Coming out of the old Han construction site, it was already more than 9 o'clock in the evening, I took the bus back to Gangxia Village, there were very few passengers in the bus, there were no passengers waiting at the bus stop on the way, the driver asked if there was any drop-off, there was no drop-off station, so I didn't stop, and after a while, I returned to Gangxia Village Terminus.

Gangxia Village is a small village a little farther away from the city center, and the night at about ten o'clock has felt a little quiet, compared to Sha Po Tou in Shangbu District, it is the feeling of the countryside.

The silence of the night made me feel lonely, and I walked on the winding village road, the street lamps struggling to glow a faint dim yellow light.

As I walked and thought, the first thing I thought of was Xue'er: How is she feeling now? Is she living well in Zhuhai? Are we really separated like this? Are we really destined to be inseparable? Was it wrong from the beginning? In her mother's eyes, the disparity in the family is really so important? When will the painting for Xue'er have a chance to be delivered to her? In fact, in my heart, even though I have a thousand reasons to give up for Xue'er, I will always find a reason to persevere! In this life, I will never forget it, and I will definitely persevere.

Can I go to Zhuhai and impress Cher with sincerity? Will I win Cher back? Will her mother let me go?

I thought of Ah Zhen again: she had returned to Haicheng, but she was even more alone, and in the time she had been working together, perhaps her most memorable days? It might also be her saddest day! Ah Zhen's first love turned out to be like this! On the night of Café de Coral and at the art exhibition, my intimate gesture with Jialing caught her eye for the first time, and all this she saw with her own eyes completely pierced her heart. Will she hate me? Or maybe it was my fault for dating her in the first place!

I asked myself, can Jialing accept me being with me? Does Miss Lin use Jialing to tie me up for her own career? Of course, Jialing doesn't have to rely on her sister, Jialing is a very good girl! I have always liked her in my heart, and Jialing must love me, and besides, Jialing is the most suitable girl to live, she is understanding and tolerant, and this is her greatest advantage. However, if Jialing really wants to be with me, doesn't she care about the existence of the two girls, Xue'er and Ah Zhen?

Don't I have to meet Cher again? Make a clear explanation? When Cher left in the exhibition hall, she left in a decisive form, so she was completely separated?

With a lot of thoughts, I went back to my accommodation.

I unfolded the painting I was going to give to Cher, hung it on the wall, and looked at the person in the painting, as if Cher was right in front of me, and my sense of loss intensified! The muddy light in the room also affected people's moods, and the mosquitoes buzzed and chirped, as if they were showing off something to me, which made people feel upset.

I lay on the bed in frustration and laziness, thinking of Xue'er in a trance in front of the painting, remembering the first time we were in love in junior high school, I stuffed a note on her desk for the first time, I remembered the scene when I gave her a fake movie ticket under the big banyan tree, and I broke up a pair of puppies ready to mate, I remembered the date under the kapok tree on the dock, I remembered the feeling I felt when I was waiting for her at the ferry when she was in high school, and I thought of the hug and kiss I had in the studio on the last night I left the company…… I shouted softly:

"Cher, Cher, I miss you!"

I asked myself: Will Xue'er miss me? Is she doing well in Zhuhai now? She must be very sad!

I touched my warm lips with my hand, as if I felt that there were still Cher lip prints on my lips.

I also thought of Ah Zhen in a daze, when I first met Ah Zhen in the company, her beauty was mixed with a melancholy face, but she was also touching and lovable. I don't know how I was attracted by this kind of jade beauty, and I can only blame myself, whenever I think of bandaging Ah Zhen's fingers in the office building, the first time I heard her breathing up close, the first time I watched her breasts fall together in front of me, this scene is unforgettable for me. And reminiscing about the night when I bumped into Ah Zhen wearing only underwear and washing her hair with her body on her body, it made my whole body boil and made me impulsive. I almost wanted to rush in and hug her, and that moment was so unforgettable! It had melted the image of Ah Zhen into my bone marrow! I always had in my mind the moment when Ah Zhen turned around and was surprised, she almost presented me with perfect breasts and body, and the back groin and buttocks that were revealed when she bent over and her bodybuilding pants were pulled down, which always made me unforgettable...... Thinking of this, my lower body naturally appeared normal physiological phenomena, and I saw Ah Zhen's plump breasts and curvy figure in front of my eyes, which made my heart ape, and my whole body was hot and sweaty, and I unconsciously stretched out my hand to my lower body, making ......

