127. Section 127
Lian Yijun was stunned, "Xiao Ran, how do you talk?
"Mom, you don't have to worry about him!"
In front of the people at the table, he just said that Shen Su couldn't get off the stage for a while, so he turned his head and left with a red face. Yao Yuan caught up and pushed Shen Su away.
Xin Ran shouted from behind: "You don't have to call him, he can leave if he wants to, there is no shortage of such an uncle, cut the cake!"
Shen Su walked to the gate, thinking that Xin Ran was sick, he must be in a bad mood, and his temper was naturally not much better, and he caused him to become like this, so he relented, endured the embarrassment, and walked back silently.
Lian Yijun sat for a while, and seeing that Xin Ran finally looked a little happy, he went back to the room with confidence. When Zhao Xiaojing and the others saw Shen Su coming back, they tacitly agreed as if nothing had happened just now, and they didn't greet him in particular, so as not to make him even more embarrassed.
Thinking that last time and today, he had been rejected by others in a row, and he was extremely disgusted, Shen Su was very nervous, and moved to him almost step by step, "Xin Ran ......"
Xin Ran snorted in his nose and said, "Aren't you particularly backbone-minded to leave, why did you come back?"
Shen Su bit his lip, "I...... I was wrong, I didn't expect Shen Baiyan to shoot the scene well......"
Xin Ran said disdainfully: "You think people are as stupid as you, right?!"
I feel like an idiot...... But Shen Su looked down at him, "Well, it's my fault." Xin Ran, I know you care about me, and you also know that I'm not good at those, I ...... I can't do without you!"
I can't do without you...... He is such a stubborn, stubborn, arrogant and sensitive person, but I forced him to apologize again and again, and to admit that his characteristics are flaws. Xin Ran's eyes turned red instantly, his lips twitched, and he couldn't say anything to let him go, frowning and holding back his tears, "Sit down......"
Shen Su looked at him with wide eyes, "Won't you invite me to eat cake?"
The old mistake has been made again, and everything still has to wait for me! Xin Ran felt a bitter sweetness in his heart, turned his wheelchair to the table, took a plate of cut cake and handed it to him.
Shen Su pursed his lips and smiled and forked down a small piece of cake first, "Na, open your mouth ......"
He has stars in his eyes, and no one can refuse the way he smiles. Xin Ran hesitated, but still took a bite of the cake. Shen Su ate the cake with satisfaction.
Seeing Shen Su eating cake like a kitten, Xin Ran thought that I had spoiled him. I would have liked to get used to him for the rest of my life. But now, I can't help it. Not only will I not be able to take care of him anymore, but I may drag him down for the rest of his life, which I can't accept.
What I could not bear was that he saw me ugly, fragile, and useless, and was disgusted with the mechanical, repetitive, and ineffective care he had taken day after day. If I accept his guilt and get him with peace of mind, and one day I see that he hates me, I would rather die!
Zhao Xiaojing watched Shen Su feed the cake to Xin Ran, a little surprised, the extremely happy and tangled and painful complicated look on Xin Ran's face surprised her even more, she shook her head unconsciously and retreated into the crowd.
Shen Su finished eating a piece of cake, squatted down, and puffed out his mouth to look at Xin Ran, "Why are you ...... When did this happen?!"
Xin Ran had just picked up the water cup to drink water, when he heard this, his hand shook, and he almost dropped the cup, looking at his aggrieved appearance, his heart felt as if he had opened a pot, "What are you talking about......
Shen Su looked at him seriously, and he couldn't speak clearly excitedly, "Xin Ran, this is my second birthday with you, and I didn't give you a gift last time." This time, I want to tell you that I ...... I like you, especially ...... So, stay with me, and let me take care of you this time......"
Before he could finish speaking, Xin Ran's face changed, and he sneered: "Are you going to give yourself to me as a gift? Have you watched too many novels and TV series? With our Xin family, I will have no one to take care of?!"
Why did he get angry again? Shen Su didn't know what he said wrong, and said blankly: "I didn't mean that......
"Then what do you mean? What are you doing dangling in front of my eyes over and over again? Do you know that I don't want to see you at all!"
"Xin Ran, what did you say?!"
"I'm sorry, Brother Su, I didn't ...... it"
Brother Su, Brother Su, as soon as he came back, he even changed his name for himself, even if he said such hurtful words, he still had to carry this title, don't you feel sarcastic and fake?! Shen Su felt very impatient when he heard him call himself like this before, but considering his situation, he has been forbearing. Hearing these two words again, Shen Su's feelings also came up, and he raised his voice and said: "You keep saying that you don't care, it has nothing to do with me, in fact, you still feel in your heart that this qiē is caused by me, right?!"
