Chapter 475: Melt Your Heart
"When you and your companion fall into the water, what is the first thing you think? Do you push your companion up first? Wrong, the first thing you think about is to grab a life-saving straw, even if the straw sinks because of you. ”
"Do you think that human nature is inherently good and wrong, that human nature itself is evil, and that human beings have been selfish since childhood, so where does the goodness come from? ”
Liu Kexin's eyes were red, and he suddenly couldn't help but shed tears, the ape god looked at Liu Kexin, and asked, "Why are you crying? I don't need the sympathy of others? I am the strong, you are the weak, and the weak can only be sympathized and pitied by the strong." ”
Liu Kexin wiped his tears, looked at the ape god, and choked up: "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were so pitiful, I just thought you were cruel before, I didn't expect you to have such a life experience, and such a miserable childhood, think about it, compared to you, most people are indeed much happier." ”
The ape god said a little irritably: "Didn't I say it, my ape god doesn't need the sympathy of a weak person like you." ”
Liu Kexin said to himself: "Ape God, don't always kill people in the future, if you have something on your mind, just tell me directly, okay? I can help you listen." ”
"Damn!" The ape god slammed his fist on the ground, the ground boomed, and he stood up and scolded, "I said it a long time ago, how could I need a weak person like you to shed tears for me, it's so boring!"
The ape god walked out of the distance angrily, with his back to Liu Kexin, raised his head to the sky and roared, Liu Kexin covered his ears, his eyes looked at the sad back of this ape god who looked different from normal humans, and listened to his sad roar, only Liu Kexin, a girl whose heart is so pure that it is spotless, can feel the strong sadness from the crazy roar of the ape god, others can only see that this is a hideous, cruel, evil, like the star master's "Journey to the West" The monkey inside is as cruel and powerful as the monkey.
Other people's hearts will only be filled with awe, and the only one who can read the heart of the ape god, the only one who can see the loneliness, sadness, and anger in the heart of the ape god is Liu Kexin.
Only Liu Kexin would feel pity and sympathy for such a powerful and terrifying man.
This man is strong enough, cruel enough, and even chills, but Liu Kexin feels that he is not terrible, he is very pitiful.
The ape god roared several times before he could vent the wild, irritable, and sad emotions in his heart, and when he walked back again, he became much calmer again.
Liu Kexin looked at the ape god and said: "Ape god, I have decided, from now on my mission is to change you, I want you to know that there are not only those sad past events you have experienced in this world, but also many beautiful things in this world." ”
The ape god sat down, closed his eyes, snorted, and said, "Bored." ”
Liu Kexin was not angry or depressed, and said: "If you are bored, just be bored, Ape God, who is the Buddha you are talking about, why are you willing to obey him?"
"He is an extremely powerful man, most likely the strongest man in the world, isn't it normal for the weak to obey the strong? If I become stronger than him one day, I will also make him obey my orders, or I will kill him." ”
Liu Kexin shook his head and said, "Then this Buddha son is still not very good, not powerful enough." ”
The ape god opened his eyes and looked at Liu Kexin, this was the first time he was so interested in a sentence, and even a little smile appeared in his eyes, and asked, "Oh? Then tell me, why is he not strong enough?"
Liu Kexin said seriously: "The real strong man is not through his fists to make people surrender, but to make people happy and convinced, the weak use force to intimidate, the strong to convince people with virtue, use force to intimidate, once one day your force is not as strong as others, others want to dominate you, people who convince people with virtue, even if one day you become old, but you will also get the respect of others." ”
The ape god sighed and said, "I thought you could say something interesting, but it turned out to be such boring words." ”
Liu Kexin looked at the ape god and asked, "Don't you think that's the case? Although the Buddha is stronger than you, if one day you become stronger than him, you will defeat him, and you will dominate him." It's like someone else is in front of you, they are scared in front of you because they are afraid of your fists, and one day you get old, or even if you get hurt, they become stronger than you, and they will treat you how you treat them today. ”
"The law of the jungle is the way the world is. ”
Liu Kexin suddenly stood up, walked in front of the ape god, and sat down in front of the ape god, since the two of them met, they have never been so close, and even the ape god has never been so close to anyone since he was born, even his family is disgusted and afraid of him, let alone outsiders.
When he was young, his family hated him and didn't want to stay close to him.
When he grew up, everyone was afraid of him and didn't dare to stay too close to him.
