When I came out of Lao Zhou's house, I was finally so hungry that I was drumming, and I remembered that I hadn't eaten dinner yet, so I ate a bowl of wonton at a roadside food stall and went back to the dormitory.

On the way, I suddenly remembered a sentence in Mu Xin's "Once Upon a Time":

"There is only enough time to love one person in a lifetime".

But I think:

In a lifetime, you can't love someone enough!

Unfortunately, there is no afterlife.

Cher!

Can you be with me in this life?

Or neither!!

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Back to the company dormitory, you have to pass a small stone path under a mango tree and lychee tree, the winding stone path is also a little interesting. Especially in the night when the moon stars are scarce, the moonlight penetrates the leaves, and the shadow shines on the ground, and the shadow of the moon is an ink painting, which has a sparse layer of virtual and real, and when people walk over, different patterns shine on the pedestrians, and the light and shadow keep changing and shaking, showing a good sense of hierarchy and very interesting. Walking on this path back to the dormitory, people are like shuttling in a painting, almost forgetting the tiredness of work, and the whole person is much more relaxed at once.

I walked through the small stone path to the door of the dormitory, and suddenly Ah Zhen appeared in front of me. When she saw me, she immediately wanted to greet me, but her hand was halfway raised, and she did not raise it again, but withdrew it. Of course I felt this little action: the joy in her heart. But she suddenly remembered something, and still maintained a little girl-specific reserve. She is still wearing black bodybuilding pants and a loose white T-shirt, casual and decent. Her sudden appearance startled me, and I subconsciously stopped. I asked her in a whisper of concern:

"Zhen, why is it alone, who are you waiting for?" I said, with obvious pity.

Ah Zhen usually appears everywhere with Juanhua, and she must be waiting for me here, I asked knowingly.

Ah Zhen didn't answer immediately, looking at me, I could see that she must have waited for some time, her face was slightly depressed, but also a little happy. I was a little afraid to look at her, so I went on to say to her:

"There are a lot of mosquitoes here, how many have they bitten? It's night again, why don't you ask Juanhua to accompany you? What if you run into a bad guy?" My voice was not loud, but I could hear it with heartache, and it was a tone of great concern and pity.

"Just wait for you! You're the one who hurts the bad guys. After Ah Zhen said, she twisted her head slightly, pretending to be half coquettish and half angry.

What a touching voice! I felt a crisp itch in my heart.

Ah Zhen's voice was so small that it felt like she was saying it in my ear, like a beautiful and pleasant note, refreshing and entering my heart! I suddenly felt very comfortable! The joy in my heart could not be expressed. Unconsciously, I took a small step forward, making the gesture of wanting to take his hand or hug her, but I still stopped in time, my face was hot, and my heartbeat suddenly intensified.

"Can this make Juanhua come along? You really don't understand? You just Liang Shanbo, I waited for you here for almost two hours, where did you go?" Ah Zhen said coquettishly.

"Wait for me, damn me, I'll go to Brother Zhou's house to sit and talk, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know you had something to come to me. Zhen, it's me who is wrong, I made you wait for a long time, just one night without working overtime, why did I run out?"

I suddenly felt that Ah Zhen was really different! This woman has her own unique temperament and way of doing things, she can take the initiative to find me without regard to anyone's opinion!

"You're tomorrow... Are you free?" Ah Zhen whispered a little shyly.

"Tomorrow, Sunday don't have to go to work, yes, what do you need me to help with?" I was a little flattered.

"Shall we go to the Lychee Park Cafe for a cup of coffee? ”

"Okay, what time is it?"

"Nine o'clock, see you tomorrow. ”

"Okay, see you tomorrow, see you soon. ”

After Ah Zhen finished speaking, she turned around and went back, and after she had walked about four or five meters, I secretly followed her and sent her back to her residence. On the way, she didn't look back, and no one spoke again, but both of them understood in their hearts. This is also a tacit understanding!

Back in the dormitory, I was alone in a daze.

From the first time I saw Ah Zhen, I was shocked, and when I saw her back washing her hair again, I was completely lost in her world! As soon as my eyes touched her, I followed her closely, afraid that if I turned around, she in front of me would no longer be her, and I would no longer be me. She is destined to be an indelible demon in the trajectory of my life! Otherwise, why would tears fall quietly every time I think of her after I finally left her!

I secretly asked myself: Did I actually fall in love with her a long time ago? Maybe? What about Cher? Could it be that Xue'er felt less like this? Surely not! Surely not Cher has done a lot for me?! Cher has made selfless dedication to my work, family, and my future! She is desperate, and even reveals that she can not go to college for me...... I don't dare to think about it.

Lychee Park is next to the city hall, the trees full of lychee fruits, are green and red patterns, this is the season of harvest, do I also have a harvest today? The people who have morning luck have basically gone back, there are a few old people fishing for fish by the lake in the distance, and occasionally there are some people who have just entered the park with their children.

