Sun Lili almost decided to give birth to her second child with a gambling mentality. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"They didn't let me give birth, I wanted to give birth, and now they want me to have an abortion, why didn't you wear a condom at that time?" When she said this, her face flushed, she was both angry and shy, her eyes were fixed on the coffee cup in her hand, and she didn't dare to raise her eyes to look at her best friend Su Qing sitting opposite her, as if she was saying this to the cup of coffee.

Yes, this kind of thing can neither be said to parents, nor is it inconvenient to say it to outsiders, even if the girlfriend sitting opposite is from childhood to adulthood, it is embarrassing to share, so it is quite unnatural. However, if the bitter water in this stomach is not poured out, Lily feels like she is about to explode.

These days, the family is restless, and the beginning is the child in her womb that is not yet formed - the second child.

"Do you think this family is quite unreasonable? How can there be any reason to force his daughter-in-law to have an abortion? Isn't this child his Qin Dabao's?" Seeing that Su Qing was slow to express her position, Sun Lili asked again. She felt that she had been single-handedly fighting for the past few days, and she was about to be unable to support it, and at this time, the support of the people around her was particularly important to her.

"It's quite pitiful for children. Su Qing said unhurriedly, "But if the family situation really doesn't allow it, you can also think about it again." Su Qing's answer was decent, she stayed out of the matter, so she didn't need to be angry like Lily, reason has always been Su Qing's talisman.

No, no, no, but that's not the answer Lily wants. What she wanted was a loud and categorical answer, "Can't fight!" Unfortunately, Su Qing couldn't give her such an answer.

"I knew that it was useless to ask you, and you always spoke to them. Lily sulked.

"Husband and wife live together, that is, you listen to me, I will let you take a step, otherwise you will go straight, how can you survive for a lifetime?" Su Qing felt that Lili's mind was full of simple and crude ideas of fighting to the end at the moment, and she was really not suitable for adding fuel to the fire.

"But I can't do anything against my will. Lily was stubborn, and she regarded anything that disagreed with her as something against her will.

An afternoon tea ended in a gloomy atmosphere. But the story of the second child in Sun Lili's belly has just begun.

Getting on the bus home, Sun Lili began to be deflated, and her domineering appearance just now was completely gone. Strangers rubbed shoulders in the crowded carriage, and today she was lucky enough to grab a window seat, and for the next nearly an hour of driving, she didn't have to worry about someone stepping on her newly bought leather shoes, and she didn't have to fight hard to make sure that her plump breasts wouldn't hit the back of the middle-aged man in front of her because of sudden braking or something.

"Life is full of helplessness, if you don't have money, you have to be reluctant and worried about such a trivial thing as going home, let alone having another child. Sun Lili understands that according to their current economic situation, it will indeed be difficult to have another child, but for the sake of money, she has become a mother, and she feels unacceptable.

She turned her head to look out the window, her shadow was faintly projected from the glass, the makeup she wore when she went out this morning seemed to be a little spent, and the area around her eyes became dirty, I don't know when it started, she was used to having to put on makeup when she went out, her long hair was a little messy, and her bangs were greasy and listless on her forehead. It's been ten years since I graduated, no matter how good the maintenance is, I can't compare with those young little girls, fine lines began to climb up my cheeks, and the state of my skin was a little dull and rough because of fatigue, but my waist and abdomen didn't go out of shape too much because of childbirth, which was a blessing in misfortune. The only thing that remains unchanged is the pair of charming eyes, and the smile is still full of peach blossoms.

Sun Lili felt that there was nothing extraordinary, she came to Hangzhou from a small county, went to a third-rate university, and stayed in the city after graduation, working in a foreign trade company. It has been three years since I married my husband Qin Dabao, and the process of getting acquainted is even more boring - blind date.

Qin Dabao, who her aunt helped her find, was three years older than herself, from the same small county town as her, and did design in a well-known company in Hangzhou. Qin Dabao has a mediocre appearance, a slightly chubby figure, sparse hair, a round head and a round head similar to his name, just like a big baby, fortunately, his personality is honest and honest. Together, these conditions are a good marriage partner.

