Xiaoxiao put away her smile and smoothed her hair casually.
At this time, she was holding an umbrella and was calm.
And I stood in the rain, hideous like a fool.
In the past, when I held an umbrella with Cheng Xiaoxiao, she always tilted the umbrella on my side. At that time, I felt that if such a detail was good to you, it must be sincere, and I was moved by it.
Now that I think about it, my impression is really worthless.
"Why betray me. I took two steps forward and looked at her, and I knew I was embarrassed.
"Do you think there's any point in asking questions like that now? I clearly saw disgust in Cheng Xiaoxiao's eyes.
"Also, let me correct you, I didn't betray you, because I didn't consider you a friend at all. Cheng Xiaoxiao took a step back: "Do you still think that you are very good to me, and think that others should be grateful to you? You are the eldest lady of the Bai family, you are amazing, where can ordinary people like us afford to climb high." β
Cheng Xiaoxiao's eyes were full of mockery.
"Ever since you knew me, I have been Bai Yiya, and my identity is like this. I inexplicably felt colder and colder: "At that time, you said that we would always be good friends, I believe it." β
"Enough, Bai Yiya, don't play any memory cards with me here. Cheng Xiaoxiao became irritable: "Everything I said to you at the beginning was just to deceive your trust." Didn't you see it clearly when I tricked you into Ye Fei's hand? You are really a fool who has been raised, how can I treat a person like you as a friend. β
Cheng Xiaoxiao insulted me very much, for fear that she wouldn't hurt me.
"Cheng Xiaoxiao, you're right, if I weren't a fool, I wouldn't have believed you for so many years, and now you have been sold. I gritted my teeth: "What is there for me to deceive me for so many years, a fool, pretending to be a friend for so many years." β
Cheng Xiaoxiao is my friend who has been with me the most, not one of them.
How much I trusted her, and how painful it was to know her betrayal.
"Bai Yiya, you don't need to treat me with such an attitude, what about the attitude of a victim, do you think I will sympathize with you. I tell you, you deserve it!" Cheng Xiaoxiao glanced at me indifferently: "From the beginning, I deliberately approached you, and I also deliberately pretended to be friends with you by your side, and then deliberately provoked you to escape from marriage." β
I took a few steps back weakly.
"Original....... That's right. I tugged at the corners of my mouth weakly, lowered my head and let the tears flow out wildly.
"You've come to this point, but it's all because you're stupid. will be kept in the dark for so many years, you know how much I hate you for acting like you don't know anything and thinking how happy and sacred you are, you are just a poor worm abandoned by everyone, and it is a waste of time to even lie to you. β
Cheng Xiaoxiao's fresh lips rose, and the words she said were ugly and harsh.
That's the answer I was waiting for, destroying all my hopes.
It turns out that everything I have is a lie created for me by others!