Chapter 21: The Mess

Maybe it's because people have been very fond of seeing my desperate and painful appearance recently, and my current decadent appearance obviously makes Cheng Xiaoxiao feel better.

"By the way, it's not just me, but also Ye Fei. Cheng Xiaoxiao's eyes flashed with a vicious light: "He has never loved you, never!"

"Smack!"

There was a loud slap in the air.

Cheng Xiaoxiao's head tilted to the side, and the umbrella in her hand fell to the ground.

"Cheng Xiaoxiao, why are you doing this to me. ”

My voice was surprisingly calm, and I asked the words word by word.

My slap was not light, almost reflexively used all my strength, and Cheng Xiaoxiao's delicate face immediately appeared with heavy red marks.

Cheng Xiaoxiao may not have reacted that I would do something to her, and she still maintained a sideways head posture.

"I've said it all, it's all your own stupidity. Cheng Xiaoxiao said sharply: "What, I said that I lied to you, you still don't feel anything, as soon as I mention Ye Fei, you can't control it?"

I looked at Cheng Xiaoxiao's taunt and didn't speak.

"You are really affectionate to Ye Fei, so affectionate that he is a pervert who only wants to wag his tail and beg for mercy at the hands of women, and you are also dead set on him. No wonder you haven't noticed anything unusual about you for so many years, it turns out that you are not pretending to be good at all, it is you who are bent on losing your brain for your so-called love. ”

Cheng Xiaoxiao continued, her every word smashed into my heart.

Her words were hard to hear, hard to hear like a hand around my neck, suffocating me and making me breathless.

Cheng Xiaoxiao is right, I am wishful thinking. I don't remember when Ye Fei said he loved me, and when he gave me a little more comfort.

But I just jumped headlong into it, and I didn't want to come out.

Is it the obsession that I thought the word love gave me, or did it become a habitual pursuit.

Cheng Xiaoxiao's words pierced my body and heart, and no one knew how painful I was now.

I've never been so disgusted with Cheng Xiaoxiao, even the day she left me in Ye Feina. I didn't hate her so much, she abandoned me, betrayed me, and took off my last fig leaf.

In fact, in the end, I should know better than anyone else, but I still don't want to know it.

Ye Fei has been reluctant to touch me for so many years, I think he is just cold by nature, he and Yin Zhishuang have been secretly Chen Cang longer than they have been with me, even if I have seen some of their intimacy, I think it is the relationship between teachers and students.

It was I who made excuses for them again and again, and made excuses for Ye Fei's deception and concealment of me!

When they were thinking about how to make me believe in them better, when they betrayed me, I was still thinking about how to make my lover like me more, and I admired and thanked my mentor for bringing me such a beautiful love.

After all, in this scam, it turns out that I have always been giving them a chance to find existence.

No matter how vigilant I am, no matter how much self-love I have, things won't come to this.

How stupid am I to ignore it all!

I think they did treat me like a fool all these years, everyone around me knew the truth of the matter, and I was the only one who was kept in the dark and stupidly thought that I was pursuing happiness.

As a result, the happiness I pursued with all my might was the culprit that threw me into the abyss.

It seemed that even the air was laughing at my stupidity and pathos.

"Cheng Xiaoxiao, your acting skills are really good. ”

I looked at her with hatred, in so many past interactions, even if there was no emotion, how could I never have such a deep hostility towards me.

That's how much of a failure I am as a human being.

"Thank you for the compliment. Cheng Xiaoxiao laughed: "Anyway, if you slapped me, it should be offset for so many years." ”

It turns out that after so many years, it is casually gone.

That's right, it's a hoax, and I'm really the only one in this scene.

They're just kidding me, but I'm still taking it so seriously.

"Cheng Xiaoxiao, your heart is really ruthless. My voice quickly dissipated into the rain.

It turns out that a person's heart can be so cold, no matter what we go through together, it can be an illusion.

Cheng Xiaoxiao shrugged her shoulders indifferently: "That's it, I'm leaving, I hope I won't see you again in the future, no see." ”

The current Cheng Xiaoxiao is the same person as the Cheng Xiaoxiao who swore that he would be a good friend with me for life, his appearance has not changed, nothing has changed.

It's just that I don't know, it turns out that everything is fake.

These days, I have secretly wondered if there would be any misunderstanding about what happened that day, and if there was any difficulty in her.

Even if she left me there like that, there was still a glimmer of hope in me. Because I really don't want to believe that some things that I really give can be fake.

Sure enough, people still have to wait until hope is completely shattered to come to their senses. Otherwise, I always want to find some excuses to fill it, which can be regarded as comforting my self-imagination.

That's why they use my love for them again and again to deceive me and hurt me.

Cheng Xiaoxiao stopped talking, at this time she was already a little embarrassed by the rain, bent down to pick up the umbrella that fell aside, and Cheng Xiaoxiao left without looking back.

When Cheng Xiaoxiao passed by me, my tears burst out instantly.

I unreservedly present myself to the people I love the most, who understand me and eat me. Just like now, hurt one by one, leave one by one.

A tall, tall voice stood around the corner, quietly listening to the conversation.

I heard it clearly from beginning to end, it turned out that the escape from marriage back then was not so simple.

The deception of this woman named Cheng Xiaoxiao did not just start from deceiving people into Ye Fei's hands, but from so long ago.

Then his marriage with Bai Yiya is only one of the parts that others use to make a game.

It wasn't until Cheng Xiaoxiao left that Xia Yanmo turned sideways and hid in the dark, his eyes becoming more and more gloomy.

Bai Yiya is no longer the only one involved in this matter, and the Xia family was ridiculed in the celebrity circle at the beginning.

Even if Xia Yanmo never pays attention to anyone's gossip, it doesn't mean that he can tolerate others to use his marriage as a bargaining chip and treat Xia Yanmo like a fool.

Xia Yanmo looked at Bai Yiya standing in the rain again, his eyes were deep.

Reaching into his jacket pocket, Xia Yanmo took out his mobile phone.

"Wu Fei. Xia Yanmo's voice was low: "Check out all the interpersonal relationships of Bai Yiya within five years, no matter how big or small." ”

After instructing the assistant, Xia Yanmo put the phone back in his pocket and looked back at the front.