The waiter at the original café brought me another cup of coffee that Hanxin had ordered for me, and Hanxin asked me to drink it while it was hot, and she asked for a small plate of peanuts.

Han Xin always looked at me, I was a little embarrassed, I even thought Han Xin was a little rude, she seemed to be trying to find some answers in my facial expressions. Perhaps, she was wondering in her heart, why did I mention these other people's stories to her?

I was a little uncomfortable, but still looked at her with a smile and said:

"Xinxin, why do you keep looking at me? Don't think I'm telling my own stories, okay? Your mother also knows some of these stories, and you can basically understand them when you go back and talk to her. ”

Actually, I wanted Han Xin to go back and talk to Xue'er about these things, and Xue'er probably didn't know about these things after I got married, maybe Xue'er needed to know now? Or did Han Xin have to know? Moreover, maybe it was my daughter sitting across from me? Then, I had to let her know.

Han Xin asked me to ask this, and suddenly blushed, she smiled at me, which was a cover-up, and said a little apologetically and naughtily:

"Teacher Zhong, I'm sorry, after listening to the stories you told, I was thinking: Have you ever been in a relationship with my mother before? Your classmate and later family must have been very happy, right? But I wondered a little in my heart? Why did you suddenly tell me these stories? What does it have to do with me? Or ......?"

Han Xin was extremely smart, and she also thought that I would not tell her these stories for no reason, but when she asked directly, I didn't know how to answer for a while. In order to hide the psychological change, I took a sip of coffee, but the look on my face was a little unnatural, but I still said to her:

"Well, what do you say? If you find it annoying, I won't say it anymore. As for the later, it was hard to say anything later!"

"Teacher, can you go on? I'm suddenly curious, I'm very interested in listening. Han Xin had a natural curiosity, and the little girl couldn't help but want to hear it. I said, "If you like to hear it, I'll keep talking." I went on with her again—

Since the wedding with Jialing on May Day, because Dandan returned to Chengcheng soon, Miss Lin also completely broke off the relationship with Uncle Xue'er. Ah Zhen and her mother went to Zhuhai, and what was even worse was that Brother Zhou was transferred back to his own head office.

In this way, it means that on Uncle Xue'er's side, I don't know anything about all the information or information about Xue'er and Ah Zhen, and the two companies seem to be insoluble, and there is no way to get any news about Xue'er and them.

I put all my energy on the company's production and management, and Chaolang company is gradually growing. Fat boy and Li Sheng worked very hard, and the company also had a lot of processing orders this year, so they had to often send the company's inability to complete it to the work area. Sister Ostrich Na's work area also happens to be the company's work area, but unfortunately her management is not in place, and quality problems often occur, so Mr. Lin and I often have to take turns to run to Ostrich Island.

Some of the creative designs I did have gradually gained popularity among some foreign companies in Hong Kong. There is a top international brand Versace company, and it has also been secretly poached by Hong Kong customers many times, willing to provide good salaries, and even offered the opportunity to study abroad, and hope that I will study design and brand promotion in the future, and return to the headquarters in Greater China after completing my studies, and can also do brand planning or promotion work. It's all taken by me, I can't leave Jialing alone now, just say I'll see it later.

Of course, Jialing's belly is getting bigger and bigger day by day, and I have to be distracted and take care of it with all my might, but sometimes in the work area, it is inevitable that I can't take care of it well, which makes me very worried.

In August, Jialing basically didn't go to work, and Mr. Lin asked her to recuperate at home. Because Jialing's due date was in early September, her sister told her to have a good rest. Jialing came to work with her twins' bellies, and it was really hard, going up and down the stairs made her have a sore back, she always pressed her waist with one hand, and held the railing with the other, step by step, and sometimes she was already sweating profusely when she went up to the office on the third floor. I often help her up and down slowly, but her belly is really too big, very tired, and her feet are a little swollen, so I told Mr. Lin that I should not let Jialing come to work, so as not to have any accidents when there are many people going up and down the stairs during the peak period of the commuting and dislouncing work.

Director Li has also been here two or three times, and Mr. Lin asked her to come, and the last time she came was in late August. After a routine examination for Jialing, Director Li told Mr. Lin that Jialing had to go to the hospital for a confirmation. Director Li always felt that Jialing's pelvis was a little narrow, and during the last examination, it was found that there was a fetus with an umbilical cord around the neck, which was more troublesome when she was in labor, and she might have to have a caesarean section?