The little birds singing in the lychee tree seemed to welcome me and Ah Zhen. Why do you feel that the sound of birds is particularly beautiful today! Is it because I am in a good mood?

The environment changes a person's mood.

The café is on the left side of the park entrance. Ah Zhen hadn't arrived yet, because I arrived ten minutes early, and the café had just opened. I sat down by the window with a direct view of the small red brick road at the door, and the beautiful waiter served me a glass of boiled water. The decoration of this café is very elegant, and the whole space is full of artistic cells. The music bar is playing "To Alice" by the piano prince Richard, which is very pleasant to listen to and very heartfelt, and this environment is really a good place for lovers to date and chat, people have no sense of embarrassment, and it is very relaxed.

At nine o'clock, looking at the door of the café, Ah Zhen finally came from the small red brick road.

Ah Zhen wore a lace slim V-neck suspender black dress today, the inverted triangle on the chest formed by the V-neck and the two jade arms extending from the shoulders, the complexion was set off by this black skirt, which looked whiter and more creamy. She is holding a white handbag in her hand, and Ah Zhen's slim upper body shows the woman's curves very penetrating! A small white orchid ornament on her chest is very conspicuous, making people seem to be reminiscent of the fragrance of orchids. She also wore a black lotus-shaped sunshade hat decorated with white brood lace and white three-dimensional orchids on her head, and a pair of comfortable hand-embroidered white magnolia black cloth shoes on her feet. The color matching is too thoughtful: white hats, white handbags, white orchid accessories, black skirts and black cloth shoes, walking on the red brick road, this is simply a model walking the red carpet. Her whole person walked on the small red brick road with a model catwalk, with a flowing skirt, a graceful posture, and a height of more than 1.7 meters, so that I felt that this was the standard of models on the catwalk. Apparently she prepared for it and she took the date seriously!

"Zhen, here. As soon as Ah Zhen entered the door, I waved my hand at her, got up and gave up my seat, smiled and politely beckoned her to sit down.

"Got early?" she said.

Her flushed face was a little shy, but full of happiness.

"No, just arrived, Zhen, you're so beautiful today!" I complimented her from the bottom of my heart.

"Isn't it usually beautiful?" she said with a slight smile, pretending to be angry.

"No, no, no, it's usually beautiful, but I'm wrong again, I'm saying that it's even more beautiful today! "I blushed hotly and spoke a little bit.

"Look at your urgency. Ah Zhen said with a giggle. I also laughed happily with her, and the atmosphere was suddenly much more relaxed, after all, we were on a first date, and it was inevitable that we would speak a little shyly.

"Zhen, what do you drink? Is the coffee good? or milk tea?"

"Coffee bar. Ah Zhen thought for a while and said. By the way, he put down the handbag in his hand, took off the hat on his head, and combed his flowing hair. The coherent movement of her putting down her handbag, taking off her straw hat and combing her hair is also very beautiful and rhythmic in my eyes. I thought to myself: Ah Zhen knows how to dress up better than Cher, has more plump charm, and her beauty is even a little wild and charming.

I asked the waiter for two cups of coffee. After a while, the waiter brought us coffee, and when we turned back, we secretly said to ourselves, "It's really beautiful." ”

When I heard this, I comfortably said to Ah Zhen: "Women praise you for your beauty, not to mention that I am still a man." Ah Zhen smiled at me again, her fingers crossed and knotted in front of her chest, a little uncomfortable, unnatural, and she wanted to stop talking, but she still said to me:

"Hanzhe, do you mean to follow me to the dormitory? or?...... It's embarrassing. ”

Ah Zhen's first sentence made me a little embarrassed. All of a sudden, my face became hotter, and I was a little overwhelmed and said:

"Does it matter?"

"Yes!" she said earnestly.

"Then ...... Sort of. I replied with a strange expression on my face as I played my coffee.

"Am I really beautiful? I've been watching it for so long, right?" said Ah Zhen confidently. I could see that she was still quite happy.

"Yes, it's really beautiful! Yes! It's fascinating! It's even fascinating! It's even a desire to commit a crime! I have a sense of guilt! I will never forget that scene for the rest of my life! I won't forget it! It makes me feel so good! "I praise her from the bottom of my heart.

Ah Zhen's face was bright, and her pride and satisfaction were fully revealed, and she looked at me with a smile, clearly looking delicate.

"Zhen, you are indeed very beautiful, and your body is also very good! I praised her again.

I thought to myself: It's really hard to answer Ah Zhen's two sentences, so I can only follow her words. But I think so in my heart, but Ah Zhen is very direct, and I can only be direct, although it is a bit vulgar and a little oily, but girls, who doesn't like to hear praise?

"Let you scoundrel peek, you can't go out and talk nonsense, or I'll be unkind to you. ”

Although Ah Zhen looked shy, she could see that she was happy, as if she was a victorious warrior, and she continued to ask me seriously:

"Me or Cher, who is more beautiful?"

