Chapter 474: Tragic Life
The ape god glanced at Liu Kexin coldly, and said lightly: "The words you gave me before, I also gave them to you as they are, you think it is impossible, because you haven't seen it, haven't heard it, haven't experienced it." I am Chinese New Year's Eve four today, I was born in a border town in our China when I was a child, and my family is not rich, but I can be regarded as a middle-class person in the town, and I can be well-off. ”
"I am the second child in the family, and above me is an older sister and after me a younger brother...... But then they were all gone, and they were all dead. ”
The hair on the ape god's face is too long, and she can't see what his face is at all, but the eyes are the window of a person's soul, Liu Kexin not only can't see him in the eyes of the ape god, but also has a bit of hearty pleasure, which makes her feel creepy.
"My father and mother are both businessmen in the town, and they run a small supermarket in the town together, and they have a little savings, which can be regarded as worry-free. They gave birth to me when they were about thirty years old, and they should have given birth to a child at this age as a baby, but they found that they had given birth to a monster, a monster with a lot of hair. ”
Liu Kexin said compassionately: "At the age of about thirty, if you give birth to a child, it must be as rare as a baby, but in the end, you find that the child has a problem, and ordinary people will definitely not be able to bear it." ”
The ape god sneered: "Human beings are selfish, they feel uncomfortable, do they want this child to grow up like this? ”
Liu Kexin said: "Perhaps, because they love you, they are reluctant to give up your ......." ”
The ape god smiled, smiling disdainfully and indifferently: "I already had an older sister before me, five years older than me, but there has always been a patriarchal mentality in the family, so they have always wanted a boy, and the reason why they didn't give up on me immediately is just because I am a boy, so they want to try to see if they can heal me." They went to a nearby bigger city, and the hospital couldn't do anything, and they spent some money during this period, probably because they had already put in the money, and they felt that if they gave me up like this, the money would be spent in vain, so they gave up their plan not to want me. ”
"There is a sister in the family, originally they were patriarchal, my sister was not favored at home, and after having me, my status was not as good as my sister, maybe in contrast, they felt that it was better to focus more on my sister, after all, my sister is still a normal person, but my sister's status in the family began to rise. My sister hated me from before I was born, and although she was young at that time, she was already sensible, and thought that after I was born, the family might treat her even worse. When I was really born, there was no longer a threat to her, and she began to dislike me again, and she refused to admit that she had an extra brother in her family at any time, and every day she saw everyone said that she had a monkey in the family. ”
Liu Kexin's eyes began to have more sympathy, sighed, and sighed: "It's all because of your parents, or the people of their time, many of them are patriarchal thoughts, which hurt your sister, otherwise she wouldn't hate you so much and hate you so much." ”
Ape God said: "My sister hates me, bullying me with other children outside, I not only look different from normal people, I have been very powerful since I was a child, one person can beat three or four children of the same age, but my sister is five years older than me, and her friends are five or six years older than me, when I was four or five years old, I was knocked to the ground by them every time, and my nose and face were swollen, and then they gathered around and laughed loudly. ”
Liu Kexin was surprised: "Don't your parents care?"
"After knowing that I was a genetic mutation and could no longer cure me, they kept me at home out of conscience, but they didn't treat me as their own son at all, and they didn't care about me at all, even for a day...... As far back as I can remember, they didn't even hold me after I stopped breastfeeding. ”
"That's too much. ”
"Do you think it's too much? It's still to come, every time my sister bullies me, they don't look at me, but they care about my sister very much, and their eyes are full of indifference every day when they look at me...... You tell me that human beings are inherently good?" asked the ape god, whose eyes sparkled with coldness, "where do you think their goodness is? I am their own flesh and blood, my sister's own brother, where is their kindness? Where is their compassion?"
Liu Kexin was a little speechless.
