Chapter Forty-Nine, Homecoming
"Sir, what do you want for dinner?"
The waiter at the original café came over and politely reminded me that I had just woken up, and after Han Xin left, I had been sitting here all afternoon, and I smiled embarrassedly and said thank you, and then paid and walked out of the café.
As soon as she stepped out of the café, Xiaoyan called and said that Da Niu had come to Guangzhou again and asked me to go over and have dinner together in the evening. I took a taxi to Xiaoyan's house, and along the way I thought, this old braggathing is really not interesting, if you want to come to Guangzhou without saying a word first, then come to the party school to study, why did you come again? It seems that Xiaoyan has not given up, is this time for Xiaoyan? But it's okay, after meeting Hanxin, it caused a lot of memories, my mood doesn't seem to be very good, and it's not bad to relax and relax at night, so I have a good drink with Da Niu.
Half an hour later, I arrived at Xiaoyan's house.
Xiaoyan's home white tone is the main color, and only light blue and white are used for decoration in the fabric sofa and curtains, the style is very elegant, but the overall tone is cold, but the windows are bright and clean. There is a bouquet of fresh lilies on the coffee table, and the white ingots are displayed, as if representing the host to welcome the arrival of the guests. The fabric sofa is so clean that it makes people feel that it will be stained as soon as they sit down, which makes people careful.
But the big cow sat cross-legged on it, smoking a cigarette, and seemed to be very unsympathetic, which seemed to be inappropriate in this clean environment, and always seemed out of place.
"Welcome, great painter, I didn't expect us to meet again so soon, come, come, come, please take a seat. ”
As soon as Da Niu saw me coming, he immediately welcomed me with a smile in his big voice, as if he were the master of this place. Then he shouted to Xiao Yan in the kitchen:
"Swallow, Hanzhe has arrived. ”
"Okay, the dishes are ready, just right, let's get ready to eat." "Xiao Yan just finished the last dish, Xiao Yan's cooking skills are good, make four dishes and one soup, the three of them took a seat, Da Niu also brought a bottle of Xifeng wine, he and I began to drink.
"Da Niu, why didn't you hear you say that you were coming to Guangzhou when you were eating at the Chaozhou restaurant, you old bragging, and you are still playing tricks; Yanzi asked you to come? Are you hiding anything from me?" I first tortured Da Niu.
"I ......," the big cow was about to reply, but the swallow immediately rushed to say:
"I didn't let him come, don't buckle it on my head, Han Zhe, have you seen Han Xin?" Xiao Yan immediately helped Da Niu out of the siege, and also diverted the topic.
"Yes, let's talk about the situation of seeing Hanxin, don't talk about me and Yanzi, I can come if I like, what's the matter?" Da Niu said with a glass of wine. He habitually touched his bald head with one hand, which was fat and big-eared, and his face was shiny. His face flushed as he spoke, and he bent one foot on the stool as he spoke. I looked at him, Xiao Yan also gave him a blank look, and Da Niu put his feet back in place in a playful manner, bowing his head and saying nothing.
"Didn't you go to see Han Xin this afternoon?" she told me, why, didn't you see me?" said Yanzi.
"See. I said.
"What are you talking about? Tell me, this great painter has recognized his daughter? But he can write a close-up, Xiaoyan, and write a novel, it will definitely be touching!" said Da Niu while picking up vegetables.
"I'm not interested in revealing other people's privacy, I want to write it yourself, besides, people don't have to be his daughter?" Xiao Yan glanced at Da Niu again.
"Didn't you see them all? Not yet? Hanzhe, what did we talk about? I want to hear about it. Da Niu was still very uninterested, and said reluctantly, regardless of the fact that the swallow had already given him a blank look.
I answered, "Well, it's a long story, and we talked a lot, but we didn't have any topics, so I don't know where to start." ”
"Han Zhe, I heard that after going to Pengcheng, you were very disappointed and even a little confused for a while? It seems that you wrote a letter to Teacher Yufang at that time, right? What was the situation at that time?" Xiao Yan put vegetables in my bowl and said.
Da Niu was also energetic at this time, and he drank a glass of wine and echoed: "Yes, I also heard, Han Zhe, tell me, what happened to Teacher Yufang at that time?"
"At that time, Teacher Yufang's reply to me was also very simple, but the spur was good. Here's how she responded:
'Han philosophical brother as you see:
Men are ambitious in all directions, and if they want to succeed, they must first suffer their minds and work their muscles and bones.
King Gavin performed "Zhou Yi"; Zhong Nieu wrote "Spring and Autumn"; Qu Yuan let go, Naifu "Leaving the Sao"; Zuoqiu was blind and had "Chinese"; Sun Tzu was bare and "The Art of War" was revised; Buwei Qianshu, the hereditary "Lü Lan"; Han Fei imprisoned Qin, "Saying Difficult", "Lonely Indignation" and "Poems" 300 articles, and most of the sages were angry and did what they did. Foolishly think that if it comes, it will be safe. No pain, no gain!
