36. In the end, it is separation.
In addition to the shock of this moment, I also felt extremely surprised and happy.
I also quietly hugged Master's body.
Master, do you also like Qian'er a little bit, and you can't bear to give up Qian'er?
I thought this in my heart, but at the same time I felt that this thought was very perverse.
Master is the monarch of Qingqiu, the god monarch of the heavenly monarch. How could he go against morality and like his own apprentices?
Although I understand these truths, I still imagine that I can stay with Master for a long time.
Finally, I couldn't help it and asked him.
"Master, do you also like Qian'er a little bit?"
He still hugged me tightly. Maybe because of the wine, I could smell the original fragrance of his body wafting through the wine.
I suddenly felt a little sluggish, lazy and even a little soft in my words.
He listened to me and looked up at me. Those deep blue eyes trembled and locked on me.
I could see the confusion and struggle in his eyes. He slowly leaned his head down and leaned closer to me.
His breathing was disordered, and he couldn't speak, confused as if he was whispering unconsciously.
"Qian'er,...... Did You Know...... Do you know ......?"
His warm snort swept across my cheeks. I watched him get closer to the magnified face, and for some reason, an inexplicable anticipation suddenly surged in my heart.
The expectation fermented bit by bit over time, and it made me dry. It was as if something had been pulled up from the deepest part of my body, and my dry/itchy breathing became rapid.
I closed my eyes unconsciously, but it was as if he had suddenly seen something terrifying. The frightened body bounced away from me.
He looked at me in great panic and fear for a moment, and then quickly fled from me. Like here, I'm like some beast of the flood.
I looked in the direction he was leaving, and my heart suddenly went cold.
I stood there for a long time, and suddenly my heart fell, and I didn't know what to do or what expression to hold.
In the middle of the night, I looked up at the window. I saw that the sky was blue and the surroundings were quiet. Leave a corner of the sickle moon, a lonely shadow and self-pity.
I looked down and smiled self-deprecatingly, thinking that I would be wrong this time......
The next morning, I got up and walked out of the glazed pavilion with a tired face that had not slept all night.
Master's experiences from last night are still lingering in my mind.
I don't know what's wrong, but after what happened last night, I always feel that Master's friendship with me is extraordinary. I still don't give up, so I still want to check with him again today.
Because I couldn't sleep, I went out early today. I went to the kitchen and made a bowl of lotus seed soup for Master myself. I think Master left in such a hurry yesterday, maybe he was still angry with me. Master likes lotus seed soup the most on weekdays, maybe he will feel better after eating the lotus seed soup I made.
When I finished making the lotus seed soup, I knocked on Master's door with the hot lotus seed soup. I don't know what's wrong today, Master hasn't paid attention to me for a long time. I stood outside the door and waited for a long time, but I didn't wait for Master to come and open the door for me.
I think Master must still be angry with me and doesn't want to see me. My heart suddenly felt sour, and my hand holding the lotus seed soup tightened and tightened, and then I mustered up the courage to knock on the door of the master's room again.
At this time, I heard a sudden sound of sooting from Master's room. Immediately after, another stool slammed to the ground. I didn't know, so I was about to ask what was wrong, but the door creaked open in front of me.
My eyes couldn't help but widen, and I could smell the smell of wine in the room. I saw that the Qinghe Fairy was disheveled, and she hurriedly opened the door in a messy manner.
The moment she saw me, a hint of nervousness flashed across her face. But soon, she asked me in a pretended natural way.
"Is there something wrong? ”
Why is Qinghe here??? why is Qinghe here Master??? My hand holding the lotus seed soup involuntarily began to tremble, and I hesitated and never dared to look into the room.
I could feel the shock on my face at the moment.
When Fairy Qinghe saw that I didn't answer for a long time, she became a little impatient.
"You're here to deliver lotus seed soup? ”
Now, she is obviously a quasi-teacher's mentality! I raised my eyebrows lightly, thinking like this.
I took a deep breath, and finally couldn't help but take another look into the room.
Just one glance shattered my strength for so long.
I looked sideways around the sleeve of Fairy Qinghe and saw Master Wujun standing beside the bed.
He is half-bodyed, and he is described as scattered. Even I can see the upper body of his ** from afar, the traces of joy [love] that have not yet retreated.
