"It's so unfortunate, it's so miserable! Teacher, this kind of blow of yours will make him miserable! It almost destroyed his whole world. ”

"Yes. ”

"Did the baby boy survive? where is he now, and what is his name?" Han Xin asked me, wiping away her tears.

"Alas! Life is like this, it can't be smooth sailing, it was originally a very happy family, and the family was scattered and forgotten! Later, the baby boy was raised by Jialing's sister, and his name was Jiaxin, Jialing's Jia. Two years later, Jialing's sister married a Hong Kong boss, and Xiao Jiaxin followed her to Hong Kong. ”

After hearing this, Han Xin asked, "What about your classmate?"

"He, depressed and wasteful, drinks every day to kill his sorrows, moody, poor, lives like a dog, doesn't go to work anymore, lives on Jialing's sister, almost a beggar. has no financial resources, and he doesn't come out to meet people, he drinks and paints all day long, thinking about his Jialing. But two years later, I actually went abroad, as if I was going to a top international clothing brand company to do design, and I went abroad for further study? I heard that I came back in the past few years. Alas, in a person's life, there will always be setbacks!"

"That's understandable, but this boy is worse than me! he was born without a mother, and basically without a father. I'm fine, although I've never met my dad, but I've always been with my mom and grandpa. After Han Xin finished speaking, her eyes drooped again, and she looked at me casually.

"Yes, fate sometimes plays tricks on people! So, there are many people in the world who are worse than you! I hope everyone is doing well, including you and your mother. ”

"Teacher, you seem to care about my mother?"

"Your mother is my old classmate, so it's normal to care about it. Yes, yes, yes, let's not always tell other people's stories, little girl, tell me the story of your mother and you, I haven't seen my old classmate for more than 20 years, she is the eternal goddess in my heart!

Han Xin looked at me, shook her head, and with a slightly naughty expression, she burst into tears and said with a smile:

"Mr. Zhong, is my mother the dream girl of your youth? I think you are very suitable for my mother. If there's a chance, how about I tell you about it?"

When I heard this, I was very entangled in my heart, and pretended to be surprised and said:

"Well, I really want to meet my old classmate! It's a pity that no one has ever introduced me, but now it's okay, with her daughter to introduce me, she can see her even if she doesn't see her. Then I thank you in advance! ”

"Why didn't Aunt Xiaoyan help you introduce you?"

"Is your mother so easy to come out to meet people? She, I heard Yanzi say that your mother hides deep enough, and Yanzi hasn't seen your mother for more than 20 years. Your mother seems to have reached the point where she doesn't eat fireworks in the world, and she is about to cultivate into an immortal. ”

"Yes, she's almost cut off from the world!" Han Xin said in a proud and proud tone.

"What about the usual living expenses?"

"My mom is really beautiful! She practices yoga every day, and her figure has always been very good, she looks like a person in her early thirties, and I envy her figure. However, she is very quiet, introverted, and has few words, and she is even less kind of to outsiders, and even a little cold and arrogant. Han Xin was a little unanswered.

Xinxin, you must be good to your mother, your mother is a respectable person. Her persistence, her strength, her love for your dad and her upbringing of you, is simply a great person to do. She has endured all the sorrows that ordinary people can hardly bear! She has endured the cold eyes and ridicule of the world! She has endured the painful torture of her own parents, especially your grandmother! She has been suffering in her heart, and her tears are flowing to her heart. I felt that Han Xin felt a little serious, but instead laughed happily.

Han Xin smiled and looked at me again, maybe she was sweet in her heart, but in fact I was praising her mother.

She seemed to be grasping these words of mine, and in her heart, maybe she was thinking at the moment: Why does the person in front of her know her mother so well? The two of them don't interact with each other, but they don't seem to be ordinary classmates? That time in Fengling Longxiang Temple, why did my mother lie to me and tell me that I had met Teacher Zhong, and my mother lied to me that my grandfather was not in good health and asked me to rush back early? Was it my mother who didn't let her old classmate know about her? Or was there another reason? My name is Zhang Hanxin, my surname is Zhang, and it is my mother's surname. Teacher Zhong's name is Zhong Hanzhe, is this a coincidence? Hanxin, Hanxin, Hanxin, Hanxin? What does this mean? Why did I feel like I had known Teacher Zhong as soon as I saw him? He has always been very caring and considerate of me since he saw me, almost a father's care for his own daughter, and there must be something to do with it. Does Mr. Zhong have anything to do with my mom telling these stories? Why did he tell me these stories? Was it intentional? Did he want me to go back and tell my mom? Will he be my father?

