Chapter 20, Wrong Love

Ah Zhen's sincere confession made me a little overwhelmed, and I suddenly felt a little sorry for her!

"You're really not tempted by the peeking of my whole body?!" Ah Zhen said more directly.

"I, I'm so sorry for you, Zhen. I say it with mixed feelings!

But can she understand that I didn't mean to? How did she know? The moment I saw her body, I really felt the urge to rush up from behind, hug her and caress her! But I still controlled myself, I couldn't do that. If I did that, it would be a blasphemy against her! However, every normal man should have that urge when he sees that scene.

"Zhen, I'm not a bad person, please trust me. I looked at her and seriously continued, "You have made a special impression on me!"

"It's as simple as that?" she said. Ah Zhen looked at me with suspicion, and that look also carried her usual melancholy, and she was in a trance and wanted to cry!

I didn't dare look at her again, the way she stared at me made me shudder.

Perhaps the most painful thing about people is that you can't express your love for someone, and that person is sitting across from you. What makes me even more sad is that Ah Zhen has expressed her love to me very subtly but boldly and directly! People are not grass and trees, and juku can be ruthless! Not to mention that she has never been in love, and what is even more lovely is that she bravely let go of the girl's reserve.

However, I just have a thousand kinds of love in my heart, and I can't express it directly, I still have Cher in my heart. Xue'er is the girl I first loved, Xue'er is so good to me, Xue'er is kind to me!

Of course, I can't break Ah Zhen's heart! Not to mention that I am the first man Ah Zhen has a good feeling for and has the courage to express his love to her! How should I express it to Ah Zhen? Let her know that I love her and care about her, and even let her know that I will protect her! But this kind of love may not be able to bring two people together, or get married. And I shouldn't have accepted Ah Zhen's date at all, and I shouldn't have expressed to her that kind of words or meaning that I also love her in my heart! But I really like her in my heart, love her! People, maybe it's so selfish! I really can't say to her now: I love her too.

I was so distressed that I almost cried.

I endured the tremendous pressure in my heart, boldly and impulsively grabbed Ah Zhen's hand, looked at her and said:

"Zhen, I, I... Treat you as your own sister, my brother will definitely care about and love my sister. ”

Ah Zhen broke free of my hand holding her, her slender and soft hand I had already grasped, it was a very comfortable feeling, but at the moment her hand felt a little cold. Ah Zhen lowered her head, her disappointed eyes made her already reddened eyes even more melancholy, and the corners of her eyes were clearly shining with tears.

"Who is rare to be your sister!" Ah Zhen said this, and tears flowed silently.

I don't know when, the music in the café was replaced by Teresa Teng's "I Wish People Were Long"! This music is indeed very sparkling, and it seems to deliberately increase the embarrassment of our speechlessness for a while.

This moment:

The two of them sat in the café almost dumbfounded, listening to music.

This moment:

Both of them felt uncomfortable in each other's hearts, but neither of them could use words to break this damn anger.

She kept her head down, tears dripping down her face, and at this time, except for telling her that I also love her, and that I fell in love with her at first sight, all other words were superfluous and counterproductive. And Ah Zhen is a girl who expresses directly, she doesn't like my euphemisms, and she won't accept the so-called brother and sister. She can ask me out directly, that is, she treats me as the man of her first love. She boldly confessed to this man that she thought was worth her love, to the man in front of her, and even to entrust her future life to this man.

Perhaps, she is confident in herself.

However, I was not able to express my love to her.

At this time, the uninteresting waiter came to us and asked us what else we wanted, and we all said no. Ah Zhen is a smart girl, and she immediately seized this opportunity to relieve her embarrassment, wiped away her tears, looked up and said to me:

"Zhong Hanzhe, I asked you out today, don't spread any news in the company, Brother Zhou and Dandan can't say it, it's not that dating is just two people in love. I don't want them to misunderstand, and it's not good for my uncle to know. Brother, from now on, I won't ask you again, I'm just an ordinary car girl, I'm not worthy of you! Don't think I'm going to fall in love with you, I'm tempting you. You don't love me, I... I'm ......."

Ah Zhen said with tears streaming down her face.

I hurriedly handed over the tissue, I knew that she was suffering in her heart, a girl took the initiative to show her love to a boy, and did not get the desired result, her heart would definitely hurt indescribably. And her sense of shame in front of this man made her feel ashamed. This is the self-esteem of people, let alone the self-esteem of girls!

Maybe she didn't really say what she wanted to say in her heart? Maybe she said it the other way around, "A woman's heart!" Maybe ?......

Ah Zhen's last emotional "brother" made me cry in my eyes, but she said that she would never ask me again, and it made me too sad! I forcibly held back my tears and said to her:

"Zhen, don't worry, I understand. ”

"Shall we go back?" said Ah Zhen with a questioning look at me, and it was clear that she wanted to leave me as soon as possible.

"Well, Zhen, will you still pay attention to me? You are such a very good, very beautiful girl! I have your sister, I will ...... from the heart I would love ...... Protect you, trust me. ”

I feel that it is too weak to say such words, and I can never say the word "love you" from my heart, because no matter how much I love her in my heart, even more than I love Cher, I cannot do it. I can only keep my love for her deep in my heart so that I don't hurt any of them, not to mention that Xue'er will soon be in Shenzhen.

…… The two of us walked out of the café amid Cai Qin's singing "Can't Forget".

She didn't say anything all the way, she never looked back at the man walking behind her, she just kept wiping her tears.

My heart is broken!

A woman's heart is most afraid of being stolen by a man!

Her heart must have been stolen by the man in her heart!

