At this moment, Wang Zijin could barely breathe.

She stared at Qin Baobao in a daze, for a long, long time, her eyelashes trembled, and bean-sized tears rolled down: "What about me, what about me?"

"He's my first man, I hope it's the last, and I love him too, I've never loved a man like this. I turned my face against my parents for him, and I said that I would be happy even if I drank cold water with him, and you all shut up for me....... Now you let me give him back to you? What do you let me do?" Wang Zijin gritted his teeth and wiped his tears: "What if I give it back to you, can you be together?" No matter how enlightened Uncle Qin is, can he tolerate the marriage of his son and daughter? Does he know about this, and if he doesn't, where will you put your aunt?"

"Take a step back, even if he is willing, can you really be together in a down-to-earth manner? Two high-profile sisters and brothers in the entertainment industry, the people of the whole country are looking at you. How are you together? If you insist on being with him, you will ruin him. Even if you don't care, have you ever thought about your parents? They will struggle in the gossip in the days to come, do you want your parents to have such an old age, Uncle Qin is still a university professor, how should he face the teachers and students of the school. What do friends and relatives think? I have been a sister and brother for more than 20 years, and if we say that we are together, we will be together, even if there is no blood relationship, if it is a normal person who has been a sister and brother for 20 years, the blood relationship is no longer important. They will think that they already had an indecent love when they were still sisters and brothers, how can you make your parents embarrassed. ”

"It's useless for you to explain, if the explanation is useful, there will still be online violence? There will be rumors that accumulate and destroy the bones? You and Qin Ze have come to this day, do you know how many people are red-eyed, and they alone can make you two never turn over. Do you want to be a joke and a negative example that has been rare in the entertainment industry for decades? Being poked in the backbone and scolded for a lifetime? How will children deal with themselves in the future? ”

By the end, her tone was already excited.

"It's useless to go abroad, in this era of increasingly developed communications, going abroad doesn't help, reputation is irreversible, and from the day you two become top public figures, there is no turning back. Unless you live in a poor and backward countryside all your life, but are you willing, is he willing? So regret it, you can't be with him for the rest of your life. ”

Qin Baobao instantly lost all his essence and energy, like a withered and withered flower.

......

"Sister Man, the last time I talked about the featureless boy, he was suddenly confessed by a beautiful goddess one day, in fact, before that, there was a goose-faced goddess who confessed to him, but this one is not the same, this is a brainless fan. It is to worship you very specially, and is willing to sing with a loud voice: You are electricity, you are light, you are the only myth. At that moment, he was happy in his heart, and it just so happened that he also had a good impression of that goddess, although there was no such thing as love at that time....." Qin Ze spit out green smoke.

Pei Nanman held the tea, his face did not change color, the teapot was replaced with a blue and white treasure with a beautiful glaze, the price was ten times that of the first break, this teapot she kept as a collection for many years, if it was broken, Pei Nanman would definitely hang Su Yu up and fight.

She knew that what Qin Ze was talking about, wasn't it just the matter of getting drunk and making a mistake that day, and taking a blood from Su Yu, she had heard it many times, and her ears were almost calloused when she heard it.

Always show affection in front of others, and it's not annoying.

But before the two of them, there was actually a girl who loved him deeply. Qin Ze paused and took a puff of his cigarette, "The boy was born in an ordinary family, he has a beautiful and lawless sister, relatives and friends praise him, and the three good students are soft, compared to the younger brother who has never been obtained by the activists, it is particularly unbearable." But children are also dignified, and children are more fragile and sensitive in their hearts. So he began to try to please his sister, as long as he could play happily with his sister, when she enjoyed the praise of the elders, the boy could also rub her glory, and he didn't want the elders to praise his sister, but shook his head and sighed helplessly. ”

"But stupid is stupid, there is really no way at all, the world's largest distance is the distance between IQs, innate, no matter how hard you try, it won't help. He longs to be a good person like his sister, to enjoy the praise of his parents as much as she does, to be thumbs up by his relatives and teachers, and if he can't become like that, then, he will get her. Qin Ze lowered his head and looked at Pei Nanman: "Yes, get her." ”

"You probably won't understand the pain of a mediocre person. No matter how mediocre a person is, he fantasizes about playing a sad piano piece on stage at the school's Spring Festival Gala, and then the girls and female teachers in the school obsessively look at his melancholy back, and they can't extricate themselves. ”

Or when I came home from school, suddenly there was a ten-mile long car driving to the school gate, and the housekeeper in an elegant and straight suit, combed his gray hair, put a white handkerchief on his neckline, and had to bow ninety degrees, and said respectfully: Young master, the master asked me to take you home. ”

"Or, when a group of thugs in the school are fighting for a beauty, making a lot of trouble and attracting the attention of countless students, you suddenly jump out with a cigarette in your mouth and ..... The look and tone must be light, so that it looks forced, and said lightly: This is my woman, if you don't want to die, just get out. ”

Pei Nanman: "......"

She said in her heart, the inner drama of your youth is so rich, I can't even complain.

