Text: Chapter 1028

Ning Hao is ready for everything, only owes the east wind, but it is a pity that Song Zheng, who has done the east wind, no matter how much he looks forward to the newly built Yecheng in his heart, he can't slip away under Guo Lao's nose, so he can only restrain his thoughts and devote himself to the filming of "The Prequel to the Mansion Gate".

"Okay!

After Guo Lao finished speaking, he got up and walked over to Song Zheng, Song Zheng filmed more than a dozen scenes in a row, even if he was beaten by iron, he couldn't stand it a little, and he didn't want to get up when he sat on the chair.

When Guo Lao arrived, he didn't speak, and walked around Song Zheng twice, Song Zheng didn't care at first, but the old man was so neat, he couldn't help but grow grass in his heart.

"Uncle, you are ~~~"

Guo Lao stood still in front of Song Zheng, put his hands behind his back, bent down slightly, looked at Song Zheng, and only popped out for a while: "Grass grows in my heart?"

Song Zheng was stunned for a moment, and said in his heart: Is this old man a director or a fortune teller!

"That~~~~ no!"

Old Man Guo didn't ask: "No matter what it's for, let's shoot this scene, are you right!?"

Yes, there is no better way to do this!

Song Zheng also knew that his attention in the past two days was indeed not as focused as before, the key was that the temptation on Ning Hao's side was too great, for the sake of that Yecheng, the 1+1 company really smashed into real money.

Of course, money is not important, what really matters is that Song Zheng also has the same idea as Ning Hao in his heart: to build a new film and television base.

With such a big thing in my heart, if the grass doesn't grow, then it's called a strange thing!

But no matter how important the matter over there is, the matter on the side of the old man Guo Baochang is even more important.

"Uncle, it's a bit of a thing, but don't worry, I know what to do, or the one just now, let's do it again!"

Guo Baochang smiled and said, "Pull it down! You! Go back today and have a good rest, and when it really stabilizes, let's continue shooting, okay! Call it a day, call it a day!"

The old man spoke, Song Zheng could only pack up his things and go back to the guest house, he was indeed tired, he was too lazy to take a bath when he entered the door, he fell directly to the bed, and he was in a daze after a while.

Just as he was about to fall asleep, the phone rang suddenly, Song Zheng frowned, grabbed the phone with irritability, and didn't look at who called, just connected.

"Hey!who!?"

"Song Zheng, you bastard, you big bastard!"

it!

What's going on?

But before Song Zheng could ask, the other side had already hung up the phone, and Song Zheng took a closer look, and it turned out to be Fan Bingbing calling!

Is this woman sick!?

Fan Bingbing, who was suspected of being sick, was lying in a very simple rental house at this moment, and after scolding, Fan Bingbing felt much better all of a sudden, and the fatigue of so many days seemed to be nothing.

Speaking of which, Fan Bingbing is really a ruthless master, he took Song Zheng's script that day, in order to better interpret the role of Li Baoli, he really went to Wuhan, left behind the halo of stardom, and found a sister in her forties who has been a female flat shoulder for more than 20 years.

At first, she was definitely not adaptable, and several times, Fan Bingbing thought about going home, but the strength to not admit defeat always flares up when she wants to give up, gritting her teeth and persevering, and after careful calculation, it has been more than two months.

Every day, I followed the eldest sister to the street to work, and when I returned to my residence at night, I studied the script, it can be said that even "Guanyin Mountain", which made her win the award for the first time, did not study a role as much as now.

There are several large books of character notes, and his understanding of the role of Li Baoli is getting deeper and deeper, and one of the questions that Fan Bingbing thinks about the most is what is the reason and who is wrong, which finally caused the tragedy of this woman and her family.

Li Baoli is indeed wrong, in fact, not only Li Baoli is wrong, every member of her family is making mistakes, and the only one who can be redeemed is Li Baoli herself.