He didn't seem to have a reaction to what was going on. Standing on the edge of the bed, he looked at me with a stunned expression. In a panic, I forgot that I didn't have my shoes on.
I felt a little ridiculous at this moment.
People are such a strange thing. I could feel the pain in my heart. Strangely, I couldn't help but laugh at such a time.
My hand holding the lotus seed soup trembled slightly from laughter.
I saw a hint of surprise and confusion flashing in Fairy Qinghe's eyes.
I smiled like a flower and put the lotus seed soup into her hand, and made myself as calm as possible to talk to her.
"This bowl of lotus seed soup should be eaten while it is hot, it will taste bad when it is cold. ”
After I said this, I turned around and walked away in great style.
It's just that somehow, every step is as difficult as stepping on a sword.
I couldn't help but laugh self-deprecatingly.
Yes. How did I forget that Master is a strict person.
Even if it is not good, it will not destroy her future for the sake of a little girl.
Speaking of which, Fairy Qinghe is really suitable for him.
The Nine Heavens Fairy is also the niece of the Heavenly Monarch. The status is high and the status is decent.
But what about me, what am I? a monster who doesn't know where it came from.
I dragged my body and numbly moved forward step by step.
Suddenly I felt resentful again. Hate yourself, hate Master, hate Qinghe. Later, this hatred was uncontrollable, and it made me itch all over my body and tremble.
There was a piercing hunger and thirst that eroded like a tidal wave.
That's when I heard a squeak squeak closing the door. It turned out that Qinghe had been looking at me for so long, and he had just turned around and went back to the house.
I thought like this, but I felt a sudden uncontrollable surge of murderous intent in my body.
Then my eyes went dark, and my brain went blank. By the time I could react, I had already smashed the door of Master's room with one palm. A hand pierced Qinghe's left shoulder.
I felt something gurgling into my body.
There was a frightened cry of Fairy Qinghe and a nervous roar of the master.
"Qian'er !!"
Seeing him like this, I couldn't help but sneer.
Are you reluctant??? nervous? Looking at Qinghe like this, are you very distressed?
But Master, you should be Qian'er. No, you can only be a thousand children! No one can come and snatch you!
If anyone dares to touch you, I will kill him. My stuff, my people. Unless I'm dead, no one will try to snatch it!!
My brain was uncontrollable and thought like this, and the more I thought about it, the more I hated it. The more I think about it, the more I put the pressure on it.
At this moment, I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my left shoulder. Before I could realize what was going on, I fell out.
The force of this palm was not light, and I was lying by the door, and my left shoulder hurt terribly. As soon as it was sweet in his mouth, he spit out a mouthful of blood.
It was only after this mouthful of blood was vomited that I woke up. I staggered to my feet and looked at Yiqiē in disbelief.
Qing He's miserable white face fell into the master's arms. Her cheeks were sunken a little as a result of my sucking of blood.
I panicked, staggering to see if Fairy Qinghe was still alive.
Who knew that as soon as he got closer, he was shouted away by the master.
"Go away!"
I saw Master holding Fairy Qinghe and looking at me with a wary expression.
I panicked to explain.
"Master, I didn't mean to. I'm not ......."
"Let's go!"
Before I could finish my sentence, I was interrupted by Master's cold words.
When I heard this, I was stunned for a moment, and my heart unconsciously panicked.
"You go, do you hear me, let me go now. I don't want to see you again!
Suddenly my tears flowed. I stood still, cramped and didn't know how to move.
I don't know what words to say to confess to Master. Master wanted to drive me away, but I didn't want to. I don't want to leave Qingqiu, I don't want to leave Master.
"Master!"
I called to him with a begging opening. Then I fell to my knees in front of him with a thud.
"Master! The apprentice is at fault! The apprentice is willing to be punished, and he can be punished in any way. But Master, don't drive the disciples away. The apprentice didn't want to leave Qingqiu. ”
I know I've made a big mistake and I've run away from it once. This time, I couldn't avoid it, but I felt a lot easier.
I couldn't stop my tears from falling, even though I knew that if I was punished this time, it would be a torture like a piercing flesh. But I can bear it no matter what, I just can't stand to leave Qingqiu.
I crawled and tried to go over and grab Master's arm and plead with him, but was stopped by his merciless words.
I heard his roar bordering on madness.
"Why don't you understand?!! why don't you understand??? you go!!!, don't come back!go!go!!"