The wind in his ears was still whirring, and Xia Chenxuan was silent for a long time before he asked in a low voice, "Where are you now?"

"I'm downstairs from your house. ”

"My downstairs?"

"Well, the home you've been living in since you were in high school. ”

Hearing this, he paused again on the other side of the phone, and then said after a while: "I'll go over to find you, wait for me." With that, he hung up the phone.

Xiao Ran's hand holding the mobile phone suddenly tightened for a moment, lowered his eyebrows and lowered his eyes to adjust his somewhat flustered heartbeat at that moment, and then stood under the lamp on the side of the road in a daze. It didn't take long to see Xia Chenxuan, who had his hands in his pockets, slowly walking towards her, as if after a period of time, this person took the initiative to approach her again, as if they had never been separated before.

In fact, Xia Chenxuan didn't know how to answer Xiao Ran's previous question, nor did he understand why he suddenly wanted to come over as soon as he heard that she was here, so he hesitated for a moment and diverted from the previous topic, and asked, "Why are you standing here?"

Xiao Ran's eyes stared at him unblinkingly: "You really want to know?"

Xia Chenxuan was stunned when he heard this, vaguely uneasy about the answer to this question, and when he didn't know how to answer, he saw that Xiao Ran had already looked away, and turned to look at a certain window upstairs, his eyebrows and eyes were deep, and his tone was calm and slightly sentimental: "Because this is the place where the person I like helps me with my homework for the first time, and the place where that person helps me cook milk for the first time, the place where that person hugs me for the first time and says he likes me, and the place where that person tells me for the first time that I will always be together in the future." Most importantly, this is the place where my sweetheart has lived alone for three years. ”

Xiao Ran seemed to think of something, and laughed lowly: "Since I woke up, I have to stay here for a while every day, everything here is different for me." The wind, the rain and the snow here are all the same as me, I have really felt his smile, his temperature and his breathing, and only here can I really feel the traces of his existence in my life, and I will have the strength to comfort myself. ”

Xiao Ran turned his head to look at Xia Chenxuan, the corners of his mouth slowly rose, and his eyes soaked in tears flashed with a seductive light. No matter what kind of reaction Xia Chenxuan would have, Xiao Ran decided to let it go, and she didn't want to care anymore, she said slowly and clearly: "During the two years I was in a coma, I had a particularly beautiful dream. In my dream, I was well-behaved and obedient, hard-working and motivated, there was no rebellious period, no dropping out of school, no sadness to my parents, and no love for the wrong person. The boy I liked in my dream was handsome and had good grades, although there were complaints and incomprehensions in my heart, he was still gentle, considerate and filial, especially since he had been consistent with me for so long. It's a pity how good he was to me at the beginning, how cruel he is to me now, so good to me, so good that I hope I don't wake up for the rest of my life, so good that my eyes, heart, and mind are full of only him, so good that I will never have the strength to fall in love with someone else in my life. Isn't he cruel, you say?"

Looking at Xiao Ran's serious and persistent eyes, Xia Chenxuan suddenly felt that a thousand words had become powerless at this moment. After being stunned for a long time, Xia Chenxuan took her right hand, which was already frozen in the cold wind, turned around and said, "Let's go, I'll send you back." ”

Xiao Ran let Xia Chenxuan lead him, followed his footsteps step by step, and after a while, he suddenly called out his name in a low voice: "Xia Chenxuan." ”

"Huh?"

"Can you try to like me?"

With the same meaning and different words, when answering Fang Jun, he answered without pressure, but when facing Xiao Ran, Xia Chenxuan didn't even have the courage to say a word.

"Xia Chenxuan. ”

"Hmm. ”

"You like me too, okay?"

Xia Chenxuan still didn't say anything, Xiao Ran paused and continued: "It's not that you like me like you do, you just need to like me a little bit now." ”

The two of them walked silently for a while, and when they were about to arrive at Xiao Ran's house, Xia Chenxuan finally opened his mouth.

"Xiao Ran. ”

"Well, I'm listening. ”

"Do you know I'm getting engaged?"

Xiao Ran was stunned for a moment and nodded: "I know, but what can I do, I just can't forget it, whether I close my eyes or open my eyes, my mind is full of your appearance." ”

"Have you ever thought that, in fact, the person you like is not me, but just happens to have the same name and surname as me, and looks similar. ”

Hearing this, Xiao Ran paused, and turned his head to look at him. She naturally understood Xia Chenxuan's implication, what he meant was that the flawless Xia Chenxuan she fell in love with was not the current him, maybe that person really existed in a different time and space, maybe that person was just the protagonist in her dream, but no matter which one it was, it was not the Xia Chenxuan who was standing in front of her now.

Trying to suppress the bitterness in his chest, Xiao Ran shook his head: "Who knows, maybe, after all, the person I love is you, but the person you love is not me, so there is no way to match the feelings between the two of us." Or can you try liking me once and let me feel the difference between you?"

Looking at the other party's burning gaze, if it weren't for the fact that his sanity was still there, Xia Chenxuan would almost have responded. forced himself to turn around and looked around, only to find that he had unconsciously walked to the door of Xiao Ran's community.

"You're here, go up and rest early. ”

Xiao Ran looked at Xia Chenxuan, thinking of the conversation between him and Fang Jun last night, and suddenly laughed: "Did you hear something yesterday?" Seeing that he didn't deny it, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, it's good to know, if you want to see him again in the future, you don't have to find all kinds of lame reasons. It's just that at the same time, there is a faint uneasiness in my heart, and I don't know what kind of mentality Xia Chenxuan is using to get along with her now? Is it true that he actually has some unconscious emotions for her now? Or is he just treating her as a temporary sober potential psychopath, and he came with a trace of sympathy? Xiao Ran thought about it like this, and was tossed by the complex emotions of joy and sadness in his heart, sighed deeply, and said, "I'm going back, you should go back early." ”

"Hmm. ”

"Then we'll see you tomorrow?" Xiao Ran's tone was slightly tentative.

Xia Chenxuan nodded, then thought of something again, and said, "Xiao Ran, it's not safe when it's dark, don't go there in the future." ”

Xiao Ran was originally a little excited because he didn't dislike meeting him, but he was cooled down by his words in an instant, and he was the only one in the world who can make him happy and sad for a while with just one sentence!

"When I don't like you anymore, I won't go. ”