In fact, Director Li has been reminding Mr. Lin that Jialing must be a difficult time when she gives birth, and she must pay enough attention and be mentally prepared. After hearing this, I was always nervous in my heart, and I was worried all day long, so I sent a letter to the mother in the countryside to burn incense for Mazu Niangniang in the Tianhou Palace, and blessed Jialing and the baby with good luck.

Until the end of August, one afternoon, Jia Ling suddenly felt a stomachache. What's worse is that I was still in the Sister Ostrich Na Labor Area that day and did not return to Pengcheng, so Mr. Lin had to send Jialing to the Municipal Maternal and Child Health Hospital with Miaoshan. Mr. Lin also called Brother Zhou and asked Sister-in-law Zhou to make a pot of chicken soup and take it to the hospital in the evening.

On the bus back to Pengcheng, my right eye kept beating, and I was flustered, and I was so anxious! There was always the shadow of Jialing in my mind, she might be lying on the hospital bed, and she was also waiting for me to come to her side and give her strength. I can't wait for the car to take off and fly to Jialing's side all at once.

When I arrived at the hospital, it was already past 10 o'clock in the evening, and I hadn't eaten since noon, and I couldn't take care of it.

I haven't seen Jialing since I was separated from Jialing before I went to the Ostrich Island work area two days ago until I returned to the hospital tonight.

At the door of the delivery room of the hospital, I couldn't wait to see Jialing, but the delivery room was strictly forbidden to enter, so I could only wait at the door. I saw that Mr. Lin, Miao Shan and Brother Zhou all had anxious expressions, and their hearts were even more unsteady. They said that Jialing had a stomachache in the afternoon, and she didn't enter the delivery room until after 7 o'clock, and she didn't know what the situation was until now? At 9 o'clock, a doctor came out and asked for a signature, saying that she would be transferred to the operating room for a caesarean section.

Time passed by minute by minute, and we were the only ones left in the hospital walkway, the quiet corridor made people feel a little cold, and the green corridor even had an eerie feeling. My body was shaking, and I was always with me, hesitation, anxiety and panic.

Suddenly, paramedics called for emergency support, and I sensed it as a bad omen. I rushed to the operating room, but the door was closed, the nurse wouldn't let me in, and I was so anxious that I was about to cry. I didn't know what was going on inside, I had no way of knowing what was going on with Jialing and the baby, I was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, pacing back and forth in front of the operating room, my head buzzing and my heart numb.

Seeing that Jialing is undergoing surgery, I don't know what happens to the child? If Jialing has a slight accident, the baby will not go so well. I recalled in my heart that Director Li had said that Jialing would definitely have difficulties when she gave birth, could this be Jialing's calamity? But Brother Zhou's friend once said that Jialing had a good life and was good at giving birth, so how could this be? Therefore, superstitious things cannot be believed.

I felt as if I had been pulled out of my soul, and I watched the medical staff running back and forth with an almost desperate look, taking plasma, infusions, and pulling oxygen cylinders, and that tension also affected my psychology, and every time I saw a nurse come out of the operating room, my heart was tied, and my heart was like being stupefied, and I was so nervous that I was sweating, and I kept pacing back and forth at the door of the operating room.

Perhaps, Jialing's situation is very bad! I panicked, ran to Mr. Lin's side, took Mr. Lin's hand and said:

"Sister, what should I do? I'm a little scared, it's been so long. ”

Mr. Lin was also so nervous that her hands trembled, but she still comforted me and said: "Jiren has his own natural appearance, it's okay, Lingling will be fine." ”

I said, "I hope so!"

Brother Zhou also said: "Hanzhe, it's okay, the first child is a troublesome point, this is normal, not to mention that Lingling is a twin." ”

I went to the door of the operating room again and looked through the crack in the door, but I didn't see anything.

At about 11 o'clock, a nurse finally came out with a baby boy in her arms for us to see, and said congratulations on giving birth to a baby boy, and everyone gathered around and was happy. I finally let go of half of my hanging heart, but her second sentence poured ice water on all of us for a while, making everyone nervous again, and this basin of cold water made me goosebumps all over my body. The nurse sister said that another baby girl may be suffocated because of the umbilical cord around the neck, and the mother is not optimistic, the doctor is doing his best to rescue, and the nurse sister said that she will take the baby back to rinse and dress.

We were about to inquire about the situation, but the nurse had turned around and went into the delivery room, and closed the door again, and everyone could only wait anxiously outside.

I fell into silence, looking at the operating room, unable to calm down, and I could only blame myself for my powerlessness. I felt helpless and helpless! This torture drove me crazy.

