81. Taking a stand (3)
Coming back to his senses and looking at Gao Xi in front of him, Gao Ran suddenly felt that he must be cautious this time!
Whatever the outcome, she had to be cautious - she could neither promise him anything lightly, nor hurt him easily!
Thinking like this, Gao Ran frowned slightly almost imperceptibly, and then replied seriously, "Well, I did plan to do so! It's just that I didn't intend to let you know about it...... After all, it will take at least several years of preparation time for this to happen. And during this preparation period, it is natural that the fewer people who know about it, the better! To tell you the truth, so far, apart from you, the only people who know about this are Qiu Yueze and Yun Jie. Now, you also know, so you have to be like them, and keep it a secret for me!"
Hearing Gao Ran say this, Gao Xi instantly remembered her attitude towards herself at that time when he crossed his identity and asked Gao Ran what she thought about her marriage to Fu Wenxuan...... Let's contact the character of Gao Ran that he knows......
Soon, Gao Xi figured everything out!
"I understand! The reason why Miss didn't say anything after she knew that the young man under the tree that day was Fu Wenxuan was not because you didn't care about his family affairs, but because you had already planned to leave the Gao family one day, so, in your opinion, that family business was the business of the Fu and Gao families, and it had nothing to do with you. Right?!"
Although Gao Xi already felt in his heart that his conjecture should be eight or nine and ten, he still hoped to be confirmed by Gao Ran in person, so that he could really rest assured.
Because, what he cares about is not whether the family business is successful or not, but whether there will be that "fiancé" in Gao Ran's heart? !
"Hmm. Gao Ran didn't think about it, so he directly affirmed Gao Xi's conjecture.
But, then, she remembered her attitude towards Gao Xi when she was asked by Gao Xi that day about her opinion on that family matter......
"I'm sorry, Xi, that day, my attitude towards you was really bad, please forgive me. ”
After thinking about it, Gao Ran still felt that he should apologize to Gao Xi. After all, she was the one who hurt him......
Gao Xi listened, was stunned for a moment, and then smiled with relief.
Even though he was really sad that day, even when he thinks about it, his heart still aches faintly. However, when he finally knew the truth of the matter, he no longer minded the harm that Gao Ran had done to him that day. He could understand why she did that, and he didn't think to blame her for anything.
It's just that even so, when Gao Ran sincerely apologized to him, he couldn't help but laugh.
Although he never thought of asking Gao Ran to apologize to him from beginning to end, her voluntary apology completely soothed his pain - because he felt that Gao Ran cared about him. With his understanding of her, he knew that she would only want to make amends and apologize because she cared about him.
What really makes him happy is that Gao Ran cares about him.
"It's okay, I didn't blame you that day, and I naturally won't blame you today! Besides, I finally understand why you treated me like that day that day, and I won't blame you! Actually, it's too late for me to be happy now! How can I blame you?!"
For Gao Xi, as long as he confirmed that Gao Ran's indifference to him at that time was not to defend Fu Wenxuan, but just to not want him to know the true intentions in her heart, he felt that as long as he knew this, he would already be very satisfied!
What's more, he was surprised to know that she actually cared about him in her heart - whether she knew this now or not.
Thinking like this, the little pain in Gao Xi's heart that still faintly remained was completely healed.
It's just that, in this way, the fire in Gao Xi's heart was already about to be extinguished, but at this moment, it was as if he suddenly saw the hope that he could continue to burn, and suddenly "rubbed", and the fire began to grow rapidly again!
He suddenly felt that an emotion in his chest began to boil and surge, and he couldn't help but blurt out the strongest desire in his heart at this moment, "Miss, if there really is that day...... I mean, if one day you're really going to leave the land of right and wrong and go into seclusion, then when the time comes, can you take me with you? Xi also wanted to go with you to the kind of ...... you said. Peach, Taoyuan life ......"
Although Gao Xi heard the word "Taoyuan" for the first time, he could vaguely guess what it meant, so he immediately learned to use it.
And, when he said this, although he tried his best to restrain his excitement at the moment on the surface, his heart was already overturned! nervous, excited, but faintly afraid that he would be rejected by Gao Ran......
After waiting for Gao Ran's answer for a short moment, he only felt that he was so nervous that he could clearly hear his powerful heartbeat, and he was almost jumping out of his throat!
At this moment, he didn't want to delve into why Gao Ran had separated himself from the Gao family from the beginning?
He decided to listen to his heart!
