Xiao Ke didn't say anything, although Fang Jun took care of Xiao Ran in the hospital for two years, but an injury is an injury, how can it be so easy to heal, so Xiao Ke never forgave him from beginning to end. If it weren't for Xiao's mother soft-hearted and persuading him, he would have beaten Fang Jun out a long time ago.

In the end, Xiao's mother couldn't look past it, and gently pushed Xiao Ran: "Ran Ran, don't be like this." Then, he turned back to Fang Jun and said, "Xiao Fang, you have worked hard this time, since you have arrived at home, let's have a light meal together and then go back, I bought a lot of vegetables." ”

If you want to say who is the person who loves Xiao Ran the most in this world, Xiao's mother must be the first. Therefore, when she learned that Xiao Ran had an accident and the causes and consequences of the accident, if it weren't for the murder and the law, she might have even tore Fang Jun's heart with her own hands! However, in the past two years, watching Fang Jun live in self-blame every day, watching him try his best to contact various doctors, and watching him take care of Xiao Ran day and night, no matter how hard her heart is, her heart has become soft. After all, Fang Jun and Xiao Ran have known each other for so long, and the road of life is so long, it is inevitable that they will make some mistakes, as long as Xiao Ran can forgive him, she will not object again.

"Okay, thank you, Auntie. Fang Jun saw that Xiao's mother was willing to help him speak, and he was overjoyed, so he hurriedly responded, face is not important at this time, as long as Xiao Ran can forgive him, no matter how ugly the words are, what does it matter?!

Xiao Ran saw that Xiao's mother said this, so she didn't say no more, just nodded and went back to her room. When she entered the door, she looked at the head of the bed at first glance, and there was supposed to be the blue stuffed fox that Xia Chenxuan gave her, but now she looked at it, and it was naturally empty.

"Sure enough......" Xiao Ran smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Sure what?" Fang Jun asked, standing at her door.

"Nothing. Xiao Ran restrained his smile and said without looking back: "I'm tired and want to take a break." ”

Fang Jun nodded: "Okay, then you rest first, and when you are better, we will ...... Let's talk about it?"

"Yes, yes. In fact, Xiao Ran didn't think there was anything to talk about between them, her mind was a mess now, and she really didn't have the energy to say anything more to him, but since he wanted to talk, let's talk about it, and it would be good to make some things clearer.

After eating, Fang Jun looked at Xiao Ran, who was tired, and knew that he couldn't force her too hard, anyway, he took the initiative to get up and say goodbye.

After Fang Jun left, Xiao Ran flipped over her pile of things before the car accident, and then remembered that her previous mobile phone had already been thrown away by her. opened the door and just saw Xiao Ke who was about to return to the army.

"Brother, are you going back to the army?"

"Well, you're going out?"

"Well, my phone is broken, I want to go down and buy a new one. ”

Xiao Ke thought for a while: "You rest at home, I'll buy it for you." ”

"Will it delay your return to the army?"

Xiao Ke stepped forward and rubbed Xiao Ran's hair: "No, you go and rest." With that, he opened the door and walked out.

Xiao Ran watched Xiao Ke go out, then returned to the room and lay on the bed, looking at the empty bed in a daze. Ever since I woke up, I've been controlling my emotions very well, but somehow, all of a sudden, I collapsed, and my tears seemed to burst the embankment, and the uncontrollable flow became more and more fierce. Xiao Ran covered his eyes with his hands while choking and muttering to himself: "I can't go back, I can't go back, I can't go back!"

Those bits and pieces of pain, like ants eating at her already fragile nerves, bit by bit, will eventually collapse, just the difference between sooner or later.

When Xiao Ke came back with his mobile phone and his newly completed mobile phone card, Xiao Ran, who was tired from crying, was already asleep on the bed. Putting things at the head of the bed, Xiao Ke looked at Xiao Ran, who was asleep with tears still hanging in the corners of his eyes, and felt distressed: "It will all pass, Ranran, believe me, everything will pass." ”

If the bad emotions of sadness and pain can be replaced, he is willing to replace everything he has now, as long as Xiao Ran can continue to face life with a good mood, don't be depressed, and don't be sad.

When Xiao Ran woke up, it was already dark, and when he saw Xiao Ke's mobile phone and card on the bedside, he hurriedly put them up. After turning on the phone, entering the string of numbers that I had already memorized, my fingers hesitated for a long time, and finally pressed the dial button with some trembling.

The bell rang for a long time and no one answered, and just when Xiao Ran was about to hang up, it was connected.

"Hey, hello, who's who?" said an unfamiliar male voice on the phone.

As soon as Xiao Ran heard the voice, he knew that it was not Xia Chenxuan, and tears couldn't help but start rolling in his eyes again, until there was an impatient "Which one?" from inside, Xiao Ran came back to his senses and hurriedly replied, "I'm sorry, I made a mistake." He hung up the call.

Really...... Thinking about it, how could it be him? Xiao Ran looked at his pale face in the mirror, looked at the thick night outside the window, put on his coat, opened the door, and walked out.

The lights on the street were still as hazy as in his impression, Xiao Ran walked to the downstairs where Xia Chenxuan once lived, looked at the dark window, and was stunned. In a trance, it seemed to return to the year when Xia Chenxuan went abroad for surgery silently, the difference is that at that time, she always believed in her heart that he would come back one day, and now...... Xiao Ran not only knew in her heart that she couldn't go back, but in the years without Xia Chenxuan, what should she do to be the same as before, full of longing and desire for life?

If...... Xiao Ran's dark eyes flashed, and then dimmed again. No, no, even if she fell into a coma again, would she really be able to go back? What's more, when she thought of Xiao's mother's almost desperate eyes, Xiao Ran couldn't bear to let her go through it again.

Maybe...... Maybe it was really just a dream, but the dream was so real, so real that she just wanted to indulge in it and no longer be awake.

I don't know how long it took, Xiao Ran moved his somewhat stiff legs and feet, and slowly walked back. When I passed by the school, I looked at the scattered lights in the study hall on the campus, and I couldn't help but feel a wave of sadness and despair. Xiao Ran clutched her chest and glanced at the bookstore opposite the school, where she and Xia Chenxuan first officially began to intersect, and through the lights in the store, which seemed to be a little helpless, it seemed that the young man's eyes were still a little ridiculous and doting.

Wiping away the tears that had fallen unintentionally, Xiao Ran walked out into the street, searching for something in the shops all over the street. Finally, in an inconspicuous shop on the corner of the street, Xiao Ran finally found the two red and blue foxes with squinting eyes and smiling.

Xiao Ran gently held the two foxes in his arms, lowered his head and continued to walk home. So be it, hold them like that, and then, pretend that you've always been with me and never left.