"Xinxin, what are you thinking?" I couldn't help but ask Hanxin.

"Well, I'm sorry, Mr. Zhong, I was thinking about the story you told. Han Xin was a little embarrassed, and her face turned red like a red tomato.

I said, "Xinxin, you haven't replied to me yet, what have you and your mother relied on to make a living for so many years? ”

Han Xin cut her hair slightly, looked at me, and said proudly:

"Ever since I was sensible, my mom and my grandfather had a calligraphy training class, and it seemed that this was the source of their livelihood. My mother said that she couldn't make a fortune, but it was no problem to make a living and support me for my education, plus the house was bought by my uncle and grandfather for my mother to live in, and my grandfather and grandfather also had a bit of an accumulation of livestock, and my grandfather still had a pension, so I still got by. ”

"That's good, your mother's calligraphy is very good, and the thin gold body and small block are all well written. Your grandfather is also very good, they must have done a good job in the training class, and they are all very responsible people, and the students are not wrong with them. ”

When Han Xin saw me praising her mother and grandfather, she giggled happily and said:

"Yes, teacher, how do you know so much about my mother?"

"Fool, I'm your mother's classmate, don't underestimate me. After I said that, I wiped Hanxin's little face with my hand, and she blushed.

"Do you want to know more about my mother?" Han Xin said mischievously.

I also felt that it was necessary, and asked about Xue'er's situation, so I said:

"That's, you go on, is your grandpa okay?"

"My grandmother passed away three years ago, and she was sick, and my grandfather, my mother, and I were so sad that we couldn't do it. I remember when my grandmother was dying, she took my mother's hand and asked my mother, "Is there any news?" I don't know who they're talking about, I just heard my grandmother say again: It's all my mother's fault, it has hurt you all your life, and it has hurt Xinxin, you have to tell Xinxin the truth, you can't hide it from her anymore, it's not her fault, she has the right to know everything. I really want him to show up right now, say sorry to him in person, I shouldn't hit him impulsively. Actually, I've always liked him in my heart, but he didn't put all his heart on you. That's what makes me most angry. If a heart and a thread are tied to you, can Mom really dismantle it? But he ...... This is also the worst thing I have done in my life! I regret it very much! However, there is no way to change it! Alas...... It's just that I've been suffering you, I've been suffering Hanxin! It's been more than 20 years! Mom, I'm sorry for your mother and daughter. My mother couldn't help it at that time, and she cried out loud, she must have been depressed for too long! I had never seen my mother cry when I was so old, and occasionally at night, I saw her crying in front of an old diary, alone, and secretly weeping. I saw that my mother had cried into tears, and she couldn't cry. I think they must be talking about my dad, and my grandpa also secretly wiped his tears, and my grandpa told my grandma not to say it anymore, and my mother also told my grandma not to say it again, saying that she could understand grandma's heart and always loved us. My mother also said that I was also sensible, and told my grandmother to rest assured. I kept shouting grandma, grandma, and my grandma touched my head and looked at me, and her eyes kept crying, and I kept crying. ”

Listening to Han Xin's words, my eyes were hot, and tears almost fell from my eyes, but I held back. In particular, she said that the words that Cher and her mother said when she was dying made me feel ashamed and sad. It's true that I'm sorry for Xue'er, I'm sorry for the two old people, and I'm even more sorry for Hanxin. I couldn't help but grab Hanxin's little hand, I looked at her affectionately, and almost blurted out that the person who let her grandma beat her away was me. But I still forcibly held back the words that came to my lips and did not say them impulsively. Han Xin is so smart, she can guess in the story I told her, she just doesn't break it.

