Chapter 50, Reunion with Cher
I just arrived at Chaolang company for less than a month, one afternoon when I was about to get off work, Dandan suddenly came to me, I asked Dandan to go to the porridge shop at the entrance of Baishizhou small park to wait for me, I went to the porridge shop to find her after work, and invited her to eat a tide casserole porridge by the way.
After leaving work, I said hello to Jialing, found a reason not to go back to dinner in the evening, to meet a friend, and went straight to the Chao style casserole porridge restaurant.
I just arrived at the casserole porridge shop, and a pot of eel porridge and two fritters ordered by Dandan also happened to be delivered. After Dandan asked me to sit down, he filled me with a bowl of porridge, and then filled a bowl of porridge himself, and said, "I can't imagine it, why did I suddenly come to you? ”
"You ghost elf, I haven't seen you for a month, and you laugh at me as soon as you meet, how can you have a lot of worries, can't you be a little mature?" I pretended to be a little angry and said, and when I finished speaking, I asked Dandan to drink porridge, and I opened my mouth to eat.
"It's a little more mature, and it's no wonder that with a mature woman, you should be more mature. Near Zhu is red, close to ink is black, none of our sisters are mature, no wonder you came to Baishizhou with you? Just because people are mature, it is in vain for my sister Xue'er to work hard. ”
Dandan said me unceremoniously, this little girl has sharp teeth, I have always said that she can't say anything, although she said a little strongly, but when it comes to Xue'er, I immediately lose my temper, I can only let her say a happy thing, I wish she could tell me some information about Xue'er.
"Dandan, you don't want to go to the Three Treasures Hall for nothing, you must have something to do when you come to Baishizhou today, right?
"Can you go away? Can you leave the vixen's sister? If you can, I can convince my uncle to take you back. Can you?"
Dandan watched my reaction as he spoke, but my mind was very rational and sober at this time: I can't go back! If I go back, how will I face Xue'er and Ah Zhen? How will I face Xue'er's mother? This is completely impossible! Not to mention that in my helpless days, Jialing has never given up. I've failed Xue'er, I've failed A-Zhen, I can't live up to Jialing anymore! Even if it's wrong, I can only keep being wrong, otherwise, I really don't look like a thing.
Thinking of this, I said to Dandan categorically: "Impossible, Dandan." ”
Dandan said: "I have known for a long time that it is impossible, and I am not here to be a lobbyist, there is someone who wants to see you." ”
I immediately became nervous, grabbed Dandan's hand and asked, "Is it Xue'er?" or A-Zhen?"
"You caught me painfully, big villain, who else can there be except for the infatuated Xue'er who has decided that you have been determined from the beginning and will be able to get ahead in the future? On the day of the exhibition, everyone was dizzy, and people were unwilling, so they had to ask clearly. Hey, you really won the jackpot that day, and the three beauties appeared at the same time, but fortunately I didn't go, otherwise I would have become a husband of the four beauties?
"You ghost girl, you are sarcastic to me again. Where did she come to Pengcheng?"
"Tomorrow, you ask for leave after noon, I will help you arrange afternoon tea in Lingnan Spring, what do you have to say, seize the opportunity tomorrow afternoon." ”
I said, "Okay, I'll go." ”
"After eating the porridge, you can go back first, and wait for me to pay, so as not to make people suspicious. "Dandan still has my heart and thinks about me, and I am grateful to her in my heart! I know that she is hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, but in fact, their sisters are the same! Xue'er is also a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted person.
I quit Dandan and walked all the way back, thinking to myself, I just gave the painting and the diary to Xue'er, and I just took it as a souvenir. I don't know if Cher will accept it?
The next afternoon, I took the drawings and diaries I wanted to give Xue'er, and went to Lingnan Spring Restaurant at about 2:10 o'clock, and I made an appointment with Dandan yesterday to meet at 2 o'clock in the afternoon. Lingnan Spring Restaurant is a sprinkler that I am very familiar with, as soon as I arrived in the lobby, Dandan was already waiting here, and they arrived earlier than me.
When Dandan saw me, he greeted me and said, "In the Magnolia fragrant room, Sister Xue'er is waiting for you inside, I'll go back to the company, my uncle asked me to take care of something, and I'll come over when it's over." After Dandan finished speaking, I looked at the back of her leaving, and gratitude arose, Dandan was so sensible!
With apprehension, confusion and even a little panic, I entered the Magnolia room. Cher lowered her head and tied a pair of fingers in a knot in her chest. When she turned around and saw me coming in, she stared at me blankly, like a stranger, on a first date.
I put down the diary and painting in my hand and walked to Xue'er's side, Xue'er also stood up tremblingly, I mustered up my courage and hugged Xue'er into my arms, neither of them spoke, but tears rushed to flow. Cher buried her head in my chest, and I hugged her tightly, feeling that she was much thinner than when she first arrived, and she was also very haggard, and she was so thin that it made people's hearts ache at the sight. I say:
"It's all my fault, Cher, I'm sorry. ”
Xue'er raised a pair of teary eyes to look at me, suddenly pushed me away, sat back on the chair she was sitting on, and said coldly:
"You're not sorry for me, you're sorry for yourself!" Cher choked up and cried after she said, and the tears were more like springs.
I took the tissue to her, and she ignored me and pushed my hand away again, tears drenching her blouse. I asked Xue'er to push it away, but I had to sit down, and the two of them didn't talk for a while, and the atmosphere was so embarrassing that it was suffocating. Cher stopped looking at me, just pulled out a tissue and wiped her tears like rain.
