I love it here, and when I'm depressed, I often run here to look at the sky and the trees.

When it rains, sitting on the edge of the pavilion and listening to the sound of the rain falling down on the heavenly river can meditate on many things.

But since it's famous, I've rarely come here, the crowds are too noisy, and the distance makes me feel comfortable.

I don't like to be too close, but I've always relied on Timdu, and he always gives me a sense of security, just like at this moment, he brings a few of us together, like a person in charge of the overall situation, "I think we all have a lot of misunderstandings with each other, and in order to avoid fewer complications in the future, we all have reasons to explain some things thoroughly." ”

After saying this, Tian Du paused, and then got up, "Then I'll start, I said it directly, my son and I have known each other for 5 years, since we were at the same table, I only thought she was alone, I can accept her changes, and we can get through it together if there are difficulties." ”

After saying these impassioned words, Tian Du turned his head to look at Min Min, "I may not pay much attention to my expression in normal times, leaving you with some images that you shouldn't have, I hope you can come out, and my son and I have always regarded you as my own sister, and I have always hoped that you can find your own happiness and be happy." ”

These words are really cruel to a girl!

Little by little, she had to clean up the bits and pieces she cared about before, encapsulating all the memories of this boy, this road to ignorance was blocked at that moment, and the person who gave her youth to like vetoed her enthusiasm on this day.

Min Min is like a migratory bird that refuses to fly south in winter, there is a world she loves in the north, but only death awaits her.

When the first heavy snow covers the heavens and the earth, the migratory bird will die in the territory of its own familiarity, its body will turn to dirt, and its soul will return to heaven forever.

I love this sister from the bottom of my heart, not just because she has such a half-hung blood relationship with me, "Minmin, I don't know how to say more to you, I agree with what Tiandu said, besides, I'm sorry for trying to match you and Bai Ning before, I'm also a girl, I know that it takes time to kill a relationship, and liking is a matter of two people......"

I wanted to say something, but when the words came to my lips, I became very painful myself, and for so many days, I dragged this girl to participate in my life and Timdo's life, giving her the initial hope, and I was the culprit.

Tian Du and I looked solemn, Min Min turned his head, not daring to look at us, but Qing Bai Ning pulled a meaningful smile as if he was nothing, holding his head in his hands, reclining on the chair next to him, not interjecting or caring.

When the night darkened, Qing Baining sent Min Min home, and Tian Du and I slowly paced home, and talked about the things between us calmly.

"Don't you have anything to explain to me?"

"Actually, there is. ”

"Say, I'll see if I can forgive you magnanimously. ”

I said that Tim Du can always bring me a sense of security, in fact, when Tim Du said that during the day, I was ready to give a soft, I could complain to this boy, complain, complain, he could give me a necessary comfort for my dull mood, I just needed it.

I told Tim Du about the time of my father's death and my mother's departure, "I didn't mean to, I was just very irritable, very anxious, and I couldn't make myself talk to the people around me." "I looked at Yadong" I'm really sorry, Tiandu. ”

Tian Du suddenly stopped, hugged me, and retracted his strength and said, "You should apologize, you obviously said that you are filling in the county and the town, why are you disobedient?"

It sounded like Timdo's tone was more of frustration than reproach. I clinged to Timdo, and many times, I was really scared that Timdo would leave me.

That day, Min Min hid behind Tim Du and shouted to me, "What can you give him?", I really don't know how to answer, I like you, I shouldn't have pushed you away, I'm sorry.

Tim Du is my first love, a real first love.

When I was in the fifth grade, one morning during self-study, the homeroom teacher led a tall and thin boy into the classroom, and after a brief introduction, placed him next to me.

Can you imagine a shy and serious boy and a girl like me who has a hippie smile all day long.

Tim Du is a transfer student from a larger city, and simply listening to the class can kill me in seconds for a whole class note......

Therefore, I have a more powerful trick, as soon as I talk about the key points, I drag Tim Du to ask questions like "1 + 1 = 2", Tim Du will always take the trouble to give me one by one, and then I asked Tim Du "Is it because you began to like me at that time, so you are willing to be so patient to solve the problem for me, and want to spend more time with me." ”

"No, I don't think you really understand. You know, I still feel a sense of accomplishment and even a little relieved to see that your level finally understands those questions. ”

Eh, have you ever seen that kind of animated picture, which is to break the little white man's body into thousands of pieces and then put it on the ground and step on it fiercely, my inner drama is like this, I smile bitterly.