It seems that if he didn't do that, he wouldn't give up. Xin Ran simply shouted out: "Yes, as soon as I see you, I will think of the explosion that day, the glass shards flying everywhere, the blood all over the ground, the innocent death of Zheng Jia in front of me, and the ......."
"Xin Ran, I know you blame me, and you can blame me, but I just hope you can be fair to me and give me a chance to take care of you!
Do you know that I have undergone dozens of surgeries before and after, and I have to change the medicine once a day, remove the gauze from the flesh, and disinfect it with salt water, ozone, and alcohol...... Every day, every day, every day, my life is like this! As long as I see you, I will think of every time I am pushed into the operating room full of hope, and every time I wake up and see the mirror I am still desperate! I will remember that I still can't stand up and move! Maybe I can't even stand up for the rest of my life, can you understand this feeling? When you go through this qiē again, you can tell me forgiveness!"
Shen Su said with tears in his eyes: "I understand." How naïve am I to think that if something like this happens, you will still be the same as before...... You're right, I'm really pig-headed, so I think you'll forgive me!"
Shen Su jumped up, turned around and walked out quickly. Xin Ran hesitated slightly, but still said: "Shen Su, I don't really want to blame you, let alone hate you." I just can't do it, I don't know how to face you now. Do you understand? If you really want me to be better, really for my good, don't come again, try to do your own business and make a good film. It's best to be able to ...... my share together."
Shen Su heard him call his name, hesitated for a moment, but still stood still. When I heard the last sentence, I remembered the scene of playing basketball with him last year, and when I was injured, I once signaled him to play with my own share. However, now, it is different...... He wiped his face and slowly walked out of the Xin family's garden.
"Shen ......"
Xin Ran watched Shen Su walk farther and farther, and suddenly saw his thin shoulders twitch, and knew that he was afraid of crying. Xin Ran subconsciously stretched out his hand to stop him, thinking of his situation at this time, he still bit his lip and put his hand down.
In September, the weather in Shencheng is a little cooler. During the interval between Shen Su's filming, he suddenly said to Cheng Cheng: "Brother Lu, the costume drama of Han poetry, you ...... Let's take it. ”
Cheng Cheng was stunned, "Didn't you say before that you only took on the fashion drama in Shencheng?"
Shen Su grinned, didn't explain anything, just repeated tiredly: "Take it." ”
Cheng looked at him, sighed, and agreed. No, it's for the sake of the man. Now, it's still for that person.
I want to make a better scene, even yours. What's more, maybe it's the only way to get in touch with you, even if it's not by your side.
"Oh, it hurts, cloud cake, you really fight, don't let me!"
"I'll let you now, when the time comes, face the Yin soldiers and ghosts, who will let you?"
In the TV, Changkong pouted, humming and chirping with Mu Chaoyun practicing swords, and the picture disappeared in a flash.
The scene of them filming together is vivid, Xin Ran held his face and kept wiping the tears from his face, he didn't want to watch it, but he couldn't help but watch it. Because, perhaps, this is the only way he can still see him. What he said yesterday, what he did, the very, very proud man, I'm afraid, won't forgive him......
Xin Ran was thinking about it, when Zhao Meng walked in and said, "Boss, why don't you answer the phone?" Mr. Mu called here. ”
Xin Ran realized that his mobile phone had been ringing, he took Mu Yiming's mobile phone, and listened to her: "Xin Ran, Shen Su had already pushed it off, and suddenly took our "Tang Famous Catch" again. Have you talked to him?"
"Heh......" Xin Ran smiled bitterly: "Mr. Mu, where did you go, it was our team that agreed, what does it have to do with me!"
Xin Ran coped with a few words and hung up the phone. What a fool he is, all this, and still refuses to give up!
Zhao Xiaojing took the tonic soup after work and hurried to see Xin Ran.
Xin Ran looked at Zhao Xiaojing bowing her head and busy serving him soup, and said slowly: "Xiaojing, you sit, I have something to tell you." ”
Zhao Xiaojing saw his solemn appearance, but his heart tightened, he wouldn't say, it's always inconvenient for you to come here, others will misunderstand, don't come again tomorrow, right?! But she still had a worried heart and obediently sat on the chair opposite Xin Ran.
Xin Ran let out a long sigh of relief, "Xiaojing, actually...... I like you very much, be my girlfriend, right?"