Best regards
An Qi
Jade Fang Pen'
That's it. At that time, she used Sima Qian's "Book of Reporting to Ren'an" to encourage me, and this became a golden sentence that I would think of every time I encountered difficulties in my life. I am very grateful to our teacher, the encouragement she gave me at that time was so important. "I say it sincerely.
"Was it a bad situation? The last time we talked, you didn't mention it. Swallow asked again.
"Yes, in the past few months in Gangxia Village, I was unemployed and out of love, I couldn't even eat for a while, and I went to do muddy work for a few days, and I was fired after fighting with others. I am not afraid of the two of you laughing at it, there was a classic practice at that time, which made me feel that I was too great and economically minded at that time, and some of today's economic routines are nothing more than that. ”
The swallow then said, "Tell me, I'm willing to listen to the story." The big cow only cared about eating, and then he also said, "Yes, I am also willing to listen to the story, tell it quickly, Hanzhe." ”
The singing and harmony between the swallow and the big cow reminded me of my memories again-
After saying goodbye to Dandan, I felt that Dandan scolded me very right, especially the problem she said about Miss Lin asking me to help in her new company, which made me fall into a deep conflict. I was extremely confused and had no intention of working, so I tried to work as a plasterer in the bamboo forest for a few days, and after a big fight with my co-workers, I was persuaded by the foreman to leave the engineering team, and I vowed not to work in that kind of ghost place again. Before I knew it, two or three months passed. One day, the old landlord came to urge me to pay the rent, and I realized that I had no money to eat, let alone pay the rent. That day, I went to find Brother Zhou, wanting to borrow some money to tide over the difficulties, but the house leak was rained overnight, and Brother Zhou and his wife were not there. I didn't dare to go to Dandan to borrow it, so I could only go back, and when I asked Xiao Zhu, I learned that Brother Zhou and his wife had been back to their hometown for a few days, and it seemed that they would return in a few days.
So what should I do these days?
I don't want to go to Dandan, let alone Jialing, as long as Brother Zhou comes back in a few days, any problem can be solved.
That night, I couldn't sleep again, remembering that it had been nearly two years since I had been in Pengcheng, but I had achieved nothing, so I might as well go home.
But when I returned to my hometown, what did I do? Ploughing the fields? During my studies, I occasionally went to the production team to do farm work, and I rated forty percent of the work, and from the peach dung in Sanyuan Village to the fields at the foot of Liyu Mountain under the Sanjiang Tower, I traveled several miles back and forth, just one morning, and I was hungry and not to mention, and the smell of dung was accompanied all the way, which was really unbearable! And when breaking the cane husk, it was stuffy and hot, and the edges of the cane husk were scratched, and it was like cutting meat with a blade, and the feeling of itching and pain was only known to those who had done it. People in the sugar cane plantations are almost suffocated. It is also very hard to pay the sweet potato box, to take the hoe all day long and half-bend the waist to dig the soil, with waist strength, do it for more than ten minutes, the clothes can be wrung out of the water, sometimes do one or two hours, it is tired and sore back, it is very normal for the palm to blister a few times, and the hand does not obey the call. In short, as a farmer, I resolutely did not go back. Before I graduated from junior high school, I swore in front of my classmates that I would never come back to plow the fields and pick up a hoe in my life, and that I would definitely rely on the pen in my hand to earn money to support my family! Go back to Xue'er's father? Will he accept it? What do the villagers think of me? What do my classmates think of me? What do Xue'er think of me? Will I go back to that poor and white place? That place where I can only get in touch with the outside world by crossing the river by ferry? Where the village is covered with muddy paths when it rains? The half-hidden open dung pits everywhere in front of the house in front of the village, and the place where feces and urine overflow everywhere when it rains heavily? When I was a child, I had to pick up dung while studying, and sometimes I would fight with people for waiting for a pig mother to put, saying that as soon as the pig mother came out, he had been following. Alas, I can't imagine that kind of life when I was poor and scared. If I go back like this, Xue'er's mother will look down on me even more! I said that I can't go back at all.
However, how to solve the problem of having no money to pay rent and no money to eat?
I don't know where to go? Do I persevere, cheer up, get a job, or continue to sink?
The next day, I went to Xiao Zhu's store, and I said to Xiao Zhu, "Xiao Zhu, buy two "Jian" cigarettes, but it will take a few days to give you the money, and they are going to be used as gifts, okay?" because Xiao Zhu knows that I never smoke.
Xiao Zhu said: "Okay, okay, I still can't believe Hanzhe? ”
I told the boss that my friend had given me two cigarettes, which I had brought from Hong Kong, and I didn't smoke, so I had to sell them. The owner of the recycling store was also dark enough, and the money recycled was six yuan less than the price I bought at Xiaozhu, which means that I lost six yuan per cigarette. But I still sold the cigarettes to relieve my urgent needs.
I have a hunch that as long as Brother Zhou comes back, he will always have a way to help me, and I just need to endure it for a few more days.
Five days later, in the afternoon, I was about to go to Brother Zhou to borrow money, but he took the initiative to come to me, and he brought someone with him.
