35. Ripples

My heart tugged at me suddenly. How could Master suddenly say such a thing? Sure enough, he still knew that I had killed those people.

I immediately panicked. Sitting opposite the master, he looked ordinary, but his hands were already nervous and a cold sweat was already in a hand.

I grinned very reluctantly, and then pretended not to understand.

"What, what?"

Master's eyes trembled as he looked at me, and then whispered to me.

"Qian'er, it's because the teacher is wrong! I thought that everything has a chance to mend a new leaf, but in fact it is not. Demons are demons after all, and even if I give them a chance to start over, they still can't abandon their murderous nature. ”

I didn't know what Master meant by what he said suddenly, my whole body trembled nervously, and I had a gut feeling that something big would happen, so my words unconsciously panicked.

"Master, what do you say?"

Master looked at me and closed his eyes slightly. He paused for a long time, and then suddenly spoke coldly.

"Aren't you going to find Lian Shuyu? It's just that don't come back to Qingqiu in the future. ”

Don't come back to Qingqiu?!!! what do you mean??? Master wants to drive me away?

"Master?"

I fell to my knees and prostrated myself towards Master.

I grabbed him by the sleeve and panicked.

"Master, do you think that I killed those people? Master, I didn't, I didn't! You see, you see that I have no less merit at all. It's not my master, you can't drive me away!"

I didn't choose what to say, and my eyes were red in a panic, and my voice choked up. I grabbed his sleeve and refused to let go, as if I would never touch it again.

Master, he didn't look at me, he turned his head away and didn't want to talk to me.

He said in a cold tone as he turned to me.

"Don't kid yourself. You can hide it from others, can you still hide it from me? You can go, Qingqiu is too small to accommodate such an important person as you. ”

I suddenly fell into decay for a while, but the master still knew that I had killed someone, and he still wanted to drive me away.

But I don't understand, Ming Ming Lu may have lost immortal energy to me. Obviously, my merits are not less at all, and it is clear that I have many alibi evidences.

Why, why does Master still admit that it was I who killed someone?

I tugged at Master's sleeve, and my heart suddenly went cold.

I only hate myself for being so bad and difficult to train, and I have done so many things that hurt nature and reason, making Master embarrassed.

Master is the monarch of Qingqiu, and the monarch should be like a monarch, and there is indeed no reason to cover up and favor me.

But even though I was wrong. Even if my sin is unforgivable, Master can punish me however you want, I just beg you not to drive me away.

For the first time in the sixteen years of my life as a fox, I felt so painful and hopeless.

I could no longer make excuses for killing my fellow disciples, so I could only fall to my knees beside Master and weep.

I snuggled up to him, and finally confessed to my guilt.

"Master, the crime of killing a fellow disciple is unforgivable. But Master, that's really not what I wanted.

I don't know why I feel thirsty when I dream, and then I kill people uncontrollably. But Master, the apprentice is really unconscious, and the apprentice really doesn't have the intention to kill his fellow disciples. ”

Master's originally cold and detached eyes finally eased a little at this moment. He turned his head to look at me, frowning.

"As the teacher knows, this qiē is not something you did on purpose. But Qian'er, these people did die at your hands and killed their fellow disciples, which is a great crime that deceives teachers and destroys ancestors, and is not tolerated by heaven. Besides, Qinghe does have evidence to follow, even if you are unconscious, you can't stay in Qingqiu any longer. ”

Qinghe? It's Qinghe again? On weekdays, I feel a little uncomfortable when I hear Master mention Qinghe, and when I hear what Master says Qinghe has evidence to follow, I feel even more depressed.

Qinghe, Qinghe. I don't know when you cared so much about Qinghe? She said that there is evidence to follow, and you really want to drive me away because of this evidence?

What proof can she have Qinghe? Could it be because she had seen me talking to the man and woman by the river?

I feel aggrieved, and I'm afraid that he will really drive me away for this. So he hurriedly grabbed Master's hands and asked excitedly.

"What evidence does Fairy Qinghe have? Could it be that if you saw me talking to the couple by the river, you can judge that I killed someone? I already knew that Fairy Qinghe was not waiting to see me. If she doesn't wait to see me, why do you want to let me go?"

"Presumptuous!"