Ape God snorted coldly: "But my sister doesn't have to be too proud, my parents and even their previous generation are still deep-rooted patriarchal thinking, the reason why they are good to my sister is because I don't have a younger brother for the time being, and my mother hasn't been able to get pregnant again in those years." When I was six years old, my mom was over forty years old, and we both thought she wouldn't be pregnant, but she was still pregnant...... And this time he really gave birth to a younger brother. ”
The ape god took a deep breath: "They were ecstatic and began to focus all their attention on my brother, my sister began to fall out of favor, but even more out of favor was me, I used to be dispensable in their eyes, now in their eyes it has become redundant, they used to look at me when they were just indifferent, now it is starting to turn into disgust. ”
"How can they be like this, they are all their own children, how can they be treated differently, not to mention that although you may not seem to be in line with their minds, you are also their flesh and blood after all. Liu Kexin said with some excitement.
"If they really think so, how can I get to this point today!" the ape god said emotionally, "but yes, I want to thank them, it is they who have taught me that people must learn to be selfish in this world, to learn to be ruthless, to become strong, only if you are strong enough to make everyone else afraid of you, you can not be bullied!"
"After my little brother was born, my sister took good care of my little brother, and for this reason, so she did not completely fall out of favor, my parents were very good to her, and I also wanted to take good care of my little brother, but he was scared to cry when he saw me, and my parents hated me even more, but at that time my little brother still had to drink milk, and needed a lot of care every day, and they didn't focus on me at all, so they didn't take me seriously, and stayed at home, but my sister has been studying for a long time, but I have always stayed at home because of my appearance...... Nowhere dare I ....... ”
"Later, my younger brother grew up slowly, probably because she had a good relationship with my sister, and she was influenced by my sister, and she always bullied me...... When he was four or five years old, I was already over ten years old, my sisters had already entered high school, I was able to beat five or six children of the same age alone, my strength was getting bigger and bigger, I was really like a primitive person, but he was my younger brother, I didn't dare to beat him, I didn't even dare to look at him more, as long as he made him cry, he would be beaten by my parents. ”
"He is a child who is not sensible, sometimes he and other children bully me, I dodge, he began to cry and make trouble because he couldn't hit me, my dad beat my ass without saying a word, and I was recuperated for half a month that time. ”
Liu Kexin took a deep breath and kept muttering: "It's too much, there are no such parents in this world." ”
"I've been putting up with it, I've been putting up with it, until one day, I heard my parents chatting in the room, and I realized that they had contacted the people outside and were going to sell me to people as long-term workers and do manual labor for people...... At that moment, I realized how ridiculous my forbearance had been for so many years...... Parents and family members are just because they have the same blood in their bodies, and we have nothing to do with each other except for the same blood. ”
"At that moment I suddenly realized that I was out of control, my heart was full of anger, I rushed into the room, and before they could react to anything, I first pounced and bit my father's throat, which was the most powerful, and then grabbed the fruit knife in the house, and stabbed my mother to death more than ten times in a row, and then I simply didn't do anything and killed all my sisters and brothers who were sleeping in the house...... I also drank their blood...... I found that only their blood could calm my emotions. ”
Liu Kexin heard that his hairs rose.
"I ran away from the house, I don't know if the police will catch me, I don't know what will happen if they catch me, I have no regrets, I was born in this world by them, they watched me being bullied by his children and even other people outside for more than ten years, and they even sold me like a beast. ”
"Later, I met my master in the wilderness, a master in the dark world, and he found that my innate talent was very strong, so he took me as an apprentice, taught me kung fu, and told me how to kill...... I later watched him walk in the dark world and kill a lot of people, and he made me kill a lot of people, until I finally surpassed him and killed him. Then I walked alone in the dark world, until I was recruited by the Buddha Gongzi and became one of the eight generals of Buddhism and the sworn enemy of the Dragon Gongzi. ”
After the ape god finished speaking, he began to look at Liu Kexin, Liu Kexin's eyes were really full of sympathy, Liu Kexin lowered his head gently, the ape god looked at Liu Kexin, and sneered: "Now you still want to tell me that human nature is good?"
The ape god looked at Liu Kexin, originally he was a person who respected his strength, and he didn't do things at all in the evaluation of unexpected people, let alone a weak person like Liu Kexin, but he didn't know why, Liu Kexin became an accident, he actually wanted to know how Liu Kexin replied to himself, and wanted to know what kind of evaluation Liu Kexin had.