Li Baoli was born in the market, but she has an instinctive awe of cultural knowledge in her bones, which is the fundamental reason why she chose Ma Xuewu in the first place, and in the end she has no ability to change anything, she agrees with and recognizes her social positioning, and finds the right direction of life.

Ma Xuewu chose Li Baoli more simply, the woman is beautiful, and she has a city hukou, which is in a very practical consideration, which can be seen from the fact that he began to dislike his wife when his social status improved, but this uncle has not been weaned, except for the fantasy in his mind, he has no responsibility on his shoulders, and he jumped into the river in resentment and despair.

Mother-in-law looks down on Li Baoli, she never thinks that Li Baoli is a member of the family, it can be said that Ma Xiaobao's character formation, mother-in-law has played a very big role.

Ma Xiaobao is a very tragic character, he is scheming, his heart is full of resentment, and his final revenge did not break his mother, but only extinguished his last hope of self-redemption.

In Fan Bingbing's view, this story is actually the choice of each character in the face of life's tribulations, although Li Baoli is the person with the lowest level of Chinese in the family, but she has completed self-redemption with her tenacity and simplicity.

And Ma Xuewu's family are cowards in life, and when faced with difficulties, they will only shirk their responsibilities, so their lives can only be real tragedies.

It can even be said that the combination of this family has booked a tragic ending from the beginning, according to the story setting, Li Baoli is the daughter of the urban poor, but she has an urban hukou and a good appearance, she is too low to climb the high branches, nothing more than the same urban bottom or rural phoenix man.

And without Gao Zhi, she thinks that she is married, which is actually the same in any era, which is the root of the tragedy.

Ma Xuewu is a rural college student, there was no expansion of enrollment at that time, the junior college is more valuable than the current one, and it is also very valued, and the unit income is not bad.

But in the family, Li Baoli said yes, very strong, Ma Xuewu's life was very depressed, he was scolded with his son all day long when he rented a house, his mother couldn't take him into the house, Ma Xiaobao and his mother were not close, and he started since he was a child. is considered a cadre in the factory, there are beautiful women who throw themselves into their arms, and there are fierce women in the family who insult them all day long, so Ma Xuewu cheated.

The words of the moving worker only stimulated a little, Ma Xuewu said that divorce is also angry, and people like him will be angry at home while cheating and living a double life.

It was originally a matter of two days of the Cold War, but it turned out to make Li Baoli suspicious and found out about Ma Xuewu's derailment. The consequence of calling the police was that the unit knew about it, which caused Ma Xuewu to lose face and his future was completely ruined.

Actually, Li Baoli didn't want to divorce, she just straightened up her husband. From the perspective of family economy, it is stupid to call the police to ruin the future of her husband, make a big fuss, catch rape in bed, and not make trouble to the unit.

Two people with problematic personalities, under the trick of fate, become husband and wife, and the final result is to create a tragic family.

When I read the script for the first time, Fan Bingbing's deepest feeling was that Li Baoli was not worth it, and felt that this was a very poor woman, her husband was cheating, and her son was centrifuged, for a woman, is there anything worse than this?

It is said that poor people must have something to hate, Li Baoli, who always lives with one breath, shows pity everywhere in the whole story and even in the first half of her life.

For a married woman, the most trusted people are her husband and children, and Li Baoli's aggressive image of a fierce woman destroys not only her family, but also her own life trajectory.

If her husband had filed for divorce, she would have been able to agree, and everything would not have ended up in the end, and she had suffered for ten years in exchange for an ending of leaving the house.

But what can a woman do if she really can't understand what happens to her suddenly like a divorce?

The most painful thing in marriage is that everything you thought was fine yesterday was fine, but the misfortune of divorce suddenly came.

Li Baoli, who wants to be strong, is painful, helpless, unwilling, she is unwilling, she does not accept, she has never thought about it, her husband and her incompatible character with each other, Li Baoli who is not emotionally intelligent enough, she dislikes her man fiercely, and at the same time grabs this man tightly, and can only let her man hide away from her in the pull.