So after Liu Kexin sat down with him face to face, the legs and legs of the two people were almost together, and there was only two fists between the face and the face, and the cruel, ruthless, and almost only hatred of the world was left The ape god became a little unnatural, and his body moved slightly, although he couldn't see his face because his face was full ......of hair, but he gave people the feeling that he was a little shy.
If someone saw that the most cruel and bloody ape god among the eight generals of Buddhism would be shy, he would definitely drop his jaw in shock.
Liu Kexin stretched out his hand and gently put his soft little hand on the position of the ape god's heart, even through the clothes, he could feel the powerful thumping heartbeat inside, the ape god's eyes widened in surprise, looking at Liu Kexin, a little unnatural.
Liu Kexin squinted his eyes and smiled happily: "Your heart is beating so fast." ”
"Stupid!" the ape god pushed Liu Kexin's hand away, and his tone became unnatural, "If your heart doesn't beat, you're dead." ”
"yes...... If your heart doesn't beat, you're dead, but do you know what that proves?"
The ape god snorted heavily and said, "I don't know. ”
Liu Kexin smiled happily and said: "It proves that you are also a flesh-and-blood person, as long as you are a flesh-and-blood person, you have feelings, and you will not be cold-blooded in your heart." From now on, I'm going to find a way to help you...... Even if your heart is cold, I have to find a way to warm it up, I want you to come out of that loneliness and sadness, one day you will reintegrate into this world, you will find that there is not only hatred in this world, but also many, many beautiful things, you can't ruin the second half of your life because of your unfortunate first half of life, that is unfair to you in the second half of your life. ”
The ape god stared at Liu Kexin and asked, "Why do you care about me? What is your purpose? Do you want me to let you go, or do you want me not to kill you?"
"No, it's not. Liu Kexin said seriously, "Before I melt you, I won't let you let me go, I will stay by your side, enlighten you well, heal your wounds, and help you slowly, I believe that you will one day be able to understand everything I said, and you will feel that there are still some beautiful things in the world that are worth chasing." ”
"You're crazy!" The ape stood up suddenly, since he was a child, he had never been so nervous, at this moment he looked at Liu Kexin's appearance, as if he was facing a great enemy, and roared loudly, "Damn, I used to think I was a madman, but I didn't expect that this time I caught me was also a madman." What do you want to do? Don't try to fool me, the law of the jungle is the law of this world, even if you move me again, as long as I want to, I will kill you, do you know that if I kill you, it is as simple as killing a chicken?"
"I know. Liu Kexin looked up at the ape god standing in front of him, his eyes flashed with sincerity, and there was not the slightest impurity in her eyes, "If you want to kill me, then kill me, this is my own choice, how can I regret it." ”
The ape god said a little frantically, "How can you have such thoughts? You don't know that I am a madman who kills people without blinking?"
"I am a nurse, there is only a poor patient in front of my eyes, he is now murderous without blinking, but he also has a sympathetic childhood, he looks fierce, even frightening, disgusting, but this path is not chosen by himself, it is forced out...... I want to save him, I want to save him from his pain. Such a poor person, I don't want to see him live so pitifully in the second half of his life. Liu Kexin's eyes moistened a little, "If I were you, I might not have the courage to live a long time ago, I still don't agree with your worldview and outlook on life, I still think you're wrong, but if I haven't helped you, what qualifications do I have to criticize you?"
"I don't want to say anything big, I don't want to say anything about saving you, which is equivalent to saving those who may be killed by you in the future, I only have one patient in my eyes now, and what I really sympathize with and really care about in my heart is also a patient. ”
Liu Kexin's face showed a simple smile: "If I am killed by you in this process, then I will die well, and if I do one thing, no matter what it is, don't regret it...... If you kill me, I won't hate you...... I only blame myself for not being able to help you. ”
At this moment, a helicopter suddenly began to hover in the sky, and the helicopter buzzed, and then landed on the spacious ground next to it, rolling up a cloud of dust.
A slender man with long hair and fair skin jumped out of the car, his feet had just landed on the ground, and the ape god suddenly roared and pounced on the man, his palm slapped directly into the other's chest, like thunder.
The man obviously didn't expect the ape god to make a sudden move, but he reacted quickly, quickly dodged it, and the ape god actually pounced.
The ape god was about to make another move, when Liu Kexin suddenly shouted loudly: "Ape god! If you kill someone in front of me, I will die for you, you might as well kill me!"
The ape god's raised hand slowly put it down, and the long-haired man couldn't help but look at Liu Kexin with some surprise when he saw that the ape god was so obedient to a woman, his eyes were extremely soft.