Lily hates blind dates, but can't find a reason to refuse.

"Lily, 27 years old, with your conditions, it is already very good to be able to find such a marriage partner, and you will regret missing it. Lily remembers her parents telling her that at the time.

What do you mean by "on your terms"? It sounded harsh, but Lily didn't have the confidence to refute it. Lily's parents are retired employees of the passenger transportation center in the small county town, and the husband and wife drive one and the other buy tickets. Since she was born, Lily's family of three has been crammed into a small dormitory of about 40 square meters, and it has been almost 30 years.

"I always want to have my own room," Lily said to Su Qing through gritted teeth. Now, this family is average, the education is average, the appearance is average, and the work is average, and it is really a blessing that has been cultivated for several lifetimes, at least Lily's family thinks so.

"Lily, don't be willful, you can't eat it if you look good, Dabao is such a real person, and the conditions are quite good, you must grasp it!" Her mother advised her to do so more than once.

If people are poor, they will have short ambitions, why doesn't Lily's mother want her daughter to get out of the current predicament quickly, it would be better if she could jump into the dragon gate and let her parents enjoy the happiness together, but with her daughter's conditions, Qin Dabao seems to be the fastest and most appropriate choice.

"It's a shame, I lost my ambition before I got married. Lily was a little unwilling. She knew very well in her heart that the only feeling she had for Qin Dabao was: she didn't feel it.

Sun Lili doesn't like Qin Dabao, for her, although Qin Dabao's conditions are good, his image is not good, although he is honest and honest, he lacks domineering and humor, when they are together, he will answer whatever you ask, if you are angry with him, he will silently wait for you to heal yourself, and he can't say anything flattering. Once when she was eating out, the two of them argued for some reason, Sun Lili was angry and got up to leave, she felt that before she walked out of the door of the hotel, Qin Dabao would definitely catch up, at least try to pull her back, but when she walked far away, there was no movement behind her, she couldn't help but glance back secretly, but found that Qin Dabao was immersed in the struggle to eliminate the food on the table and couldn't extricate herself. Afterwards, Qin Dabao said that this table of food must not be wasted.

Hehe, Sun Lili doesn't like this kind of grinding and chirping man, even if his girlfriend breaks up today, he has to finish the meal first, because the meal is bought with money, and the girlfriend breaks up for free. Do you not care or are you really stupid? Sun Lili often thinks like this, and often finds herself under the stairs, saying that this kind of man is suitable for marriage, and she is quite depressed after a long time.

The boy she likes in Aquarius must be cool, bad, sometimes domineering, sometimes eccentric, in short, no matter what, she must be overwhelmed in momentum, anyway, it shouldn't be Qin Dabao's hexagram. This requirement has always existed in Sun Lili's mind, and only in the dead of night or when Qin Dabao is half dead will she think of it, sigh and sigh, and silently hang herself.

Life is about like this, what you want most is always not obtained, and what you get is like chicken ribs, tasteless food, and it is a pity to abandon it. We often need to constantly make trade-offs and balances between the two, telling ourselves what to cherish and what to be satisfied. Then in self-comfort and self-deception, he continued to crawl and roll, step by step.

"Really married to such a man, the kind that has the least appetite for himself. Sun Lili thought silently, shaking her head as if laughing at herself. At the wedding, Qin Dabao spoke loudly to Lily for the first time in his history, he said, "Sun Lili, I love you!" Sun Lili smiled like a flower on her face, but her heart was not shocked. Can a sentence of "I love you" make people feel emotional? No, the person who has feelings, even if he just says "fool", can make people's hearts bloom and turn a thousand times. And Qin Dabao's sentence I love you, to Lily's ears, was like the starter's call "Ready, run!" After that, there was a long marathon, and you must not stop until you reach the finish line.

Sun Lili's marathon of married life, with Qin Dabao's sentence I love you, officially kicked off, and then the journey was full of spring breeze, all the way smooth, or the wind and clouds were changing, and the road ahead was rugged? Sun Lili didn't know and didn't want to know, she only understood that there was no turning back when she opened the bow, and she must work hard to run this journey.