After about half an hour, the doctor and nurse finally came out together and said that they had done their best! The mother and the other baby girl could not be saved, and in the end, only one baby boy could be saved.

My head buzzed, and I felt that the sky was dark, and Venus was dancing in front of me, and the sky was swirling, and I fell to the ground with a thud. Everyone was in tears, and Mr. Lin and the sister-in-law of the Zhou family actually cried. Lao Zhou hurriedly helped me up and woke me up, I collapsed badly, my face was pale, and I was sweating non-stop. I was limp and unsteady on my feet, because I hadn't eaten since noon, perhaps from hunger.

Brother Zhou pulled a stool for me to sit down and let me drink some water, everyone pointed at the doctors and nurses and scolded, I didn't have the strength to scold the doctor, I just wanted to go to the operating room to see Jialing quickly. As soon as Mr. Lin heard that Jialing was unlucky, he crossed the doctor's neck and said:

"Give me back my sister, I'll kill you. When she spoke, her muscles burst out, her eyes were almost bursting with fire, the expression on her face was blue and red, and her tears kept flowing.

Miao Shan also shed tears and said, "How can you be a good person and go when you say you go?"

I couldn't sit still, Brother Zhou was holding me and half-supporting me, I was crying with almost no tears, and the grief in my heart was indescribable.

The doctor tried to break Mr. Lin's hand and said:

"During the delivery and rescue process, because the fetus was too large, and there was a baby with an umbilical cord around the neck, the doctor felt that it was difficult to give birth smoothly, and because it was twins, and the mother's pelvis was too narrow, it was turned into a caesarean section, and after the male baby was born, it was found that the amniotic fluid had entered the blood circulation, and the mother was in danger. This is the direct cause of amniotic fluid embolism leading to the death of pregnant women and the failure to resuscitate them. The doctors tried all the best to save the baby, but they were still unable to do anything, and the baby girl also tried all feasible rescue measures, but in the end it was also unsuccessful. It can only be said that throughout the delivery process, the doctor has been dutiful and active in rescuing, which can be said to be the best of his ability. ”

Mr. Lin said to the doctor who was forked by her just now: "This can't be done, it's not clear, I'll sue you." ”

The doctor said: "Mr. Lin, I'm really sorry, I'm your friend Director Li's classmate, if there is no problem, Director Li can solve it, and you don't need to go to our side, just now, Director Li came in from the door, you can ask her." Sorry, we tried our best. ”

Director Li had just come over at this time, and she was asked by the doctor to call her and ask her to explain to Mr. Lin that this was purely an accident within the normal range, not a medical accident.

Mr. Lin listened to Director Li's explanation, and slowly dissipated his breath, and the tears in his eyes kept falling like rain.

After the doctor explained, let us go into the operating room of the delivery room to see Jialing, after I was woken up by Brother Zhou, I was the first to rush into the operating room, only to see that Jialing's whole body had been covered with a pale green cloth. I opened the cloth covering her head, and everyone's eyes only saw Jialing closing her eyes tightly, and there was no blood on her face.

As soon as I saw Jialing's corpse, my legs trembled and I knelt down, I stroked Jialing's face with my hand, only to feel cold and cold. Jialing's facial expression is relatively normal, which shows that she strives to leave her good side to us, and she has no painful expression. Perhaps, she was able to leave me a baby boy for her to comfort her between life and death!

It's a pity that she couldn't say a word to me before she died, and she couldn't see me for the last time! I shouted Jialing's name to death, as if to wake her up: "Lingling, don't sleep, let's go home, Lingling, you wake up, you get up and talk to me, Lingling, Lingling...... Lingling, how can you ignore me forever?, you say I'm your everything, why don't I care about me anymore? I won't let you go, Lingling ...... "At the end, I sat on the ground, completely unsure if I was crying or laughing.

A bold nurse came to me and asked:

"Your name is Hanzhe, right?"

I didn't bother to pay attention to her, just nodded.

"The mother took my hand before she died, and kept saying a word. ”

"What words?" I asked.

When the nurse saw my hideous expression, she trembled and said, "She said, "She kept reading your name, saying why she hadn't seen you yet, and asked us if Han Zhe was looking for Xue'er?" Hanzhe, go find Cher. Cher, Cher, you must go to her. She is the only one for you! She also said that she doesn't matter, she must be safe. After saying this, she passed out...... I think these are her dying words, and maybe those words are important. ”

The nurse said and left, I looked at Jialing who was asleep, I couldn't cry, I just looked at Jialing calmly.

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Han Xin listened to it and even shed tears.