Chapter 90: The Past (3)

Fang Jun has been going to Xiao Ran's house every day recently, and he hasn't stayed for long, every time he brings some gifts, and then sits for a while and leaves. Xiao Ran refused several times to no avail, and after several days in a row, Xiao Ran finally couldn't stand it anymore. When Fang Jun came to the door again with a gift, Xiao Ran stopped him: "Fang Jun, let's go out and talk." ”

"Okay. With the mentality of 'soldiers are coming, and water is coming to cover the earth', Fang Jun put the gift on the table, and then politely said goodbye to Xiao's father and Xiao's mother, and then followed Xiao Ran out of the door. Actually, Fang Jun had long wanted to have a good talk with Xiao Ran, but since he woke up, Xiao Ran's attitude towards him has always been lukewarm, he knew that Xiao Ran had been wronged, so he didn't dare to force anything, he just hoped that she could understand that his heart for her had never changed, and that was fine.

Xiao Ran casually found a café and ordered two cups of coffee, and after the waiter finished delivering the coffee and left, Xiao Ran said bluntly: "Fang Jun, after so many years, I originally thought that you should know me very well." ”

Fang Jun took a sip of coffee: "Of course, we have been together for so long, we have known each other for a long time, haven't we?"

"Then you should know very well who I am, it's impossible between us, you don't waste time on me anymore. ”

Fang Jun was silent for a while: "I know you're still blaming me, I admit that everything before was my fault, but it's been so long, can't you give me a chance? I promise that I will never let you down in the future! ”

If there is really only one person in his heart, how can he roll the sheets with others?!Xiao Ran snorted coldly in his heart when he heard this, but he didn't say anything, and his face was still calm: "You are wrong, in fact, I don't blame you for a long time." If there is a problem in a relationship, it cannot be just a problem of one party, both parties must be responsible. However, for me, no matter who is right or wrong, the end is the end, and it is absolutely impossible to be together again no matter what. ”

Fang Jun looked at Xiao Ran, and the sadness on his face flashed: "If you think like this, I can't stop it, but in the same way, no matter what I think, you can't stop it." ”

Xiao Ran obviously couldn't understand why Fang Jun was so stubborn, although his tone was still calm, his tone was obviously a little cold and detached: "Fang Jun, why do we have to torture each other, don't you understand? I don't love you anymore, the moment you secretly date someone else, it was already over between us." ”

The end of mutual torture? Is there only mutual torture left in her heart after so many years of their relationship? Fang Jun didn't expect Xiao Ran to say these words, and her heart was like being pulled up by an unknown hand in an instant, and she couldn't move or touch it.

"I've never dated someone behind your back, and I admit it was my drunken mistake and not resisting the temptation. ”

"I don't need to explain, I don't blame you for what I said, not to mention that whatever the reason, it doesn't make sense for me to say this now. ”

When Fang Jun heard this, he was stunned for a long time before he came back to his senses, and his tone was insistent and stubborn: "Whatever you think, I know what position you have in my heart, I won't give up anyway." ”

“。。。。。。 ”

After a long time, Xiao Ran sighed and changed the topic: "If you stay here like this, uncles and aunts will be worried, go home early." ”

"Would you like to go back with me?"

Xiao Ran shook his head: "I don't want to, I've been wandering outside for too long, my family is here, and I'm not going anywhere." ”

Fang Jun's eyes were dyed with a hint of a smile: "Then I won't go back, where you are, my home will be there." ”

Xiao Ran looked at him, but didn't laugh, such a touching love story, if it had been placed before, she would have been moved to tears, right? It's a pity that now she, except for some emotion, there is not even a trace of fluctuation in her heart, and it is really the mood that determines the situation.

Xiao Ran took his coat and stood up: "I have already made it clear what should be said, as for how to choose, it is your own business, it has nothing to do with me." Also, don't buy anything to my house in the future, or you will trouble me to return it to you as it is. I'll go first, you drink slowly. ”

Fang Jun looked at Xiao Ran's unrelenting back, his hand hanging on his side, and clenched his fist fiercely. The voice was low and helpless: "Ranran, you are really ruthless to me now, but I still won't give up on you! Only your feelings for me in this world are the purest, and only I truly love you, none of us can do without anyone, whether it is past, present or future, you will only be my Fang Jun alone!" Fang Jun finished talking to himself, then raised his head and drank the coffee in the cup and walked out.

