Xiao Ran returned home and opened the door, and saw Fang Jun sitting on the sofa in the living room at a glance.

Not long after Xiao Ran went out, Fang Jun came over. Seeing that she was not at home, she declined the kindness of Xiao's father and Xiao's mother to call Xiao Ran, and waited quietly at her home. Even though he knew where she would go when she went out at night, he still resisted the urge and didn't go to her, just now when Xia Chenxuan sent Xiao Ran back, he stood on the balcony of the living room and naturally saw it all. But what can he do now? If a person has no trace of you in his heart, even if you give your life for her, in her eyes it will only be a burden for her.

"You're back. ”

"Well, you've been waiting for a long time?"

"It's okay, it didn't take long. Fang Jun picked up the hot water that had just been poured on the table and handed it to Xiao Ran.

"It's cold outside, you've been outside for so long, drink some hot water to warm up first, and we'll talk later." ”

Hearing this, Xiao Ran paused with his fingers holding the water glass, and didn't ask Fang Jun how he knew, just nodded and said, "Thank you, why are you here alone?"

"I'm afraid that you will come back too late, and it is inconvenient for my uncle and aunt to stay up late to accompany me and wait for you, anyway, I have nothing to do, so I let them go back to the room to rest first. ”

"Oh. Xiao Ran answered, put down the cup, and asked, "Then what is the matter with you coming to me?"

Fang Jun reached out and took out a voice recorder from his pocket and handed it to Xiao Ran, "I know it's not very kind, but now the only one I can't rest assured about in this place is you, I still hope you can think about it carefully, don't let yourself be hurt unnecessarily because of a momentary impulse." ”

Xiao Ran didn't make a sound, reached out and took the recorder, looked at it in a daze for a long time, and then said: "I understand your intentions, no matter what, in the two years that I have been in a coma, I have worked hard for you to take care of me and my parents, thank you." ”

Fang Jun pretended to shrug his shoulders easily: "It's nothing, these are what I should bear." After a pause, Fang Jun said again: "Although with my previous behavior, it seems that I am not qualified to say this, but I really hope that you can be happy." ”

"Well, I know, I hope I don't disappoint your hopes. ”

"Ran ran ......"

"Huh?"

"You...... Hate me?"

When Xiao Ran heard this, he looked at Fang Jun for a long time before he nodded slowly: "I hated it, after all, I paid so much before." However, I didn't hate it a long time ago, just as you really blessed me, I also sincerely hope that you can be happy now. ”

"Oh, it's good to hate me, otherwise I'm really a little skeptical that I was making a fuss about myself all those years ago. Fang Jun smiled bitterly, looking at the water glass in front of him, he seemed to think of the year he and Xiao Ran first met. That year, he just smoked a cigarette at the door of the Internet café as usual, but he glanced at the smiling girl opposite, and just a casual glance made him love her for so many years. Even if he made a mistake later, from beginning to end, he never thought that he would really separate from Xiao Ran, let alone that they would really be separated for this reason.

"Ranran, can I hug you?" As soon as the words fell, before Xiao Ran could reply, Fang Jun hugged her tightly in his arms.

Xiao Ran felt Fang Jun's somewhat trembling body, raised a hand and gently patted him on the back.

"Fang Jun, I'm sorry, I can't give you the result you want. ”

Fang Jun shook his head slightly: "No, it's me who didn't live the way you want, it's all my fault." ”

Hearing this, Xiao Ran grabbed Fang Jun's shirt tightly with both hands, and after a long time, a muffled voice came from Fang Jun's chest: "Fang Jun, don't do those dangerous things in the future, and don't let Uncle Fang worry about you anymore, okay?"

"Hmm," Fang Jun nodded vigorously, "Okay!"

After Fang Jun left for a long time, Xiao Ran moved his somewhat stiff body, leaned back on the sofa, and reached out to rub his already sour eyes.

Looking at the recorder on the table, Xiao Ran shook her head with a wry smile, she didn't have to listen, she could guess what was recorded inside. It's just that there are many things in this world, how can there be any reason to talk about it?!! Sighing deeply, Xiao Ran slowly walked back to the room with a voice recorder.

From this day on, Xiao Ran waited early every day in the hotel where Xia Chenxuan was staying, and Xiao Ran followed him almost wherever he went. In the evening, after Xia Chenxuan returned to the hotel, she took a taxi to the downstairs of the community where Xia Chenxuan was in high school, sometimes going back in about an hour, and sometimes staying for several hours before going back.

Xiao Ran didn't know what was going on with her, obviously Xia Chenxuan himself had already appeared in front of her, but she still couldn't let go of this, but she had to stay downstairs here for a while every day, and she felt complete in her heart. As incomprehensible to her is Xia Chenxuan himself, he comes out after entering the hotel every day, and every time he can see Xiao Ran staying quietly downstairs in his high school community, whether it is windy or rainy, she never stops.

He was a man who already had a girlfriend, and he followed her only out of concern for her safety, and she was just treating him as a similar-looking substitute...... Obviously she has warned herself many times like this, warning herself not to care, warning herself not to be angry, warning herself to leave quickly in a few days, warning herself that she deserves it even if she is sick...... However, he still invited the housekeeping aunt to come over, cleaned the room again, bought daily necessities again, and then when he was watched by her sparkling eyes, his heart suddenly beat out of rhythm.