I get up early every day and force myself to go for a run, so I hope to relieve my nervousness, maybe it is really a little bit of an exercise, so that I don't need to increase the amount of medicine to fall asleep for the time being, but taking medicine has become a habit, I don't put too much pressure on myself, but this emotion is really out of my control.

The recent period of suffering has made me unbearable, one day I went to find Le Yao during work hours, told her about my situation, she told me a lot of ways, said that she herself was for a while, but she couldn't come to accompany me at night, because she had to take care of her mother.

Le Yao told me that I have tried most of the methods, but the effect is not very obvious, Ziqi really never contacted me again for a while, I am so lost, Xinyi I begged her several times, she just didn't go to my apartment, I actually just wanted her to accompany me, but she didn't know what to worry about.

I sent a text message to my brother Zichen, but it was the same, I didn't know who to find to accompany me, and I felt that there was a big reason for my loneliness.

I can only think of my partner of the opposite sex, called Jiang Tian's phone, told her about my recent situation, she didn't say a word, she came over that night, when she saw my bedside medicine and the painful appearance of the night, she really felt sorry for me, and her voice was a little choked.

I complained about where she ran away these days, she didn't answer me, this night I lay in her soft arms, I actually fell asleep, and slept very soundly, and I didn't take medicine, I was excited like a child, no one understood what I had a good night's sleep, what it meant to me at that time, it was really a help, I woke up the next day, I took Jiang Tian's hand, I was so moved to cry, she saw that I slept so soundly, and thought I was using a trick, but when she saw my diagnosis, she no longer doubted, and understood what she meant to me, her expression was no longer as happy as before, more often it was a helplessness。

In fact, I also know in my heart that she is very entangled, Ziqi is her best friend, she likes her best friend's boyfriend, it is also a pain for her, sometimes there is no right or wrong in the relationship, being happy together is more important than anything else, and suitability is really crucial.

Neither of us pierced this layer of window paper, but every day I relied more on her arms, it was not erotic enjoyment, but it was really a kind of warmth, a real satisfaction.

Jiang Tian can come and stay with me for three or four days a week, but it's really amazing, I have to take medicine as soon as she leaves, and I don't know if I'm the same if I'm like this if I'm changing someone else, but I think Leyao can definitely do it, Xinyi I suspect that she can't, she is more self-conscious more often than not, and she doesn't like others to dominate her. And Jiang Tian is really the kind of girl who is very good to you, regardless of return, I like such people, I like to deal with such people, I feel very comfortable.

I joked with Jiang Tian: "I really can't live without you, as soon as you leave, I will rely on taking medicine to sleep, what should I do?"

Jiang Tian said to me dissatisfiedly: "You have to overcome yourself, you can't just rely on others to give you a sense of security, you are a man, and your women will rely on you in the future, who wants to marry you like this." ”

I was said to have a bitter face, but I couldn't have a fight with Jiang Tian, and now only she can accompany me. I wish she had been with me so that I wouldn't feel so lonely and helpless.

I also know that Jiang Tian is not good to ask for this, I don't have to come over to greet her this weekend, I booked a ticket to fly to Hailan, I want to go out for a walk, a person to relax, maybe it will help me, I took a day off on Monday, so I don't have to rush too much, I booked the hotel I went to last time, when I set foot on this homeland, it was really another feeling, last year I took three beautiful girls to enjoy the romance of the seaside, and today I came to this place full of memories.

I was afraid that I couldn't sleep at night, so I went to the bar near the hotel, maybe alcohol could help me, and found a vacant seat at the bar, and the tattooed brother recognized me at a glance, walked over to me, and asked me, "Why didn't your group of relatives and friends come, just you?"

I also quipped, "It's not easy to lead the team these days! ”

The tattoo on the boss's arm is much shallower than last time, today he seems to be very interested, and told me his story, after listening to it, I really admire him, the person who has experienced the ups and downs of life is a mature man, it is difficult for me to associate him with the CEO of a listed company now, in my eyes he is also a literary youth, literary middle-aged is more precise.

I also have a temperament, and I told him about my recent experiences and conditions, and as for women, I didn't talk about them, and he wasn't interested, and I felt that when he was younger, there should have been many women around him, but now why is he still alone? Since he doesn't want to say, I have no interest in exploring other people's privacy.

After drinking until it closed, I went back to the hotel slowly, and saw Jiang Tian's missed call on the mobile phone that fell on the bed, probably because she was afraid that I wouldn't be able to sleep, this girl still has a good heart, but her mouth is not forgiving.

The next day I went to the beach, and once again used my talent as a poet, and I got wet in my swimming trunks for a while, and the poetry was still perfect.

When I got back to the hotel in the afternoon, the front desk told me that a gentleman had come to look for me and left me a letter.

I went back to the hotel room, curiously opened the envelope, the tattoo brother wrote it to me, he actually wanted to fund my project, he according to the situation I told him yesterday, the preliminary budget, he was ready to give me an initial investment of 30 million, I couldn't believe my eyes, my understanding of him is a broken middle-aged man, it turns out that he is really hidden.

He wrote in the letter: he is not married, nor does he plan to get married, after the collapse of his company, he still has a lot of savings, plus the sale of some antiques and antiques when he has money, has always wanted to do something, yesterday heard about my project, specifically verified it on the Internet, saw so many people support, he is also very optimistic, decided to invest, he is not interested in making money, just hope that the pension apartment will leave him a place in the future, and told me that the money will be lent to me first, and I will pay it back when I make money.

I rushed out of the hotel and went straight to the bar, but the clerk told me, "The boss is on a trip, you are Mr. Zhang Yihan, right? The boss asked me to give you this." ”

I took it and saw that it was a check, and I was wondering how to use it, but the young man gave me a brief introduction to the process, and now my project was ready to start.

I don't know how to thank the tattooed brother, but I won't let him down, I secretly reassured myself, and I'm glad that I really caught the olive branch this time.

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