Han Xin also shed tears as she spoke, I let go of the hand that grabbed her, took her a tissue, she wiped her tears and continued:

At that time, my mother pulled me to kneel down and said to my grandmother: Mom, don't say any more, my daughter will never blame you, it is his fault! It is also my daughter's life is not good, this is all my daughter's fault, my daughter never blames you in her heart, and my daughter accepts her fate. I listened to these words at the time, and I thought to myself, this must be talking about my dad. So I listened to these conversations between my grandma and my mother, and I was even more sure that my dad was not dead, but for some reason? Because my mother never married, my uncle mentioned several family affairs in Hong Kong to my mother, but my mother refused. And I also turned my face with my uncle, saying that if I mentioned it again, I would ignore him. When I get to the point where I'm really sensible, it's not to mention, my grandma and grandpa never mentioned it anymore, let my mother get married. So I think: my dad is really the happiest person in the world! My mom loves him so much, she loves herself, she would rather be a widow for him all her life, raise his daughter to adulthood, and I have always loved my dad in my heart under the guidance of my mother. My mom never said a word about my dad in front of me, she has always erected a positive image of a good dad in her daughter's heart! In my mom's heart and in my heart, my dad was the best person, the one we loved dearly, even though I never met my dad. But I believe that I will definitely be able to meet my father! Mr. Zhong, do you know, when I was in elementary school, every time I saw my classmate's father come to school to pick up my classmates, and my grandfather came to pick me up every day, my heart was sour. I secretly thought: When there is also a day when it is my father who suddenly appears in front of me, I must run into his arms quickly, let him hug me, and be coquettish in his arms. On Thanksgiving Day when I was 10 years old, the school asked my parents to come to the school to do activities, so that the students could hold their own fathers or mothers, and my mothers didn't come that day, and I had no one to hug, I watched other students hugging their parents, and they all had a grateful heart, and they all cried. I was standing there alone, and I was so disappointed at that time! I still remember it to this day! Mr. Zhong, I always think about my father, and I love my father deeply like my mother. ”

Han Xin's words made my throat gnaw, my eyes were hot, and I finally shed tears. I kept wiping my tears with tissues, not daring to look at Han Xin, her words made me feel a lot of emotion, and I was full of tears. It was as if there was a small cone in my heart that was scratching again and again, and I felt so much pain that I could hardly feel ashamed. I wished there was a hole in the ground for me to burrow into, and I immediately disappeared in front of Han Xin. I don't deserve to be her father, and I don't deserve to let Cher love me so much! Cher is loving me with her life! From the beginning to the present! But I? I have never fulfilled my responsibility, even if it is just a few words.

I looked at Han Xin, lowered my head guiltily, and after secretly wiping away my tears, I actually sighed from my heart. Han Xin also stared at me, this super smart girl seemed to want to find something in my sigh, she was waiting for me to speak.

In the afternoon of the original café, there were basically no guests, and the melody of the music has always been very comfortable and pleasant, but the music at this time has just played Jacky Cheung's "Love Passes Away". This also makes my heart heavy, is it true that I haven't been able to see Xue'er again?

"Teacher, what are you thinking? Are you still crying?" Han Xin couldn't help but ask me when he saw that I was preoccupied.

"I'm thinking about what you just said, your mother is really amazing! She is loving your father with her whole life and life, it's so touching!"

"Yes! ”

"It's really great! If I have the chance, I will definitely meet my old classmate. It's a pity that it can't be done now, I still have to go to Chengcheng to collect wind and meet a person who must be seen. So, when you're on winter vacation, you can take me to Zhuhai to meet your mother, okay?" I said to Han Xin earnestly.

As soon as Han Xin heard that she was going to see her mother during the winter vacation, and that the place I was going to be in Chengcheng now, her eyes lit up, and her eyebrows almost fluttered, she looked at me and said:

"Well, that's a deal. Teacher Zhong, my Aunt Dandan is in Chengcheng, I have her phone number, I'll give it to you, you can ask her for help if you need it over there, she is a good person, and she is a big boss. ”

When I heard this, I said happily:

"Okay, thank you in advance. ”

Of course Hanxin didn't know, the person I wanted to meet was Dandan, I originally wanted to get Dandan's phone number and address from her, so it would be better, I didn't have to ask her, but she took the initiative to give it to me.