Zuo Anyuan has no intention of working all day today, and his wife, Su Qing, has disappeared since the wedding party ended that day - not in the real sense of the word, but because she goes out early and returns late every day, or simply rests during the day and works night shifts at night. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info In short, Su Qing is avoiding Zuo Anyuan. In the past few days, their schedules have been almost completely staggered, and Zuo Anyuan wanted to have a good chat with Su Qing several times, but she was tired and blocked back: I'm too tired today, let's go another day! What day is another day? Zuo Anyuan didn't know, he seemed to never be able to wait for that day. Su Qing's deliberate dodging continued, like the light rain in the south of the Yangtze River in the rainy season, ticking and ticking, with no end in sight.

But today, Zuo Anyuan felt that he couldn't wait like this anymore, because today was Su Qing's birthday. Every time in such a hot summer, when the intellectuals on the trees sang together noisily, Zuo Anyuan knew that it was time for him and Su Qing to have a summer vacation. Su Qing's birthday was their summer vacation, and at this time last year, they agreed together that on Su Qing's birthday this year, they would go to Tibet together, and he even began to plan everything silently half a year ago. Now, that distant trip to Tibet has come to naught, and even Su Qing himself has become as unattainable as Tibet. Zuo Anyuan decided that he would succeed in breaking the ice today no matter what, and he must meet Su Qing and have a good talk with her.

Therefore, Zuo Anyuan felt restless all day, he didn't know what the result would be today, in short, he couldn't care so much, he knew that Su Qing was on the night shift today, so he got off work early, went to the cake shop to pick up the cake that had been ordered a long time ago, and went straight to Su Qing's unit.

In the center of Hangzhou, this comprehensive hospital with a history of more than 70 years stands here, and every day, it receives a large number of patients and their families, and every day, there are scenes of joys and sorrows here. Su Qing works at the emergency center here. She likes this job of racing against death, and it is this high-intensity job that helps her fill her body, mind, time, and energy when she is sad and desperate again and again, so that she can redeem herself in the process of saving people again and again.

Today is her third night shift, and she can completely withdraw from her family and reality during working hours, but as soon as she comes home and sees Zuo Anyuan, her heart begins to panic, in the past few years, she has been hiding from her husband the fact that she may not be able to have children, she is full of thought that Zuo Anyuan is the savior of her crippled life, he doesn't love children, and he doesn't care if he can be a father- This fits perfectly with her flaws, she didn't have time to think carefully about the authenticity of Zuo Anyuan's words, she was afraid that such a man would suddenly slip out of her fingers in a hesitation and thought, so she couldn't wait to agree to his proposal.

I have to admit that Su Qing likes Zuo Anyuan's handsome appearance and mature mind, but what she likes the most is his promise to himself - I don't want children, I am willing to enjoy our two-person world with you for the rest of my life. It was this promise, like a spark, that ignited her already extinguished, ash-like longing for marriage.

The story was supposed to end here, and the prince and princess finally lived happily ever after, but Su Qing never expected that this story had just begun.

Zuo Anyuan's sincere request at the party was like a thunderbolt in the clear sky, knocking Su Qing from a beautiful dream into a cruel reality. In the past few years, her married life with Zuo Anyuan has been almost perfect, so perfect that Su Qing is about to forget her flaws, but now, she doesn't know how to refuse her husband's reasonable request, let alone how to explain to him the lie she has been lying all along, she hesitates, hesitates, and suffers, and all problems seem to have become a dead knot because of her lies! Now, does she need to confess to her husband? Can they still be together after confessing? If she doesn't confess, how can she continue to fulfill this lie? Perhaps, she should let go of her stubbornness and go for a secret operation immediately, if all goes well, at most half a year, she may be able to try to conceive a child in secret! But is it possible that this goes so well? What if it still doesn't work?...... Questions and hypotheses crossed her mind like a meteor shower, but she couldn't grasp any of them.

When her mind was jumping in the chaos, Zuo Anyuan was already standing at the door of the emergency room with a cake, and Su Qing's colleagues began to make a noise: Mrs. Zuo, you are so happy, someone chased you to the emergency room to celebrate your birthday. I saw Zuo Anyuan looking at her with a smile and said gently: When you are free, I will accompany you to eat cake.

Su Qing looked at Zuo Anyuan, moved, surprised, ashamed, nervous, and frightened...... A lot of emotions poured out like a floodgate at this moment, and she wanted to go up and give him a hug, but she didn't know what to say after the hug. Maybe I should confess to him, maybe he cares more about me than a child. Su Qing muttered to himself in his heart.

At this moment, there was a sudden noise outside the emergency room, and the sound of shouting and footsteps was chaotic. "Doctor Su, Doctor Su, come to the emergency room!" a small nurse called anxiously. The shouting immediately pulled Su Qing back from her thoughts, "Wait for me!" She threw down such a sentence to Zuo Anyuan and hurriedly left the office.

In the emergency room, a young woman was lying on the hospital bed with her face closed, her expression was slightly painful, she couldn't see the trauma, her mood was calm, she didn't struggle or even moan, so people couldn't see what kind of injury she had suffered. Su Qing walked in quickly with a serious face, and asked the nurses around him as he walked, "What's the situation?"

"At around eight o'clock this morning, I drank pesticides at home, and I was found by my family just now and forcibly sent to the hospital. A little nurse replied.

Suicide? Su Qing was shocked, and unconsciously glanced at the woman on the hospital bed. The woman was conscious, so Su Qing asked her, "What pesticides did you drink?"