Of course, Xiao Ran, who had already left, didn't hear what he said, she didn't know what Fang Jun had experienced during the two years she had been in a coma, everyone was changing almost every day, this was an eternal law. Maybe we occasionally feel that someone important around us seems to suddenly become strange, but in fact, no one's change is sudden, it's just that our own footsteps have not kept up with the moments they experienced change.

As soon as Xiao Ran got home, she saw Zhou Qingxuan sitting on the sofa waiting for her to come back, and she was stunned for a moment.

Zhou Qingxuan saw Xiao Ran standing at the door in a daze, so she got up and pulled her to her side, and looked her up and down carefully, then she put her mind at ease and hugged Xiao Ran tightly with red eyes.

"Xiao Ran, I miss you so much, it's great that you're okay!"

Xiao Ran came back to his senses and hugged her tightly: "Fool, don't worry, I'm fine." ”

"Uh-huh. Zhou Qingxuan nodded vigorously: "But you are really, you won't call me when you wake up, if I hadn't gone to the hospital to see you and didn't find anyone, I wouldn't have known that you had woken up?!"

"Well, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's me who didn't think it through. ”

Zhou Qingxuan's red and swollen eyes let go of Xiao Ran: "It's okay, I don't blame you, I heard what my aunt said, I was so excited to hear the news, my hands are still shaking." ”

Xiao Ran couldn't help but laugh when she saw her holding up her hands to show herself: "Qingxuan, let's go into the room and say." ”

"Well, good. Zhou Qingxuan nodded.

On the side, Xiao's mother, who was secretly wiping her tears, also laughed when she saw this: "Yes, yes, you guys go in and have a good chat, I'll go out to buy some food, Qingxuan hasn't come back for a long time, this time I'll live here, Auntie will cook more delicious food for you." ”

"Okay, thank you, Auntie. ”

I haven't seen each other for a long time, and the two of them are a little excited, especially Zhou Qingxuan, who has been chatting with Xiao Ran about what has happened in the past two years. Xiao Ran kept smiling and listened to Zhou Qingxuan talk about a lot of life changes in the past two years, and he couldn't remember how long it had been since he had seen Zhou Qingxuan's eyebrows dancing like this, and he vaguely seemed to see the lively and optimistic little girl when she was in school again.

Zhou Qingxuan saw that Xiao Ran had been looking at her and didn't speak, so she suddenly shook her head with a smile: "Am I a little too noisy?"

Xiao Ran nodded: "Well, it's a little." ”

"Xiao Ran!" Zhou Qingxuan poked Xiao Ran a little annoyed: "Don't talk about me like that." ”

"Uh......" Xiao Ran dodged to the side: "I haven't finished yet, although it's a little noisy, but I like this feeling very much, since I woke up, I finally feel like I'm still a little alive." ”

Zhou Qingxuan also quieted down after hearing this, sighed and said, "Xiao Ran, you ...... Between you and Fang Jun...... What are you going to do. ”

"I didn't have any plans, the two of us were already over before the car accident. ”

Zhou Qingxuan nodded: "Yes, I knew in the hospital at that time, whether he was guilty or really regretted waking up, once you came to your senses, it would be completely over between you." ”

"You see, even you know me so well, but unfortunately he doesn't think so, and he arrogantly puts a reason for not forgiving him. ”

"Huh, what's going on?"

Xiao Ran sighed deeply and retold the conversation with Fang Jun in the coffee shop in the afternoon to Zhou Qingxuan in its original form. After hearing this, Zhou Qingxuan was silent for a long time before asking, "Xiao Ran, do you really have no feelings for Fang Jun in your heart?"

"Nope. Xiao Ran replied very simply.

"So sure?"

"Qingxuan ......"

"Huh?"

Xiao Ran closed his eyes and adjusted his hidden emotions: "I'm in love with someone else." ”

"Ah???!!!h