Of course, my trick didn't succeed, even if Tim Du spent all his time instructing and establishing a correct view of mathematics for me, he was the kind of person who could participate in the math Olympiad and win the first prize by looking at the textbook.

I?

Of course not, even if I read through the textbook, brush up on more questions, and listen to more explanations, I still can't move the math problems on the ordinary test paper that can be solved by just turning a corner.

Besides, I'm not that diligent.

The simple relationship between me and Tim Du lasted for most of the year, and during this half a year, Tim Du would bring back my schoolbag for me when I asked for leave, and I would send him the test papers that Tim Du had forgotten on the desk, at that time, we had not moved, and the two rented houses were next to each other, I was on the second floor and he was on the sixth floor.

Now that I think about it, those days are really nostalgic!

The days of nostalgic nostalgia began when Tim Du confessed to me.

I don't understand feelings, I feel inexplicably ashamed, and I want to find a crack to hide into.

It was the hottest time of summer, and when I woke up after a nap, the sunlight was cut into golden bands behind the window lattice, reflecting on the desks.

A usually active boy in the class suddenly called my name, I reflexively turned around, and Tim Du then said, "I like you!" I felt the sun suddenly churn, and the whole thing shone on my face, hot, along with the roots of my ears, this weather!

Damn it!

Years later, I think back to the scene when the boy was shining all over me, and the light enveloped between us, and everything around me dimmed, and I blushed and my heart beats.

There is a song that says: The first person is the one who teaches us how to love.

Tim Du is the one who taught me how to love in the first place.

At first, I didn't understand love, I thought it was a shame to fall in love, I didn't even dare to look at him anymore, and I felt extremely embarrassed that we even passed by.

I used the textbook to build a thick line between us, and the homework books we mixed were clearly divided, and there was no trouble in class, and I would not ask him questions if I didn't know them.

But something very strange happened, I found that no matter how much I asked him to go away, I still wanted him to pay attention to me, and I deliberately spoke loudly in a conspicuous place, but I pretended not to communicate with him.

When I see him messing with other girls, I will unconsciously sneer, "Didn't you say you like me, and you want to provoke other girls?"

Later I understood that it was possessiveness, it was joy, joy in that teenager.

I didn't understand these things that quickly, just like I couldn't solve the finale questions on a math paper with my own brain.

The year after that, I went to study in other places for some reason, and for a whole year, there was 0 contact.

This past year, it's not that I don't care, on the contrary, I often think of Tim Du, at school, walking on the road, when I wake up from a dream, Tim Du follows me like a shadow, but after all, it is a shadow, I can't speak, there is no temperature.

A year later, when I returned to Timdo's place of study, we met during military training.

I was sitting on the lawn with a group of people resting, and Tim Du pulled a few brothers over, and one of them snatched my hat and said, "Yo, why are you willing to come back!"

I'm speechless, hey, it's not that the tuition fees outside are too expensive, and the nine-year compulsory education at home doesn't cost money!

I was a little embarrassed, and I didn't dare to look at Tiandu, so I pulled Min Min to the side, and ran away.

I don't know what Timdo was thinking at the time, but when I went home and lay down in bed, I giggled and almost rolled to the ground with laughter.

Early the next morning, Tian Du was already guarding the door of my classroom, leaning against the door frame, dragging my military training cap in his hand and turning around boringly, there were curious classmates in the class who had been staring at him, waiting to see who was waiting for him, I pulled him out of everyone's sight, to get the hat, Tian Du raised the hat to my back hand out of my reach, "What are you afraid of, I'm so unsightly!"

I was speechless, "No, I'm not afraid of everyone's talk." ”

"What are you talking about? I'll talk to you, that's not what I want!" I really can't imagine that in a year, the boy who was shy and serious at the beginning has now become, uh, cool, dragged, and cheap.

In addition, I can't imagine that Tiandu seems to have directly cut the gap between me that I haven't seen for a whole year, and directly renewed the feelings when I left.

Seeing that I couldn't squeeze out a word for a long time, Tian Du buckled the hat directly on my head, and didn't forget to adjust it intimately, turned around and prepared to leave, as if he remembered something, he turned around and snapped his fingers, "By the way, I have washed the hat, remember to repay the favor!"

