"Mr. Zhong, your friend, do you really know my mother? Is he also my mother's friend? Or is he my mother's classmate? You mentioned at the beginning that he was kicked out that morning? Was he kicked out the next day because he spent the night at his girlfriend's house? Was he kicked out because he did something to hurt his girlfriend?"

Han Xin suddenly interjected at this time, blushing and asking a series of questions, which caught me off guard and was a little embarrassed.

Her words made my heart tremble, because I was so caught up in the memories of the past that I almost forgot that Han Xin was sitting across from me. I glanced at Han Xin, who looked puzzled, and cleared up my mind a little, but fortunately, I just mentioned that I was just passing it off when I was close to Xue'er. I said to her:

"Yes, early that morning, this friend was kicked out of the house of his first love. ”

"Did he spend the night at that girlfriend's house?" was he kicked out by his girlfriend's mother?" Han Xin asked, her eyes wide, surprised.

"By his girlfriend's mom... I hit it, and I drove it out directly. But he did something sorry for his girlfriend, and the two of them had a relationship between men and women. ”

Han Xin's face flushed for a while, and she asked again, "Is his girlfriend willing?"

"Yes. I replied.

"Mr. Zhong, your friend, the girlfriend of his first love is so good to him! Then I figured it out, your friend has three women who are in love with him at the same time, and he chose one of them to marry named Jialing, and the other two, he has never let go of them in his heart, right? He, he is too greedy, although I don't understand, but this is a kind of harm to the four people, any of them!"

I didn't answer Hanxin directly.

"Later, what should I do?" Han Xin asked again.

"Listen patiently. ”

You say. ”

I started talking to Hanxin again—

That night, when I returned to my home in Baishizhou after sending Ah Zhen back to the fishing village, it was already more than ten o'clock in the evening. Jialing was overjoyed when she saw me coming back, she smiled, she had been waiting for me for a long time, and she hadn't eaten dinner. As soon as I entered the door, Jialing supported her slightly convex lower abdomen, ran over and hugged me, and Jing silently shed tears. I quickly put my arms around her, kissed her violently, and then said to her:

"Lingling, I was smiling just now, why did I cry all of a sudden? I'm sorry, it's me who is bad, I should have come back earlier. Why don't you eat dinner? It doesn't matter if you're hungry for two babies, my Lingling, how can you be hungry? Lingling, be good, don't cry, your Hanzhe, isn't it good? Hanzhe loves you, Hanzhe loves Lingling. ”

After I said that, I kissed Jialing violently again, and my two hands also caressed her.

Jia Ling burst into tears and said with a smile: "Aren't people just thinking about you, you are not here, I can't eat." Hanzhe, Lingling loves you so much! In the future, without you, I may not be able to live at all, you are my only one, my world, my everything. If you weren't by my side, my world would be nothing. You know? As soon as you left in the afternoon, I was so distracted that I felt like I had lost the whole world, and I waited for you to come back. Hanzhe, Lingling loves you! Lingling can't live without you!"

After Jia Ling said, she put one of my hands on her plump ** and let me caress her two elastic **. and kissed me deeply. He also bit my ear with his mouth and whispered softly:

"Hanzhe, Lingling love, this time has made you suffer, Lingling has made you at night... Let you... You just tap it. After Jia Ling said, her face was covered with a layer of red light.

I removed my hand from Jialing, and my face was hot and red. I asked Jialing to sit down, and then said to Jialing in a serious manner:

"Lingling, no, no, Dr. Li said no. Hanzhe can't do this, don't get me wrong, I'm sensible. Don't worry, I will definitely go with you next time I go to Mr. Xiao's place, so as not to leave you alone at home, don't think nonsense. I'll go and heat up the meal, and then I'll accompany you to eat some. ”

Jialing nodded after hearing this, her natural virtuousness is my true blessing! She never suspected that I was not going to Teacher Xiao's house. The more Jialing is like this, the more uncomfortable I feel in my heart, and in front of her, I really feel ashamed. I hurriedly heated up the meal cooked by Jialing, and the two of them should have supper.

After eating, Jialing had a big belly to clean up the table and kitchen, I didn't let it, I asked Jialing to go to bed first, and I cleaned up the dining table and kitchen by myself.

When I was done, Jialing had already slept, I sat on the bed, looked at the sleeping Jialing, and thought: No matter what, I must not be able to see Ah Zhen again in the future!

In this way, I actually resolved the explanation of going to see Dandan and Ah Zhen, but in my heart, I have always felt guilty! I know that this is not good for Jialing, and I have an inexplicable sense of panic in my heart.

If it's just to see Dandan, that's fine. However, I also met Ah Zhen, and now Ah Zhen makes me even more worried at any time. If I tell the truth to Jialing, it will inevitably cause her misunderstanding and worry, which will affect Jialing's body and the baby in her womb, and I decided not to tell her the truth for the time being.

Perhaps, lying is sometimes involuntary, and white lies may save many unnecessary contradictions in life. And in this way, on the other hand, it also shows Jialing's love and trust in me. I really regret what I did this afternoon.

On the morning of the second day, as soon as I arrived at the design room, the first thing I did was to write a long letter to Ah Zhen——

Zhen: Seeing a book is like seeing a person, and Hanzhe worships a hundred times.

Zhen, since I came to work in your uncle's company in Shenzhen, when I met you for the first time, I felt that you were different, standing out from the crowd, and I was deeply impressed by your beauty and personality.