He believed that no matter what reason Gao Ran made such a choice, her choice must be the most beneficial choice she made after consideration.
He felt that he only had to know that!
Just like Gao Ran herself said - for herself.
He believes that her phrase "for myself" is by no means superficial selfishness, but what she can think of after weighing all kinds of overall impacts, which can best balance the interests of all parties and protect her own choices to the greatest extent with her position.
"Actually, there's no need to get to the bottom of everything! Just trust her! What's more, she's willing to tell me the secret, so why should I bother thinking so much?!"
At this moment, Gao Xi suddenly had an inexplicable confidence in his heart. He believes that one day, even if he doesn't ask and Gao Ran doesn't say, he will finally be able to understand the doubts in his heart that he will never be able to solve because he knows her well enough.
Thinking like this, Gao Xi's eyes when he looked at Gao Ran became more eager.
Although Gao Ran didn't know what he was thinking at the moment, she could still feel his increasingly hot eyes! Even, his eagerness made her feel a little at a loss......
Feeling his own crampedness, Gao Ran couldn't help but doubt himself a little.
She couldn't help but ask herself, "Can I afford this affection for me?!"
Maybe it was also out of weakness, but he didn't want to hurt Gao Xi again, so when he replied, Gao Ran unconsciously looked away, deliberately didn't look at him, and whispered back a little unconfidently, "Uh...... Yes...... Of course, if you're still with me at that time......"
Although he couldn't bear to hurt Gao Xi in his heart, Gao Ran didn't want to promise him anything easily, let alone say something to death all of a sudden!
After all, what the future holds, no one can say!
And the only thing she can be sure of is that as long as Gao Xi doesn't betray her, she will never hurt him easily!
And Gao Xi naturally heard the emptiness in Gao Ran's words.
However, even though he had noticed this, and there was still a faint sense of loss in his heart, but, soon, he still suppressed this low mood, and kept encouraging himself, "At least, she didn't explicitly reject me." This shows that I still have hope! As long as there is hope, I can't give up lightly!"
Thinking about it like this, Gao Xi's attitude also became firm!
"Yes! Xi will definitely be by Miss's side! As long as Miss doesn't drive Xi away, Xi will definitely stay by Miss's side forever!"
As soon as he finished speaking, Gao Xi couldn't bear the emotions that began to get excited at this moment. I saw that he couldn't help but step forward, leaned down, and hugged Gao Ran tightly into his arms.
He felt that only in this way could he express his heart to her more clearly, so that she could feel his heart more deeply!
He knew that she probably didn't have that affection for him, or at least not as deep as he did, and remembered that she had even deliberately "reminded" him that he was just her "bodyguard......
But, he doesn't care!
He felt that as long as she had what she had just said, even if he could only stay by her side as a "guard" for the rest of his life, he was willing!
Even, when he said this, he also made up his mind: "If I have to choose between the pavilion master and the young lady in the future, as long as the young lady still wants me, I will be broken to pieces, and I will never betray the young lady!"
Of course, when thinking like this, Gao Xi didn't intend to betray Qiu Yueze. He had just decided that no matter what, no matter what the price he had to pay in the future, he would not betray Gao Ran - even if it was to sacrifice his own life, he would not hesitate to do so!
"Miss, no matter how difficult and dangerous it is in the future, Xi will never leave you! I will definitely always stay by your side and protect you!"
Gao Xi, who was born as a professional killer, how could he not understand how dangerous it is to do "meticulous work"! What's more, what Gao Ran wants to do is not just an ordinary meticulous work......
However, as long as there is Gao Ran's "guarantee", whether it is on the knife mountain or the sea of fire in the future, Gao Xi will definitely accompany her without hesitation!
And at this moment, even if she couldn't see his eyes when he spoke because he was hugged tightly by Gao Xi, Gao Ranguang could hear his words from what he said, as well as the tone of his voice when he spoke, and his powerful heartbeat that she could clearly hear because she was close to his chest, all of which made it difficult for her to feel his determination to live and die with her at this moment!
Gao Ran didn't respond to him immediately, just quietly let him hold him, listening to his strong heartbeat, feeling his somewhat hot body temperature, and breathing in the smell of "sunshine" that naturally emanated from his body, and his heart was indescribably relieved......
It's just that......
"Xi, your love, how should I be good......"
With a complicated feeling of being moved and not knowing how to deal with it, Gao Ran gently hugged Gao Xi with some hesitation.
She hugged so lightly that Gao Xi could barely feel her touch...... (To be continued.) )