Without waiting for my answer, he left with his pockets in his pocket.

I......

The washed hat has a nice mint smell on it, it smells good.

At least when I later recalled the military training that year, all I remembered was the delicious mint smell.

Farewell to the instructor, it must be tears in his eyes, besides, I am such an emotional person.

A group of stupid men, obviously reluctant to give up, pretending to be in a hurry.

Watching the army car drive away from the school gate, a person sang loudly, "...... outside the long pavilion"

A group of people began to sing in chorus, singing loudly and tears rolling down.

I don't know when, Tim Du suddenly jumped behind me, bent down and put his ear close to my ear and said, "Lin Ziyou, do you want to promise me?"

I was startled and looked at him, the mint smell in my hat gradually took over my whole brain, and I thought I must have been bewitched by the smell, so I nodded in a daze.

Tim Du gestured behind him, and the group of people who ran to snatch my hat together before were shouting behind him as if they knew something terrible, causing everyone around to look at me, I ......

Can I go back? I thought to myself.

I didn't have time to think about anything, so I pulled Tiandu and fled the crowd, but Tiandu kept laughing as if he was nothing.

That's how Tim and I are together.

Qing Bai Ning also entangled me because of this, and I have a lot more bad fate with Qing Bai Ning than with Tian Du.

This bastard boy has been messing around with me since elementary school, and then he was in the same class in junior high school, and even later went to the same high school and found that we were still in the same class, so that later Tim Du always suspected that there was any unclear relationship between us, and I was also very speechless.

So, when the bastard flew over two desks and headed straight for me, I tried to pretend to turn my head and lie on the desk to sleep.

"Lin Zi again, wow, you and Nan Tiandu have really come together, alas, wake up, tell me what you did?"

I really don't know where Qing Baining's excitement comes from.

I turned my head and glared at him helplessly, looking up at the ceiling.

"Hmm...... What can I do?"

I was about to say something, but seeing the swarm of classmates around me who were attracted by Bai Ning, all of them with gossip flashing in their eyes, I could really slap Qing Bai Ning to death with a brick, "Die!"

After the incident of "Looking at the Sky and Autumn", Tian Du and I released our previous suspicions and returned to our previous state.

But Minmin, a migratory bird, finally chose to stay in the north, and after a winter, she lost her breath.

When I heard a little bit of news from her again, I was dealing with Susie later, and I didn't have time to divide my energy to care about this "sister", and then, Qing Baining looked at me with a pair of miserable white eyes and told me that he was going to become a monk.

Min Min didn't go to school, I don't know if it was because of Tim Du's refusal.

Minmin, who graduated from junior high school, married the gangster who rubbed the motorcycle outside the school gate and made a "woo~woo~" sound.

They got married in the man's village, and on the day of the wedding, the seven aunts and eight aunts grabbed Min Min to teach her how to be a "good daughter-in-law", spitting stars flew everywhere, the banquet was placed at the entrance of the village, and the firecrackers were in the sky, but in Minmin's heart, she couldn't be lively.

Minmin, who graduated from junior high school, is only 16 years old, they did not get a certificate, but they became a little daughter-in-law early because of the customs in the village, had a child early, and lived early to live a yellow-faced woman who cried from morning to night for men.

Men drink and go crazy and do what all domestic violence men do, Min Min is numb, and even in this marriage, she just happened to find someone to take her away, at that age.

Qing Baining's liking for Min Min comes from the heart, not about any other external factors.

Qing Baining knew that on the night that Min Min was going to get married, he ran more than 40 kilometers on a bicycle alone, climbed the mountain road, and ran to find her like crazy, but when he saw the light on the second floor of Min Min's in-laws that had not been turned off all night, he hesitated.

He stood quietly in the open space outside the building, the moon was blocked from shining through the trees, and he refused to give him a little light, and just like that, he stood all night.

Early the next morning, Qing Baining took out her mobile phone and sent it to Minmin.

"Okay, I wish you happiness!"

Then he turned off the phone, hung his coat over his shoulder, and walked away with his pocket on his face.

The weeds in the mountains scratched his legs, and without looking at them, he walked to the bottom of the mountain, got on his bike, and went home to sleep with his head covered.

Qing Baining knew that Min Min was not doing well, and one day, Min Min called him in the middle of the night, sobbing on the other end of the phone, and refused to say anything, so she said that she wanted to call him and asked him to leave it alone and not to go to her.

