126. Section 126, not yet accustomed to rejection
He would rather Shen Su still be as indifferent and reserved as before, he doesn't have to be like this. Isn't this a reminder to himself that they are no longer at the same height, and he has to crouch down to see the world parallel to himself?!
Shen Su gently cupped his cheek, "Xin Ran, the first time I saw you, I felt quite familiar, as if I had seen you somewhere! Actually, you are fast, strong, good bounce, basketball, and soccer are very good, not worse than me at all! I am just a little better in technique, and if I have played for a long time, you must have won! Na, you are good, smart, good at acting, talented, and good at interacting with people, much better than me, really!"
Xin Ran was stunned, it seemed strange, appeased by his words, and he didn't dodge and struggle anymore. Shen Su cautiously raised his hand to brush up the bangs that covered his forehead.
Xin Ran's sharp eyes swept vigilantly, and slowly retracted it, looking away, but letting him look at his wounds.
Shen Su tried to touch it lightly, Xin Ran trembled, but still didn't move.
You see, just like the hijacking, you're still willing to show me the wounds! There is no difference between us, before and now. Shen Su's tears burst out of his eyes, trying to think about how to convince Xin Ran.
He thought for a moment and smiled: "Xin Ran, I saw a story in a book at your house, and I thought it was very interesting. It is said that there was a child who was playing with a little girl from a neighbor's house and accidentally injured someone's forehead and left a scar. Then he moved away, but he kept it in his heart. Later, he was admitted to the imperial examination, entered Beijing to serve, I heard that there was a young lady, because she was injured when she was a child, damaged her face, and has not been able to marry, so he took advantage of the banquet, went to peep, and saw that the woman with a flower on her forehead was the girl he injured when he was a child, so he came to the door to propose, and later after some twists and turns, he finally became a family. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have made it like this, and I think I should be held responsible......"
Xin Ran listened to the beginning, and knew what Shen Su wanted to say, he knew the story, and the meaning was very clear. God knows how much he wanted to agree according to his wishes, but no! He clenched his fists with both hands and struggled for a long time before he interrupted him in a deep voice: "Brother Su, your story has nothing to do with me. I'm a man, not a girl, what matters about my face, it doesn't matter, I can't starve to death if I don't do this, there's nothing to worry about, and I don't need anyone to take any responsibility!"
Shen Su frowned involuntarily and leaned over.
Xin Ran was stunned, after all, the wheelchair was much slower than a person's movements, and before he opened the wheelchair, Shen Su's lips had already touched his lips.
The tip of Shen Su's tongue gently licked the corners of his mouth, Xin Ran wanted to dodge, Shen Su followed his cheek and kissed him softly all the way, this kind of vague touch made people dizzy, Xin Ran gasped for a moment, Shen Su had already taken his earlobe, "Xin Ran, can you forgive me?"
Xin Ran involuntarily grabbed his wrist tightly, Shen Su leaned down gently and obediently, sent the soft lip flap, and tentatively stretched out the tip of his tongue to gently tap his teeth......
Before losing the last of his senses, Xin Ran pushed him away violently, "What are you doing here, I don't need your mercy!"
Shen Su squatted in front of him and looked at him in disbelief, "Xin Ran, you didn't say that at all before, you obviously want to ...... with me"
Xin Ran's heart was dripping blood, but he sneered: "Brother Su, did I tell you anything? I like you, or do I love you?"
Shen Su moved his lips a few times, but he couldn't speak. Yes, from beginning to end, he never said such a thing once, not a word. It may be said that they are close, however, there is no evidence, no commitment, nothing. But ...... "But he had kissed him and hugged him, and those feelings couldn't have been fake! But as a man, he couldn't say such things."
"Nothing, right?!Well, Brother Su, even if I have said or done something that has misled you, I solemnly apologize to you. I'm a guy who just owes my mouth, and I like to joke and have fun when I have nothing to do, but I'm a man, and I like gentle and beautiful girls, and I absolutely can't like a man!"
Shen Su's face turned white, he was not a brave person, he was afraid of being hurt and losing face, so he never took the initiative, let alone adapted to being rejected. His self-esteem and pride were a little unbearable for a while, and he couldn't bear his repetition, indifference and desperation, so he got up and went out.
But as soon as he went out, Shen Su regretted it. He knows that he is a difficult person to get along with, how good Xin Ran is to him, how patient he is, why can't he be like him?!
Xin Ran's twenty-fourth birthday is approaching, and Lian Yijun muttered in her heart, in the year of her birth, no wonder it was so unpleasant, although she couldn't do it big now, she should rush it, so she discussed with the hospital and took Xin Ran home for a day.
Xin Ran was just unable to move, and there was no particularly imminent mortal danger, so the hospital agreed. Xin Ran returned to his long-lost home, and seemed to be a little better.