Lao Zhou brought Jialing with me, I was startled, and thought to myself, this Brother Zhou is really right, I brought Jialing for no reason, and I was flustered for a while. I say:
"Lingling, why did you come? This place is not for you. Brother Zhou, you too, how can you bring Jialing here? I don't think I'm enough to be ashamed. ”
Jia Ling didn't speak, looking at the dim room with a little berry smell, looking at the cooking with a king-size kerosene stove and the small aluminum pot on it, looking at the dirty floor, looking at the clothes that were pulled by wires in the corners of the wall and hanging and thrown around, looking at the small beds and shabby rattan chairs that could no longer be simpler, Jia Ling cried, tears welled up. Ignoring Lao Zhou's presence, she hugged me tightly and cried and said:
"It's all my fault, I didn't take good care of you, why didn't I come over earlier, I'm always waiting for you day by day, looking through the autumn water. I just want you to calm down alone, and when you're done healing, you'll come to me. Brother Zhou said that the conditions were very poor, I didn't expect it to be so bad, it was all my fault, I should have come over a day earlier. I thought that if Brother Zhou gave you the address and phone, you would definitely come to me. My sister has already arranged a room with a bathroom for you, and she has been waiting for you to come over, asking me every day, have you come to look for you? When she asked, I thought to myself: Are you intentionally leaving Lingling? Do you no longer love Lingling? Is Lingling bad? You see that you have lost a lot of weight, I know that you are stubborn, if I don't come, you may not look for me anymore? Hanzhe, Lingling loves you, Lingling is willing to be with you for the rest of her life, and Lingling's heart will always follow you. Let's not live in this place, let's move away, go to Baishizhou, go to my sister's company, okay? There must be a place for you to come into play! This is not a place where people live, don't be depressed here, okay? Listen to me. ”
Jialing's words touched me, I hugged her very tightly, and the separation of these months made the two of them cherish this reunion even more. I had mixed feelings and thoughts, and I even cried with Jialing.
"Lingling, let's not cry, don't cry, I know that you are the most considerate of me, and I know that you love me, and Hanzhe also loves Lingling. It's me who is not good, I shouldn't have worried you, I'm sorry, Lingling, I'm sorry! I caressed Jialing's hair affectionately and said emotionally.
Jialing looked up at me and said, "Han Zhe, since we met at Brother Zhou's house, I have long told myself in my heart that no matter how poor and miserable you are, I must be with you, from now on, I will go wherever you go, and we will no longer be separated, unless I die." Do you know how much I've missed you these past few months, I've been thinking about you all my dreams, and I think you're going crazy when you think about it. ”
At this time, I held Jialing's chin with both hands, wiped her crystal tears with my thumb, and then looked at Jialing affectionately, we looked at each other with four eyes, respectively, each other's lovesickness in the past few months, and completely poured out at this moment of reunion, Lingling was full of mature charm, her plump breasts peaked against my chest, and her red lips were like fire ** to me, I kissed Jialing's flaming red lips deeply, and she kept kissing me. She held me tightly with both hands, and I caressed her with both hands, her breasts rhythmically falling together, and the hearts of the two of them beat violently, and the heartbeat sounded. We were like no one around, immersed in the excitement of reunion after parting.
Brother Zhou went outside the door to smoke at this time.
After a passionate kiss, Jia Ling said:
"It's all your fault, I'm waiting for you every day in my sister's company, I think about you every night, I don't think about tea and dinner, and my sister also said, I'm really going crazy. She asked me, why didn't you take the initiative to let Brother Zhou take me to you? You, you're bad! You're bad! You, you don't miss me, you think about others?"
I hugged Jialing tightly again, kissed her deeply, and then whispered softly in her ear:
"I think, Lingling, I think, I think about it specially, I think about it every night! I think about you all the time, you are so beautiful, and you are so good to me, I can't be grateful, Lingling, I love you! I will forget you. ”
Lingling closed her eyes, enjoying the tenderness and love I gave her at this moment. After a while, she opened her eyes and said:
"Then you want to move today, follow me to my sister's company, my sister said, if you go, I will hand over the company's production management to you, and be responsible for the management of the whole factory, because she will not come out of Uncle Xue'er's company for the time being. ”
"It's over, it's over, it's over? Yes, this stinky boy has a little talent, and there is no one in his eyes, if it weren't for Jialing saying that I must see you today, I wouldn't care about you, I also brought Jialing for the sake of Mr. Lin's treatment of me. You kid doesn't know how to cultivate in your previous life, but you actually met Jialing, a good girl, and you don't know how blessed you are in the midst of blessings! If I don't come, I see how long you can last? Xiao Zhu told me everything. "Brother Zhou came in at this time and teased me.
Jia Ling let go of me at this time, her face was flushed, she took Brother Zhou's hand with both hands, and said coquettishly:
"Big brother, I know that you are good to me! Hanzhe also knows that you are better to him than to his own brother. ”
"Really, why don't you pack your things? If you stay in this place for a long time, people will become stupid, hahaha. Brother Zhou laughed to himself after speaking.
Jialing and I immediately packed up my things, said goodbye to the landlord and went to Miss Baishizhou Lin's company together. In this way, I became the production manager of "Pengcheng Chaolang Wedding Evening Embroidery Co., Ltd.".