The rain tends to get heavier and heavier, but I don't feel it at all, and only this washing rain can clear my mind enough.

I don't have anything left.

I crouched down a little weakly, and my vision was blurry.

People pass by, but no one stays.

Xia Yanmo was still standing in the corner staring, maybe she should have been sober.

The rain was heavy, and Xia Yanmo couldn't bear it after all.

"Bai Yiya. ”

Xia Yanmo's voice sounded behind him.

My body stiffened, and I still buried my head in my knees, unwilling to look up at him.

Xia Yanmo has seen all my embarrassed appearances, but when I was just about to break with this man, he let him see my most unbearable side.

"Get up. Xia Yanmo's voice was a little tough and irresistible.

But like a fist on cotton.

I just want to shrink myself into my shell now, I don't want to say anything or hear anything.

"Do you think that a rain will change the facts, and that someone will sympathize with you? If you continue like this, you will only be hurt, and no one who has hurt you will feel sorry for it. ”

Xia Yanmo's words are just as sharp, I don't know if it's because I look pitiful, but the tone is rare and soft.

"Since there is no point, you can vent in many different ways, and there is no need to use the stupidest one. You hurt yourself like this, and the people who have hurt you, I wish you could do this. ”

"I don't want to hear anything, Xia Yanmo!"

My hoarse voice sounded, and I raised my head to look at Xia Yanmo.

Tears mixed with rain covered my face, and I knew I had to be as ugly as I was now.

Because I was too excited, my body retreated a little, and Xia Yanmo held the umbrella closer, enveloping my whole body under the umbrella.

"Don't lose your temper. Xia Yanmo's tone was a little more forced, I stopped talking, there was nothing to quarrel about.

I just want to crouch on the side of the road quietly.

The next second, a force pulled me up.

Xia Yanmo pulled me back mercilessly, and I had no strength to resist.

"Xia Yanmo, what are you doing?" I still don't give up and have to struggle.

I was wondering if my current behavior was contrived, homeless squatting on the road in the rain, someone was going to take me away, and I had to resist hypocritically.

"If you move again, I'll you. ”

Xia Yanmo is so high-sounding every time he says obscene words.

Anyway, I finally quieted down in the crook of his arm, and he took me back to the dining room just now.

After throwing me into the co-pilot, he bent to the co-pilot. Yes, he threw me straight into the car.

Maybe I was too tired, and I closed my eyes as soon as I got in the car.

It wasn't until I returned to Xia Yanmo's house that I opened my eyes.

Since I'm back here, I don't need him to do it anymore, so I honestly follow him.

There is an old saying that a good man does not suffer immediate losses, and his temper is played once, if I really want to leave, I will really have to grab the bridge hole with the homeless man.

I'm drenched all over now, and my hair is messy and clinging together. Fortunately, I wore a coat today, so that there was no risk of going out.

So I once again appeared in Xia Yanmo's house with such a different look.

I don't know if it's because he saves me every time.

"Prepare ginger tea. ”

Maybe it's because I'm calming down now, but the coldness of my clothes makes me shiver a little.

Xia Yanmo's tall back made me a little sour.

"How long will you have to stand at the door if you haven't kept up?"

Xia Yanmo turned around and saw me who was still standing, and said lightly.

I followed him briskly, and he walked to the bathroom at the very end. Standing at the door, he hesitated for a moment, and watched him go straight to the bathtub.

I couldn't figure out his behavior, so I stood at the door stupidly and didn't dare to move.

Xia Yanmo put a pot of hot water, and when I looked at his face in the haze, it was a little blurry.

This man is really good-looking.

Xia Yanmo reached out to the bathtub to test the temperature, and then turned off the water.

"Come here. ”

Xia Yanmo turned his head, and through the hazy heat, I felt that his eyes were shining so brightly that I couldn't take my eyes off.

Somewhat obsessed, I watched him walk over.

It wasn't until I walked in front of him that I realized that I had been looking at him for so long.

"It seems that you are indeed pleased with my face. ”

Xia Yanmo was satisfied with this, and the smile in his eyes was a little more.

"Take off your clothes. ”

Xia Yanmo suddenly said very beautifully.

"Huh?" his jumping nature made me unable to react.

"Or are you going to take a shower in your clothes?" Xia Yanmo looked at me with his arms crossed.

My face suddenly turned red to the base of my neck, because I was thinking too much. It's all because Xia Yanmo always says something misleading.

Having enough of my embarrassed appearance, Xia Yanmo walked out of the bathroom slowly and closed the door.

The bathroom was quiet, and I looked at the man with red and swollen eyes in the mirror, and the loneliness in my heart suddenly surfaced again.

Take off your clothes and relax on the edge of the bathtub, and your tired body is released at this moment.

I really experienced too many things this day, I was tortured and tossed by Yin Zhishuang's woman, I was dragged by Xia Yanmo to block the peach blossoms and verbally humiliated, and I was given the heaviest blow by Cheng Xiaoxiao.

I leaned weakly against the edge of the tub.

Why are these things being smashed at me in one go?

Once people relax, they will think of more things, and in all my misfortunes, Xia Yanmo rescued me when I was most desperate.

And his repeated disdain is only because of the hurt I gave in the first place.

I immersed myself in the tub, and the water that submerged me was what made me forget everything.

When I came out of the bathroom and returned to the room, Xia Yanmo was already sitting on the edge of my bed.

"This is ginger soup, you drink it first, I don't want to give you sick leave. ”

I picked up the bowl of ginger soup and drank it, and when I put down the bowl, I looked at Xia Yanmoyun's light eyes, and the suppressed desire to cry came up again.

My body is faster than my thoughts, and I hugged Xia Yanmo in the next second.

Xia Yanmo's arms were very wide and warm.

"Xia Yanmo. I called his name in a hoarse voice.

"I'm here. Xia Yanmo's voice was not good.

"Xia Yanmo, I regret it. I grabbed his clothes for fear that he would run away: "I'm just stupid, I'm just brainless! That's why they've lied to me for so long, and they're going to be kept in the dark like a fool who doesn't know anything." I deserve it, I deserve to be used, I deserve to be played!"

Xia Yanmo didn't speak, but just stroked my back with one hand.

"Cry. ”

My crying became even more miserable, and Xia Yanmo didn't say anything.

Until the end of the crying hoarse voice, I don't know when, I fell asleep in his arms.