Li Baoli really doesn't understand the softness that a woman should have, her husband died, and she was ruthless to provoke the beams of the whole family, she thought that this was a hundred times less painful than divorce.

When the sun forced her to the end, Li Baoli, who laughed at everything, did the manual work of making money quickly. Once the pain had passed through her compression, it was all more than another feather falling from the burden.

In Li Baoli, there are multiple personality traits, her care for Sister-in-law He when she is in danger, and she looks down on Jianjian, a little gangster, but with her husband and son, she doesn't know how to build an equal and harmonious family relationship.

She looks down on her husband's so-called cowardice and incompetence, her husband looks down on her domineering and tough, Li Baoli is indeed tough, if she is not tough, how can she do the lowly work in the eyes of others in the wind and rain for ten years. Li Baoli is indeed pitiful, but this kind of life is the most real life.

It wasn't until the end that Li Baoli, who had been strong for half her life, suddenly understood that her so-called concern for her son had never been right, that was the first time, and her glorious motherhood suppressed Li Baoli's life-threatening character for half her life.

Therefore, Li Baoli is wrong, she is indeed wrong, and her mistake is that she did not use the right method to seek happiness for herself.

What exactly is Paula's wish?

Generally speaking, "my husband loves me, my son becomes a talent, lives a happy life, and has great ambitions", just like this, it is no different from all ordinary women in the world.

Is she greedy? Is she bad?

No, how did it end up like this?

Because this person lives a very clumsy life, does not know the essentials, and does things with all her enthusiasm and recklessness, she certainly has the advantages of traditional women, with "great goodness and great love", but she also has a lot of shortcomings in women.

Li Baoli is very spicy, she always has to "win the battle" when she quarrels at home, she is so competitive that it is incomprehensible, and she doesn't love her husband very much.

I don't know why, she has 10,000 men who look down on her, but she is not a powerful person herself, and she has no reliable knowledge and skills, so that when she is down, she has to make money to support her family.

She admires Ma Xuewu's education and knowledge, but wishful thinking that she is much more "noble" than Ma Xuewu, and everything about Ma Xuewu should be used for herself, just because: "He knelt down and said that he would be good to me for the rest of his life", don't you know that people with knowledge and thoughts are the most difficult to be satisfied with the status quo.

Ma Xuewu could not be willing to be subject to Li Baoli, because they were people of different classes after all.

Ma Xuewu was born in the countryside and Li Baoli was born in the city, but Ma Xuewu has been improving as a whole, being the director, accompanying the leader, and often reading books, to be honest, before he was "laid off", he was still okay.

On the other hand, Li Baoli is not enterprising and does a job selling socks with a meager income, does not learn skills, and does not dress up.

With such a person, it is reasonable that the educated Ma Xuewu does not look down on her. The most important thing between husband and wife is to work together with one heart and one mind, think together, work hard in one place, have the same moral standards, you are a gentleman, he must also be a gentleman, you are a hooligan, he is also a hooligan, then it will naturally be like-minded, and it is incomparably compatible.

Not a good match is the starting point of all failed marriages, this couple is not a good match, after a long time, they naturally look at each other and hate each other, but Li Baoli is still a pungent character, Ma Xuewu had to give in and endure, this patience has accumulated mental pressure. Later, he was laid off and committed suicide in despair, Li Baoli is more or less responsible, if Li Baoli is a gentle and intelligent good woman who is missed, then Ma Xuewu has to think about it before committing suicide, so as not to choose to die so resolutely and painfully, Ma Xuewu will not die, and Li Baoli will not suffer so much in the future.