In the swaying rhythm of the bus, Sun Lili fell asleep, pregnant with a second child in her belly, although it was only more than a month, but the symptoms of sleepiness have begun to become obvious. In a daze, she had a dream: in the spacious and bright room, a son and a daughter were playing and playing, and she was silently watching from the side, with a satisfied smile on her face. After a while, the children turned their heads and ran towards them, shouting, mom hugging, mom hugging, she stopped the two dolls in her arms, and the three of them giggled happily. Suddenly, a sudden brake woke Sun Lili from the dream, she subconsciously touched her stomach with her hand, and after confirming that it was safe, a look of loss crossed her cheeks, the dream just now was not finished, but she had already made up her mind at this time that she would never beat her child, and she would give birth to him anyway.

At this moment, at Sun Lili and Qin Dabao's house, Qin Dabao's mother Yao Guiying was chattering about brainwashing her son. These days, she entrusted the small factory in her hometown to her husband to take care of, and she came to Hangzhou alone to do ideological work for the young couple.

"What happened to what you discussed with her about that?" asked Qin Mu.

"She wanted to be born. Qin Dabao said lightly.

Yao Guiying jumped up from the sofa, walked up to her son, and poked her son's brain with her index finger.

"What are you thinking? This kind of thing can't be decided by her alone, think about it yourself, your current situation, how do you raise another child? Her Sun Lili has not gone to work since she was pregnant two years ago, and she stays at home every day to enjoy happiness, and said that she will go out to find a job this year, which is good, and she is pregnant again, I doubt that she did it on purpose. ”

Qin Dabao listened to his mother's complaints and nagging, and was silent, in fact, he didn't reject this child very much, of course it was best if he didn't, but since he came, it was okay to accept him, as for the money, Qin Dabao held the idea that the boat would go ahead and be naturally straight, the rich are rich, the poor are poor, according to his current salary of 10,000 yuan a month, if he goes outside to take some private work, life should be able to go on.

Of course, Yao Guiying knows her son's temper, she doesn't want a grandson, it's just that he feels more sorry for his son, she can't watch her son work hard to make money to support the family alone, and her daughter-in-law is enjoying it at home, and she has to give birth to children one after another, how heavy is the burden on her son if she goes on like this! Since Dabao had an acute nephritis when he was sixteen years old and almost died, Yao Guiying has always served him as an emperor and never let him have any hard work. Originally, I thought that although Sun Lili's family background was average, but as the saying goes, the children of the poor are in charge of the family early, and this girl should be a master who can endure hardships, run a family and take care of people, but after marriage, it was found that Sun Lili had no other ability except to give birth to children, and even Qin Dabao had to serve three meals a day on weekdays, and his own son couldn't bear to call for a day. Thinking of this, Yao Guiying was sad, and her eyes couldn't help but turn red.

"Don't you dare to tell her, then I'll tell you, I came here today to tell her well, giving birth to a child, raising a child, what doesn't need money? From milk powder diapers to education and starting a family, you insist on giving birth, but I won't give you a penny!" Yao Guiying gave an ultimatum!

Qin Dabao glanced at his angry mother, with a smile on his face, but secretly prayed in his heart that Sun Lili could come back later, these two are heroes among women, the same violent temper, and the same personality at one point, if you go head-to-head, the heaviest casualty is him Qin Dabao, who will definitely be surrounded and suppressed by the firepower of both sides, unable to attack, unable to retreat, dilemma, and will definitely die.

Both women love me, I love both women, but two women don't love each other, and the two women meet again. There is nothing more tragic in the world than this.

As he was talking, there was a sound of the key opening the door from the door, and it was Sun Lili who had arrived home. A few days ago, she and Yao Guiying talked about this on the phone, and Sun Lili had a big quarrel with him about it, and her words were still echoing in her ears. Today's sudden visit from my mother is the meaning of forcing the palace, and I don't know what to do now.