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About 100 meters in front of Ah Zhen's dormitory, I suddenly saw Xue'er and her mother appear, and she was walking towards the two of us. I suddenly became nervous and stepped forward to talk to Ah Zhen, but Ah Zhen shook her hand at me, and she was also a little panicked and a little afraid. I also calmed down quickly, but the distance between me and Ah Zhen was only one or two meters, and although we didn't speak, Xue'er's mother saw us completely.

I was beating a drum in my heart: Could it be that Xue'er and her mother had already arrived in Shenzhen? Xue'er clearly told me in the letter that she would only come at the end of the month, why did her mother suddenly appear here? If she saw me and Ah Zhen one after the other, what would Xue'er's mother think? I didn't realize that the scene of Xue'er and her mother snatching the bicycle from my hand came to mind, and the embarrassing feeling was very uncomfortable, and it was a bit of a feeling that people looked down upon.

Ah Zhen kept walking in front of me, and I followed behind her because I had to take her back to where she lived.

When Ah Zhen walked up to Xue'er and her mother, Ah Zhen stopped and called out in a very respectful voice:

"Mom. ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, and the first reaction in my mind was: Ah Zhen's mother and Xue'er's mother are twins, and the two mothers seem to be the same person at all. Fortunately, I settled down and followed Ah Zhen to stand still. I just heard Ah Zhen follow and say:

"Mom, why don't you say hello in advance when you come to Pengcheng? After calming down, Ah Zhen said in a coquettish tone. She took her mother's hand and shook it for a moment, and said:

"Mom, when did you arrive? Did you see your uncle? Today is Sunday, my uncle should be in Shenzhen, right? Mom, I miss you. ”

"My daughter will be coaxed too! My baby girl, my mother misses you too." Let Mom see, wow, my daughter is really getting more and more beautiful! Beautiful, so beautiful! Mom loves you to death. ”

Ah Zhen's mother held Ah Zhen in her arms, Ah Zhen couldn't help crying at this time, her mother thought that her daughter hadn't seen her for too long and missed her. But I understand that Ah Zhen's crying is to use her mother to completely release the depressed grievances of our date just now. Of course, their mother-daughter affection is also revealed at once. I'm also glad that Ah Zhen's mother arrived, but I don't have to worry about Ah Zhen. I saw Ah Zhen's mother look at Ah Zhen, and then continued:

"Mom just arrived, see you happy, silly child, don't cry, it's not beautiful to cry. Mom was in your dormitory, I didn't see your uncle, but I saw Dandan, she said that your uncle was in the company's office building. I'm going to go to him. ”

Ah Zhen's mother spoke almost exactly the same as Xue'er's mother, but it seemed to have more affinity. I don't feel pressured anymore, and it's easy to be a person. I politely smiled at Ah Zhen's mother and said:

"Hello aunt, my name is Zhong Hanzhe, I am Ah Zhen's colleague, it is a pleasure to meet you. ”

Seeing that I took the initiative to greet her mother, Ah Zhen also burst into tears and laughed, and introduced to her mother that I was from her aunt's place, and was introduced to her uncle by my aunt, and was responsible for design in the company.

I felt that Ah Zhen's mother loved Ah Zhen very much! But I muttered in my heart: Why does Ah Zhen always have a melancholy that is not easy to detect?

"Listen to Dandan, my baby daughter seems to be going on a date today? Is it? Is it this little handsome guy? Yes, my daughter's vision is really good! But ah, I said this little handsome guy, you have to be good to my daughter, Ah Zhen is my sweetheart! She looks down on casual people, and my daughter can take a fancy to it, which proves that you are very good. ”

Ah Zhen's mother looked at me and said.

"Mom, what did you say? We are colleagues, nothing, don't listen to Dandan's nonsense, we went out for a cup of coffee, not a date. I'm sorry to make you say it, people already have girlfriends. ”

Ah Zhen's face was flushed, her tone was withdrawn and helpless, and she was a little sad, and she looked at me after speaking. It's clearly hinting at me: My mother has seen it, what should I do in the future?

"Auntie, it is a kind of fate to know Ah Zhen, Ah Zhen is a very well-bred girl, and she is very beautiful! You have a good tutor, and you have trained such a good, beautiful daughter. ”

When I praise Ah Zhen, I also praise her mother.

"She really can talk, she's smart, yes, my baby daughter has a good eye. But I said little handsome guy, I'm such a baby daughter, I haven't suffered since I was a child, you can't bully Ah Zhen. Her mother said to me with a serious face, and then smiled with satisfaction.

"Mom, do you say no? You also said that if you say anything more, I will ignore you. Ah Zhen took her mother's hand and said in a withdrawn tone, and then she also gave me a suggestive look, clearly telling me to leave first. Then she also wisely said to her mother:

"Mom, I'll accompany you to find your uncle. ”

"Okay, let's go. Your aunt will be here later tomorrow, and I've heard that Cher might be here too. ”

Ah Zhen's mother's last words made me shudder. I suddenly felt my heart sink immediately, and when I heard that Xue'er and her mother were coming, I didn't feel the slightest excitement, on the contrary, my heart was quite complicated, even chaotic. …… Cher, Ah Zhen, they ......

I didn't think any further, there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain.

I said very politely to Ah Zhen's mother:

"Goodbye, Auntie. ”

The mother and daughter walked hand in hand on the road to Sha Po Tau Industrial Building, talking and laughing.

That's fine, I don't have to worry about Ah Zhen's bad mood today, I can also reorganize my thoughts. I stood on the side of the road and waited until I couldn't see the two beautiful backs before going back to the dormitory.

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