It was half past one in the morning, the street lights illuminated the wide elevated road, and Wang Zijin was driving a small red BMW, driving on the slightly deserted elevated road, his eyes looking straight ahead, the focus in his pupils sometimes dilated, sometimes contracted.

She seemed to be preoccupied, in fact, she was deducing the battle situation in her mind, whether she should be strong or gentle, the answer is the latter, the monster is the same as her brother, she belongs to the soft and not the hard.

But emotionally, it's not a good thing to be too soft, and you still have to be hard when it's time to be hard.

So I'll be improvised.

Wang Zijin felt that he was an undefeated general and was going to the battlefield alone.

In fact, since she was a child, she has been a winning general in this regard.

Love is a battlefield for any woman, and every woman must have the consciousness and determination to guard love.

After getting off the elevated road, driving for another ten minutes to reach the nest, Wang Zijin almost collided with a Volkswagen sedan on the side when he shuttled the traffic light, but fortunately both sides reacted quickly and braked sharply.

The glass of the driver's seat of the Volkswagen was lowered, and the driver poked his head out and scolded him.

Wang Zijin looked up and found that it was already a red light, and she unknowingly ran the red light.

He patted himself on the cheek, cheered up, ignored the driver's beep, slammed the steering wheel, bypassed the Volkswagen, and drove away.

Driving into the community, she turned on the lights on the roof of the car, pulled down the mirror of the visor, and tied her long black hair with curly ends into a ponytail.

But a ponytail will add a touch of simplicity and sophistication to her to look strong.

After doing all this, Wang Zijin slowly exhaled a breath of turbidity, drove out all the unfavorable emotions, turned off the engine, pulled out the key, locked the car door, and in one go, she strode towards the residential building, and her back was very much like the female general who went to the battlefield alone.

Pushing open the familiar door, the living room was brightly lit, Qin Baobao stood by the window, silently looking at the lights of the city, if Wang Zijin's back was a general who walked towards the battlefield with determination, then she was the lost queen, lonely and lonely.

Wang Zijin paused and looked at her silently, Qin Baobao looked at the night scene, and she looked at Qin Baobao's back.

In Wang Zijin's mind, Qin Ze's song "Don't Speak" suddenly appeared, and there was a lyric in it that was very appropriate: willingly, use a black pencil to draw a silent stage play.

In such an atmosphere, she suddenly found that all the lines she had prepared seemed to be unsuitable for the opening statement.

In this silent stage play, she felt a little depressed and inexplicably sad.

At this time, Qin Baobao turned around and smiled lightly: "You're here." ”

Her smile was the same as before, but Wang Zijin tasted the deep hidden emotion.

It was like a needle, and it gently pricked Wang Zijin's heart, and she nodded silently.

Qin Baobao walked to the sofa, sat down, looked around, and said softly: "I still think it's good here, it's not big, but it's warm, there is a wall between me and him, and when I'm hungry at night, he can hear it when I shout." When he first moved in, I often couldn't sleep, I wanted to watch a movie in the middle of the night, and no one accompanied me, so I shouted, and it was enough to shout, and no matter how reluctant he was, he would run over with a fart. But why is the house getting bigger and richer, and the distance between me and him is slowly getting farther away. I thought about it for a long time, and I figured it out, and at that time, he and I were like this house, not big, but pure and simple. There aren't so many things between us, money, fame, company, and you. ”

"Now it seems, don't you think it's very small?" she swept her eyes across the living room: "But the three of us will nest in this living room every night after eating, you watch movies, he does digital models, and watches stocks, I always like to mess with him, and I like to mess with him since I was a child." There's no reason for that, I just think it's good. ”

"When you came to Shanghai, I originally thought you were just living for a while, in the blink of an eye, for a year and a half. Actually, I was very annoyed with you later, is it really good to be so shameless and skinless to lie in someone else's house, you hurry up, you leave here, it's me and his territory again. But when I remembered that you said that your family forced you to marry someone you don't like, I softened my heart again, I am so good to you......" Qin Baobao suddenly couldn't say anything, staring at her: "When did it start." ”

Wang Zijin opened his mouth and replied truthfully: "At the end of last year." ”

"At the end of last year......" Qin Baobao muttered, smiling sadly: "It's been almost a year, it's been a year of hiding from me, it turns out that I have been hidden by you for a year like a fool." ”

"Baby," Wang Zijin calmed down and said: "At the end of last year, I confessed to him, I loved him, I loved him very much, I never thought of robbing you of anything, but feelings are like this, wonderful, beautiful, selfish, when I first came into contact with him, I didn't think he had anything to attract me, he was in my heart, the younger brother of a best friend, it may be interesting, because in the three years of high school, my table mate always had her brother hanging on his mouth, and he said how bad his brother was, and when he talked about him, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were always gentle. I thought, this brother must be very interesting and different. After meeting him, heh, it is better to meet than to be famous. Even at first he showed a longing for me, which made me feel a little annoyed, and said that if this brother was a dogskin plaster like the other men, then I would move out when I got a job. ”

You may not believe it, but it was your brother who pursued me first.