At first, Qing Bai Ning also listened to the persuasion and did not go to her, and then once, Min Min was talking to him on the phone, and suddenly there was a tragic scream on the other end of the phone, Qing Bai Ning ran to find her, and saw Min Min who fainted on the ground with a bruised face and bleeding and a middle-aged man who seemed to be frightened on the side, Qing Bai Ning went to probe her snort, lifeless.

He was so angry that he trembled, and when he mentioned the man on the ground, he was beaten up, and after tearing like a hungry wolf, the man lost a leg and fertility forever, but with Qing Baining, it was a two-year re-education.

The parents of the Bai family tried their best for this child, his father's career was hit hard, his mother was severely depressed, and overnight, the family fell into the middle, and the high-ranking young master became a "bear child" that everyone spurned.

Two years later, Bai Ning went to visit his mother in the hospital under his father's arrangement, looking at his mother who was locked in the bed and smirking, Bai Ning slapped himself fiercely, and tears rolled out of his eyes like that, uncontrollable.

The father next to him lost the beer belly when he was an official, and his body began to shrink, and his face was full of vicissitudes.

Haruki Murakami said, "People don't grow old slowly, people get old in an instant." ”

He suddenly felt "old" at the moment of his family's funeral, and Bai Ning felt that he was "dead" forever at that moment. No matter how miserable his father is, he has the protection of being an official, and Bai's father is usually friendly, so there are many children who benefit from him to care about him, Bai Ning thought about it like this, and made a plan to become a monk.

Zhang Jiajia said that when people are sad, they will suddenly disappear for a while.

Qing Baining is not sad, it is despair, it is the double torture of losing a beloved girl and feeling guilty about hurting her family.

He needs God, it is atonement, but also self-preservation, otherwise he really can't live.

That year, he was also a child, and for the purest feeling in his heart, he took his entire youth.

In the future, he will always be accompanied by long nights.

Without spiritual support, people cannot be considered alive.

So the last time I saw Qing Baining, his face was full of exhaustion, like a walking corpse.

When Min Min got married, I was only a freshman in high school.

Tim Du came to me from the county, and we went to Minmin's wedding together.

I think Min Min also wants to be there, no matter how much I don't want to, I can't deny a girl's feelings.

When Tim Du came to me, he was followed by a girl named Sissi.

She is tall in a tracksuit, with a high ponytail combed high, and she smiles, which is really good-looking.

As soon as she saw me, Tim Du greeted me warmly before she could speak, "Hello, are you Ziyou?" I am Susie, Lao Chen said that he was going to attend a wedding, I was curious about you, so I followed all the way, you won't mind!"

Me, can you mind?

"No, no, it's okay, let's go together!"

What I thought to myself was, okay, lest the two of us go and see Min Min and not be able to say anything.

Minmin's wedding, like all weddings in the countryside, was noisy and noisy, with banquets set up from the courtyard to the intersection, lanterns hung up, and the whole village waiting for the food to be served.

I was once reluctant to get married, in fact, I was more or less influenced by Minmin, I was afraid that such a wedding, vulgar and tasteless, meaningless, marriage is a matter of two people, but to be judged by a group of laymen, if so, I would rather die alone.

I looked around and leaned closer to Timdo's ear.

"I don't want to get married in the future, so we'll just be in love for the rest of our lives. ”

Timdo smiled, as if he knew what I was trying to express.

"You'll think about it later!"

Min Min has no bridesmaids, and rural people's weddings are not happy.

Minmin, who finally toasted his parents, picked up a glass of white wine next to him, drank it all, and began to speak to himself.

"I'm Minmin......," Minmin paused, "I'm Minmin, I never thought I'd get married like this." Today my parents, my future husband's parents are here, I will make it clear, the person I used to like is also here, although he doesn't like me, but I still have to say, I plan to spend my future like this, I don't want to look around, I think a person, he will be his ...... for the rest of his life"

Min Min also wanted to continue, but the man grabbed him and apologized to everyone.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Minmin, she drank too much, she didn't drink well, so I'll take her in first, you eat and drink well, you're welcome. ”

Min Min was smiling bitterly, she looked at Tim Du, stupid, it made me feel extremely uncomfortable sitting next to Tim Du.