"Paraquat". The woman replied calmly.

Su Qing's heart was shocked again, followed by a sudden fall. She looked up at her watch, it was already nine o'clock in the evening, and it had been thirteen hours since she had drunk the pesticide!

"I took a sip and felt a little choked, so I spit out a little bit, and swallowed the rest of the part, and I don't know how much I drank. The woman replied.

Looking at the woman's breezy face, Su Qing's brows became more and more wrinkled, it was not the first time she had treated a patient taking paraquat, this highly toxic pesticide has no effective antidote so far, basically one died one by one, the fatality rate was as high as 90%, the patients were conscious when they arrived, and even felt good, but often after a few days or weeks, their conditions would deteriorate to varying degrees, and finally they died of pulmonary fibrosis or multiple organ failure without exception.

Her head was racing to the point that she could swallow at least 10 milliliters, which was a lethal measure for a pesticide like paraquat!

"Gastric lavage immediately! Prepare for plasma perfusion twice! Notify the patient's family to go through the hospitalization procedures!" Su Qing knew that everything she was doing now was just in vain, thirteen hours! The patient's mouth and digestive tract had been burned by pesticides, and there were serious ulcers, and there were almost no pesticide residues in her stomach, and in thirteen hours, the drug ingredients had already been completely absorbed, and at this moment, they were like terrible poisonous insects, eroding her internal organs. It won't be long before all her organs will show symptoms of varying degrees, her lungs will slowly lose their elasticity and she will not be able to breathe, and she will eventually be awake and painful, and she will die. Su Qing walked out of the rescue room and found the woman's family, she had to tell the truth about the current situation, so that the family could make all preparations.

Outside the rescue room, an old couple was waiting anxiously, and when they saw Su Qing, they hurriedly surrounded them. "Doctor, is my daughter okay? Did we buy counterfeit medicine? She drank it for most of the day, and she cried out that her throat hurt. They couldn't have imagined how their daughter, who now seemed to be completely fine, was moving towards the end of her life.

"It was delivered a little late. Su Qing said euphemistically. "I can't judge the dosage she is taking, and at present, I can only use gastric lavage and blood cleansing, so I recommend that you be hospitalized immediately for further treatment, but the results are difficult to guarantee. "As a doctor, no matter how unbearable it is to say something, you have to say it. She told the old couple about the woman's current rescue situation and the problems she might face next. When they heard this, they fell to the ground and wept.

"I'm only telling you the worst-case scenario, don't get too excited, take care of your health!" Su Qing tried to comfort the old man.

"This stupid child! she is unwilling and reluctant! I know how hard she has been!" cried the woman's father. "It's that bastard who made my daughter what she is today! I, I'm going to call the police and arrest him!" he was extremely emotional, and as he spoke, he took out his phone to call the police. His wife immediately rose up to stop him. "Don't worry about it! Don't worry about it! This medicine was drunk by your daughter!"

"Old man, what's going on?" Su Qing couldn't help but ask.

The old lady replied: "She has been married for more than two years, they have suffered together, the relationship between the two is very good, but there has been no child, my daughter has been pregnant several times, but either the child does not develop or has been miscarried!

How much courage does it take to die? If a person has not reached the end of the road, how can he rather die than live? Su Qing couldn't help but shed tears, but she understood that these tears were not only shed for this woman, but also for herself. She and her patient have such a similar experience, the difference is that the patient is not exhausted, she may only need to change a man to avoid the occurrence of hemolysis, divorce is actually a relief for her, and Su Qing can't change her fate no matter how much she changes, she is the real end. Su Qing felt that he was the more damned one.

It turns out that without children, no matter how loving a husband and wife are, they will be separated! No matter how deep the relationship is, it will disintegrate. She suddenly had a feeling of empowerment, all the previous fantasies were wiped out in an instant, and she suddenly made up her mind to go for treatment! No matter what the result was, she had to work hard, she didn't want to be like the woman in the hospital bed, because of fertility problems and ruin her family, a lifetime of happiness and the most precious life!

She turned around and returned to the rescue room, the gastric lavage had ended, the woman was lying on the hospital bed weakly, she saw Su Qing, and whispered: Doctor, help me, I figured it out, I can't die, I have elderly parents, I still have hope.

Everyone has only one life. Su Qing looked at her pale face and longing eyes, and thought: In the last stage of life, she suddenly understood the value and meaning of survival, and suddenly rekindled her desire for life, for her, I don't know if it was cruel or lucky?

It was late at night when the work was over, and she returned to the office to rest exhausted, and found that Zuo Anyuan was still waiting there. The cake has been planted with candles and everything is ready to go. Zuo Anyuan lay on the table and fell asleep. Su Qing's eyes moistened, she gently lit the candle, looking at the flickering candlelight, she silently made a wish - she will use all her life's strength to love this man well, no matter what happens, she will never be separated from him. After doing all this, she tasted a bite of the cake, so sweet and sweet, until she was tired of it. She walked behind Zuo Anyuan, bent down, pressed her face to his shoulder, and wrapped her hands tightly around his broad chest. Zuo Anyuan was awakened by this action, he felt Su Qing's breath, and said softly: Happy birthday. Su Qing's tears wet Zuo Anyuan's shoulders, at this time, the clock pointed to twelve o'clock, this unforgettable birthday for Su Qing passed, Su Qing felt as if she had been reborn!