"After a long time of contact, I found out that he is indeed different, obviously very talented, but he is very cowardly, as if nothing in the world can be difficult to defeat him, he wants to chase me, but he does not dare to act. The more time we spend together, the more he attracts me, and I am always so happy to be with him, but do you know that the person who first gave me the idea of "trying to be his girlfriend" was not him, but you ....."

Wang Zijin said in a deep voice: "You can't hide it from me, we have known each other for so many years, we have shared the bed for so long, and your mind has never hidden from me." ”

Qin Baobao looked at her stunned, and after a while, he smiled bitterly: "You guessed right, I like him, no, I love him." There is no one in the world who loves him more than I do. ”

This sentence is like Jiao Lei exploded in Wang Zijin's ears.

Actually, it's true.

She had already guessed it, but when Qin Baobao said this sentence in person, Wang Zijin's three views were subverted.

"You..... Do you know what you're talking about?" Wang Zijin was shocked: "You are sisters and brothers, as an elder sister, how can you say such a thing." ”

"It's strange, it's strange, maybe you still think I'm shameless and fall in love with my brother. Seeing him talking happily with other girls, he went crazy with hatred. Thinking that he was going to marry me and me with other women, or even get married and have children, he wanted to kill people in a broken mood. There is no such sister in the world. Qin Baobao's delicate body leaned back, and the whole person slammed on the sofa, as if he had smashed into the long river of twenty years:

"When I was very young, I knew he wasn't my own brother. He and I overheard my mother's phone, but I didn't know who the other person's child was, I was older than him, so I was more sensible, and I scared him not to make a noise about it. Just keep it a secret, so we're still a happy family. ”

"He's not smart, very ordinary, the most durable, just because of me such an excellent sister, more and more set off his mediocrity, but the younger brother did not hate his sister because of this, but cared for her, and gradually accepted his mediocrity, my sister hates iron and steel many times, I hope he can cheer up, be a boy with a temper, and become a man with a temper in the future. So he began to bully him, rob him of things, and fell into a well next to him when he was beaten by his father. ”

But he was still kind to his sister, and when he gave his favorite toy to his sister, the timid, fawn-like desire to get the eyes of his sister deeply hurt his sister's heart. When I was a child, Aze was very cowardly, he only knew how to play behind me, and he didn't dare to say anything when his mother's newly bought pencil case was robbed of him in elementary school, and he had to ask my sister to find a place for him. ”

"One year, when I was in the fifth grade of elementary school, he was in the third grade, and on the way home from school, a group of boys bullied me, they pulled my hair, snatched my school bag, and dumped all the books inside. They said that I would not be friends with them, so they would trouble me every day, and some people would lift my skirt...... All I can do is cry, no one will help me, no one can count on it, can I count on the third grade kid?"

"But you know, when I was most scared, it was this little kid in third grade who stood in front of me, cried and said don't bully my sister, and then beat them to death. ”

Qin Baobao had a picture of the past in his mind, in the picture, the short little man fell down in punches and kicks again and again, but he gritted his teeth and stood up, and fought to the death with those boys who were a head taller than him, obviously he was very scared, and he wanted to call his mother when he was beaten, but he refused to retreat, crying and gritting his teeth and being ruthless, it was a death beating.

The girl behind her cried with a pretty little face.

Even in the past ten years, this picture is still stored in Qin Baobao's memory for a long time, and it is one of the most precious memories of her and her younger brother.

"From that day on, my feelings for him began to change quietly in a way that I was not aware of. After that, the kindness of her brother to her sister is no longer pure family affection in her heart, not pure, but very sweet. He has always been gentle and humble to his sister, everything is left to me, everything is let to me, and he often complains that his parents' favor has made me develop a lot of bad problems, but he never introspects, in fact, he is the one who spoils his sister the most. ”

Over the years, my sister has become more and more dependent on him, and when she was most obsessed, she even felt that as long as the world had him, it was enough, and everything else didn't matter. He had his girlfriend for the first time a few years ago, and he came back to show off to me, you know how I felt at that time?"

"It hurts, it hurts and I want to die, just like today. Qin Baobao covered his heart and choked up: "I don't want to live anymore because of the pain." ”

Wang Zijin was silent, the matter was here, all the words were useless, she listened to the girl's chatter about the past, and confided her heart frankly and affectionately.

It was a feeling that had been fermenting in my heart for more than ten years, and the moment I opened the lid, what I smelled was not a fragrance, but a pain in my heart.

Any rhetoric and justification, in the face of this feeling, suddenly pale.

At the same time, Wang Zijin finally understood why she was cowardly, she was a third party, yes, she inserted it into this undeserved love, which was both abrupt and discordant, so discordant that many times even she felt that she was redundant.

So subconsciously, she felt that she should be cowardly.

"Zijin...."

I don't know when, this woman who is always heartless has burst into tears.

Qin Baobao used an almost pleading tone: "Thirteen years, I have loved him for thirteen years, that is my life." Please, give him back to me, give it back to me....."