The quiet night, the dim light, the world without love, the loneliness is confusing, even terrifying!

I thought of Jialing again, and I don't know what happened to Jialing? Are you done with your work? Should I go to work with them? If I go, will I marry her? Lingling is a very considerate and good girl. Perhaps, it is my blessing to meet her in this life! I think that at the beginning, when I first came to work in the Yunlin Arts and Crafts Service Department, she went to Brother Zhou's house to buy two copies of fruits, and one for me to bring back to my colleagues to eat. And on the night when everyone met Ah Zhen, she forced her broken heart and asked me to send Ah Zhen home. At the opening of the exhibition, she never gave up on me until the end. This kind of woman who loves a person and loves his fault is a kind of love that is down-to-earth! It is even more precious than saying what kind of words are in her mouth! This proves that this woman is willing to put everything aside for you, is willing to share the ups and downs of life for you, and shares the joys and sorrows, and this kind of woman has a strong heart!

Jialing, is she a woman who has been with me through thick and thin?!

What do I do? My mind went blank.

I may have to go to Dandan first and ask the ghost to give me an idea, or I can get Xue'er's address in Zhuhai with her first.

In a daze, I made myself ......

In the excitement, complexity, and confusion, I finally fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up the next day, it was already more than ten o'clock in the morning, and the feeling of oversleeping made me mentally a little sluggish, full of energy; remembering my own memories and impulses last night, I had a hot face, fortunately it was very clean here, otherwise people would bump into it, and there was really no face to see people. After a period of self-blame, I took a shower, ate a bowl of soy milk and a piece of pancake at Xiao Zhu's small restaurant, and went to Shapotou to find Dandan.

When I arrived at Shapotou, it was just time for lunch, and I was waiting for Dandan at the company's doorman. As soon as Dandan came out, she suddenly saw me, with a surprised expression on her face, and she asked me:

"Why don't you go in?"

"It's almost time I'm off work when I arrive, why are you still going in? ”

"I haven't seen you for a few months, I've lost a lot of weight, and I'm out of love? Who do you miss? ”

"I know that Sister Dandan is cool, anyway, I don't have anything to eat, so I'll come to you, and I'll do it. ”

"I knew you were going to be a scoundrel, let's go. ”

After a while, we arrived at Lingnan Spring Restaurant, and I chose the small private room where I had dinner with Ah Zhen last time. After Dandan ordered a few plates of refreshments and a plate of vegetables, we chatted while eating. Dandan first asked me:

"Where are you doing now, going to Baishizhou?"

"No, unemployed"

"No, didn't that woman always want to pull you over? ”

Dandan's words are obviously prickly, but since Jialing is mentioned, I still need to clarify. I say:

"What am I, people are a hundred times stronger than me, I'm just a part-time worker, nothing, people don't need any beauty tricks, right? Besides, her sister is not her kind of person. ”

"Look, look, I haven't said who it is, just like that, it will be protected, it seems that your heart has long been on the other side, I am really sad for Sister Xue'er and Sister Zhen! ”

"Dandan, I'm sorry! Didn't I never go over? Don't you just want you to give me ideas?"

"If you really go to Baishizhou, it will be tantamount to declaring that you have lost Sister Xue'er forever. You also know how much my eldest aunt hates Miss Lin, and my uncle and this woman will definitely be fruitless. And you are walking with her sister and working there, doesn't it irritate my eldest aunt even more? ”

I actually understand what Dandan said, so I have been struggling in my heart. But Jialing is a girl who is really good to me, this is another thing from her sister, and I am really in a dilemma!