Ah Zhen's sudden sentence made me feel even more difficult to answer for a while, because there is no comparison at all.

They are all very beautiful girls, Xue'er is still my classmate, and Xue'er has helped me so much, and even broke her mother's heart for me! And Ah Zhen, the observation in the past few months, let me also think that she is very good, although her personality is a little arrogant, a little stubborn, but the essence is very good, people are also very temperamental, and there is a fighting spirit. This is also a girl worthy of love! Ah Zhen also has a very careful side, although she does not talk much, and she is a little melancholy, but also makes people feel more pity, or there is an urge to hope to open her heart.

I felt in my heart: In fact, the sentence that Ah Zhen asked me just now is also a psychological manifestation of lack of self-confidence. But why did she suddenly mention Cher? Did she know about Cher's relationship with me? Did Dandan tell her about my relationship with Cher? Or did she find out from my daily correspondence with Cher? If it wasn't Dandan who said it, it means that she was paying attention to me? How should I answer? How can I answer so that I don't break her heart? Because if I don't answer well, it will hurt the heart of one of the women, and although Cher is not here now, I don't want to hurt her in my heart!

"There is no comparison. ”

"Be sure to take a stand. "Ah Zhen is unrelenting.

"Why did you suddenly say Cher?"

"You're in the same place, you seem to be classmates, right?" Ah Zhen said seriously.

The music in the café was Richard's "Love Story" at this time. The beautiful music is pleasant, the café in the morning is only the two of us, the waiter is also playful and does not disturb us, and the quiet environment is also the best atmosphere for a date, which is a pleasure.

"Yes, Cher and I are classmates. You're both beautiful! both of you are very worthy of love. ”

I suddenly felt that today's date might not be so wonderful? I then asked Ah Zhen:

"Did Cher mention me to you? or did Dandan tell you anything?"

"One letter a day, sometimes two, who doesn't know? ”

Ah Zhen's words are clearly a little sour. But this girl is really attentive, which proves that she pays attention to me, from daily life. Is this a good thing? Or is it a bad thing? I don't dare to think about it, I don't want to think about it.

"Zhen, let's not talk about Xue'er, okay?"

I deliberately diverted the conversation and didn't want to ruin the date.

"Will you love me?"

Ah Zhen, who was sitting across from me, looked at me with her beautiful eyes, and those eyes were sincere, serious, and even resolute. She suddenly asked more directly, and my heart was in turmoil for a while. Because I haven't had this kind of mental preparation, let alone thinking about how to choose Ai Xue'er or Ah Zhen. Needless to say, Cher has been in love with me since junior high school. And Ah Zhen, I really admire her, or I have a good impression of her, and even the imperceptible and melancholy feeling she gave me made me want to get close to her, understand her, or bring her a little happiness, a little happiness. Perhaps, this is also subconsciously falling in love with her? Of course, I know very well in my own heart:

I did fall in love with her too!

A man of good morals is not necessarily a good man!

Perhaps? This is love at first sight! Is it the same with Ah Zhen? Love at first sight? Has she never been in love? If so, then this date between her and me is her first time, and she must be very concerned! From her whole outfit, I feel that she takes this date very seriously.

How can I answer so as not to break her heart?

How can I answer so that I don't hurt Cher?

I'm in a predicament!

My psyche is tormented by selfishness, hypocrisy, and greed!

"Zhen, you are a good girl worthy of love, you are very beautiful! You have a good temperament! Be sincere to people! Have confidence in yourself, there will definitely be many people who will fall in love with you. "I say it sincerely.

"You still haven't answered my question. Ah Zhen lowered her head and played with the small magnolia flower charm on her chest, obviously she was not satisfied with my answer, and even a little disappointed.

"Hanzhe, tell me seriously, will you really love me?" Ah Zhen said in a sincere tone. Once again, she stared at me with her doubtful, melancholy, beautiful eyes. She then said emotionally:

"Hanzhe, you are my first and probably the only boy I feel about. I can take the initiative to ask you out despite the girl's reserve, don't you understand? Ever since you came to my uncle, since I first met you in the company, I have been keeping an eye on you. That time you bandaged my fingers, it was the first time I had close contact with a strange boy, and after that day, I have been dreaming of the day when I can be with you, even if it's just a chat. I'm not afraid of you laughing, I've never been in love, I really look down on ordinary people, and I don't know what you have to make me ...... In short, there is that feeling, indescribable feeling. Invisibly, you seem to have a magnetic field and an attraction to me. When I open my eyes every morning, my first thought is: I can see you for the first time, as long as I see you, I feel comfortable. If I can't see you, I'll be depressed all day. Sometimes at night, I always think of the scene where you bandaged my fingers...... I, I'm really in love with ...... Are you going to love me? ”

I was touched by Ah Zhen's words, but I didn't know how to answer, how to deal with it, and I was in a state of confusion.