The burned forehead and chin need to be changed every day, and they have to be coated with thick ointment. He can't always look at his phone, so he has to read books and newspapers when he is bored. Anyway, he didn't want to watch TV. He doesn't even want to hear all the words related to his work, such as TV, movies, acting, etc. He only filmed a small part of his fashion show. His acting career has just begun, however, it is already facing an end.
He didn't even know if he could stand up now, and thinking about it made him feel extremely ironic. Okay, maybe it's just that he's too fragile, he can't even face Shen Su now, so let's not think about it for the time being. By the way, Shen Su...... He hadn't been here for days since he had deliberately stabbed him that day. However, he knew that Shen Su was not a person who gave up easily, so he couldn't just push it back.
As soon as he looked up, he saw that Zhao Xiaojing, who had specially asked for leave to help him decorate the birthday venue in the garden, came up with a solution that was not a solution. Although it was a bit despicable, however, he had no other choice. The way he is now, if he is destined to be involved and hurt one person more, he is reluctant to be Shen Su. Then, I had to sacrifice others. If she agreed, he was willing to give her other compensation.
Xin Ran motioned to the nurse Xiao Liu to call Zhao Xiaojing in.
As soon as Zhao Xiaojing heard this, she hurriedly ran in, "What's wrong Xin Ran, is it uncomfortable?!"
"Now, don't be busy, sit down and rest, there are so many people!" Xin Ran handed Zhao Xiaojing the freshly squeezed juice, reached out and gently wiped the sweat beads on her head with a hand towel, "Look at you're tired!"
Zhao Xiaojing was stunned, her face was slightly red, "It's okay......"
Xin Ran said softly: "You are so good to me, knowing that I am like this, you often ask for leave to come to see me." Your leaders won't talk about you, will they?"
Zhao Xiaojing hurriedly said, "No, no, we haven't been busy recently!"
But in fact, recently the magazine took over the big CASS, in order not to fall behind in her work and catch up with the progress of others, she often has to work overtime until the middle of the night, and she can't open her eyes during the day. But she was very happy and very happy, and she was very grateful to God for giving her this opportunity to take care of Xin Ran. Originally, she thought that she could only occasionally look at him from a distance, but he didn't reject herself, and now she can see him often, and she can do this and that for him, she is so happy! Moreover, he began to care about himself, maybe he really regarded himself as a friend, she was simply flattered!
Xin Ran smiled and said, "Then you should also pay attention to rest, I feel that you have lost weight in the past few days!"
Zhao Xiaojing looked at him with wide eyes in surprise, and Xin Ran looked at her with a slight smile.
His eyes seemed to have magical power! I don't know how long it took for Zhao Xiaojing to react, and her face turned even redder, "I...... There's something going on over there, I'll go out first!"
Xin Ran nodded, and Zhao Xiaojing ran away. Xin Ran looked at her back, put away the smile on her face, and said silently, I'm sorry.
On this afternoon, Xin Ran suddenly saw a piece of gossip news: The crew of "Dream of Home and Country" broke out rumors that Shen Su slapped the second male Shen Baiyan.
Xin Ran was stunned, how could this be? Although he didn't want to hear about his own work, he still knew a little about Shen Su. After "Legend of Gods and Demons 2" was broadcast on various stations, the ratings continued to rise, and the response was very good, and the most popular among the audience was not him, the actor, but Shen Su, who played Mu Chaoyun. Not long after the show ended, groups of fans went to visit Shen Su's crew. How could such a โกโก break out when the momentum was good?!
He immediately called Xin Hongwei. After asking for a long time, I understood that there was a slapping scene between Shen Su and Shen Baiyan. In general, of course, it is borrowed from the spot. But Shen Baiyan is always an N machine, so he and Shen Su are really fighting, so the effect will be much better.
Shen Su himself is dedicated, and he himself made a similar request, so he agreed without much thought. Who knows, it is said that Shen Baiyan's fans were also there at that time, and the photo of Shen Suzhen beating Shen Baiyan was spread. Then, needless to say, Xin Ran also knew about the following things, and Shen Baiyan's team took the opportunity to issue a press release to discredit Shen Su to hype.
Xin Ran sneered, this is the first drama made by Shen Baiyan, he has a fart fan! This is simply a design, and people are clearly going to pit Shen Su. This fool, knowing that Shen Baiyan has been stepping on him, agrees to this kind of request without thinking about it, and jumps into the pit by himself!
In the evening, Yao Yuan and others came to celebrate Xin Ran's birthday, Xin Jixiu was afraid that he would be there, and the young man was restrained, so he drank two glasses of wine and went into the house. Everyone was eating barbecue and singing, and Shen Su hurriedly came.
Xin Ran was angry when he saw Shen Su, picked up the report and threw it on him, "You are stupid, are you still suffering less losses? Don't you hide from Shen Baiyan! Dare to agree to anything, with a pig brain like you, how can you mix in the circle?!"