After listening to the groom's explanation, the relatives and friends who came to eat and drink retracted from the surprise just now, and continued to talk nonsense with the people next to them as if they understood something.

On this day, Qing Baining didn't come, I think it was right for him to stand all night and leave early, otherwise, Tiandu would not have been able to go home with me intact.

Susie also knew at that time that there was still a slight gap between me and Timdu.

When I was a sophomore in high school, something big happened in Timdo's county.

I remember the evening newspaper at the time writing this.

"Is same-sex early love a failure in educating talents?" or a mistake in educating people?"

P7 and Xiao Wei in the county are Tiandu's senior sisters, and the two are on the school list, and suddenly one day it was revealed that the two were in love with each other, and it was accompanied by a video of the two hiding on the rooftop and kissing.

The photographer stood in the building opposite, and recorded the scene without shaking his hands.

For a time, the whole society was boiling.

If you don't look closely, P7 is a very handsome man.

She wore short shaved hair, leather boots, jeans, a black jacket, and a black baseball cap, mingled among the men, spoke loudly, and had a quick temper.

Even I think her eyes are more attractive than the average man.

Xiao Wei is also very beautiful, slender and gentle, with long curly hair, wearing a warm-colored windbreaker, leaning on P7's shoulder with a pleasant face, pursing her lips and smiling.

Of course, this is what I saw them years later.

Everyone has had a student life, and everyone knows a truth, the love of the student era, as long as it is not taken out and put in front of everyone for judgment, is reasonable and beautiful.

But once it is taken out and put in front of the public, it is morally corrupt and a bad embryo.

P7 and Xiaowei have good results, there is no way to smooth out the spread of public opinion, the head teacher, the principal, the teaching office, parents, bombardment again and again, as long as you close your eyes, the two of them face all kinds of scolding.

There was a little sister in the third year of high school who couldn't get used to it, and under the banner of "civilian anger", she clamored to find a group of thugs to clean up these two girls.

The little sister negotiated the price, left a mortgage for the watch, and said that she would settle the price after the fight.

A group of people are ready to rush to clean up these two girls who are not accepted by the world, Xiao Yangsen joined the thugs halfway, his sister was injured, he urgently needed money, as soon as he heard that the money was over, he hung up his brother's phone without saying a word and rushed to Huihe halfway.

That day, he rushed over in a panic on a bicycle, fell on the road, and all the things in the back basket fell to the ground.

"Thank you, I'll do the rest, you can go with your business, thank you very much!"

I saw that he was stubborn, and that the things on the ground were almost packed, and I left.

Xiao Yangsen hurriedly picked up the things on the ground, and hurriedly rushed to the place where he made an appointment, but he saw a pendant on the ground that did not belong to him, and decided that I had just dropped it, so he hung it above his trouser pocket so that he could take it back when he met him again.

This pendant is indeed my most precious thing, to be precise, the most precious thing between me and Timdu.

So, when Tim Du ran forward to pull away Xiao Yansen, who was pressing on Susie and beating her mercilessly, when he saw the pendant, he felt that he understood everything.

That day, I didn't see Tim Du at school, but he called me and asked directly, "What about the pendant I gave you before?"

I looked at my backpack, the place where the pendant was hung had been torn, and I didn't know when I lost it: "It seems to be lost, what's wrong, yes, why are you so smart, how do you know that I lost it......"

As I continued, I suddenly hung up on the other end of the line.

Tim Du put down the phone and looked at Susie on the bed, Susie knew why Xiao Yangsen hated herself so much, but she couldn't let Tim Du know, she was beating a drum in her heart, "That, I don't know why he hit me?

But she didn't expect Timdu's next words to make her find a benefit from this fight.

"I know who is going to hit you, don't worry, I will be responsible for your injuries. ”

"How do you know?" asked Sissi nervously.

"I saw the pendant, I gave it to her, there won't be a second one in the world. ”

After Yadong finished speaking, he stopped talking.

Susie is so smart, after a little thought, the whole thing is clear.

It's just that why is that pendant really on Xiao Yangsen's body?

Susie didn't want to care so much, he knew that Tiandu was afraid that he would find trouble with Lin Ziyou, so if he offered to be responsible, he would inexplicably succeed.

As for Lin Ziyou, of course I won't trouble her, Xiao Yangsen wants to kill me for other reasons.