Dandan seemed a little angry when she saw that I didn't speak, this little girl never spoke unforgivingly, and she then said in an accentuated tone:

"Brother Han Zhe, I advise you to be cautious and cautious, Sister Xue'er can use her father and my uncle to do my aunt's work, let her mother put down the shelf, and come to Shenzhen from Zhuhai to see the art exhibition you participated in, do you think she has given up on you in her heart? From junior high school to now, don't you know Sister Xue'er's character, all your classmates must know about the two of you, right? This relationship, you say no, it's all your fault! As soon as you came here, you fell in love with Sister Zhen, causing other little girls to fall in love with you, but you can't give love to others. Moreover, I didn't make it clear at first, I cut off other people's thoughts, and I dated others. Sister Zhen quarreled with Sister Xue'er one night, and said that she leaked her mouth, saying that her whole body was enough for you to see? If so, it was really your fault, and Sister Xue'er cried until dawn that night. My aunt said, you're a hooligan. ”

"She's, that, she was wearing a bra, she was washing her hair. "My face was hot and red, and I stuttered unconsciously when I spoke, and I felt ashamed of being sorry for people. I didn't dare to look at Dandan head-on, and said with my head down.

"In this era, this is not enough? You are really, peeking at other people's baths, you are really not ashamed! No wonder Sister Zhen can't let you go, you! How do you tell Sister Zhen to let go? How to get rid of the first love in her heart? Moreover, she is a proud person, and she still looks down on ordinary people, but if she decides, she will definitely try her best to get it! It is difficult for her to give up. ”

"Yes, it's good that I left your uncle's company. ”

"You, yes, yes, just irresponsible! As soon as you leave, have you ever thought about them?" Dandan said and looked at me, seeing that I didn't know where to hide.

"I can't go, I can't go, so what should I do? Go to Zhuhai? Your aunt won't let me." Go back to your uncle's company? This is impossible, right? It seems that I can only go to Miss Baishizhou's side? I have to live! Dandan. ”

"I know that you want to go over there, hasn't her sister been waiting for you? Go, go, go, go, what do you come to tell me! Your heart has long been over there. ”

Dandan said a little angrily, and then half turned around and ignored me. After a pause, she added:

"I don't know what to do! That vixen will drag my uncle down, and I think that sooner or later, my uncle's company will be miserable by this woman! She pulls the fat boy Li Shengdu over, and will take away some of my uncle's customers. If you go to Baishizhou, don't come to me in the future. This woman is too powerful, knowing that you are difficult to find technical talents, the level of the company's technical room, sometimes can determine the life and death of the company, a master in Hong Kong has a salary of tens of thousands of dollars a month, when you are in the company, the customer just likes what you set up, so you drive away the eldest aunt, my uncle has always been a little unwilling, will do my aunt's work, want to use Sister Xue'er to save you, even if you go to Zhuhai, there is nothing to do with Miss Lin, the vixen. But you, you have already let people use beauty tricks to tie up! What? Is her sister more attractive than Sister Xue'er and Sister Zhen? Isn't it just more mature? You will be considerate of others, you, a big carrot, I am really sad for Sister Xue'er, why did I meet a Chen Shimei. ”

Dandan, this little girl, was sharp-tongued, scolding me a little embarrassed, she scolded very right, I kept my head down.

The awkward atmosphere suddenly filled the entire small private room.

After a while, Dandan turned to look at me, took something in her handbag, and said:

"This is the address and phone number of Zhuhai that Sister Xue'er secretly gave me when she left, she guessed that you would definitely come to me again, let me give it to you when I see you, whether you want to go to her or not is your business, I have completed the task. Dandan said as he took out a piece of paper from the handbag he was carrying and handed it to me.

"Thank you, Dandan! I'll go, I miss Cher too. "I took the paper that Dandan gave me, and Dandan paid for it, and then we went back separately.

Back in Gangxia Village, I wrote an unprecedented letter to Ms. Yufang, stating that I was unemployed in Shenzhen, and also hinted that Xue'er and I had separated and went to Zhuhai, and I was a little lost.