"Don't you think it's ridiculous, but he wants to think about it and wants to go crazy. But the real him, no more mediocre, medium in learning, average in sports, and a gentle personality.... In fact, this is the flattery and helplessness of the philistine to the world. Qin Ze's smile was bitter at first, and then he suddenly thought of something, and the corners of his mouth twitched: "When he went to junior high school, the beautiful sister of Troubled Water caused trouble again, at that time, the gangsters who didn't study were plotting territory in the school, and when they saw beautiful girls, they asked to be their girlfriends, and the eldest brother without a sister-in-law was an incompetent eldest brother." She is so beautiful, she has become a favorite for the big brothers. ”

"The opportunity finally came, my sister stole a hundred yuan from the house, and there were twenty people, saying that as long as you help my brother "suppress the formation", she will give five yuan each..... Five yuan, at that time, the popsicle was only five cents, and five yuan could eat a big fish and meat in the cafeteria. Then she found the gangsters and said that she was a first-grade Qin Ze woman, so if she was a man, she would draw a knife. ”

In fact, at that time, as long as she asked the teacher to explain the situation, those gangsters would not dare to provoke her, she was a top student, and the school attached great importance to top students. ”

Pei Nanman commented: "I'm not old, but my scheming is not small. ”

"I've never been so pushy, going head-to-head with the bad school student boss in front of dozens of people. In the end, I won, and the fight between the children is very simple, as long as you are not afraid of pain, fight to the death, it is not difficult to win. Although I looked even more miserable, I yelled at him loudly, and I said: Qin Baobao is my woman!" Qin Ze grinned: "I have remembered this sentence for many years, and I am really a little excited to think about it now." ”

Pei Nanman was silent.

After that, the boy's heart "get her" The idea of "getting her" became stronger and stronger, like a black seed, buried in his heart, absorbing the negative emotions of the outside world, and gradually blooming black flowers. ”

From then on, he began to pay attention to his sister's beautiful figure and beautiful face, and watched her breasts become more and more plump, with a girlish demeanor. He is still good to her, but it is no longer the family affection of the younger brother to please the sister, but a kind of admiration at work. One day, when he was playing with his sister, the friction of his limbs gave him a physiological reaction. In his adolescence, he suddenly understood that it was no longer difficult for him to treat this sister who had been with him for more than ten years as family. He felt a great sense of guilt about it, and felt disgusting, disgusting like a creature in a filthy pigsty. ”

Until one night, my sister knocked on the door of his room while his parents were asleep, and they slept in the same bed and talked about unnutritious topics. The younger brother is very well-behaved, and he feels that if he exposes his inner impulses, his sister will never be close to him again. But God did not close all the windows for this inferior, ordinary child, and left him a window..... That night, his sister kissed him. ”

Pei Nanman was stunned.

In the darkness of no more light, he heard his sister's rapid breathing, imagined his sister's flushed face, moist and shy eyes, and a huge sense of happiness exploded in his heart. He was sure of one thing, his sister liked him. It's not a simple sibling relationship, but the kind of love like a girl secretly likes a boy. ”

Qin Ze smiled bitterly: "But so what, his life is so mediocre that there is no bright spot at all, such a person, except for going with the flow, what ability does he have to change his fate, he doesn't even dare to blush with his father, all he can do is hide that love in his heart silently." ”

In the years that followed, the two tacitly hid secrets, and a secret kiss could be sweet for a long time. They went through junior high school, they went through high school, they went through college. Let that feeling ferment in my heart, no one dares to touch it, my sister stubbornly refuses to go on a blind date and refuses to have any boyfriend. Because she has already chosen someone in her heart, that useless brother. ”

"My brother has to be rational, he knows he can't do it, and deep down he feels that he can't do it. He is so useless, and his greatest interest is the big house that the family is destined to leave to him. So he started trying to find a girlfriend...... Time will always dilute everything, no matter how much the love of the sea and the mountains is no match for time, the most perfect ending of the two of them is that he marries a local daughter-in-law, and his sister marries an excellent man. ”

Later, when the boy finally grew up, he began to show his talents, becoming a child praised by relatives and friends, and becoming a child of someone else's family. He turned his hands into clouds and rain in the entertainment industry, he was invincible in business, and he made money every day. However, the cowardly nature took root in his heart, even if the name was not related by blood, he still didn't dare to have a showdown with his parents, and he didn't dare to tell his parents loudly: Qin Baobao is my woman....... He was in the bones. ”

So while holding on to his sister, he longed for fair love from other women. ”

He ..... Floated. ”

Pei Nanman knew why Qin Ze said these words to her, and he also knew what Wang Zijin was doing. It all started with yesterday's news.

"Now that he has got the love he wants, then why not stop the precipice, there are too many beautiful things in life, there will be people who miss it after all, and you shouldn't be obsessed with the past. If you know it's wrong, you should cut it off. Pei Nanman said softly.

"Keep chopping," Qin Ze muttered, "Others only see him radiant and glamorous, but who has seen his humble and cowardly side, and who likes that incompetent and useless him?"

"It's just my sister. He said.

Pei Nanman was silent, not knowing what to say.

For the first time, the confident and calm, talented young man in front of him shed his heavy armor in front of her, and inside was a timid and humble little boy.

Maybe this is the real him?