That man, I'm afraid it's not because my sister needs to live, I'm afraid that the ghost won't let me go.

I can give him money so that he can give his sister another life, no matter how much he hates me, if he is arrested, not only will he be finished, but his sister will also lose his care.

So, the man compromised, gritted his teeth and compromised.

After this accident, Tiandu also said to Lin Zi again that he would break up and be with me.

I don't care how he wants to protect that girl, I believe that time can change everything.

Later, I heard that the girl had no father or mother, and she left school before she could take the college entrance examination, and she went somewhere, I don't know.

I heard Tim Du secretly ask a few old classmates about her whereabouts, I knew that he would be shopping with me and suddenly began to be in a daze, I knew that he still couldn't forget that girl, but I still believed that as long as this person was by my side, sooner or later, I would occupy his whole heart.

Suzie's liking is not like Minmin, she will say it, calmly and meaninglessly.

So, when she finished playing basketball with Tim Du for the first time, she ran to Tim Du in front of everyone and said, "Hello, my name is Susie, I like you!"

The old classmate who knew Tiandu on the side came to the front: "You like him, then you are late, this kid has abducted others a long time ago, or I will allow you to consider me?"

Susie glared at him, looking at Timdo, whose expression had not changed, waiting for him to react.

Tim Du dragged the ball, walked to the three-point line, and made a handsome shot.

"He's said it all, think about him, I have someone I like. ”

At the end, he added the sentence "The relationship is very good!"

Susie didn't give up, and smiled brightly, "That's good, I can wait, I will definitely wait for you." ”

Then he took the ball after Tim Du hit, and also scored a handsome backhand.

That formation seems to be expressing "You will be subdued by me sooner or later".

Later, when Tim Du wants to go to Zi and attend Min Min's wedding, Susie seizes the opportunity to meet the girl he likes in the forest.

Tim Du couldn't refuse, he couldn't draw a circle for her, trap her, just leave her alone, let her follow all the way, just ask her not to talk nonsense.

Susie is like this, blatantly liking Tim Du for three years, until one day Tim Du said that he would be responsible for her, regardless of the misunderstanding, she just waited for him.

Min Min's love is an epiphany, and if she misses the moment of bloom, everything will be lonely and ordinary, but Susie's love is a sunflower, always facing the sun, and it is impossible to be rejected by the sun.

Sooner or later, the sun will cast its brightest light on her side.

And I am an unknown clown chrysanthemum on the side of the road, the fate arises, and the fate dies.

I don't know why Timdo would be unhappy with me because of such a little thing, and his attitude is so resolute that I can't explain it.

At that time, the college entrance examination was approaching, and I was full of apologies to Tim Du for the matter of the junior high school, so I tried my best to shorten the gap between Tim Du and Tim Du, saving me a lot of time to contact Tim Du, and instead burying my head in the sea of books and struggling, Tim Du would not know, he gave up so easily, how long would it take me to resolve my dependence on him and miss him.

Every word he uttered was like a mountain, weighing on me so hard that I couldn't breathe.

On the eve of the college entrance examination, I ran away, but not because of the college entrance examination.

My mother came back from out of town to see me, and behind her stood a burly uncle, pointing to the little child in his hand and asking me to call it sister.

I don't have a sister, I won't have a sister, and even the moment she leaves her dad and leaves, I don't have a mother.

You don't know that a 16-year-old kid is very weak to go to the doctor to save his father, begging him not to rush to give a death notice, "Dad is just too tired, can you wait a little longer?

Her eyes were scarlet, bags bulged under her eyes, and tears were pouring down like a waterfall.

"You won't know how a 16-year-old kid finished his biological father's funeral, waited for him to be cremated, held him for burial, covered with loess, and the people who participated in the white affairs made some vulgar jokes on the side as if they were watching the fun, and I was the only one who grieved in the whole world, I was alone, I was alone, I was alone!" I yelled at my mother.

I don't know if this woman has a lot of love for me, a lot of love for my dad, or if from the beginning, she wanted to run away from us.

I never wanted to ask about it anymore, I was afraid, and I ran away.

So that night, I really ran away.

Tim Du put his hand on Suzie's shoulder, and his mother held the child's hand, and Qing Baining told me with a haggard face that he was going to become a monk......

I don't want to remember the memories I had on the train to Tibet, but I couldn't seem to do anything but relive my sorrows.

