Although Meng Fan's appearance made me and Xinyi feel unhappy, at least it didn't disturb our mood, and we went to the tall restaurant where we went with Jiang Tian and Qin Lan.

Sure enough, Xinyi, the little wild cat, never hid anything, and said to me generously: "You have to save more money, so I don't plan to kill you, you can sign orders here, by the way, if your project is to start, I also want to buy shares." ”

As soon as I heard this, I asked her, "It's all one family, don't talk about two families, how much do you plan to invest?"

Xinyi was amused by me and said to me, "You money addict. ”

The two of us sat side by side, I put my arm around her fragrant shoulder, and said ambiguously: "What's mine is yours, I'm joking with you." ”

She buried her head in my arms and suddenly felt the urge to be a successful man, because I noticed that the way she looked at me changed, so that I understood what success means to a man.

After all, no one is an idiot, the difference between a garbage stock and a high-performance stock, everyone can see that Xinyi's attitude towards me has really changed a lot this time, and the whole dinner is so sweet, but I still have a lot of worries, who will invest?

I sent Xinyi home in the evening, drove back to the apartment by myself, entered the room, turned on the computer, and read the messages of the organizing committee forum, many people sympathized with me, but there was really no big business CEO willing to support me.

A person lying in bed in distress, I don't know what to do, I can't make start-up capital in Xingmei for ten years, I can't sleep again in distress, the taste of insomnia is really uncomfortable, my temples are beating up and down, I can't think anymore, but my eyes are still wide, I'm really a little afraid of forcing myself out of illness, what should I do? It seems that you have to do something, it really has to be related to your economic strength, why do people sometimes force themselves, it's really painful. I lit a cigarette again, when will my life be easier, I don't like this kind of hard life, and I want to go back to my own life of getting by, I thought about it all night, only to find out that I didn't think of a way at all, I just found a reason for myself to retreat, I really hate myself for being like this.

This time, I was so sad that I didn't sleep all night. The mood was very depressed throughout the week, the insomnia at night became more and more serious, the whole week added up to not sleep for a few hours, and I was not in the mood to go to work. Mr. Chen and Xinyi put the company up and running again, and it was said that Runda said that someone anonymously reported a lot of insiders of the company, and I understand who did it, but Lao Mo really has great powers, although there is a lot of negative news, but in the end it is gone.

I don't know what will happen to Xiaohui, I don't know how her evil breath will come out.

Jiang Tian and Qin Lan didn't seem to have much contact with me, the organizing committee only gave me a high evaluation of my project, but there was no me in the list of competitions in the final stage, who made me offend the gold owner, I really want to talk to Lao Mo once, let Ziqi come back, I miss her so much.

I couldn't stand this kind of sleepless days on the weekend, I prescribed some medicine to relieve mental tension from the hospital, I took it on the first night, the effect was quite obvious, and the next day I added a pill to have an effect, I was afraid that I would get sick, the more I was afraid, the more I couldn't sleep, on Sunday I went to see a psychiatrist, diagnosed with mild depression, the doctor asked me to go out for a walk more, exercise more, I was really scared, and often warned myself not to worry so much about the future, and I would take a walk in the garden downstairs at night, sometimes sweating, which can relieve my emotions。

Just as I was struggling with the disease, my family suddenly wrote to me that my father was going to have surgery, and I didn't call home for a long time, and I felt that I was derelict in my duty, and my father couldn't urinate due to prostatic hyperplasia, and his stomach was suffocating, so he had to have minimally invasive surgery.

When I was about to go back, my mother informed me that I had finished it, but she was afraid that I would be worried, so I was told not to run back, and I could urinate on my own after removing the urinary tube.

I became more and more suspicious of my purpose here, and I blamed my mother for not telling me earlier, and she did tell me, "I don't have to worry about minor surgery." ”

After talking to my father, I was relieved, the most important thing is that my own affairs have not been resolved, and I can barely sleep by taking medicine every night, I am afraid that they will be very worried about me if they know that I am like this.

During this period, I understood the importance of health to a person, if people have no health, everything is nothing, everything is a floating cloud, sometimes judging the situation, It is really an eternal truth to do what you can, but many people in this world do not understand this truth, you have to compare, to get something that does not belong to you, in fact, you will only bring greater pain to you and your relatives, this kind of people are similar to dead people in my eyes, because they don't know how to bring happiness to others, and always manipulate others with their own needs, I think of Mo Hui, he is tortured by this kind of person, I don't know when his hard life will end, but maybe in the eyes of others this is suffering, but in Kang Hui's own eyes this is a kind of happiness。

Fuck happiness, this society really disgusts me, what is left between people except interests, is there nothing? No one wants to live a simple life, hedonism has swept most people with conditions, I am worried about how long I can stand in society, because sometimes you see the society too clearly, which will lead to the current problem, I really want to simply go back to my hometown, stay with my parents, find a girl who can live, live a safe life, honor my parents, not like this now, desperately stay in a place that does not belong to you, as a result, I was bruised all over my body, drank three pills in one sip, and gradually fell asleep, I don't know how long my state will last, but I hope it will be better sooner。

It's another weekend, I made up my mind to go out for a walk, I drove to the suburbs, found a hot spring resort, drove to the afternoon, rested for a while, and entered the hot spring pool that came with the room, soaked for a long time, I didn't take medicine this night, when I was glad that I was better, I woke up at two or three o'clock and I couldn't sleep, this is really a strange room, a strange night, I really don't know how to overcome myself, Jiang Tian's father also asked about the investment of the project recently, and my reply was that it was still under negotiation, and no one was willing to wait for you endlessly, but I hope Jiang Tian can help me.

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