Heidegger, the founder of existentialism, once stated in his masterpiece Being and Time that the meaning of life towards death is that only when you are infinitely close to death can you deeply appreciate the meaning of life.

Therefore, in our images, there are often wicked people who experience life and death, and then come to a great understanding, which is absolutely true psychologically, but in real life, the ending is often not a complete understanding, and it is often impossible to die.

Su Ye's self-question came up with the answer, he doesn't really like movies, he doesn't really like acting, what he likes is the physical and mental investment when acting, what he likes is the experience brought by each role after playing, and what he likes is that fans cry and laugh differently because of his movie.

What he liked was that it wasn't pure, not at all.

"Original...... What I enjoy is a sense of presence. ”

Su Ye slowly closed his eyes, he figured out what he wanted, it turned out that he had been looking for a sense of existence all along.

Crossing from Shui Lanxing to Lanxing, the biggest missing thing is identity, even if Su Ye doesn't show it on the surface, he doesn't even notice it, in his heart he still treats himself as an outsider.

People's strangeness, loneliness and fear, these three feelings are the most difficult to eliminate, and he occupies two kinds of strangeness and loneliness, even if there are many friends, even if there are many fans, it is still not enough to eliminate these two feelings in Su Ye's heart.

That's why he has to keep acting in movies, desperately interpreting, Su Ye needs the recognition of fans, Yuan Lian is right, movies are Su Ye's medicine.

"Bang bang!"

A crisp knock sounded on the door, followed by a familiar voice: "Is there any discomfort, I'm in." ”

Yuan Lian pushed the door and entered, holding a bowl of pastoral porridge in his hand. followed by Luo Zhixi.

The two made eye contact, and in the interlocking of eyes, in just a dozen seconds, several rounds of dialogue had been completed.

Translated as this sauce purple......

"Su Ye's situation is much worse than what he just described, and Plan A can't be used. ”

"Plan B?"

"I don't know what level of Su Ye's state of mind is now, Plan B is easy to be self-defeating. Or Plan C insurance security. ”

"My gut tells me that Plan C is of little use. ”

“a+c”

"I'll open my mouth or you will open my mouth. ”

"The two of them together. ”

In reality, Luo Zhixi and Yuanlian both belong to the lack of words, although the reasons for the lack of talk are different, it is impossible to say so much on weekdays, but just now the two made eye contact for more than ten seconds, which can replace such a large conversation.

I have to say that this way of dialogue is unique to Yuanlian and Luo Zhixi.

Think about that image. Luo Zhixi shrank in the corner, the original union collected information, the two looked at each other from time to time, on the surface the two did not communicate for a day, but in fact they talked for a day.

"Ye Zi drank the porridge and didn't eat for two days, which is not good for the body. Yuan Lian said calmly: "No matter what you do in the future, your body is the foundation." You can't break the foundation. ”

As soon as Yuanlian's voice fell, Luo Zhixi answered without a gap: "The Qiye Charity Foundation entrusted to me." There are changes. ”

Su Ye never thought that he was a virgin, but he had his own way of thinking, people can't choose to be born, so why can you be born without worrying about food and clothing, get a good education at birth, and have good parents at birth?

In his previous life, Su Ye was not Jia Jinwang. He is an atheist, and utopia did not exist in the first place, so those with good conditions should take more responsibility, which is one of the reasons why Su Ye insists on doing charity.

Every year, the studio will dedicate 10% of its income to charity, mainly to education. And the name Seven Leaves represents the seven people in the studio, and the logo is Seven Clover, which is seven people together.

It's not over yet, and then Su Ye will personally donate 10% of the salary of each film to fund rural college students, not to mention the studio's sum, think about Su Ye entered the top 20 on the Hurun list the year before last, the top 10 last year, and this year is to squeeze into the top five, such a high income, 10% is really a lot.

Of course, this matter is unknown to the media, and the current charity fund is managed by Luo Zhixi and Ye Shuo.

"What's the change?" Su Ye opened his eyes and struggled to sit up, his eyes looking at Luo Zhixi with the same gaze as when he looked at the ceiling.

"Last year, we went to Qianzhong Mountain to build a new Hope Primary School, and the principal hopes that you will be able to participate in tomorrow's school anniversary. After Luo Zhixi finished speaking, he added: "The children are also looking forward to it." ”

Su Ye was in a daze for nearly a minute after hearing this, and then he spoke: "Allian, you make arrangements, go tomorrow." ”

"Since there is an arrangement for tomorrow, drink the porridge first today, otherwise you won't say condolences to the children, but you will be scared. Yuan Lian put the hot pastoral porridge in his hand into Su Ye's hand, and got up to put on a coat for him.

Su Ye looked at the bowl in his hand, the porridge in the bowl, the spoon in the porridge, and kept this action for a minute or two before picking up the spoon, and eating the porridge in small bites.

After eating about five or six spoonfuls, which is equivalent to a sip of drinking on weekdays, Su Ye put the bowl down, shook his head and said, "I don't want to eat it." ”

"I want to be alone. Su Ye raised his eyes and looked at Yuanlian.

Luo Zhixi fell into thinking mode, Yuan Lian put a stack of A4 paper in his hand on the table, and said: "Remake the script of "Sin", Ye Zi is going to challenge the role of the second and third, if you are interested, take a look." ”

Su Ye snorted in a nasal voice, watched Yuan Lian and Luo Zhixi leave the room, retracted his gaze, and stayed on the tree outside the window, there were two trees outside the window, one was a pear tree, and the other was also a pear tree.

Just like the first sentence of Mr. Lu Xun in the prose narrative poem "Autumn Night": In my back garden, I can see two trees outside the wall, one is a jujube tree, and the other is also a jujube tree.

This kind of rhetoric is indeed nonsense, but it is really what I saw at that time, looking from left to right, the pear tree ...... It's still a pear tree, that's all.

I believe that Mr. Lu Xun is almost like this, in "Amorous Swordsman Ruthless Sword", Li Xunhuan and A Fei once had such a plot.

"You see, the plum blossoms on this tree have bloomed. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Do you know how many have bloomed?"

Ah Fei replied, "Seventeen." ”

Li Xunhuan's heart sank, and his smile froze.

for he counted plum blossoms.

He understands how lonely it is when a person is counting plum blossoms.

Li Xunhuan understands Ah Fei's loneliness, and Su Ye also understands Li Xunhuan and Ah Fei's loneliness, because he counted, at this time, there were two pear trees outside the window, and fifty-three flowers bloomed.

The flowers are fragrant and beautiful.

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