After about ten minutes, fortunately, the waiter brought the snacks that Dandan had just ordered at this time, and I finally had a chance to speak and said "thank you!" to the waiter!"
I put a snack in Xue'er's bowl, and then said to her, "Xue'er, eat some snacks, I guess you haven't eaten at noon? ”
"You're going to fake good intentions!" said Cher weakly.
I took the opportunity to continue talking, but I was afraid that Cher would not be silent. He asked, "Are you coming alone?" or is your mother coming too?"
"Do you still dare to mention my mother? On the day of the exhibition, you lost all your face, and my mother already hated you to the core! Do I dare to mention you in front of her? It's strange if you don't get scolded! If she knows that I'm here to see you, can she let me come?"
"On the day of the exhibition, I didn't expect you to come, and I didn't know that you would be able to bring your mother and uncle. ”
I said with guilt, and then thought to myself: yes, on the day of the exhibition, Cher should have stood by my side intimately, and the bird snuggled up to me like a human, and then her mother and uncle looked at the two of us, happy, looked at each other and smiled, and then gave a thumbs up, so that Cher could show in front of her mother how right it was to love me and support me all the time! But that day, on the contrary, Cher took her mother to the exhibition hall, and the scene she saw was a scene that completely broke the hearts of Cher and her mother!
Xue'er said at this time: "Before the day of the exhibition, my uncle went to Zhuhai and said that Lao Zhou said that you won the gold medal in this art exhibition, and asked me if I wanted to see it. My uncle still supports me... If he likes you, he is also optimistic about you. However, I took a lot of effort, through my uncle and father, to beg for thanks with good intentions, to use all the words and means at my disposal, and even to go on a hunger strike for three days, so that my mother finally objected to our relationship, and I was a little loose and had to accept it! Moreover, in front of my mother, I also made a poisonous oath: I would rather be single for the rest of my life unless you would not marry! Then he used his father and uncle to do a lot of work on his mother, and he also had a showdown with his mother and said that we have been in love since the third year of junior high school, and if we want to break up the two of us and ask Xue'er to leave Hanzhe, then Xue'er will be depressed for a lifetime, and life is no fun, so it is better to die. That's why my uncle dragged my mother and rushed from Zhuhai to Pengcheng to see the art exhibition and cheer you on. But you...... No wonder my mom said, you're such an ungrateful person!"
After Xue'er said these words, I was even more embarrassed! Xue'er had good intentions for me, she used almost every means at her disposal to persuade her mother to accept me, and she even dissolved me into her life! In her heart, I was everything to her!
I couldn't calm down, thinking about Cher's words, I felt that I was really what they said, an ungrateful person!
Xue'er said again: "From the third year of junior high school, to the town garment factory, to Pengcheng, in your life trajectory, without me, can you live like a person today? What's more, when you arrived in Pengcheng, you accepted Ah Zhen's date again. Originally, I followed you to Pengcheng after high school, and my mother was angry with you. And when I came to Pengcheng, when I heard my aunt say that I saw you dating Ah Zhen, I hated you even more! I may also think of the story that happened to their generation in the past, and the sisters fell in love with my father at the same time, so they didn't let me be nice to you, for fear that I would not end well. But if that's all there is, she probably will slowly try to accept you, after all, she only has me as a daughter. However, you still have Miss Lin's sister, you are really! Especially this Miss Lin, my mother has always wanted to get her away from my uncle, and you are still on good terms with her sister, and you are closer to me than me! You! How do you make me face my mother? How can I be embarrassed? Hanzhe, we are completely done now. ”
Xue'er endured her grief and indignation, and said word by word from the bottom of her heart. When she said this, she couldn't help but bend her hands on the table, put her head down on her hands, and weep to herself, and the miserable cry was like the cry of a cuckoo bird.
In this case, I can't think of any words to explain, and I have no reason to explain, any words are pale and weak, it is really the same as Cher said, we are completely finished. Even if I was forcibly evicted by her mother, in the days after leaving her uncle's company, I was unemployed and fell out of love to the point of losing my soul, even if Jialing pulled me in the lowest days of my life, it couldn't withstand Xue'er's hard work in the past, Xue'er really paid for me, everything she could give me at this stage!
But now, it is impossible for me to leave Jialing and turn back desperately, this is impossible. If so, I'm not human!
"Cher, I'm sorry!"
"Do you know how to say I'm sorry, why are you doing this to me? Why? Why are you doing this? You say. ”
Cher continued to cry. But I really couldn't think of any words to comfort her, so I picked up the diary and said to Xue'er: "Here is a record of me from the beginning of our relationship to the present, you can take a look when you go back, this painting is for you." ”
"Is it really broken? Can't you go to Zhuhai to beg my mother? Couldn't you have forgotten the address I asked Dandan to give you last time? Are you really so desperate? Have you really forgotten the past? Hanzhe? I would rather give up going to college for you, and sacrifice my own future for you! But you, you, and you are now following other women! Loving other women! You! You are really unkind and unjust. ”
Cher's words made me feel ashamed!
I was just about to speak, but Dandan ran in at this time in a panic, saying that the eldest aunt saw Sister Xue'er running to Pengcheng, and chased her over today, just arrived, and was looking for Xue'er everywhere, she asked Xue'er to go back immediately, otherwise the eldest aunt knew that it was worse, so she picked up Xue'er, picked up the painting and diary I gave Xue'er and left in a hurry. When Cher was about to go out, she looked back at me deeply, and cried and said:
"Hanzhe, remember, come to Zhuhai to beg my mother, Hanzhe. ”
I nodded. Watching Xue'er leave me in a hurry, my heart suddenly felt extremely painful.