Chapter 91: The Past (4)

To say that Zhou Qingxuan would be so surprised, it is not for nothing. Xiao Ran has never been the kind of person who is easily tempted by others, of course, once he is tempted, he will be very firm and will not be easily shaken. This is both an advantage and a disadvantage, because once she is tempted, the other party can be very relieved to do anything in a down-to-earth manner, so that after a long time, there will gradually be no sense of crisis, and she will gradually not attach as much importance to this relationship as she did at the beginning.

Just like at the beginning, Fang Jun didn't know how much effort it took to finally impress Xiao Ran, if it weren't for Fang Jun's mistake later, Zhou Qingxuan absolutely believed that Xiao Ran would never like anyone else in his life. Xiao Ran and Fang Jun had a car accident not long after they broke up, and they have been in a coma, and it has only been more than a month since they woke up, Zhou Qingxuan didn't believe it anyway, Xiao Ran would like someone else in just over a month?!

"It's true. Xiao Ran sighed, during this time, she had suppressed her forced smile every day for too long, and she couldn't find anyone else to tell except Zhou Qingxuan.

"Who is it?" Zhou Qingxuan had never seen Xiao Ran with such a gloomy demeanor, and her tone unconsciously seemed a little cautious: "Is it someone I know?"

Xiao Ran bit his lip: "I can't tell if you know each other, he ...... It's a guy who has nothing to do with me here. ”

When Zhou Qingxuan heard this, she was even more strange: "What the hell is going on?"

"Do you remember Guan Xue?"

"Remember, wasn't she our high school class president? Speaking of which, I haven't seen her since I graduated from high school. ”

"Well, what about Xia Chenxuan?"

"Xia Chenxuan?" Zhou Qingxuan frowned, and thought for a while before saying, "Ah, I remember, wasn't he the president of our student union at the time, and many classmates said that he was actually Guan Xue's boyfriend?

Xiao Ran didn't answer directly, but said, "Xia Chenxuan is actually Guan Xue's cousin. ”

"Huh, how do you know?" Zhou Qingxuan said, and suddenly exclaimed: "Ah!! is it possible that the person you like is ...... Be...... He ?!!!"

Xiao Ran nodded, reached out and touched the two little foxes beside the bed, and then from the time she and Fang Jun broke up and got into the taxi, she told all the bits and pieces that happened that she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or a reality. Zhou Qingxuan was a little surprised and unbelievable at the beginning, and the whole process was very calm, Xiao Ran was still a little worried about whether to tell her and Shang Nan, seeing her so calm, after thinking about it, she still didn't hide it and said it all.

After finishing speaking, Xiao Ran sighed: "Actually, I can't tell whether these things are just a dream now, or whether there really exist in different time and space. The only thing I know for sure is my heart, which has been left there and can't come back. ”

Zhou Qingxuan was stunned for a long time, and suddenly hugged Xiao Ran, her tone was full of helplessness and distress: "Xiao Ran, you just had a long dream, and you forgot about it when you woke up, right?!, what will you do in the future?"

Xiao Ran tugged at the corners of his mouth, then raised his head to look at Zhou Qingxuan, his tearful eyes became brighter and brighter: "Yes, what will I do in the future?" Qingxuan, I'm afraid ...... I'll never like someone else again in my life. ”

Zhou Qingxuan shook her head desperately: "No, no, maybe you will forget it after a long time, think about it, when you left Fang Jun, you never thought that you would meet Xia Chenxuan, right?

"Well, maybe. Although Xiao Ran responded like this, she actually understood in her heart that Xia Chenxuan and Fang Jun had different positions in her mind. What's more, although time will make a person's emotions fade, but regrets and longings will only grow with time, and she can't accompany Xia Chenxuan to live the rest of her life, which is a regret that she can't forget for the rest of her life.

Xiao Ran looked up and saw Zhou Qingxuan with a tangled face, and shook his head with a wry smile: "Don't worry, I'm fine, how many people in this world can experience such two completely different lives like me, although there are some regrets, but I am already content." ”

Zhou Qingxuan has never been good at comforting people, especially compared to Xiao Ran, seeing that although she is sad, she still comforts herself in turn, and she feels more and more sad. After thinking about it, he still asked, "Xiao Ran, have you tried to find Xia Chenxuan?"

"Do you mean in reality?"

Zhou Qingxuan nodded vigorously: "Well, I believe that your experience will definitely not be as simple as a dream, since you can have such a deep intersection in another time and space, it is impossible for you to become two people who have nothing to do with each other when you come here?

When Xiao Ran heard this, she suddenly remembered that she had asked Xia Chenxuan, what if one day he didn't remember her? Xia Chenxuan said at that time that if there was really such a day, he would definitely be able to find him if he returned to the place where they first met. It's just that when she thinks of the house without lights, Xiao Ran feels like someone is holding an arrow with barbs and hooking her heart fiercely, dissipating the courage she has. Don't you want to? Yes, of course I want to! Xiao Ran doesn't think about it all the time, but even if she finds it, what can she do? Is the current Xia Chenxuan really the Xia Chenxuan she loves deeply? His patience, gentleness, and single-mindedness will he only treat her alone as in the past? In case there is already someone else by his side, in case he is not the same person, what if...... How will she deal with herself?

Xiao Ran stretched out his hand and stroked Zhou Qingxuan's frowning brows because of anxiety, and said lightly: "I don't dare to go to him, I'm afraid of seeing him fall in love with someone else, and I'm even more afraid that he will look at me like an irrelevant stranger." "The so-called 'courage' and other emotions really only exist in the imagination, whether she is timid or cowardly, she just doesn't have the courage to face him now.

"But ......"

Zhou Qingxuan wanted to say something more, but Xiao Ran interrupted her: "Qingxuan, don't worry about me, I promise that I will live a good life, don't worry." ”

Zhou Qingxuan knew that she couldn't say anything about her, so she had to nod and didn't say anything more. Xiao Ran smiled and pulled her up: "I talked to someone, my mood is really much better, let's go out to eat, I guess my mother is about to cook." ”

Zhou Qingxuan also echoed and laughed: "Well, okay, I really haven't eaten my aunt's cooking for many years." ”

Zhou Qingxuan is a very cheerful person, Xiao Ran's family has always liked her, so everyone is very happy with this meal, especially Xiao's mother, whether it is a smile or a lot of food, it is much more than before. Seeing this, Xiao Ran was really guilty and self-blaming, Xiao's mother had paid too much for her, how could she bear to do anything that made her mother sad?!

Because of work, Zhou Qingxuan couldn't stay long, so she went back the next day. After Zhou Qingxuan left, Xiao Ran also wanted to find something to do for herself, she had worked for so many years before, although it was not a lot, but she still had some savings in her hands, and discussed it with Xiao's father and Xiao's mother, Xiao Ran rented a shop opposite the school, which sold some trinkets and the like, although it was not very profitable, but after all, there was something to do.

Xiao's father and Xiao's mother naturally won't object, since Xiao Ran woke up, they have been a little depressed, so they don't care if they make money or not, as long as Xiao Ran can be happy.