Ma Xuewu committed suicide, there was no word left in the suicide note to Li Baoli, Li Baoli was very resentful of this, Li Baoli hated Ma Xuewu for getting out of her control, so that she had nothing, she hated Ma Xuewu, who loved him back then, really broke off with her, but what did she think about when she was angry with Ma Xuewu? Ma Xuewu hated her? She herself is probably very clear, the most fickle thing in the world is the human heart, and the most difficult thing to change is also the human heart, the relationship has been broken, no matter how it is, it can't be made up.

Why can't we calmly accept reality and admit our mistakes?

Even if you make a mistake in this relationship, as long as you learn from the lesson, change your ways, and build another new relationship, why bother?

In the final analysis, if you plant the seeds of tragedy in the wrong way, you will only reap tragedy in the end. No matter how good the original intention is, it will not end well, and this applies to anyone.

The pent-up hatred is buried in the ground, and one day it will break through the ground in an even uglier posture. Because the human heart cannot be explained by reason, some things can be understood, but not acceptable.

There is no doubt that Li Baoli hurt Ma Xuewu, and Ma Xiaobao gave her back this pain later, this is cause and effect.

After Ma Xuewu's death, Li Baoli "insisted on going her own way" to make money to support her family, which seemed tragic and singable, but it was meaningless, just self-satisfaction, in her own words, "paying off debts".

Li Baoli does not seek progress, does not learn culture, and invisibly opens up a gap with her family. was disgusted by Ma Xiaobao and her grandmother, and in the end, she worked hard and ran around every day, but the people in her family regarded her as an outsider.

In the story, Wan Xiaojing scolded her: Do you think you are a savior, but the people in the house treat you as a long-term worker?

Wan Xiaojing found Li Baoli a little easy office work, but Li Baoli claimed that she couldn't do it without culture, and she felt that it was good to be a flat shoulder.

She herself probably thinks that she is very great, just like a girl in the pain of youth who is unexpectedly pregnant, lies on the operating table and has a fetus and then tears silently, feeling that she has done a great thing, and a man should love himself with tears and tears, and regret hurting himself.

However, the ideal is plump, and the reality is skinny.

Li Baoli is not sober, she is still gambling with Ma Xuewu, she wants to prove to Ma Xuewu in her own way: "Without you, I will still live well." ”

In the story, after Ma Xuewu fought, Li Baoli said to herself, Ma Xuewu, I hurt you, and you hurt me. We flattened out. From now on, I want you to be when you never existed. I'm going to be like the days before I didn't come at all, and I'm going to be myself who came into this world today. I'm going to start a life I've never experienced before, and I'm going to let you know that I, Li Baoli, am a kind and righteous person. Let you know that you betrayed me, you shouldn't, you jumped into the river, you are not worth it. Li Baoli wants to show you well, whether it is in this life or the next life, see where you go to find someone like me.

Li Baoli is like a wounded she-wolf, gritting her teeth and coughing up blood, and she has to fight for a breath to show Ma Xuewu. However, she was wrong, she did not achieve happiness by doing this, the most important thing for people is to love themselves.

To tell the truth, when Fan Bingbing watched the first half of the story, she really didn't like Li Baoli very much, because this woman has the shortcomings that all women have, but she just wants to pretend to be like a man, and her EQ and IQ have fallen into the trench.

Especially seeing what she did in the first half, Fan Bingbing almost wanted to rush into the story and grabbed this stupid woman's neck and yelled: "Wake up stupid woman, why are you pretending to be forced, you are killing yourself." ”

But when she really paid the price for what she did in the end, Fan Bingbing couldn't bear to blame her no matter what.

Li Baoli is of course extremely low in double business, but as described in the stock market, she also has great goodness and love in her heart, so that she has to resist ten thousand arrows piercing her heart, her tragedy is doomed from the beginning, but she herself does not know it, and it is futile to struggle in the whirlpool of life.

Fortunately, Li Baoli still has someone to love, and in the end, she also thought it through, calmly accepted the reality, and there is still half a life to live, and everything can come again.

Look at Li Baoli, and then think about herself, Fan Bingbing doesn't know if she has a chance to start over emotionally.