Su Ye had a long, long dream, he dreamed of a person named Su Yu, in the dream he saw Su Yu's life from the perspective of God, this person named Su Yu is a scholar syndrome patient, except for acting, the rest of the time life is unable to take care of himself.

Scholar syndrome, you may not be familiar with the name, but Kim Peak, the prototype of the famous Hollywood movie "Rain Man", is a representative of scholar syndrome, and his life ability is really low, but his artistic achievements in a certain aspect can surpass ordinary people, and this Su Yu is beyond ordinary people in acting.

Su Yu in the dream, from the age of seventeen began to shoot the movie "Those Flowers", until his death at the age of seventy-eight, until the month before his death, he was still active in the film industry, sixty-one years, the dream named Su Yu has created countless classic characters, won seven Oscars for Best Actor, and is known as the king of actors.

Even so, Su Yu in the dream did not feel glory and happiness at all, as I said before, the scholar's syndrome is a damaged right brain, and he can't understand what glory and happiness are at all, but even so, Su Yu in the dream still plays every role with all his might.

Because he loves acting!

"Hmmm......"

Su Ye woke up from a long dream, made a slight nasal sound, his limbs were weak, and he even felt that his limbs were not his own, he was in a trance, and his state was similar to the initial recovery from a serious illness, his throat was itchy and dry, but his current state was that he was not even willing to scream thirst and ask someone to bring water.

It's not laziness, it's a kind of negativity that I don't think is necessary.

After two days and two nights, Su Ye didn't feel dizzy when he woke up, but it was empty, just like a newly bought luxury villa, there should be all kinds of furniture, but it was empty. Eyes staring straight at the ceiling.

"Second brother, are you awake?!" Mo Yanjuan, who was guarding the side, reacted almost instantly.

"Hmm. Su Ye replied in a nasal voice.

"I've been asleep for two days, and I've been having a high fever and rain for the past two days. Mo Yanjuan obviously talked more, Su Ye woke up, he was naturally very happy, and continued to ask with concern: "The doctor gave you water to the second brother." Is it better now? Is your head still dizzy?"

Su Ye shook his head, to be honest, it would be good if he could feel dizzy now.

If Luo Zhixi heard Su Ye's answer, his face would definitely be solemn, because whether it was psychologically or physiologically, Su Ye's head should hurt, and if it didn't hurt at this moment, there could only be one reason, just like being hungry. When you are extremely hungry, the gastric juice has been secreted, and you don't feel hungry.

But Mo Yanjuan didn't know this, and he breathed a sigh of relief when he heard that he was not uncomfortable, and then got up and said: "The kitchen has boiled your favorite pastoral porridge in the kitchen, second brother, you must be hungry, I'll go serve a bowl." ”

Su Ye shook his head: "No." ”

Mo Yanxuan picked up the water glass again and brought it to him. Said: "Second brother drink some water." ”

"Not thirsty. Su Ye now felt that it was difficult to move his mouth, let alone drink water, and he had to move his throat to swallow.

Mo Yanzhu noticed something. When talking to him just now, Su Ye's eyes kept looking at the ceiling without any fluctuations, and more importantly, his flat tone also made him a little flustered.

"Second brother, do you have anything you want to eat? If so, I'll go to the kitchen right away." Mo Yan said again.

This time, Su Ye didn't even open his mouth. He just shook his head, even though he was hungry now, but as I said just now, he didn't even want to touch a drop of water, so there was nothing else to say.

"Second brother, you have been lying in bed for two days. It must be stuffy, I'll go out for a walk with you. Mo Yan said.

"The bed was nice. "To be precise, Su Ye doesn't think the bed is good, but he just doesn't want to change his current state.

Mo Yanjuan continued: "Second brother, yesterday Yuanlian gave you another remake, and the difficulty is amazing, it is two levels higher than "Corpse Hell" on the list of bad movies, second brother, you must have heard of it, it is "Sin", do you want to read the script?"

In fact, when he learned that Yuanlian received another remake that was more difficult than the hell of the corpse, it happened that Luo Zhixi was with him, and the two almost teamed up to chop Yuanlian, but later left the script because of Luo Zhixi's calculations.

According to Luo Zhixi's prediction of the worst plan, it can only be supported by non-stop splicing, because the movie is the most important thing for Su Ye, so Mo Yan, who can't do anything, uses the movie to make the talk.

It's a pity that the current movie can't attract Su Ye's attention, maybe his subconscious heart wants to watch it, but the inertia of the state is too strong, and he still shakes his head.

"By the way, I remember, isn't there an event in the forest today? Second brother, you need to participate, don't you prepare now?" Mo Yan played.

"Forest of Forests Activity?" It was obvious that the Forest of Forests was more excited by Su Ye at this time, because at least there were fluctuations on Mu Ne's face, but this fluctuation only lasted for a few seconds, and then it changed back to its original state, and said, "Let's talk about it." ”

"Then second brother, we ......"

"I don't want to speak right now. Su Ye suddenly interrupted Mo Yan's words.

"Rest well and feel free to say anything if you need to. Mo Yanjuan got up and left, although he didn't understand psychology, he also knew that it wouldn't be good to insist on talking about it at this time, not to mention that he needed to tell the news to the rest of the studio.

Closing the door of the room, Mo Yanzuo glanced back at Su Ye again, his gaze still did not leave the ceiling, sighed slightly, and left the room gently.

In this world, there are some roads that have to be faced alone, and those who trek alone, no matter how long and far the road is, no matter how dark and dark the night is, you have to go down silently alone.

Su Ye was the only one left in the room, and the current situation was not good, but he was lying on the bed very quietly, thinking of a strange question in his mind.

What is it really like to simply like something, is that feeling happy, is it lonely? Is it elusive?

"Do I really like movies purely? Like Su Yu in my dream, even if I can't feel the joy and glory of acting, I still like it from the bottom of my heart?"

The most common state of depression or melancholy is self-attack, and he will constantly examine his own core values, just like Su Ye.

What supported Su Ye to survive was acting, and he hadn't acted enough, so he couldn't die.

But now question whether you really like movies, imagine what this kind of self-questioning would have if you got an opposite answer?

It turns out that my efforts all the time are useless, and the next step is suicide, which is why depression is easy to commit suicide, because of despair, because of asking yourself, so really don't think that suicide is hypocritical.

Those who have not experienced the collapse of obsession, the collapse of the core of opinion, never know what it will be like.

Now Su Ye is doing such a thing, thinking, asking himself.

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