Before I could finish my sentence, I was interrupted by an angry shout from Master. I had never seen Master get so angry before, and I trembled all over, and I was stunned for a moment, not knowing what to answer.

When Master saw that I didn't answer, he continued with an angry speech.

"How can Qinghe Fairy say that he is also a Nine Heavens Fairy who is personally sealed by the Heavenly Monarch, how can he wronged you at will? How did the teacher teach you on weekdays? He actually made you develop such a pampered and arrogant and unrepentant character?"

Master thought that he was so angry that he didn't want to say anything more to me. As soon as he had said this, he got up and distanced himself from me, turning his back to me and not looking at me.

I suddenly wanted to cry, tears swirling in my eyes and trying to get out. I clenched my hands into fists and tried to keep them from coming out of my eyes.

I wanted to cry, not because I didn't feel wronged or wronged. I just, suddenly, I realized what a disappointing thing I had done, and I was just suddenly afraid that Master would alienate me and hate me because of it.

I'm pampered, and I do not repent at times. But Master, if you don't like it. Then I will definitely change it, I will do my best to change it. It's just, don't hate me, don't want me.

I suddenly panicked, grabbed the corner of Master's coat and tried hard to explain.

"Master, I am not unrepentant, I am not. I knew I was wrong, and I could accept any punishment I wanted. But Master, you can't drive me away! You can't do without me!"

I begged bitterly, hoping that Master would forgive me this time. Don't drive me away. Qingqiu is my only bond, where can I go without Qingqiu?

There is no Qingqiu, there is no master. What am I going to do?

I heard Master let out a long sigh, but he didn't look back at me after all.

I couldn't hold back my tears.

I don't know what's wrong, tears came out of the eyes, and my head mixed up, as if all the depression and horror of all this time had burst in this instant.

I sobbed and just wanted to talk to Master about the anguish in my heart. I walked to the master step by step, and my mouth was uncontrollable, confiding in the master the depression and heart that were hidden in my heart.

I walked up to Master and grabbed his arm and begged him.

"Master, do you know? Fairy Qinghe said that I was doing something that violated the code of ethics. She has already seen that she wants to occupy Master, and she doesn't allow me to like her Master, so she must drive me away! Master, don't marry Qinghe, don't marry her!"

I sobbed so hard that I couldn't speak. Intermittently like a jade plate falling to the ground, scattered and shattered into the surrounding air.

I felt Master's breath freeze for a moment.

I saw the astonishment in his eyes. That unbelievable look, it seems that I even wonder if I heard it wrong.

"What did you say?"

He asked in a low voice.

I was still stuck in the atmosphere just now and didn't come back to my senses, I tugged at his sleeve and continued to plead with him.

"Master, don't marry Fairy Qinghe. You don't want to marry her, okay? ”

"I ask you what you?!!!"

My words were interrupted by a sudden roar from Master. I've never seen him like this, short of breath. Urgent, alarmed, angry. As if he had been restrained for a long time, he was so depressed that he even clenched his teeth.

He threw me over to face him, and I saw that his eyes trembled with rage. After a moment, he closed his eyes slightly. He took a long breath. Then he said word by word to me.

"Do you know what the hell you're talking about?"

But somehow, I was dumbfounded.

When I saw him like this, I suddenly realized that I had said something important. How can I say such things to Master? How can I say that I like Master? Such a rebellious thing, Master must be very sad, right?

But now that the words have been spoken, how can I deny it again?

"I, I, I'm violating the ethics of the program, I'm blaspheming the master. But, but. But I just like my master, I just like my master. I...... I ......"

I wanted to complete an emotional speech with great courage, but unfortunately I didn't have the backbone. When it comes to that, you can't talk about it anymore.

I kept my head down and didn't dare to look at Master. I heard a sudden silence all around me, as if there was a sudden silence. The silence is terrifying.

Master stood there for a long time, and I didn't dare to look up and see the expression on his face. I was so timid that I was even careful to breathe.

After a long time. Suddenly, my body slammed into the warm but firm chest of a man. I couldn't help but be hit in the chest and my head and my heart trembled.

I've never been hugged so tightly by a person, as if I've gotten something extraordinary. He who rejoices wants to take it for himself.

I heard his whisper shatter in my ear. Warm nephrite, such surprise and joy calling my name over and over again.

"Qian'er. Qian'er ......"