The train was bumpy for two days and two nights, I didn't know how to get out of the station, the sound of the car roared in my ears, I walked aimlessly on the street, slowly unable to see the human figure, and finally, I couldn't even hear the sound.

I don't know where to go, I just know that the most western part is the farthest from my home.

Faintly, I saw a grandmother, she touched my head, held my hand with her hand, I felt so warm.

After a while, I woke up again, and my grandmother took the hot fresh goat's milk and motioned me to drink more.

I was so hungry that for two days and two nights I could eat a whole lamb by sleeping to kill my hunger.

In the first few nights, I couldn't sleep at night, not only because of the lack of oxygen in the plateau, but also because as soon as I closed my eyes, the scene would invade my brain and make me sleepless.

Grandma burned a small stove to accompany me, and once I woke up with nightmares or headaches, she would quickly pat my chest, feed me medicine, and wipe my sweat.

After I gradually got better, my grandmother began to ask about my life experience, I said one by one, without concealment, Grandma looked at me distressedly, "Good baby, the life of the dog, must live a long time, it's okay, there will be a mother-in-law in the future." ”

As he spoke, he hugged me tighter, it was one of the few times in my life when I felt warm, I deeply remembered Grandma's body temperature, her taste, and her voice.

Later, I hugged my grandmother, who was dug up by the rescue team under the heavy snow, she was cold, she couldn't make a sound, she didn't smell, and she didn't talk to me.

I know that no matter how much I cry, I can't cry back to Grandma.

So He Can said that he wanted to take me away, but I didn't say a word of objection, I was afraid to stay in Tibet, Tibet is all about the warmth of Grandma, and Tibet is also full of sadness related to Grandma.

I wore the string of Buddhist beads that my grandmother held in my hand every day, followed He Can, and went to Shanghai.

Did you know? It's snowing in Shanghai, too.

As soon as it snows in Shanghai, I get a terrible headache.

Later I found out that just drinking a little bit of coffee is better, and the more bitter the coffee, the more effective the distraction will be.

So, on snowy nights, I always go to the café in the evening to ask for a glass of American, and then walk in the snow and go back to where I live.

I can always meet the stray dog on the way back, it always seems to appear in the same place waiting for me, it has no home, it takes heaven and earth as its home, we are all lonely individuals in this world.

I like it, but I can't keep it, so I can only bring it some food on time, and sometimes, it walks with me for a while, as if it is protecting me in its own way.

Ten years later, when I was 15 years old, I passed that road, and the dog still waged his tail and followed me for a while.

After spending a few days in Shanghai 10 years later, I have a rough idea of what I will look like in 10 years, and I am slowly adapting to life here.

That's right, adapt with the mindset of a 15-year-old.

Therefore, when I handed over the theme plan of the crossing to the editor-in-chief for review, I also reminded her a little that I was the forest that had crossed over.

However, the editor-in-chief didn't believe it, and still felt that my head hadn't recovered from that heavy injury, and insisted on giving me a holiday, what could I do, I wanted to go to work!

I haven't experienced enough yet!

TV station, alas, how cool it is!

I'm also very speechless, and I finally know why in those time-traveling novels, the protagonist doesn't say that he is time-traveling, lest he have to prove to the psychiatrist that he is not mentally ill when he gets to, and then the gains outweigh the losses.

I didn't try to provoke Susie, even though I had a lot of questions in my head that I wanted to ask them.

But this Susie always grabbed me as if she wanted to verify something.

Susie and Tim Du studied design together after the college entrance examination, and both of them became well-known design rookies.

But Tiandu is relatively pragmatic, steady and steady, step by step to the point where it is now, but rarely in front of the public.

As for Susie, she is probably a little more lively, and if she has the opportunity to grow her reputation, she will definitely accept all kinds of invitations, the so-called star designers in the circle.

The station wanted to publish a record of Susie's living conditions, and after communicating with several photographers, she was not satisfied, and indicated that she wanted me to follow the shot.

"Her uncle, I'm not a photographer, what to shoot, don't shoot!"

Ah Bing turned his chair and slid to me, "We said it, but the big designer just pointed out that he wanted you, otherwise even if he breached the contract, her lawyer is really powerful, I heard that there is no lawsuit lost in the industry, what can I do?

"Then I'm not a photographer, how can I go?"

I spread my hands helplessly.