Maybe it was because of the creation of people, or I had a good impression of you at the time, or I wanted to get closer to you, so I actually asked me to follow you to the dormitory and saw the scene where you were washing your hair. But on the other hand, what makes you feel sorry for you is that I shouldn't go on a date with you at the Lychee Park Cafe, which creates a dilemma of wanting to love you but not daring to love you, which is the biggest harm I have done to you. I shouldn't have painted your image in the work, which caused everyone's trouble, and also caused Xue'er to have a bigger misunderstanding, it's all my fault, it's all my fault!

But, from start to finish, I have always cared about you. I hope to understand you, care for you, change yourself, and let you know that there are many, many people who care about you and love you.

Perhaps, my thoughts and practices were wrong in the first place? Of course, your beauty, your sincerity, your love for me, I will always remember it, for the rest of my life! After I started to get in touch with you, I struggled in my heart: because I had Cher, I couldn't love you anymore! I had to hide my love for you in my heart.

However, during these unforgettable days of working in your uncle's company, we looked down every day and didn't look up, and I couldn't let go of you, saying something from the bottom of my heart: I really love you in my heart! I really love you! But I have to control myself, I can't love you. And the most painful thing in a person's heart is that he clearly loves someone, but he can't express it. I have been suffering from this painful torture in my heart, mental and spiritual torture!

Therefore, I can only care about you secretly in my heart, besides, you are Xue'er's cousin, Xue'er's sister is also my sister, I always treat you as my own sister in my heart. No wonder I didn't have the courage to be firm and honest with you: I don't love you, and I resolutely don't associate with you, it's really my big mistake!

Zhen, I have always warned myself not to make you sad anymore, let you live happily every day, especially after listening to you talk about the impact of your father's accident on you, I said to myself in my heart even more, I want to encourage you to live happily in the future. However, in the end, your heart hurt me the deepest and hardest! The person I am most sorry for in my life is you.

To this day, a reality is that I was not able to give you the love I was able to give you at the beginning, and now I still can't give you the love, I am married to Jialing, and my wife is already pregnant with two little babies in her belly. So, I have to be very serious with you, I really can't go see you anymore. Ah Zhen, we are destined to be inseparable in this life, we can only wait in the next life, if we can meet......

Zhen, I will ask Brother Zhou to bring this letter to you, and I will also give you that painting, just as a souvenir. If we can meet again in the future, I don't know what year and month it will be?

It's all my fault!

Although I am a little selfish, a little ruthless and even a little cruel to you! However, I really can't give you any name of love, even if I love you deeply in my heart!

Zhen, when you read this letter, I hope you will be strong, and I hope you will completely forget about me, I am not worthy of your love, and I hope you will find your love. Zhen, forget me, forget about me completely!

Best regards

An Qi

Hanzhe paused

After writing the letter, I found time to ask Brother Zhou to send the letter and the painting to Ah Zhen at the same time.

Later, Brother Zhou came back and said that in a few days, Ah Zhen and her mother would go to work in the Zhuhai company, because Xue'er and her mother were no longer working in the Zhuhai company, and Ah Zhen went over to help. Since then, I have no more information about Ah Zhen and Xue'er, because Dandan has also returned to Chengcheng.

But I really don't know if Ah Zhen can really endure it? What happened to her illness? Since then, I have no information about her, and I can only secretly bless her in my heart.

Although my feelings for Ah Zhen are a bit unkind and unjust to deal with it in this way, in that case, I can only use the method of breaking the arm of a strong man, otherwise, if I continue to entangle with Ah Zhen, it will only bring more harm to my family and Ah Zhen!

"Teacher Zhong, this friend of yours is really a little cruel to Ah Zhen! If she doesn't survive like this, she will get sicker again, and this is really terrible! This letter is not necessarily counterproductive, alas! It is also difficult! It is difficult to deal with it. ”

Han Xin interjected again, she had been listening carefully to the story, and she had been looking at me, as if she wanted to find a clue in the expression on my face, this little girl was smart by nature, and she might guess that I was telling my own story.

"Yes, it's a bit cruel, but he has to cut through the mess quickly, otherwise one day there will be a scene that will be even more difficult to clean up. ”

"Hmm. ”

Han Xin was thoughtful, she was silent for a while, and seeing that I didn't speak, she continued to ask:

"Teacher, did your classmate rarely contact you later? Didn't contact my mother anymore? Why did I never hear my mother mention it. ”

"Maybe so? Your mom just doesn't know anything, and besides, you know it's useless, and it's normal not to mention it. ”

Han Xin looked at me and suddenly asked boldly:

"Teacher, you... You... Are you telling your own story? Because you're also drawing. You don't have that many people in your classmates who draw, right?"

"I? no, no,... What do you think?" I said, stunned, with a funny look on my face, and then hilared myself. But he shivered, and his voice changed tone. I didn't expect Han Xin to suddenly ask me like this, and I was unprepared and embarrassed.

Han Xin didn't answer directly, she lowered her head in a daze.

"Hanxin, what are you thinking?" I said, breaking the stiffness.

"I'm thinking, your friend's family must be very happy in the future, right?"

"Still want to hear it?"

"I thought, I'll go back and tell my mother after listening to it. Han Xin smiled after speaking.

"Okay, I'll keep talking, but when you're done, you're going to tell me about you and your mother. ”

Han Xin said, "That's fine. ”

After I said that, I finished my coffee, and Han Xin ordered another cup for me.